When Calvin heard Levi's familiar admonition, his mind couldn't help but go back to the long conversation between the boss and him that night after the turmoil in the port of Drawing Water City.

The boss has a similar problem to him, and has proposed an entropy increase theory.

And the admonition to him that night is still vivid, as if to say to him, and as if to warn himself:

"Don't worry, maybe we have a hard time right now, but we still have a long way to go, so don't rush to make decisions, especially in temptation, on impulse. ”

"Try more while you are young and accumulate more, only in this way, when you encounter a choice that needs to be made, there are more options in front of you, among which there may be an option to HappyEnd. ”

"It's not that you have no choice, it's not that you're forced to be helpless, it's not that you're cornered. ”

"Calvin, do you know why the vast majority of people who become rich overnight end up in poverty, or even end up in a bleak end?"

"I've heard a saying that chips won by luck will be lost back sooner or later by strength, and I think it's very reasonable,"

So, don't be a gambler lightly, even if you don't have a better choice, try to make sure you have enough chance of winning. ”

"Penniless gambling and gambling with a full hand of kings are not the same concept.

"The former is called gambling, and the latter is called operation. ”

"I'm probably going to fall asleep in the near future, and if I encounter a problem that can't be solved, wait for me... Wait until I wake up. ”

...

But after all, he couldn't wait for his boss, who seemed to be able to solve any difficulty, to wake up, and he encountered a time when he was facing mental torment and had to make a choice...

In Calvin's sigh, he began to slowly recount the past:

"Over the years, I have followed your teachings to strengthen my psychic barriers, while re-studying illusion magic with Vina at the Academies of Magic in Drawing Water City, expanding the avenues of what is possible in the future.

"In the first twenty years, it was probably the most comfortable and intoxicating day of my life, with my parents still alive, a beautiful wife at home, and a lovely sister Sylvia who realized my dream of stardom.

"It's just that the lifespan of mortals has a limit after all, and the means that can be given to ordinary people to prolong their lives have a price, either a drastic change in temperament, or a loss of emotion, even in the era when Netheril's life extension techniques were flying all over the world.

"Because ordinary people, whether in body or soul, are too fragile and fragile, so fragile that they may shatter at the touch of it.

"I also discussed this with my father, but he smiled and told me that although they have experienced ups and downs in their lives, they have lived happily ever since I came back safely.

So even if he dies in the next second, he doesn't have any regrets.

"He told me not to worry, he said that they were all believers in the goddess of wealth, and even after death, they would come to His kingdom.

"Even then, they may have forgotten a lot.

"Twenty-three years ago, my mother passed away, and she passed away peacefully, and old George was very calm, and he said that this day would come sooner or later, and soon he would also go to the Goddess's kingdom to report, maybe a few days, maybe a few years.

"The only thing he can't reassure about is my 'sister', Sylvia.

"It was a poor child, and during the Orc siege, her parents, who also believed in the goddess of wealth, died, and died in a miserable state.

In that most desperate time, she prayed to the gods of heaven, but received no response from the gods.

Since then, she has stopped believing in any gods and has become extremely introverted.

"But old George took good care of Sylvia, and by the time I went back, she became much more cheerful.

"But I later found out that maybe my choice at that time may have ended up hurting her..."

"Could it be..."Levi also seemed to remember the bloody light and shadow drama they had done in Jishui City.

Calvin said a little frustratedly: "Yes, I took advantage of my position at that time to choose Sylvia as the heroine, and she became an instant hit and began her star life."

"But celebrities are creatures that are destined to be difficult to get the happiness of ordinary people.

She is too dazzling on the screen of light and shadow, and suitors naturally flock to her.

"She had a few relationships in those twenty years, but it didn't take long for them to separate again. ”

He suddenly laughed self-deprecatingly:

"Later, after my investigation, those guys, one was a commercial spy from Am, one was the famous Merry Prince of Cormier, the other was a priest of the God of Discord, and even a noble bastard who traded with demons.

"My brother is still too much of a failure...

"It was also in those years, as the rat people grew, that I began to observe that 'stars' like Sylvia, who are famous for their light and shadow dramas, have a mixed belief similar to the power of faith around them.

Levi frowned, "Like Lucifer?"

Calvin: "It's almost, but Lucifer is a professional, and at the same time, he is also the 'divine favorite' of the Spider God, so not only does this kind of thing not have much impact on him, but he has enough ability to protect himself, so it is some kind of help in his career path."

"But when ordinary people have this 'constitution', it falls in the eyes of some beings, like a fluorescent light in the night, which is too delicious, even if most of them can't see that power clearly.

Soon, tragedy struck.

"That year, George Sr. passed away peacefully, and since then, Lucifer, perhaps worried about disturbing my life and Vina's, has rarely reached out to us.

"Then one day, she was kidnapped, and although I arrived as soon as I could, she still... Died, died in an unfinished demon sacrifice ritual.

"At that time, her soul has already left her body, if she is left alone, as an unbeliever, it is very likely that she will be pulled into the lower plane under the inertia of the unfinished sacrificial ritual, and then it will probably be a bottomless abyss..."

Hearing this, Levi slowly raised his head and let out a sigh.

Sure enough, Galway was heard to continue:

"I'm sure you've guessed, yes, I've had a conjecture that, according to the rules derived from the outer planes of Correll, when a belief or belief is strong enough and strong, it can become true.

"Although the number of Cavins rats in Zeelandia has been maintained at about five million, the number of dead Cavins rats that have been reproduced over the years may be tens of millions or even hundreds of millions.

"So I thought, the convergence of the faith of so many creatures, perhaps, the kingdom of heaven that I once worked to convince them of the blessings after death, maybe... Was it really born somewhere in the outer plane of Corell?

"So I channeled Vena's soul and made her believe in me, that the kingdom of heaven that I spoke of really exists... Even if... That is not the kingdom of heaven for mankind...

"I... It should have been a success at that point.

"Maybe it's because the Cavins rat community is big enough and the beliefs are pure enough that there seems to be a place like that in the world, even if I don't know yet, whether it's illusory or real.

"Under my guidance, I successfully sent Sylvia's soul to that 'kingdom of heaven' and sealed it, hoping that one day I would have the ability to resurrect her, regain her identity as an ordinary person, and live again, she should not have died so early.

"But at the same moment, the 'channel' between the 'kingdom' of heaven and my consciousness was completely opened... I can't close it anymore...

"I've become in a way the Lord of the rat-men, their unborn Bighorn...

"If it weren't for Icarus for helping me block the power of faith from that 'Heavenly Kingdom' in the first place, I'm afraid I would have become the first existence in Corell to passively ignite the divine fire...

"But Icarus is only a 'machine' after all, so it can only block the 'flow of information' from there, that is, the prayers from the nezumen.

"But it can't stop the 'emotion' from the nezumi's heart, it can't decipher this part of the information, and it can't stop it.

"Whether it's the Cavins rat or the Cavins rat people, they're... There are also emotions, and there is something in emotions that is desire.

"They have a greed to eat, an instinct to continue to reproduce, a tendency to destroy other threatening species, and a desire to revive the population.

"They are united on the outside and cruel on the inside.

"Before joining Zelandia, they sometimes attacked and destroyed other races to ensure their survival.

"After joining Zeelandia, those Cavins rats who have jobs will also regard themselves as superior to those meat rats, and the extreme war rats who have been selected to give birth to wisdom will also consider themselves the hope of the race.

"For the sake of the continuation of the race, for the revival of the race, they will sacrifice the lower strata of the rat people without reservation, and for me... They will sacrifice themselves without hesitation...

This emotion is so sincere and intense.

"So for the next twenty years or so, I was basically fighting against the emotions that came from the rat man's heart, but I was still inevitably eroded by it... Assimilated...

"Originally, I should have been able to last longer, but in the previous battle with that primeval green dragon, I took the initiative to contact that 'Heavenly Kingdom' again and let it come...

"I feel... I probably won't be able to hold out for much longer..."

If other people hear this kind of words, it is estimated that eighty percent of them think that the other party's time is running out, and they will hang up...

But the corners of Levi's mouth twitched and asked:

"You're going to be a legend?"

Calvin smiled bitterly: "Yes, otherwise with my current situation, I would not be able to withstand this kind of 'spiritual' erosion at all." ”

Although this smile fell on Levi's eyes, he couldn't help but ask with concern:

"Which way?"

"Psionic Warlock and Master of Illusion, the teacher said that I am very talented in psionic energy, and I also like illusion very much, and it is not bad to cooperate with psionic energy, although the belief of the Cavins Rat can easily make me a powerful legend or even a demigod, but I don't want to really become a Great Horned Rat. Calvin said.

"Is the knowledge up to date?" Li Wei is like those class teachers in Lanxing who have just taken the college entrance examination and are preparing to fill in the volunteers, eating radishes and worrying lightly.

"In terms of illusion attainment, I should be a master of the Northland by now. But I still feel a little lacking in psionic spells, and I originally wanted to go to the Iron Melting Castle in the dark region to kidnap a spirit sucking monster to teach me, but the previous state has not been right, and it has not been implemented. ”

As Calvin said this, he suddenly threw the 'Sawa Fishman' in his hand to the ground.

Make a chirp.

continued: "It's this benthic demon fish that you asked me to slaughter, and I found a good inheritance memory in its brain, but it's a pity... It's too late to learn. ”

The benthic devilfish on the ground had been trembling, but after hearing the thoughtful and terrifying conversation between the two bigwigs in front of him, he simply rolled his eyes and pretended to be dead...

Oh my God! What a terrible existence has it encountered!

"In that case, perhaps... You can try something else. ”

Levi didn't care about the life or death of the fish, but hesitated for a moment, then took out a large book and threw it to Calvin.

It was the one that Deshana had copied from Nether's magic ship...

"Prayer meditation?" Calvin had heard from his boss, but had never seen it.

I heard Li Wei say:

"I had a plan for my own possible loss of control. And the preliminary theory has been confirmed in the port of Jishui City, and it is indeed valid. ”

Calvin suddenly became worried: "Play and 'kill' this 'chaos'? But if you do this on the main material plane, it is easy to attract the attention of the gods if the movement is too big, and you may even be regarded as an evil god's minions." ”

He wasn't so worried about himself, but worried about implicating Anna and Levi.

There was an inexplicable look on Levi's face:

"Then go to the outer plane, there is no need to 'kill', I think some of them are willing to accept this 'madness' infection. ”

Calvin swallowed, already aware of where the boss might throw him, but still with a little luck, asked:

"What do you mean... Let me go..."

I saw Levi grinning at the corners of his mouth, revealing a mouth full of fangs:

"Yes, the place I'm going to take you to...

"It's the place where there is no morality, where there is no end to killing.

"That evil place where there is no friendship, no affection, no love, only betrayal, killing, destruction.

"That demonic home dedicated to death and destruction is also one of the destinations of chaotic evil spirits

"The bottomless abyss of the infinite dimension!

"There, you can completely separate the desire of the nezumi from madness.

"Play the role of a true evil god. ”

Levi patted his horse boy on the shoulder, and his heart was full of self-touch:

'I have good intentions for the sake of the future of my family. ’