Chapter 58: Grief
Maybe it's because everyone pays attention to things from different angles, when Li Yan brought news from the DPRK and China for Li Mo, Su Minzhi sent the news about the debate machine that he got by chance to the family letter to the businessman. Pen fun and pavilion www.biquge.info
Seeing this unexpected news, the businessman couldn't help but be a little stunned.
The white-clothed monk who was like snow and jade in the Temple of Mercy and Grace at the beginning has now quietly stayed in that distant and unknown foreign land forever.
Whether it is the amazing talent who wrote "The Legend of the Western Regions of the Tang Dynasty", or the proficiency of Buddhism and scriptures, it cannot save his silent life, but what is left is only a sigh of amazement or regret in the hearts of people who don't know it.
"I knew that I would have buried my bones in a foreign country, and I should have left him in the first place......" Shang Shang lowered his head slightly, looking out the window at a white cloud in the distant sky.
The white clouds drifted away to the mountains with the breeze, and a bird passed by from time to time in the clear blue sky, and disappeared in an instant, like a stone thrown into the river, only a splash was gently splashed, and the traces were hidden by the seemingly gentle current.
"Merchant!" Li Mo put the letterhead in his hand on the high table in his hand, stood up and looked at the merchant.
He knew how much she wanted to save the monk, although he had a slight sourness when he sat in the house and looked at the letters, but he never questioned the wishes of the merchants.
At this time, seeing the inevitable sadness of the merchant due to the death of the debate, he was a little reluctant.
"Everything you can do has been done, everyone has their own fate, since the debate machine chose to go to Tibet, there must be his considerations, now that the matter has come to this, you don't need to be too sad." Li Mo gently shook Shang Shang's shoulder, turned her body, and forced her to look at him.
Wang Dayong, who was waiting on the side, looked at Shang Shang's gloomy face with some trepidation, he couldn't figure out why he just read the letterhead, how could the girl's face become so ugly, was there something wrong with him?
"Girl! Is there something wrong with the villain? Wang Dayong said urgently.
"Oh! No! Shang Shang wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, turned to Wang Dayong and smiled: "It has nothing to do with you, it's just that Gongzi's letter mentions the news of a friend of mine, and I am a little out of shape." ”
Li Mo saw that the businessman had adjusted his mood, so he let go of his hand with confidence and changed the topic: "Didn't you make small clothes for the child?" It's better to hand it over to the eldest brother to take back, and let Brother Su and his sister-in-law take a look. ”
"Hmmm! I'm going to take it out. ”
The merchant waved his hand and motioned for Wang Dayong to sit down, turned around and entered the back room, took the small clothes that had just been placed in Li Mo's place, and brought out a package sewn from a broken Shu brocade cloth.
"Brother Wang! I just sewed this little coat, and you brought it back for me to the second son and the second lady, just say it's a little coat for the child. ”
The merchant wrapped his little clothes in a package and put them away, thought about it, turned around and went east into his house, and took out an old ginseng from the northern foot of Jiuzhi Mountain that he had in his room.
The long brocade box containing the ginseng was handed over to Wang Dayong along with the small package, and the merchant advised: "Although ginseng is a good thing, you still ask the son to ask Langzhong, if the pregnant woman eats it, let Mother Song stew a chicken with this ginseng for the second lady every day, only drink soup or delicious meat, in short, let the lady make up for her body." ”
Wang Dayong cautiously took the small package and brocade box, and bowed down to agree while nodding.
Knowing that the merchant was in a bad mood, Li Mo took the messenger who sent Wang Dayong out, sent him all the way out, and prepared dry food for him on the way back, so he sent Wang Dayong away.
Chang'an City ushered in the first rain since the beginning of autumn, the rain fell intermittently for most of the day, until the sky was about to get dark before it slowly stopped, but the air still floated from time to time like a trace of cow hair-like rain, falling on the face sticky, as if it couldn't help but shed tears, with a slight bitterness.
Princess Gaoyang's Mansion, which is adjacent to the house, has been lit up, but the Wujin Courtyard, which used to be quite lively with people, is extremely deserted today, and the red lanterns hanging high under the eaves also look lonely, swaying slightly in the wind.
The widow of the horse Fang had already gone to Fangzhou at the beginning of the year to take up the post of assassin, but Gao Yang, who could have accompanied him as an official dependent, chose to stay in the princess's mansion in Chang'an to live alone.
Without the noise of Fang Yiai, Gao Yang's life is leisurely and comfortable, although the debate machine is not around, but she has gradually calmed down and slowly accepted this fact, and everything seems to be calm.
However, this apparent calm was brutally shattered at noon today!
The bedroom with red candles was as warm as spring, the red gold curtain hung from the top of the bed to the foot pedal in front of the bed, and the gold-carved phoenix pattern corner box was neatly stacked on the side of the bed against the wall, and Gao Yang, who was curled up in the shadow of the bed curtain, was pale and frightened.
"Princess!"
Liuli, who bypassed the peony screen at four o'clock, looked at Gao Yang's face was blue, looking like a crazy look, and couldn't help but feel worried, and the tea cup in his hand was gently rested on the small table next to the bed.
As soon as she thought of the news that the little maid brought back was enough to make her blood flow backwards, the fear and pain in Gao Yang's heart could not be contained.
"Get out!" Gao Yang's voice was hoarse and rough, as if it had been polished by rough sandpaper, revealing a chilling dead air.
"Princess! You haven't eaten since you came back at noon, so how can you go on like this? Ruri worriedly wanted to lean forward.
"I'm telling you out!"
Gao Yang, who was originally shrunk into a ball, burst out of his mouth with a terrible shout, and his bruised hand grabbed the long pillow beside him and smashed it towards Liuli.
"Princess! Yes! Liuli subconsciously flashed, dodged the oncoming pillow, and exclaimed with palpitations.
"Get out! Get out! Get out of here! ”
Gao Yang roared and jumped off the bed, his head full of green silk was scattered on the twisted and hideous face, the skirt embroidered with tangled peonies was loosely covered, the short shirt with a straight collar was wide open, and the snow white on his chest was dazzling in the candlelight.
Liuli kept retreating and dodging, Gao Yang's appearance was really terrible, Rao is Liuli understood why she was like this, but seeing her hysterical appearance still felt scared from the bottom of her heart.
"Gao Yang!" An old snort came from behind the screen.
Gao Yang, whose face was full of tears, finally calmed down under this low drink, and looked at the straight figure that turned out from behind the screen in a daze.
"Mother Qin!"
With a cry, Gao Yang, who was standing in front of the bed like a hedgehog, put up his whole body on guard, and pounced into the arms of the person who came after seeing the gray-haired figure.
Mother Qin, who was not young, almost didn't sit on the ground when she pounced, and she held her body strongly, protecting Gao Yang who was almost collapsed in her arms, and Mother Qin's face suddenly became very ugly.
"Ruri! What's going on? ”
Qin's mother, who is fifty years old, has always been respected in the princess's mansion because she is Gao Yang's nursing mother, and she has to be polite when she sees it, and now she sees Gao Yang crying in her arms, Rao is Qin's mother has always had a good temper, and she can't help but be angry at this time.
"Mother Qin! The princess went out of the palace this morning, and learned that the envoy to Tibet had encountered bandits in the territory of Tibet, and the whole army was wiped out, and she came back like this. ”
Looking at Qin's mother's appearance, Liuli, who was afraid of being blamed, hurriedly explained the origin of the matter in detail.
Mother Qin was just stunned when she heard this, and looked at Gao Yang, who had her liver and intestines broken, and couldn't help but sigh slightly: "Alas! Idiot! ”
"Ruri! You go down first! Tell me to boil some hot water and bring it in. Mother Qin waved her hand at Liuli, and gently helped Gao Yang to slowly move to the side of the bed.
"Yes!" Liuli agreed, and retreated.
Mother Qin helped Gao Yang to lie down on the bed, pulled the hair stuck to her face behind her ears thinly, gently patted Gao Yang's back, and said softly: "Princess! People can't be resurrected after death, so please mourn! ”
Gao Yang heard this in his ears, and his whole body trembled, and the originally choked cry was suddenly suffocated, and a piece of despair appeared on his face.
"Mother Qin! I'm not reconciled! Why? Why is that? ”
Tightly grasping Qin's mother's hand and pinching it deeply into Qin's mother's palm, Gao Yang looked at Qin's mother's eyes with almost the last glimmer of hope, how much she hoped that the person she trusted the most could tell herself: Those news are all lies! He's fine! Will be back soon!
"Princess! Everyone's life is different! Why do you want to force it? Mother Qin had tears in her eyes and persuaded softly.
Gao Yang was brought up by her since she was a child, from an infant toddler to Tingting Yuli, seeing her so grief-stricken, Qin's mother only felt a knife-like pain in her heart.
"Why? I've let it go! Why did he still die? Why? Gao Yang's mournful sobs were like the wailing of a lonely goose, which was unbearable to hear.
Obviously she has already let go! Obviously, she had decided not to disturb his Qing Xiu again! Why did he choose to go so far? Does he have to flee to a place where she can't see it again to be at ease?
But at the beginning, didn't he say that he loved her fire-like temperament the most? Why did they resolutely turn around and leave in the end, so that they are now separated forever?
Mother Qin looked at Gao Yang's almost collapsed despair crying worriedly, how could Gao Yang, who had not eaten a grain of rice at the end of the day, still withstand such a toss?
"Mother Qin!"
Liuli gently pushed open the door of the bedroom, motioned to the little girls to carry the hot water into the back clean room, and after finishing the dotting, she bypassed the screen and stood out of Gao Yang's sight, and quietly gestured to Qin's mother.
"Princess! Come! Listen to Mother Qin! ”
Mother Qin struggled to prop up Gao Yang's body, helped Gao Yang, who had fallen into a trance, and helped her into the clean room with Liuli, who came forward.
The two carefully took off Gao Yang's messy clothes and helped her into the bathtub.
The warm water overflowed Gao Yang's shoulders, gently encompassing her physically and mentally exhausted, and the smell of tranquilizing flowers slowly poured into her nose, making Gao Yang's collapsed nerves finally relax.
Until he finally lost his mind and fell into a coma, Gao Yang's mouth was still muttering: "Why? Why ......"
The world is like chess, complicated, if you knew this is the case, why bother in the first place? (To be continued, if you want to know what will happen next, please log in to the www.qidian.com, more chapters, support the author, support genuine reading!) )