An Fengyi's thoughts returned to this small room again. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

The bowl of soup was still steaming.

Lying on the bed, Xiaoyao's eyelids twitched slowly as the heat slowly rose.

An Fengyi's expression became nervous.

He slowly opened his eyes, looking tired and nervous, and very insecure.

But when he saw An Fengyi, the nervousness and fear immediately disappeared.

He showed a smile to An Fengyi.

An Fengyi also smiled.

Xiaoyao didn't have the slightest intention of wanting to move, he felt that the bones in his body were hollowed out, the muscles had melted, and he couldn't move.

“…… I'm so tired......" he squeezed out the sentence with difficulty.

An Fengyi nodded understandingly, she knew why Xiaoyao felt so tired.

――It's not that you're tired, it's that you're tired.

――As long as your heart is tired, it is useless to have enough physical strength.

Xiaoyao slowly stretched out his left hand, his fingers straightened, and stared at his left hand for a long time, staring at his ring finger.

- The ring finger is mutilated.

- Only one stump finger.

-- The wound has healed.

But the pain will always remain in his mind, in his heart.

Then his left hand seemed to have lost consciousness, and it was only hanging down by gravity.

He turned his head and looked at An Fengyi, his gaze glazed.

An Fengyi really didn't know what to say, she trembled and stroked Xiaoyao's face.

Xiaoyao said weakly: "Fengyi's mother, smile, so that I can be more comfortable." You laugh, I laugh too. ”

An Fengyi's brain immediately gave the order to show a smile, but after a long time, she finally regained control of her facial muscles and showed a smile that looked as good as possible.

And what about the Getaway?

He couldn't laugh, he cried.

"I'm sorry, Fengyi's mother, I can't laugh."

Tears welled up again from the tired tear ducts.

An Fengyi hurriedly wiped his tears, she was so distressed that she was about to bleed.

After a long time, the tears finally stopped.

An Fengyi picked up the bowl of thick soup, took a spoonful of it, and handed it to Xiaoyao's mouth.

Drink it freely, the rich and mellow soup crosses the esophagus and enters the stomach, which is indescribably delicious.

"I think you're hungry," An Fengyi said, "but you can't eat too much now, so I asked the kitchen to prepare a delicious and nutritious soup." ”

"I still want it."

"Good, good."

An Fengyi patiently fed the thick soup to Xiaoyao spoonful by spoonful, and Xiaoyao also drank a spoonful of it.

- He's really hungry.

An Fengyi watched him drink the soup more and more urgently, and smiled sincerely.

Soon, Xiaoyao drank the whole bowl of thick soup, he felt a little stretched, and he was not so sad.

An Fengyi said: "Do you still want it?" ”

Xiaoyao shook his head.

"Then you're ...... Go ahead and rest. ”

MEmu continued to shake his head.

When he got up, An Fengyi would immediately get up and press him to the bed.

"Xiaoyao, you haven't recovered yet......"

Before An Fengyi finished speaking, Xiaoyao hurriedly said, "Fengyi's mother, are you lying to yourself?" ”

He looked at An Fengyi, and the eyes of the person being watched dodged.

Xiaoyao continued: "Fengyi's mother's miraculous and powerful healing power is an incredible power that can heal wounds in a very short time and can also make the injured energetic, so I got out of bed or something, there was no problem at all.

An Fengyi sat back in her seat.

Xiaoyao said: "But this time, I don't know why, it's just very tired." ”

"If you're tired, lie down." An Fengyi said, "Why bother. ”

Xiaoyao shook his head, he lifted the quilt, looked at his right leg, and touched the place where the knife had pierced with his hand.

The memories he had gained through his eyes may have been mutilated, and he didn't know exactly where he was injured by the dagger, but the skin, muscles, and bones were deep, deeply remembered.

He stroked the spot, in fact, there wasn't even a scar there, but it had been pierced by a dagger just a few hours ago!

Xiaoyao caressed it, and even felt a little tingling, in fact, there was also some pain in her left ring finger.

It's the pain of memory, and it probably won't go away for the rest of my life.

Xiaoyao looked at his left hand again, at the mutilation.

He moved his left hand, clenched it into a fist, and then flattened it.

- Clenching your fists, uncomfortable.

-- Stretching flat, it's also uncomfortable.

He moved five more fingers, moving freely.

――The more you move, the more uncomfortable it becomes!

Xiaoyao was gradually controlled by an unspeakable anger.

He suddenly clenched his left hand into a fist and slammed his left leg. More than one smash - two, three, many.

His face was distorted with unspeakable anger and sadness.

-- The emotions that cannot be spoken, that cannot be explained clearly in words, and that can only be borne silently by oneself are the most painful.

An Fengyi got up and sat on the edge of the bed, and Xiaoyao also threw herself into her arms.

“…… I'm sorry," An Fengyi said, "Fengyi's mother's healing power can't make a disabled limb grow back. ”

Xiaoyao did not speak.

"Sorry for the escape, we didn't arrive in time for ......"

Xiaoyao still didn't speak.

"I'm sorry, I'm ...... It didn't work......"

Xiaoyao finally spoke, "Mother Fengyi...... "I want to go out and get some air," he said. Stay alone for a while. ”

"-No!" An Fengyi said, "You can't be alone anymore until you go home. ”

She hugged Xiaoyao and said, "We respect your habits while overestimating our own abilities, and later we found out that we were wrong. Xiaoyao, this Roselle is too dangerous, too dangerous for you, too dangerous for us. ”

“…… Fengyi's mother ......"

“…… I'm starting to wonder if I can protect you and protect this family......"

“…… Fengyi's mother, I know. Xiaoyao looked at her, "Say, I want to go out for a change of air, can you accompany me?" ”

An Fengyi nodded immediately.

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An Fengyi accompanied Xiaoyao and walked out of the door, the sun was already a gentle virgin at this time, and their family and Fan Yao stood under the clouds.

Standing in the sun, I felt like I had spent a long, long time in the dark.

He walked over and into the arms of his family.

Qiao Ye willfully pushed everyone away and monopolized her brother's chest, which made Linling a little unhappy, but she walked out of the room and seemed to be in good spirits, which made her very happy.

Red Blood Wei and Bai Junlan asked him how he felt with concern, and his sister said a word, and his sister said a word, so that Xiaoyao didn't have time to answer.

Finally, he said, "Can you give me some time to organize the language?" ”

The whole family laughed, and Fan Yao on the side also laughed, but the smile was the most unnatural.

Once again, she knew that she was actually just a friend of the family, an outsider in this family.

――Isn't that a matter of course?

Yes, Fan Yao herself knows it, but she just can't stop fantasizing - she is a member of the Long family and a member of this happy family.

But in the end, it is just fantasy, and the more fantasy you have, the deeper it becomes - the reality is cruel and painful.