Chapter 17: Leaving the Dust
So in the days that followed, I began to become two people - I felt that God and body were in a state of separation all the time, for example, when I was walking, I could see my body, it was muddy, although the body was doing activities, but the spirit was constantly thinking, and what made me even more strange was that I was extremely obsessed with this feeling! This kind of extremely free, detached from color ~ body feeling is really good, it is simply the so-called free realm. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
This situation continued directly until I left the camp, and when I handed over the magic weapon to Ah Ling again, it looked at me a little strangely, and told me before leaving: "I don't know if I am wrong, there seems to be something wrong with your cultivation, you are like two people compared to ten days ago," I nodded and did not speak.
It also said: "After that, I will go back to continue my practice, originally it happened that the camp was not far from the place where I practiced, so I would meet Jiaming, but I didn't expect such a thing to happen, I hope Jiaming will be safe and sound when he returns to school, and live like a normal person, I hope you don't bother him." Ah Ling's eyes were filled with hope.
I nodded, "I'll just think I've never known this person." Seeing this, Ah Ling danced his sleeves and fled into the wilderness, leaving only a faint fragrance in the air, which was exactly the strange fragrance I smelled on the first night, and it was also the first time I knew the smell of civet incense.
During the meditation at night, I contemplated, but found that I could not enter the Lingxiao scroll, I could only feel the image of my body, and I began to see that the body in the center of the concentration was occupied by one streamer after another, and these lines gathered in a fixed place, which was the dantian, and there was a condensed image in my dantian, which controlled these flows together and transformed, and then I understood that this was the golden pill.
The longer I look at it, the more I feel that this is really boring, and I feel that my mind is imprisoned in a tangible thing, and it is really not a free realm, no wonder the cultivators are extremely looking forward to it, and most of them will abandon the color body when they cultivate to this realm, so as to achieve a state of infinite swimming-I now faintly feel a similar feeling.
But I know, with my realm, I don't know that the sun god is 108,000 miles away, and now this state is indeed a little abnormal, but it still makes me obsessed, I began to deliberately control myself to "go out," I began to leave the body, began to tour, I began to fly, flew to the sky, flew to the moon, and even flew out of the solar system......
"River, river! Wake up...... "Someone is shaking my body, I began to feel the close connection between this body and me, I didn't seem to be so easy to get out of it, I was out of the fixed state, a little uncomfortable, I looked up, only to find that it was Jiang Wu in front of me.
Jiang Wu seemed to be in a hurry, "I just wanted to go to the toilet, but I saw you fall to the ground, I called you and couldn't wake up, almost frightened me," I listened to his words, and then I found that I was sitting on the ground, what's going on, I was obviously in bed when I just fell into meditation, and I don't know if I fell to the ground, what happened?
Let's not mention the problem of my stomach, how to deal with Jiang Wu is what I have to do, so he said: "It's okay, maybe I accidentally fell to the ground just now, this shop is too low, I guess I don't feel anything, I slept too dead, it's okay, don't make any noise to everyone, don't you go to the toilet, hurry up!" Jiang Wu listened to my words, although he still seemed a little confused, but he didn't chase after him.
On the last day, it was the day of departure, there was no training on this day, but everyone sat together to play, the female classmates expressed their reluctance to the instructor, the male students went to light a cigarette and take a photo, everyone also chatted together, only I sat alone, quietly practiced, looking at all this, my heart was like a mirror, reflecting the various states of this being, but not immersed in it.
But I also know a lot of people, many people come to me to take pictures, talk to me, I know that I can't continue to practice quietly, I can only respond slowly, in this situation, I suddenly remembered the time when I was in high school military training, that memory, began to turn into a picture in my mind, I remember that it was the same at that time, the girls three years ago and the girls three years later are still the same, and there is no difference in what they do, but the boys seem to have changed a lot, such as - began to call the instructors brothers.
There are a lot of things in my head, those things that I once dreamed of, what I once longed for, the days when I used to be happy or sad, and the days of gains and losses, I feel that mortals are really too painful, life is short, but they still have to worry about so many things, and they are filled with distracting thoughts every day, but they still don't know how they can understand the realm of "leisure".
Thinking about it, I almost started to lose my mind again.
"That handsome guy sitting over there, yes, it's you, how about letting him perform for everyone?" I came back to my senses and realized that someone seemed to be calling me, and I scanned my eyes to understand the situation in front of me, I seemed to have been named by the instructor to perform, and then ushered in everyone's applause, boys and girls even sat together this time, I stood up, looked at the expressions on everyone's faces, full of joy, and I seemed to have begun to forget this feeling of joy, and I didn't even think that I could have this feeling, what was going on?
But when I thought about it, come on, I couldn't help but feel a strange excitement in my heart, and I went up and said lightly: "Since everyone is like this, I can't shirk it, so let's perform a Tai Chi for everyone!" ”
I began to dance away from the spirit, there is stillness in the movement, the Tai Chi I practiced is Wudang Tai Chi, which is very different from the popular Chen Yang Shi, sometimes it is as slow as a turtle, sometimes it is like lightning, and there are a lot of air movements and hitting movements, everyone began to see the clouds, but then they found that my movements were extremely difficult, so they began to applaud, but I understood that they could only see things on the surface.
As the range of my movements became larger and larger, the people from other companies also came over to watch, and slowly there were more and more people, but I was only immersed in my own realm, and the separated gods felt that the gathered crowd was invisibly releasing a kind of pressure, this pressure is difficult to describe, but I felt very clear, and suddenly understood in my heart that even ordinary people, gathering together can still produce invisible energy, no wonder there is a saying called "There is great power in many people." ”