Feng Lingxiu walked calmly and resolutely, as if he was going to accomplish a great cause, a sacred and solemn mission. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

The tester looked at Feng Lingxiu and said impatiently: "Grinding, like a little girl!" Hurry up. There are a lot of people in the back. ”

Feng Lingxiu felt very embarrassed. So the pace was accelerated. walked in front of the attribute stone wall, stretched out his immature left hand and pressed it.

Xue Tianlian, Alan and the others were nervously waiting for the results. Among them, Xue Lingyun's vision is the most focused.

A few breaths have passed, and Feng Lingxiu has instantly fallen from the high-spirited spirit just now to being self-conscious, it is impossible that nothing will appear? When breaking through, there were obviously five strange lights? How so?

Xue Lingyun also felt very strange, what was going on?

Xue Tianlian's gaze was a little dim.

Alain is still full of love.

Feng Lingxiu was still unwilling to give up, he didn't believe that he would be so mediocre? In fact, he didn't understand that not everyone is perfect, and the will of the universe has endowed a person with a certain specialty, which must also make him have some shortcomings. He is very stubborn now, he has always been like this, he has become obsessed with martial arts, he has also integrated competition into his character, he also likes to be above others, and enjoys the glory of being admired. But this situation not only bankrupted his big words, but also disgraced him in front of everyone.

In the past, in the eyes of others, he was a gentleman teenager, I don't know what to say, game life, all day long is greedy to play and enjoy, which simply ruined his family style. It is said that he has a deep understanding of martial arts, so his attainments and progress in martial arts should be great, how can this be the case? Isn't that right for someone's prophecy? Was the day's rhetoric really memorized from a book? In this martial era, the status of weak scholars is similar to ***, people are ashamed to talk about sex, but they are ashamed to talk about philosophy, why? Because they don't have the natural ability to talk about philosophy, they slander this kind of person. It's like "can't eat grapes and say grapes are sour", pure jealousy is at work. The real sadness is not that they don't have this ability, but that they don't recognize their jealousy and short-sightedness.

Feng Lingxiu frowned, this is absolutely impossible! I will not be worse than anyone, I will surpass everyone.

Forgive me, this is both a struggle and a struggle for me. This is the inevitable process of growth, so let's go slowly.

He has been caught up in endless competition, and his real pursuit has been shrouded in an illusory aura.

He will eventually get lost in this dream, the real life, he will no longer have time to think, he will eventually suffer from it, he will go crazy about it.

Just like now, his clouds and breezy light are completely gone. It turned into impatience and anger.

He pressed the palm on the stone wall harder and harder, but the stone wall seemed to be deliberately embarrassed to seal the spiritual cultivation, and there was no reaction.

The tester couldn't wait, and shouted loudly: "No. 8, Feng Spiritual Cultivation, low-level martial artist, no attributes!" Please hurry up and test the number of innate force columns. ”

Like a deflated balloon, Feng Lingxiu lost all his fighting spirit and walked to the stone wall on the other side of the high platform in despair.

There was a whisper in the crowd at the moment.

Feng Lingxiu didn't feel that at this moment, he cared more and more about people's opinions and evaluations of himself, and he didn't know whether it was good or bad? He'll find his own answer later.

At this moment, Feng Lingxiu is dominated by a variety of complex psychology, without great desires, and still has not given up on a free life, I don't know why he wants to enjoy eternal glory like his father. He cares about the world, and sometimes he wants to be detached, he hates fame and fortune, and now he cares about the cynicism of others because he can't complete his own pursuit of fame. He is really contradictory, this multiple personality, is it just a refraction of a personality? Or is it influenced by too many thoughts? Dominated by too many desires? He will suffer for it, he will pay for it, and he will eventually usher in his own nirvana.

He had been thinking about himself, thinking about the five strange lights on the day of the breakthrough, why was he hiding again now?

Who can give him a reason, who can solve his doubts?

There is only time.

He no longer had much hope.

With just a light touch, three ordinary pillars of light slowly gathered on the stone wall.

Then, with a heavy turn, he left the scene gloomily.

"No. 8, Feng Lingxiu, three pillars of innate power."

A martial artist can inspire a total of nine innate power pillars, and the tenth enters a new realm, the realm of a martial artist.

Again, Feng Lingxiu exaggerated the humility of this result too much in his heart, maybe he would say, compared to my own goal, I still feel that I have achieved nothing. He was depressed and hesitant for this, but in the eyes of others, this was already very good, and it was not in vain that he had been cultivating for so long.

At this moment, others stopped talking about him. They remembered that Feng Lingxiu had only broken through the martial artist a week ago, how could he be able to activate the three-day innate power pillar so quickly?

Previously, had he been pretending to be a pig and eating a tiger? At this cultivation speed, it may not be impossible to fight with the high-level martial artist in two weeks, this is just a little talk of the people, and after the new test begins, it will disappear. No one has faith in Feng Lingxiu.

Duanmu Caidie looked at the down-and-out Feng Lingxiu and wanted to comfort him.

But after walking a long way behind him, he had already left the Zhengxin Temple, and Feng Lingxiu still didn't say a word to her.

She is also interesting, Shame originally liked a person, and now he wants to be alone and quiet. So she left on her own.

In the past, when he was not keen on martial arts, others looked down on him in every way and spit on him in every way, maybe it was not as serious as he said, but the coldness in his heart was the most painful. In the cold place, who doesn't want to live in a group?

For Feng Lingxiu, this gap is the most painful, but this is only the beginning of his suffering, the path of martial arts, we can say that it is the exit of his great desires in life, and it is a sin key to release his desires. Now he cares about what he has achieved in martial arts, and everything that comes with it. He didn't like it originally, but once he loved it, he persistently pursued it, refining the cold water of the wet pool, stinging potion sashimi, and getting up from bed tired just to meet the first ray of sunshine in the morning......

So far, what has come of this switch?

His mind was shaken, and I just want to say that he suspected it too soon, and it was a little too late to quit now.

Once martial arts gave him the greatest hope, now it seems to be shattered.

I just want to say, you are still young in spirituality, you are not strong enough, I just want to say, you will be strong in spiritual cultivation, you will get used to it.

Those who are amorous will be hurt many.

The pain gap is repeated, and when you really see through it, it's when you're really strong.

This road is full of twists and turns, and you will eventually fall, get up, get up, fall, and fall over and over again......

The night came slowly, and the starless night was so dark and long, just like the spiritual heart.

Xue Tianlian and Xue Lingyun had come over not long ago, and Xue Tianlian asked in detail about the image of the shyness breakthrough martial artist, and found that she didn't know why.

She knows most clearly what the image produced by the release of her attribute will be like, even if the image of a multi-attribute martial artist breaking through is slightly different from that of a single-attribute martial artist, it is not in line with the spiritual situation. The attribute crystal wall is not broken. Everything is still the reason for the spiritual practice itself, and it may not be a strange physique.

Lingxiu knew that this was the godmother comforting herself, and she finally started to work the martial arts, and the godmother was also busy, and rarely came to urge herself.

But the godmother told herself not to be discouraged. The martial artist has not yet opened up the nine innate power veins that run through the dantian, and the situation in the dantian cannot be observed by the godmother now.

Lingxiu understands that martial arts are only the lowest level of cultivation, and the lowest threshold for cultivation is actually the cultivation of the Yuan Realm.

He now ignited a new goal, entering the Cultivation Yuan Realm, he swore that the five strange lights did not appear for no reason, there must be some reason, and he firmly believed that this was the reason why he changed his fate, he couldn't miss it, he must figure it out.

The reason why he wanted to quickly activate the three pillars of innate power was because of his accumulation, he didn't think it was his talent, in his eyes, talent was to become an attribute martial artist.

It's just that he didn't compare himself with others, he thought too extremely.

On this night, Feng Lingxiu did not quench his body with the potion, he lay on the bed, the silence of the night helped him think, he took out the hidden dragon pendant hanging around his neck, and looked at it carefully, what does this jade pendant represent? My mother told me that it was given to me by a master outside the world, saying that I had a fate with this jade pendant.

What do the two mighty green dragons on this jade pendant mean?

I was born after the salvation of the dragon, is it related to this dragon?

Isn't it too whimsical? That green dragon spirit shadow is so powerful, it can beat the big devil to death with a single blow.

So what is all this?

What about the outer door first?

Impulsiveness and recklessness really make me feel ashamed.

What can I do now? Do you throw in the towel? This is definitely not my devotional! I want to be the greatest person in the world, no one else can stand side by side with me, I want to be the most powerful person, to protect everything I want to protect. I want all of them to bow down at my feet.

But, but, I still don't like the hustle and bustle of the world, is there a humble soul under my soul?

So who am I enshrined in spirituality?

Who will I become?

Where do I get this feeling from?

Why is it so contradictory?

And my father's army, for which I have a duty to guard.

I am the son of Jiangmen after the royal family, and I have the obligation to shoulder the heavy responsibility of guarding the Broken Continent.

However, what I really want in my heart is not these, I am in love with the landscape, calm and indifferent.

"Ah!!h

Didn't you say you wanted to make a difference? How can you say that you don't care about these now?

Can't you have both?

Why is my desire so great?

This pain was destined to tear my life apart. What the hell am I going to do.

Now these two feelings are tormenting me, my heart is very impetuous, very boring, can not be calm and indifferent, how can this heart like a flat mirror with a thick ink, how to play a song Guangling?

I wanted to climb the peak of martial arts, but now I am stagnant.

How do I choose?

Do you lose all the games?

By no means so.

I really don't like my godmother's way of education, I was born to live for myself, what I carry, what I am willing to fight for, only those that can make me feel more that I have achieved the kind of life value I want, can make myself truly happy, I don't want to be someone's expectations, I want to be my own role model.

Myself? I? Who the hell are you? How do you define yourself?

Where am I from?

The so-called honor and the so-called dedication are just a kind of burden attached to the realization of one's own life value.

The premise is that our life pursuits are on the same track and in the same direction as society and others' expectations of us. We will be recognized.

Why is it that people who are different must be alone, and must be driven to a cold place in order to breathe a breath of tranquility???

Feng Lingxiu felt that his thoughts were very contradictory and chaotic, perhaps this was just a process of purging, a process of independent thinking. This means breaking the supremacy of other people's minds and building one's own minds, which is much more painful and dangerous than earthly suffering.

This is the most difficult path to take, and he must always fight and hold the sword in his hand at all times.

Because he will eventually become a fighter for freedom......

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Feng Lingxiu is asleep, and we hope that he will forget the boundless darkness of tonight and welcome tomorrow with a new attitude......

(To be continued.) ）