Chapter 166: Fellowship with Heart

Yu Youjia looked at Gu Lian's eyes. Gu Lian wanted to avoid www.biquge.info pen "Fun" pavilion, but he was fascinated, and he only felt that no matter what kind of action he did at this time, it was like blaspheming the other party's focused gaze.

They sat on a two-seater sofa together, and when they met with Mr. Zhang, it was convenient to talk to each other face-to-face, and after Mr. Zhang left, they did not change positions.

At this time, Yu Youjia turned sideways, and there was only a leaning distance between him and Gu Lian.

Gu Lian felt that he had finally experienced what it meant to be able to look into the depths of his soul, or perhaps he had opened his heart to him and allowed his soul to be disturbed by him.

Can I kiss you? Yu Youjia did not speak again. He only said it once, and his eyes had already gently caressed Gu Lian's eyes, but they were so clear and clean.

Gu Lian knew that he should say no. She had only just met the man in front of her, she didn't know his details at all, she just received a little favor from him, she just ...... I have a little bit of a good impression of him.

A pot of tea is getting cold. The aroma of tea is pervasive and the air is quiet.

Gu Lian looked at Yu Youjia steadily, leaning over and getting closer and closer. His breath was carefully transmitted with body temperature, and Gu Lian smelled the fragrance of green tea on his body.

Gu Lian's hands hung down involuntarily. Placed in a flocked blanket on the leather sofa, countless soft and fine fluff under her hands gently caressed her palms, and the heat made people sweat.

The skin next to the eye sockets contracted slightly, and Yu Youjia's breathing was close at hand. Gu Lian only felt that his face was so close that he couldn't see it clearly, and suddenly closed his eyes.

But nothing happened. Yu Youjia's breath gradually moved away.

Gu Lian opened his eyes and saw Yu Youjia touching his forehead with his hand, shaking his head and chuckling, "I'm sorry, I was rude." ”

Gu Lian couldn't tell the feeling of loss in his heart, he was stunned for a moment, lowered his head, and unconsciously rubbed the fine and soft fluff of the flocked blanket under him.

Someone knocked on the door outside the tea room.

Gu Lian hurriedly went over to open the door, wanting to relieve his embarrassment. As soon as the door opened, a long-haired man with a stunning appearance was startled when he saw Gu Lian, and then saw Yu Youjia inside through her, and pushed Gu Lian away as if no one was around, and smiled at him, "The protagonist is gone, it turns out that he is hiding here." ”

This person Gu Lian also met not long after, he is Yu Youjia's good friend Yin Rongyu since childhood.

"What protagonist?" Yu Youjia took a sip of tea, only to notice that it was cold in his mouth, frowned slightly, and swallowed it anyway.

"The protagonist of the annual meeting." Yin Rongyu came to Yu Youjia and stood to look at him.

"At the annual meeting of Huayue Company, the protagonist is only Huayue Company." Yu Youjia got up and stretched out his hand to him, "When did you come?" I thought you were going to be in Hawaii for a long time. ”

Yin Rongyu held Yu Youjia's hand, and did not shake it twice as usual, but pulled it over Youjia and hugged him, and then let go of him, smiling contentedly, "How can I be missing on the occasion to celebrate your discharge from the hospital?" I saw Uncle Yu when I came, and he was looking for you, let's go out first, and then we'll be polite and slip away with those people? ”

Yu Youjia thought for a while, "It's okay, there is a name for me after all, so I'll go over." Gu Lian? He turned to Gu Lian, "Do you want to come?" ”

"No, it's not early, I still have something to do, so I'll go back first." Gu Lian said with a little flustered. As soon as today's major event was completed, Gu Lian was worried that Tianjiao didn't know which bar to go to; The second and most important thing is that Gu Lian can't tell why he feels shy and frightened at this time, the source is undoubtedly Yu Youjia, and he subconsciously wants to avoid it first. But when Gu Lian went back and thought about it clearly, she thought that if she could participate in the annual meeting of Huayue Group, she would be able to change her fate by seizing the opportunity to meet any celebrity among them, and she regretted it even if she regretted it.

"Okay, I'll send you." Yu Youjia didn't hold back, and nodded.

When Yin Rongyu heard this, his eyebrows furrowed, but he couldn't bear to say anything.

There was only a black umbrella in the lobby of the restaurant, and because it was a rainy day, it was taken away by the occasional customer. Yu Youjia asked Yin Rongyu to wait in the lobby, and sent Gu Lian out with an umbrella.

"Just send it here." The two walked out of the small square, Gu Lian raised his head and said to Youjia, "I heard Mr. Zhang say, you are sick and have just been discharged from the hospital, your body is important, and it is cold this day, take care of yourself, don't send it." ”

"I'm sorry tonight." Yu Youjia nodded and said suddenly. "Looking into your eyes just now, I think of an old man, and I can't help it."

"I didn't ...... It's nothing. Gu Lian's heart was cold, and the smile on his face was extremely playful, "Actually, I originally wanted to fulfill you." It's a thank you for doing me a great favor today. ”

"I see, when you get to the taxi place, there are only a few steps on this road, so I'll send you off again." Yu Youjia Road.

"No, I, actually, I want to go over there and take the bus." Gu Lian painted his embarrassment with a calm smile on his face.

Yu Youjia paused, "I ......"

"You've helped me a lot. I appreciate it so much, really. I can afford the way back by myself. Gu Lian shook his head and stopped Yu Youjia's next words.

"You take the umbrella." Yu Youjia stuffed the umbrella in his hand into Gu Lian's hand.

"But you ......" Gu Lian wanted to refuse.

Yu Youjia turned his head and said with a smile, "I have someone to help me with the umbrella." Behind him, Yin Rongyu was holding an umbrella and walked over.

"Thank you." Gu Lian took the umbrella, and the grip of the umbrella still had Yu Youjia's warmth.

"Go back quickly, Old Man Yu is a little anxious, your two brothers are about to pull down their faces." Seeing Gu Lian's back for a few seconds, Yin Rongyu grabbed Yu Youjia's shoulder and walked back.

Not far away, Gu Lian walked more than ten meters with an umbrella, and couldn't help but turn around, looking at the figures of the two people entering the restaurant until they disappeared.

The second time Gu Lian and Yu Youjia met was at the launch of Tianjiao's new album a few months later.

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The sound of rain outside the window gradually stopped.

For Gu Lian, the memories of the first meeting with Yu Youjia four years ago are clear, as if they happened yesterday.

"Actually, I've always wanted to ask you, why didn't you kiss that night? Even if it's the one who thinks of me as you. Gu Lian's eyes stared at the peeled apple that had been oxidized quickly, and his heart was very confused. Only one person can solve this mess.

"Because," Yu Youjia picked up the apple and put it in his hand thoughtfully, "you are not her." And I don't want to make the same mistake a second time. ”

It's similar to the answer Gu Lian expected. I don't know if I have thought about it too many times and become numb, Gu Lian felt relaxed when she heard this answer, and it was not as painful as she imagined.

"We haven't talked well lately, and for some reason, it seems like we've restrained ourselves." Yu Youjia seemed to be able to understand the subtle changes in Gu Lian's heart, "Actually, when we were together before, we didn't have so many scruples, and we were very relaxed about what we wanted to talk about. ”

"Did I make you have to be careful?" Gu Lian looked up at him.

"I know you're having a hard time too." Yu Youjia took the fruit knife next to the fruit bowl and began to slowly peel off the surface of the peeled apple.

"I love you." Gu Lian looked at him directly, and his mood suddenly relaxed a lot, "At least I used to think so." ”

"And then what happened?" Yu Youjia patiently peeled the yellow skin on the surface of the peeled apple.

"When I received a call from Yin Rongyu yesterday, I didn't immediately run to the hospital to see you, but looked for my friend Pei Yueyue, who I thought was missing." After Gu Lian said it in one breath, he felt that the fear and sadness of last night were still lingering, and he still felt an inexplicable pain in his heart when he thought about it.

Yu Youjia's hand holding the knife did not pause, and continued to move as usual, "You did the right thing." What can you do in the hospital? ”

"But how can I say I love you and ignore you when you're in danger? I'm like this, am I, not qualified to love you? Gu Lian finally said the biggest question in his heart.

"Love is not that great." Yu Youjia shook his head, "It's not that as long as there is love, everything else can be sacrificed." The question is, do you really think that you are in love with me? ”

Gu Lian showed a puzzled expression.

"I'm not an expert on this. But I think sometimes people's thoughts are the same as this apple," Yu Youjia held up a piece of oxidized apple flesh that had been peeled off in his hand, "and it can be divided into multiple layers." The apple peel is the first layer, symbolizing the first interaction between people, and it is often believed that peeling off this layer of skin is a completely true idea inside, but many people ignore that there is another layer when you peel off the skin. Just like this apple, peel off the skin, and soon a second layer of skin will be formed. No one can describe what it tastes like without eating it in their mouths. ”

Yu Youjia peeled off the second layer of the peeled apple, and it became a snow-white apple again. Hand it to Gu Lian, "When you eat it, you will know what the apple tastes like." When love is also encountered, you will know what love is. Everyone's memories and feelings about love are unique and cannot be replicated. So, even if someone tells you what love should be, you have to experience it yourself to really understand. Eat it. ”

Gu Lian took the apple, thought about Yu Youjia's words, put it in his mouth and took a bite.

"You mean, a person's love is not love?"

"When you meet someone who really loves you and you love him, you will understand."

"What about you? After so many years of chasing that person, is it the love of two people between you? Gu Lian is not unwilling, but just confused.

Yu Youjia held the fruit knife, playing unconsciously, with an indifferent expression, "I saw her in a manor on the outskirts of Bangkok, and watched her stand far away, looking at me quietly. There were a lot of people around her, and there were a bunch of people around me. When she was almost unconscious, I saw her crying, although she didn't have any expression. But I know she cried. It's just that she can't say she knows me. Then the sky was spinning, and I saw strange skies, spinning stars that seemed to be falling, have you seen Van Gogh's paintings? It's like the kind of starry sky he painted. ”

What a thrilling scene it must have been, Yu Youjia must have been tortured, but he had taken it so lightly, he only remembered the tears that the woman shed in his heart.

"Van Gogh's starry sky? So? Gu Lian was stunned, and looked at Yu Youjia in disbelief.

"I feel that my relationship with her is like this starry sky, weird, twisted, dangerous, and yet, I still can't help but be attracted. I know that this is not the love that ordinary people yearn for, but since I have met it, it is only acceptable. Yu Youjia put down the fruit knife.

Gu Lian couldn't help but walk in front of Yu Youjia, "Whether I love you or not, I don't want anything to happen to you." But why did you choose this most difficult path? Why can't you give up on her? ”

"Perhaps, it's also because I'm too obsessed." Yu Youjia smiled bitterly. "Gu Lian, I'm also suspicious, doubting what I and her are? I pursued her, and I sought an answer. Now I know that even though she said that she was acting on the scene and pretending to be so good that night in Hong Kong two years ago, I am now sure that she is not without feelings for me. Actually, I'm a little happy in my heart. At the same time, I also understood how dangerous my existence was for her. ”

Gu Lian took a bite of the apple in her hand, and the flesh that should have been sweet and fragrant was full of bitterness in her mouth.

"I don't want to be like that, and the sky is falling on her head all the time. If I had to give her up to protect her, I thought, I would. ”

This was not an easy decision for Yujia. Gu Lian didn't expect such an answer when he asked. Seeing Yu Youjia's expression at this time, she suddenly understood that asking Yu Youjia to give up made him more sad than insisting.

Gu Lian finally couldn't help it, hugged Yu Youjia, wanted to comfort but was full of powerlessness, "If you have a choice, I would rather you fall in love with another woman." As long as she is a safe and stable woman and does not bring you any danger, I will wish you all the best. ”

Wanting to be happy is sometimes so difficult.

Don't worry about it, it doesn't matter what kind of feelings you have for Youjia, your lover, your friend, your brother, or anything else. He is an extraordinary existence to himself. They can have such a heart-to-heart relationship, revealing each other's hearts, without defense, such a relationship is already rare. Feelings are not rules and regulations that can be clearly categorized, what kind of likes are love, what kind of likes are friends, and they have to be determined in this way in order to continue dating. Gu Lian wants to keep this feeling of herself, and get along with Yu Youjia more calmly in the future, just like this.

It's good that they just keep the status quo with each other.

"I understand, I understand, I'm sorry." Yu Youjia gently hugged Gu Lian's back and comforted.

Outside the door of the ward, seeing that he was about to walk to the ward, Yin Rongyu's footsteps slowed down, quietly approached the ward, and secretly pulled a crack in the door, his eyes were rolling and peeping. (To be continued.) If you like this work, you are welcome to come to the starting point (qidian.com) to vote for recommendation, monthly pass, your support, is my biggest motivation. )