Chapter 19 Leaving Home IV
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Lin Ling sat at the gate, watching the green earth and the blue mountain sky merge into a line in the distance. She looked into the distance, her eyes relaxed, and her heart gradually relaxed.
"Hoo ............"
With a long exhale, Lin Ling stood up, and his face turned red unconsciously.
- Ah...... What's wrong with me?
ββI confessed on impulse!
Thinking about it, he squatted down to cover his face.
At this time, there were footsteps from behind, but Lin Ling didn't careβit was family anyway.
A hand tapped her gently on the shoulder, but didn't say anything, as if waiting.
Lin Ling turned around and saw Bai Junlan, and then pounced, even hugged her arms, and buried her face in Bai Junlan's clothes.
Bai Junlan just smiled, and then waited, waiting for Linling to let go of her hand.
After a while, Lin Ling let go of her hand, and then stood in front of Bai Junlan and stroked her hair.
Bai Junlan said, "Okay? β
"Don't know?"
"Let's talk, then."
"Hmmm......"
They sat down, but not at the same level, but Lin Ling sat on the first step, and Bai Junlan sat on the next three steps, which she did on purposeβso that they could be at some distance from each other, and they could not see each other's faces, and Lin Ling would not be too nervous and shy.
Bai Junlan thought for a while and said, "Why?" She paused, "Why did you just confess to Xiaoyao?" β
"That's it in the first place?" Lin Ling said that she hesitated for a moment and said, "Because ...... Although Xiaoyao is really naΓ―ve in what he does and what he says, he is actually a very careful person, for example, he fused the cold qi into the sword qi that has not yet been used this time, which is really 'death', but the reason why he is like this is because Fengyi's mother is not far from him, and Mo Wen's father is also there. β
"Hmm." Bai Jun said, "That kid has confessed. β
"So, when I explained that the reason why I wanted to go out with Xiaoyao was for love, he must have known that I liked him." She paused, "In that case, I won't do it at all, and I will confess endlessly!" β
Bai Junlan said: "Even if you know that he doesn't feel anything about you, you have to say it." β
Lin Ling nodded, "Actually, when I said 'I like you', I regretted it a little, and the latter words were said casually, and I said my thoughts almost without processing." β
Bai Junlan nodded long and slowly, and then said, "What did you think at that time?" When Mo Wen disagrees with you leaving. β
Linling said: "Very angry, very angry. β
"It's not you, is it?" Bai Junlan said, "You will always be the most sensible one." β
"It's true!" Lin Ling said, "Then there was fear - for a while, my mind appeared to be holding the hand of another woman, smiling happily. β
Bai Junlan couldn't help but bend down and smile.
Lin Ling said: "It's still the emotion that prevails over the ideal -- I'll say that sentence in one breath." β
- I want to protect my love!
Bai Junlan nodded, then turned around and smiled: "Don't you really understand your Mo asking your father?" β
"Understood!" Lin Ling said, "If you calm down, you can understand!" Without waiting for Bai Junlan to say anything, she said herself: "And my parents also said before they died-I hope I can live a peaceful life." But ......"
"Don't talk about it." Bai Junlan sat beside her, "...... All understand you. β
"Really?"
"Of course, I, Hongxuewei, and An Fengyi are all women, and women know women best! Although Mo Wen is a man, he has also experienced a long time, and time can always make people understand a lot, right? β
Lin Ling was puzzled and asked, "But Aunt Hongxue Wei said that men will not understand women no matter what." β
"That's talking about men who haven't loved with their hearts, who haven't been trapped by love. Or a man who has forgotten the feeling of love because of life. β
Lin Ling blinked, kept blinking.
"Don't blink," Bai Junlan said, "you...... Later...... You'll find out later. β
Lin Ling suddenly said, "Aunt Junlan, what is your love like?" β
"Defeated...... Bai Junlan's eyes looked at the gap between green and blue, "Otherwise...... Why didn't the man stay with me? β
ββ¦β¦ I'm sorry, Aunt Junlan? β
"Excuse me? Why do you apologize? β
"Because I reminded you of something unhappy."
Bai Junlan smiled, just smiled, and then asked, "How do you feel now?" β
"I feel much more comfortable."
"Where...... Let's go. β
"Hmm." Lin Ling said, "Where are you going?" β
"Kitchen!"
Lin Ling smiled, and Bai Junlan also smiled.
(5)
Kitchen.
An Fengyi was chopping vegetables and absent-minded.
After she and Bai Junlan came to the kitchen, Bai Junlan suddenly said: "I'll go to Linling and ask her to come over to help, and help her with psychological counseling by the way." β
"I'll go." An Fengyi said.
"No, no." Bai Junlan said, "Have you ever been in love? What if Linling suddenly asks about your love? β
An Fengyi was silent. She had no love, she had lived for years, she couldn't even remember how long she had lived, she only knew that she had no emotion, she had lived like a machine for a long time.
Bai Junlan didn't say anything more, and then left.
An Fengyi began to prepare-
She was chopping vegetables, but absent-mindedly, and when it came to love, she somehow - she could not calm down, and suddenly, from the tips of her fingers, a pain came - her fingers were cut.
At this time, Bai Junlan led Lin Ling in, she turned around and put the cut finger in her mouth.
Seeing this, Lin Ling hurriedly walked to his side, "Mother Fengyi, you cut your fingers!" β
An Fengyi smiled slightly, then pulled out her finger and said, "It's okay." The wound on her finger was gone, and the only indication that she had been cut was a trace of blood that remained on her lips and droplets of blood from the cutting board and knife.
She wiped the blood droplets off the cutting board and kitchen knife with a rag, and then asked Linling to help Bai Junlan go.
Lin Ling did so, and Bai Junlan thought to herselfβshe wouldn't be stimulated by my words......
(f)
Red Blood Wei came to Xiaoyao with a large bowl of fresh soup and rice.
Xiaoyao sat up, swallowed a mouthful of saliva, and said, "It's so fragrant!" β
Red-blooded Wei grinned and said, "Little gluttonous cat! Hungry! β
"Hmm!" Xiaoyao said. A morning of practicing sword qi, coupled with the cold qi that broke out of his luck, there is also a very important point, the most important point - the specifications and experience told by the moonlit night soul are boring to death, Xuewei will not interject, express his love songs, tell his own experience, and he must listen to it, if he doesn't want to listen, he has to listen, if he doesn't listen to the words, he will enter the rivers and lakes in the future, and he is likely to die because of the rules and experience! It's too much physical exertion!