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Bathed in the afternoon sun, the white fox's spirit inexplicably felt that the sun was a little dazzling.
Although it was already past noon, I still felt that the sun was a little dazzling.
Or there was some pain in her eyes, she just felt some sadness there, it seemed that she felt some kind of hurt and helplessness in it,
It was as if all of a sudden I felt lonely again, and it was so lonely that it was hard to get rid of.
It is an indelible pain and depression, but she seems to be in it in addition to waiting and wearing,
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The white fox's spirit was there to try to comfort himself, to tolerate it for a while, maybe it would be fine, and this loneliness might be good if he got used to it.
For her, the loneliness of a person is not particularly lonely,
And in that group of people, I will suddenly feel so lonely,
Because when she is alone in the crowd, the bustle and noise in the crowd seem to belong to her.
It was as if she was alone and isolated from the crowd.
She's just wandering there, just wandering there and lonely,
Therefore, she wanted to escape a little, especially when Li Xianxian and Ye Luokong appeared at the same time,
She inexplicably has an inferiority complex, always feeling that she is superfluous, and she should take the initiative to leave.
The white fox's spirit was worried that she was thinking too much, but she couldn't control herself from thinking so cranky.
She's just wandering in that world, she's just so sad with a human heart and memories of the past,
She's still a fox, she's a fox who should go back to the forest and nature.
This human world does not belong to her. It's not for her either.
It was also a pain for her to stay here for a while, but she was very conflicted in the middle of it.
Because, she is a little timid, she doesn't know that although she is a kind of sojourn here, she is more or less worry-free.
If she did return to nature, she would start to worry about her hunger again.
Always wandering there, always hesitating, not being able to make the right choice.
I'm tired of my original state of life, and I don't want to stick to my original state of life anymore.
But if you want to live a new life, but it will cost you a lot, a lot.
In that new life, there will be many, many discomforts.
In the midst of all that discomfort and unaccustomation, she would feel terrible there again, and she would feel helpless there.
Everything becomes very difficult there, a kind of difficulty and pain of struggle, a kind of life that seems to be very ordinary,
It seems to be a very difficult life, always in that place where there is no choice, and it always seems that it is difficult to make the right choice in that place.
Life requires courage, life requires perseverance, life requires independence, life requires hard work,
It is necessary to have a tenacious life to contend with the heavy difficulties of everything.
Although she is just a very ordinary white fox, the survival of the white fox is also very difficult.
She has no relatives and she can't go back to her original village.
She couldn't see her parents anymore. She wondered what was going on with them now?
However, she still felt that she had no face to look at them anymore.
Besides, if a white fox goes to meet them, even if it doesn't scare them to death, it will be hunted down and killed by some hunters in the village.
Yinling's parents might have hunted down her fox as well.
Because the people in the mountain village hate foxes and wolves the most, because they will often eat the poultry in the village.
The same animals: chickens, ducks, pigs, and cows are raised by humans, which are treasures.
Foxes and wolves are meant to eat the animals raised by humans, so they have become very annoying objects of the villagers.
After thinking about it again, I still felt that I could not go back.
She will never be able to return home again. She's going to be killed. No one will ever know her again.
She had long been an isolated fox.
Her sorrow, her pain, her sorrow, her loneliness and loneliness have never been known, and no one will pay attention to the fate and mood of a fox.
When a person wanders there without direction and without a goal, she seems to be just wandering in that big yard without a goal and direction,
It seems to be wandering on the road of her own time, spending time,
She paced slowly step by step in circles around the yard, and paced back and forth in it.
It's a pain of hesitation, it's a pain of not finding a direction,
It's a kind of perseverance and perseverance that you want to work hard for, but you can't hold on to it.
She just wants to live a little better, and she seems to want to live a little easier.
She hopes that she can live without burden, and she hopes that she can find a support.
But, in fact, her life will only get worse and worse there, and she will be able to choose between homelessness and homelessness.
What a home does a fox have? Is she still a whisper? Who else would know her but herself?
Even her own parents don't know her anymore, so who else will recognize her?
And her wandering life, perhaps, will be a lifetime.
There are still many places in the human world that are in the midst of war, and she is far away from those.
Only occasionally and those crows grabbed carrion to eat, it was a battlefield that had long stopped, and there were so many corpses,
It was all rotting there, all dead, stinking corpses, and the large black crows pounced on them with hunger and thirst.
And the spirit of the hungry white fox naturally pounced on her, and there she drank the flesh and blood of the dead.
She's just an ordinary animal that eats raw and carrion.
She was there just to live, just to fill her belly.
It seems that there is nothing else in her life but the survival instinct of filling her belly.
The white fox's spirit thought that when she was completely transformed into a white fox, she would be there to conform to the reality that had happened to her.
And then, right there to hide from the crowd and be a fox, and there to be an animal, an animal that eats raw meat.
But she didn't know why, when she was still a human being, when she was a girl,
Those memories, the memories of her once human girl, were still there, and sometimes they were so damn vivid.