(Cat flutter Chinese ) There was a loud bang in the sky, and the eyes 'read the book shiningly'... In 2003... Why did my father, who had always been healthy, suddenly fall ill?

The doctor said it was overworked...

It seems that you need to recuperate for a long time, so the only source of income for the family is my mother?

It would be nice if I could make money, so Mom and Dad wouldn't have to work so hard..."

“... In 2004... Today is really a good day, Dad's health seems to be much better, he said he is going to go out and look for a job...

But I know that he just feels sorry for his mother...

I really envy them, I don't know if my husband in the future will be so good to me?

Forget it, don't think about things so far, let's concentrate on doing homework, since you can't make money to help your parents share their worries now, then strive to make a lot of money in the future...

But the math is so hard..."

Different from the naïve tsundere in 2002, through these diaries, Li Shenglin found that from the middle of 2003, the cheerful and narcissistic naughty girl gradually disappeared, and was replaced by a filial and self-motivated little girl...

“... In 2004... Woo woo, I regret that I didn't study hard at the beginning, and I couldn't even get into college, what should I do now?

It's impossible to repeat the study, in that case, the burden on the family is too serious, and I can't let my parents worry about it anymore..."

“... In 2004... Today is the graduation ceremony, the head teacher talked to me for a long time, at this time I found out that she has been criticizing me is also very concerned about me, she said that it doesn't matter if the junior college is right, as long as the major is suitable...

Hee-hee, she also said that I am the most beautiful student she has taught over the years, and I should go to do IDOL in the future, and she hopes that she can proudly tell others in the future that Lee Ji-hyun is her student...

Do IDOL?

I really can, I can't sing, I can't dance...

But it turns out that the teacher loves me so much, then I will definitely become IDOL, and I will definitely not live up to her expectations...

But what should be done? ”

Seeing this, Li Shenglin's mind was a little complicated:

Dream?

Sometimes it's really not a person to carry it...

The content of the next diary is relatively plain.,It's that the little girl has nothing to do to work.,And studying acting in the drama department of the specialized university.,But it can be seen between the lines.,The little girl has found a goal in life.,Live a very positive life every day.,Of course, she has returned to arrogance and narcissism.,But there's a little more maturity and calmness...

Sure enough, society is the place where a person grows...

“... In 2005... I'm paid today, I'm so happy, the pink dress I've liked for a long time is finally ready to buy...

Uh, but forget it!

Dad's waist has been bad lately, and Mom's look is getting more and more haggard, so let's buy them some supplements...

But I seem to be a little sorry for the head teacher.,It seems that I'm getting farther and farther away from the goal of becoming an IDOL.,After all, I'm twenty-one years old.,I'm not a trainee yet...

But I can't help it, going to school and working part-time is too late, and I really don't have the energy...

Hey, I've wasted all the pretty faces that the teachers have praised, and I don't know how she's doing now, how are she doing, but I'm embarrassed to see her..."

Hehe, it's really the same as autobiography, Li Shenglin obviously knows that now Li Juli has realized her dream and become a qualified IDOL, but when she sees this, she still can't help but worry about Li Zhixian, the other party was at a low ebb in life at that time, and he was getting farther and farther away from his dream...

So how did she get on the road of being an artist?

Thereupon...

Here comes the turning point:

“... On December 25, 2005, the weather was snowy, and it was another Christmas, hehe, it was really happy, because if I worked today, I had double the salary, but I was a little too tired...

But inexplicably a little sad, I'm twenty-one years old, I haven't had a boyfriend yet, my birthday is spent alone, and Christmas is still spent alone, hum, I hope all lovers in the world are brothers and sisters who have been separated for a long time...

But I really want to have a hug for me to rely on, I'm really tired, and I don't know what the future will look like..."

“... On December 26, 2005, the weather was fine, the annoying Christmas, I was tired to death, and I still have a sore body, so I naturally resigned decisively, and I will find whoever I want.

Hehe, of course, Miss Ben is not such a willful person, mainly because she went out today and met a nobleman...

There was a talent scout who found me and wanted to sign me as a model, although it wasn't IDOL, but it was barely an artist, right?

It's really hard to give up on being beautiful, if I'm not mistaken, I was wearing a mask at the time, this can be discovered...

Well, tomorrow, it's tomorrow, I can go to see the head teacher, at least on the road to realizing my dream, I finally took a solid step..."

The two diaries are almost finished, and Li Zhixian is finally about to embark on the road that Li Shenglin is familiar with, probably looking at the remaining pages of the second diary, he is really a little surprised, the time has reached the end of 05, how can there be so many diaries marked as "2005"?

But he resisted his curiosity and didn't continue looking...

On the one hand, there is not enough time, and the reason why I am going to continue filming soon...

And on the other hand...

It's just that Li Shenglin is a little cowardly, after all, the next year is 2006, the first half of the year is okay, you can still continue to watch, but from the second half of the year, there should be a lot of stories related to him...

And that's what he wants to know, the same thing, what the hell do other people think...

"Brother Yu Zhe, I'm going to film!"

Closing the diary, Li Shenglin nodded at Han Yuzhe...

And then...

As he walked, Li Shenglin turned his head again and said uneasily, "Remember to lock the car door, no one is allowed to touch my things..."

"Don't worry, Katsubayashi!"

Looking at Li Shenglin, who was still behind three steps, Han Yuzhe smiled helplessly, what the hell has this guy been looking at lately, he is so fascinated, he is almost stunned...

So he, the spy, took out his phone and sent a text message to someone:

"Shenglin seems to be reading some book recently, smirking or sighing at every turn, do you need me to help you see what kind of book it is, and when the time comes, you will add a common language with a little bit of a heart?"

"No thanks!" Cat flutter Chinese