Chapter 81: No Regrets
Chapter 81: No Regrets
Outside the back door of the landscape, Zhao Izumi squatted alone in front of the steps, there was no one around the back door in the middle of the night, Zhao Izumi smashed the ground with red eyes and fists unscrupulously, releasing the resentment that had been suppressed in his heart during this time. He hated this world, hated why this world was so ruthless, and hated why there were so many unfairness in this world, allowing a girl like Yiyi to fall into the dust.
Zhao Izumi kept pounding, hammering, and his hands were already bloody and blurry. After the last moment, he couldn't beat it anymore, so he simply knelt on the ground all of a sudden. Smoking one cigarette after another, half a pack of cigarettes was soon gone, and the soles of his feet were full of cigarette butts and ashes, and Zhao Izu's whole person was extremely dark and degenerate. 400,000, where did he find the 400,000, who would borrow him 400,000, how to repay it after borrowing, what should the children of Phoenix Village do?
Zhao Izumi has too many things to consider, he thought that he had gained a firm foothold in this city, but in the end he found that he was not even a fart, he thought that he would be like a fish in water if he left Phoenix Village and entered the big city, but now he realized how useless he was.
"Haha" Zhao Izumi laughed self-deprecatingly, crazy "Ah......" Maybe it was too uncomfortable, Zhao Izumi couldn't help but yell.
Is it just like watching Yiyi go to the point of no return, and there is no other way?
Zhao Izumi still wanted to smoke, but the cigarette box was empty, shaking his head in great frustration, Zhao Izumi forced himself to calm down, and his impatience would never become a big deal.
"Give" I don't know when, No. 16 stood in front of Zhao Izumi and handed a box of X Jiaozi to Zhao Izui, the cigarette was taken by her from her sisters, this smoke kills sperm, so the ladies like it more, the taste is light, she used to like to smoke.
Zhao Izumi raised his head, took the cigarette, and unceremoniously took out one, and No. 16 took out a lighter and lit it for him, but Zhao Izumi did not refuse.
"Zhilu said that you want to smoke, but I'm afraid you won't smoke enough, so I took it from my sister," explained No. 16, for fear that Zhao Izumi would think that the cigarette was hers, and Zhao Izumi once said that he didn't like women to smoke very much, so later, she secretly quit smoking.
"Xie Lu, thank you," Zhao said softly.
Zhao Izui's Xie Lu Xie made No. 16 feel a little alienated, Zhilu said that Zhao Izu's mood was very bad at the moment, and No. 16 didn't care, looking at Zhao Izui's bleeding hands, No. 16 said distressedly, "Don't blame Yiyi, if she had so much money to save her father's life, she would definitely not choose to be a miss"
"I know it," Zhao replied in a low voice.
Some stories sound cliché and bloody, but the truth is that there is no room for justification. When the lady's missteps are deceived a lot, but most of them are forced to be helpless. How can there be children of rich families or children of middle-class families to work in such a place, whether it is a young lady or a manager, in the final analysis, every penny in your hand is dirty.
Zhao Izumi turned around and looked at the landscape, he knew that Yiyi No. 16 and Brother Lu and No. 38, who had already left, were ordinary little people, with no power and no background, and originally just wanted to live an ordinary ordinary life, guarding his own small persistence, and having the opportunity to have a heroic dream when he was young. Helplessly, all kinds of realities drove Brother Lu to the train station to pick up leftovers to eat, cornered No. 16, and pushed Yiyi into the fire pit step by step.
Four hundred thousand, for Yi Yi and her family, is too huge, an astronomical amount. Yiyi, an ordinary college student, where did he find the 400,000? What does she have? What can she do? Do you really want to see your father die with her own eyes, as she said? For Yiyi, when his father died, the family was broken.
I don't know why, Zhao Izumi suddenly thought of what Yiyi said last time, she would not sell her feelings for money. Zhao Izumi couldn't help but smile bitterly, she didn't choose to sell her feelings for money, but she chose to sell her body and soul for money.
It's a painful choice......
"How long have you been here?" Zhao Izumi sighed and shook his head.
"It won't be long," Sixteen whispered.
"Hehe," Zhao Izumi laughed at himself, "It should be that I just came out, and you came out with me, right?" ”
Sixteen didn't speak, which was a tacit acquiescence.
A trace of emotion flashed in Zhao Izu's heart, few people cared about his life or death, on this night, except for Erpang and Han Sanqiang, the entire club went up and down, and it may really be only the sixteenth who will chase him out. In fact, Zhao Izumi knew that No. 16 liked him, but he also knew that they had no possibility.
Zhao Izumi said deliberately: "Is it to come out to see my good show?" I've never seen a man so crazy."
He wanted to use words like this to provoke Sixteen and make Sixteen feel apathetic and stay away from him. This sentence really made No. 16 very heartbroken, she didn't expect Zhao Izumi to say such things to her, No. 16's eyes flashed with tears, and he said word by word, "Zhao Izumi, can it not be like this?" ”
Can you? Zhao Izumi didn't know how to say, the intersection between him and No. 16 was destined to be a flash.
"Can you?" Sixteenth repeated, tears already welling up in his eyes.
"I'm sorry," Zhao said eventually.
Perhaps it was Zhao Izu's words that made No. 16 plan to completely tear the last layer of tissue paper, and No. 16 said in a low voice, "I know the way, you must know the way I like you." Before I met you, I was black and white in the world of mountains and rivers, and after I met you, my world suddenly became colorful. I also know that we can't. I'm just a young lady, a dirty young lady, I don't hate you for being a young lady, I just hate myself, if only I could have met you sooner, maybe I am still the same clean me"
As he said these words, Sixteen's heart ached like a pinprick in his bones.
Zhao Izumi didn't know what she was saying, yes, she was a young lady, who did she hate? Hate this bitch-raised society?
Although it was the beginning of May, No. 16, who was only wearing a landscape uniform, was still shivering in the wind in the middle of the night. Zhao Izumi felt a little distressed about No. 16, got up from the ground, hugged No. 16, and then hugged her tightly in her arms, warming her already cold body. No. 16 also hugged Zhao Izusi's waist, felt the heaviness of Zhao Izui, and comforted Zhao Izumi with his body.
"I know that we are not suitable, and we can't. It won't be long before I will leave the landscape and go back to my hometown to live an ordinary life, I have never had the luxury of having you, I just want to tell myself that I once loved a man deeply" Tears unscrupulously snatched out of No. 16's eyes, wetting Zhao Izusi's shoulder, she almost gritted her teeth and said these words, and the scenes of Zhao Izui's encounter passed through her mind like a movie.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry" Zhao Izumi said with red eyes, as if he could only say sorry.
"Don't say I'm sorry" Number 16 reached out and covered Zhao Izui's mouth, she didn't want Zhao Izumi to feel guilty about it.
After a long time, No. 16 let go of Zhao Izui, his tears had been wiped away, and he asked in a very serious tone, "Zhao Izui, I want to ask you the last question."
Zhao Izumi said in a deep voice, "You ask"
"Do you remember my name?" Sixteen shuddered, afraid that she didn't get the answer she wanted.
"Qin Ran," Zhao replied with great firmness.
At this moment, No. 16 finally broke into tears and laughed, satisfied, and suddenly turned away without regrets......
At this time, Zhao Izu's heart was extremely calm, and for No. 16, this may be the best ending. Thinking of Yiyi's matter, Zhao Izumi finally made up his mind, who can be perfect in this life, and who has been alone in this life, he will not let Yiyi embark on this road of no return, let alone let Yiyi step 16 tragedy. In that case, then he can only go another way.
Zhao Izumi looked up at the sky and sneered, "Zhao Izui, you are too naïve"
Coming back to his senses, Zhao Izumi threw away the cigarette butt and strode into the landscape, still no one dared to stop Zhao Izui, he was thinking about how to go next every step he took. When Zhao Izumi stood at the door of the training room again, the nerves of the people in the mountains and rivers were tense, and when Lao He Yushu and others heard the news, Er Fat and Han Sanqiang Huang Mao were guarding the door of the training room, and no one dared to approach. At this time, Zhao Izumi made them feel extremely gloomy, and those deep eyes seemed to be a mockery of this world.
Zhao Izumi slowly walked into the training room, the training that the Northeast eldest sister Bai Jie had just resumed stopped again, Zhao Izumi stared at Yi Yi and said in a deep voice, "Do you leave the landscape if I give you 400,000?" ”
Yi Yi bit her lower lip tightly, her eyes red and she didn't speak.
"If someone else can buy your body for 400,000 yuan, so can I. Within two days, I will give you 400,000, and after that, you will be my man. If I can't get together 400,000, I won't interfere with what you want to do," Zhao said loudly.
"For what? Why are you doing so well to me?" said Yi Yi in tears.
Zhao Izumi muttered to himself, "I don't want to leave any regrets, you are the first woman to listen to my story"
Yi Yi burst into tears, and Zhao Izumi walked up to her, draped his coat over her, and hugged her tightly. He doesn't like Yiyi, it's more about his brother's feelings for his sister, and he has always regarded Yiyi as his sister, and no man wants to watch his sister jump into the fire pit.
When Yiyi stopped crying, Zhao Izumi hugged her and left the landscape, escorted by Erfat, and no one dared to stop them.
From tonight, Zhao Izumi will start a new journey, this is his choice, the only choice......