Chapter 470: Bastard Theory

Chenxing looked at Gu Lian quietly, and looked away before she couldn't hold back her temperament and asked, looking down as if looking at the single in her hand, her fingers gently rubbing Qiu Suxin's innocent face on the cover. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

Gu Lian's gaze involuntarily fell on Chenxing's movements, and he was more and more uneasy to be disturbed by his movements, and he didn't want to show it too impetuously, so as not to let the other party further control his emotional changes.

She knew she was passive enough at this point.

"In your opinion, I don't seem to have to take the slightest responsibility for Wei Kexin, is it because you used to be a fan of mine?" Chen Xing didn't look up, there seemed to be only Qiu Suxin's face in the cover in his eyes, but no one could see through which point his mind was falling at this moment.

Gu Lian snorted, feeling that Chenxing was too self-righteous, and being his fan, does it mean that she will always have an idol complex for him in this life? "It doesn't have much to do with whether or not I've ever been a fan of yours. On the contrary, although I hated Wei Kexin in the past, if I knew these reasons, because of the simple kindness of young and ignorant, I might think that there would indeed be a small part of the reason for you. Judging from my experience in the past few years of stepping into society, I will only think that in the matter of Wei Kexin, you can say that there is no responsibility at all, and from the humanitarian aspect, you only have a very small responsibility, and the proportion is about ...... One hundredth or less. ”

"Since you don't think so from the perspective of fans...... Chenxing nodded, then raised his head to look at Gu Lian's gaze, his black and white eyes were as clear as a clear spring, and as deep as a quiet pool, making people see clearly and clearly, "Then can I think the same way, you should also think that you yourself have no responsibility in the process of forming Tianjiao's psychological problems?" ”

Gu Lian's hand was placed at her side, and she shook it slightly, only to feel that her fingertips were cold, her face was full of vigilance and pretended toughness, "Don't compare you to me, you are a bad person, I am not." Of course, I don't think I'm technically responsible. This won't be the answer you're looking for, will you, will you feel disappointed? ”

"Do you really think so? Then why is your face so bad when I say this question about Tianjiao? Because of what? It can't be because it's justified, right? Chenxing blinked slightly, no anger, no other special expression, that look was unexpectedly tolerant, as if the teacher who patiently listened to the crooked reasoning of his naïve student, was not in a hurry to correct.

Because he knew too well that his expression fell exactly in the eyes of the other party, Gu Lian didn't deny it with a stiff neck, but he couldn't think of a strong enough retort for a while, "I'm just sorry for him, can't I?" ”

Chen Xing couldn't help but smile a little at this time, as if listening to the student's crooked reasoning became more and more outrageous, "Do you think you can convince yourself of this reason?" ”

"I don't need to convince myself, I just need to make people understand what I'm trying to show." Gu Lian somewhat understood Chenxing's reason for confiding in Wei Kexin's affairs, she thought that she needed to control some initiative to prove that she would not be the slightest weak in front of such a serious and sharp Chenxing, "You feel guilty about Wei Kexin, it doesn't mean that I need to do the same." If I were you, I wouldn't have worked with such a person at all, and I wouldn't have had any contact with her at the beginning when she messed up some of my jobs for no reason, whether it's work or private, so that whether she lives or dies in the future, it has nothing to do with me, even if it's moral, I don't have the slightest bit of guilt. That's the smartest thing to do for both sides. You are now in this situation where few people are in a situation where you are half-red and black and thrown on the street without being taken care of, and that is the result of your own self-inflicted blame, and the evil result of your own ignorance of people and improper use of people. And you still regret it, because you still haven't reflected on the mistakes of your approach in substance, and blindly think that you have not been trampled on enough by a woman with a sick brain. So, the mistakes you think you've made and the mistakes you have made seem to me are two different things. Your introspection is still wrong, and the only thing that is fortunate is that there is no sick woman to continue to practice the results of your so-called introspection, otherwise you will fall into an even more embarrassing situation than you are now. ”

Chenxing's body leaned against the table in front of him and slowly lifted up, leaning back, still with a black and white gaze, falling on Gu Lian's face for some reason There was some panic that wanted to dodge, but all these inexplicable uneasy emotions, Gu Lian had enough experience to control. It's not disgusting or disgusting, it's just an indescribable fear of revealing something you don't want to expose to the other person.

In fact, Gu Lian felt that what he said sounded too ugly to a normal person. And she also knows that the other party has no malicious intentions, but that is also a certain side of her mind, and her experience over the years is enough to support her statement.

"It does sound like the opposite of my logic, and it's so eloquent that I don't know how to refute it. In terms of words, I seem to have a hard time talking about you. A Zen master once told me that words can be as complex as they can be, but in fact, the thoughts in my heart are very simple. Expressing one's thoughts can be simple or complex, but when you want to cover up what you really want in your heart, the words and deeds you show must be complicated. I'll just ask, you say I'm a bad person, so what do you think you are? ”

"Me? Anyway, it's definitely not going to be a bad guy like you. Well, under normal circumstances, I am a normal and ordinary person, not a good person, and under special circumstances, I will not hesitate to take ulterior small means for my own interests, or to achieve certain goals, and I will not have much inner burden to do bad things that can exploit legal loopholes. And in the future, whether it is for my own career or for my own wealth, I should do more and more excessive bad things. Gu Lian thought about it, and slowly showed a fearless smile, a kind of happiness.

Since you want to be exposed, you should simply expose it thoroughly, don't let the other party have any moral expectations of you, anyway, you didn't plan to be a good person in the other party's mind. If you have the opportunity to clarify, it is better to let the other party see it clearly, and it is good for yourself and him, at least there is no need to make any misunderstandings because of this in the future.

"What kind of bad things like?" Chenxing's eyes lit up, keenly aware of something.

Gu Lian secretly said that it was not good, and he almost forgot that the person in front of him was smart and difficult to parry even if he was himself, his brows were not furrowed, and he was more cautious, "Of course, many successful people now basically do those things." Didn't you hear a famous netizen ridicule? In a society where things are always asked, how successful a person is often depends on how asshole he is. And then a bunch of people down there begged to be jerks. The reality is that you'd rather be a successful jerk than a good person who fails. ”

"So, you mean, everyone wants to try to be a jerk, including you?" Chenxing's calm face had a slight crack, probably he didn't expect Gu Lian to be so frank and state the badness of his character to him, and he didn't think about it. Gu Lian thought that he must have been disappointed in himself.

This kind of thinking makes her a little relaxed, and she also has a little weakness that she wants to deliberately ignore.

"Sort of." Gu Lian plans to hold on to the end. Having said that, there is no need to hide anything.

"Even if you're not an asshole in the first place? Pretend to be a bastard too? Chenxing put down the single in his hand, and his movements were very light, but in Gu Lian's heart, it seemed to be a heavy blow.

Gu Lian herself doubted whether it was really right to do this, she felt that she was so stupid in front of him, she couldn't even pretend, even if she pretended to say a few words to cater to him? Doesn't she usually pretend to be natural in front of others, as long as the customer needs, she can say anything, and she can pretend to be anything. Still, she felt like she wasn't cheating on him by saying that, "I know there are always people who try to try not to be a jerk, like you. But what did you get for yourself? Okay, you can say you don't care, but I'm a mortal, and I care about that kind of thing. Whether it's fame or fortune, the more the better, and I'm happy to fight for it. If I can gain fame and fortune, what's wrong with being a jerk? Gu Lian herself also believes so, since she almost didn't graduate from college, even from relatives who were hostile to each other for the family property, maybe earlier from the time when her mother always disliked her father for being useless and unable to earn money, this idea was planted in her heart, and as time went by, it became more and more certain and clear, until it became an unshakable goal in life.

"But I can hear another voice in your heart, and it doesn't say that." Chenxing lowered his eyes, no longer looked at Gu Lian, his momentum weakened, and he said stubbornly.

"You think you're really an alien and can communicate with spirits? Read my brainwaves directly? Gu Lian could have said more mean and sarcastic, she didn't know what it was like in her heart, anyway, looking at Chenxing as if she had been defeated, she didn't have the joy she imagined. What the hell.

"It seems really difficult to make people face their true thoughts, and sure enough, only children can easily do it." Chenxing muttered to himself, "Or, is it not yet time?" ”

"Whoever is a child for the rest of his life is either mentally ill or mentally handicapped." Gu Lian habitually answered, and then found Chenxing's gaze.

Where is there still a little bit of imposing look? frowned, pouted, slightly puffed cheeks brought out some childish feeling, in the little corner light from the window, the already clear and agile eyes seemed to be swaying with water, and the fine hairs on the face were clearly covered with a blurred halo......

That look is rare, so the impression in my memory is especially deep. Gu Lian remembered a video of Chenxing's interview when he first debuted, and remembered very clearly that he couldn't respond to some prickly questions from the media for a while, and unconsciously showed a similar expression.

Time passed in an instant, and the same expression appeared again, as if the years of more than ten years were just an accidental illusion in him.

Gu Lian knew that it would be hard for normal people to believe that a man in his thirties could show such an aggrieved and childish appearance, it was unimaginable.

But Chenxing just showed this damn aggrieved expression without any sense of disobedience, and it almost hit the weakness of Gu Lian.

Although his experience always made Gu Lian feel unworthy, and it was rare for him to be unlucky to be an artist, but the years treated him very well. If there is really any good reward for a rotten good person like him, this is probably the biggest compensation from God for him?

At that time, Gu Lian, who was still a brainless fan, felt that if Chen Xing showed such a look to himself, he would definitely agree to any of his requests without letting him suffer the slightest grievance.

At this time, looking at Chenxing's aggrieved and familiar look, Gu Lian suddenly couldn't say more words of rejection or opposition.

In fact, at the beginning of this conversation, his initial request was just to give Tianjiao a copy of Qiu Suxin's single he bought.

Why did he just want to refute and refute, why did he end up like this, as if he hurt him?

"Forget it, isn't it just a single song, what are you doing so seriously?" Gu Lian took a single, put it in his hand and waved it at him, "I'll give it to him." ”

"Thank you, at least for giving me a better understanding of your thoughts." Chenxing said suddenly, his tone sounding soft and unusually dim.

Gu Lian didn't turn around, grabbed the doorknob and paused for a moment, and then hurriedly left the study. She didn't know what to say to make Chenxing happy and happy herself, she couldn't think of it, so she instinctively chose the easiest way and ran away.

Chenxing watched her leave with her back, looked at the few singles left, and picked up one. In fact, this one he wanted to give to Gu Lian, but now it seems that it is very inappropriate.

A failed attempt.

It's not for nothing.

It should have been thought a long time ago that it is not easy for the two sides to open their hearts to each other and communicate unhindered. What Chenxing didn't expect was that it was not easy, and he still overestimated his ability a little.

If I can gain fame and fortune, what's wrong with being a jerk?

Of course not. Chenxing thought about Gu Lian's bastard theory and replied silently.

Because you're not a bastard in the first place, how uncomfortable it must be to pretend to be a bastard. I don't understand this reason, I'm really stupid.

Chenxing sighed again, but this stupid idea is too deep-rooted, does he really have the ability to slowly influence Gu Lian and make her stop distorting her true heart? Let her understand that some things are not as important as she thinks?

After today's conversation, Chenxing felt that his confidence had lost a lot.

That deep sense of powerlessness, after the late night when he officially broke up with Qiu Suxin, enveloped him again.

It's just that there is no sadness that is too painful, but it is not easy to feel either.