I am a poor person, I have everything that a perfect woman should have, black and soft hair, a petite and delicate face, a crisp and moving voice like a silver bell, a proud bust, a small waist with a hand, a straight little buttocks, straight and slender legs, slender and boneless fleshy, crystal clear little feet are pink like a newborn baby, and a snow-white and flawless skin makes women in the world bend their waists......

But the tragedy is that I am actually a man, except for the rod, I can no longer find the shadow of a man, and even the whole body except for hair, eyebrows, eyelashes There is no half hair, and the most basic Adam's apple of a boy I don't have at all, which makes me look like a living beauty embryo, but unfortunately this embryo is useless, and it also has a certain anti-dry ability......

When my body was not developing, I was the treasure of the family, and the whole family revolved around me, because I was born beautiful, so the family used to call me Miss, and my parents only had such a son, although they always wanted a daughter, but they never got their wish, so they didn't mind that I was beautiful, but they felt very pleasing. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

But when I started to develop my body, everything changed. I became a laughing stock because my boobs actually grew like a girl. From then on, my parents didn't dare to let me go out to meet people, for fear that I would embarrass them. So I have been locked in the boudoir by them, and I pity me as a quasi-male child, who was raised to be a yellow flower girl, but I can't get married.

My father's name is Chu Aotian, he is a martial arts man, in order to let me live a slightly more normal life, he begged for me to shrink the yang technique, and lied to me that after practicing this skill, I can leave the boudoir and go out to play. So I started to practice Yang Shrinking Gong.

Shrinking Yang Gong is part of the Iron Cloth Shirt, but in my case, the Iron Cloth Shirt doesn't matter at all, my parents just want to make me look more like a girl, because I can't hide my proud twin peaks, and I can't use a chest wrap.

And I don't look like a man at all inside out, so I can only pretend to be a woman. What's worse is that I seem to like men more psychologically, and although I also have feelings for girls, I always think I'm a girl in my heart for some reason.

In this way, the iron cloth shirt has been practiced for many years, and the shrinkage has been successful, and even if others touch my crotch, they will not find out my secret. And because of the iron cloth shirt, my body is also very resistant to beating, although I did not concentrate on practicing the ability to resist hits, but after practicing for so many years, it is inevitable that there will be some "side effects".

And I finally got the permission of my parents, and walked out of the boudoir, the family has changed several batches a long time ago, and no one knows me anymore, and I have become the daughter of my parents.

In fact, my parents still feel very sorry for me and blame themselves. They always felt that the way I am now is because they have always raised me as a daughter, and after so many years of imprisoning me, they feel more and more sorry for me.

So they spoil me unusually much, except for going out, they will agree to all other requests, I am very grateful. But because of their over-protection, I had no friends, I was grounded for so long, and I didn't even see anyone other than my parents, which shows how unsightly I was in their hearts.

My relatives thought I was dead, and my parents, although they didn't hold a funeral for me, didn't tell anyone about my whereabouts.

And now that I have left the boudoir where I have been imprisoned for many years, I have forcibly entered this house as a daughter of unknown origin, making everyone confused, everyone does not ask, my parents do not explain, I just exist, it is unreasonable, but no one cares. And my name has also changed from the original Chu Dongfang to the current Chu Yan.

Due to the long period of isolation, I have become very introverted, and now I don't greet anyone when I see people, especially my heartstring voice, which makes me even less talkative.

Because as long as I have a mouth, my heart will sting, and I don't want to hear this silver bell like a daughter's voice, all of which has given me too much shame, and also brought too much shame to my parents.

How I wish I had been a simple boy, so that my parents could be as happy and love me as they used to, and that I wouldn't have to hide like I am now, and I wouldn't always feel like I've done something wrong with others. But the reality is so cruel that I can't even look at it myself.

And just like that, my seemingly normal life began again. Everyone in the family respectfully called me Miss, and my parents treated me better than before, but the better I treated, the more uncomfortable I felt in my heart, because I could see in their eyes that there was a trace of pity and heartache, and I didn't want to see this.

Slowly, my existence was accepted by everyone little by little, and even people began to come to the house to propose, but they were all rejected by my father, who always said that I was still young and reluctant to let me marry, but I knew that the reason was not age. After all, I'm eighteen years old, and if I'm really a woman, I'm almost an old virgin.

And when I was known by more and more outsiders, more and more people proposed marriage, after all, my family background is good, and I am also beautiful. My father still smiled and refused, but I could see that his smile was full of helplessness and cangsang. I became more and more reluctant to meet people, more obsessed with martial arts, I have been practicing martial arts since I was a child, if I didn't have the dedication to martial arts, maybe I would have gone crazy a long time ago.

My father is also very supportive of me, the martial arts classics at home are for me to read, and I often borrow some rare martial arts cheats from his friends to me, I almost remember all the martial arts moves in these books, internal strength and mental methods, but I rarely practice, because every time I put up a shelf to practice a few hands, there will always be a word in my head, that is, "flower fist embroidered legs"......

How I wish my punches would be strong and my kicks would sweep through thousands of troops, but the truth is that if my thin arms and legs do hit the stake, I fear that they will break. So most of them simply practice internal skills, and then I compare a few punches and kicks in a place where no one is around, and the most practiced is the iron cloth shirt, I still stupidly think that if I practice the iron cloth shirt to the highest level, maybe I will really become a woman, instead of simply learning the yang shrinking technique.

If I can become a real woman, I will be content in my heart, and if I can become one of them or a woman, I will be content.

As time passed, I seemed to have returned to my life when I was locked down, and I hadn't been out of the house for a long time to keep outsiders from seeing me and inviting unnecessary proposals. The bitterness in my heart is accumulating more and more, I don't want to stay in this square inch forever, after all, I once had a dream, I want to be a hero like my father, walk the rivers and lakes, do chivalry, and make friends. But now? But like a dead dog, I curled up in the house every day, not daring to see anyone.

I want to get out of here, I want to go to a place where no one knows me, straighten my waist, and simply live again, even if I can't be a hero like my father, I have no regrets about being a heroine. Finally I mustered up the courage to tell my parents what I thought.

But my parents did not agree, and in their eyes I seemed to be just a pitiful person, and if I left them, I might face more shame and suffering, but I made up my mind, and in the end, wearing a loose black robe, a hat, a black veil, and a small bag and a sword, I left the home where I had lived for eighteen years and embarked on my chivalrous path under the watchful eyes of my father full of worry and my mother's tears.

I didn't have much money, and my parents promised me to go out alone, which seemed to be just a stopgap measure, they meant to let me go out for a walk, and when the money was gone, I would go home, but I didn't come out to have fun.

The people who followed and protected me, I naturally recognized that all the people in my family who had better martial arts came. Although my martial arts skills were not as good as theirs, I still had the confidence to get rid of them, and soon I figured out their shifts, followed me during the day, and took turns on duty to protect me at night, so I decided to find a suitable night to get rid of their tracking.

On a rainy night, when they were changing shifts, I quietly climbed out of the inn through the window, although light work is not my strong point, but jumping from the second floor still does not make a sound, not to mention the cover of heavy rain, I quickly escaped from the inn, went straight to the backyard stable, took my horse, sneaked out of the inn, and galloped all the way.

The next day, I came to a new town, I bought supplies, and continued to rush non-stop, how about my martial arts, I don't know in my heart, because I haven't tried with anyone, so I don't know the bottom of my heart, I always feel that the rivers and lakes are sinister, my small role is just a life that is killed in seconds, so I don't dare to rush into the forest, take the path, mainly for fear that I will meet robbers, in case I can't fight, wouldn't it be a death before I get out of the school? So I walked along the main road, hoping to get rid of the pursuers day and night.

God rewards hard work, after a few days I was finally free, no one knows who I am, no one knows where I am, the day seems to have finally come, but for some reason I have a trace of fear in my heart, after all, it is the first time to be so independent.

Just when I was complacent, my father's appearance completely sobered me up, and it turned out that my escape plan was not seamless.

My father looked very haggard, and sat on the chair in my room for a long time without speaking, and I stared at him stubbornly and refused to bow his head, while he looked out the window, not daring to look at me.

After a long time, my father finally raised his head, and my hoarse voice made my heart tremble. The impression of a fearless father seems to have put all his weaknesses on me, and my every move can touch his heart.

My father's words were shocking, I had never heard him say such inspiring words to me: "Oriental! No matter what you are born in, you are the only son of our family, and the reason why you changed your name to Yan is just to keep you away from some worldly troubles. The heart of the father always sees you as a man. As for roaming the rivers and lakes, although neither your mother nor I can rest assured. But I have been looking forward to this day for a long time, and I know that only when you dare to go out, can you really stand up and be a man again. And this time, you easily got rid of the protection of your uncles, and it made me have more confidence in you. Although it didn't get rid of me, it was enough to deal with the rivers and lakes. This is a gift from your father. Take care of your son, my father believes that my son will have a mighty day! So saying, my father handed me the burden behind him. Then, without waiting for me to speak, he ran out of the room without looking back.

My father never looked at me. I know that if he had looked at me, he would not have been able to say this. And his tone of voice trembled slightly, as if he hoped that I could roam the rivers and lakes like a man, but he didn't even believe that I could do it......

In any case, his words gave me a lot of confidence. And the gift he gave me gave me no worries. There were silver tickets in it, and scattered pieces of silver; There is a tailor-made dress for me, this dress is made of unknown materials, it feels hard to the touch, giving people a sense of invulnerability; There are also two pairs of shoes, the shoes are also specially made, the texture is very hard but very comfortable to wear, and there are hidden weapons on the toes, as long as I bow my toes hard, half a short sword will shoot out from the bottom of the toes; What's even more excessive is that my father also prepared a magic needle for me, the small needle is very hidden, and whoever shoots the small needle is dizzy...... All kinds of hidden weapons have instructions for use, which made me wonder if my father asked me to come out and harm the rivers and lakes...... I can't help but laugh when I think about it, after laughing at it. What is left in my heart is my father's full love.

My father seemed to have made up his mind, and he never sent anyone to follow me. I armed myself fully and carefully set foot on the road to the rivers and lakes. I don't want to disappoint my father, and I don't want to let myself go back to that square inch, living alone and eating my youth.

After many setbacks, I managed to leave the home where I had been imprisoned for 18 years, but after a few days, I was at a loss. Where are the rivers and lakes? I haven't seen any rivers and lakes, let alone wandering. I walked for a few days in a daze, and I didn't encounter any injustices, so that I have a chivalrous heart that is always ready to see injustices, and there is nowhere to put it.

After a few more days, the peaceful life finally took a turn for the better, but it was not that I met the rivers and lakes that I could break through, but that someone wanted to break into me. That's right, I'm being stalked again. Only this time it wasn't my father's men. It's a humble son.

This guy has been following me for days. I didn't find it strange at first. But I can always meet him in a few days, and what's more, this son comes over to make a gesture when he has nothing to do, which is really impossible to ignore. I was disgusted by this, but it was not easy to have a seizure, after all, people had not spoken to me for half a word, let alone harassment. Just following is nothing. Maybe I'm just confused by my beauty.

He's not the only one who has been fascinated by me along the way. Although I blocked my face, I still have a wicked body fragrance.

I don't usually smell this body smell because I'm used to my own smell for a long time. But if I sweat a lot, and then take off my sweat-soaked underwear, don't wash it, and dry it directly, so that the body fragrance on the clothes is very strong, and then I can smell it.

The taste is a bit like milk, and it is lighter and fresher than milk, and there are several other faint fragrances mixed with it, which is very complicated, and there is no way to explain clearly, it is completely different from the fragrance of flowers, maybe only humans can secrete this fragrance.

But what does this do for me? I don't need to rely on this to attract males. And this evil incense seems to have an irresistible allure for both men and women. On the road, I often meet men licking their faces and smelling them, and I even meet many women who ask me what kind of spice I use while smelling it...... Spices, you female horses, spices, do you want to take a big mouth!

And this son, I will consider him to be the one who is fascinated by me for the time being. But in my heart I was even more wary of him. I feel that his eyes are not pure.

But I never expected that this product was not pure and far beyond imagination. In the evening, I stayed in a good inn, now there is a lot of money, I am not stingy, always live in the best store, this time the town is bigger, so this shop is also quite magnificent, big room big bed, you can even bathe in the room, very comfortable.

In the middle of the night, I suddenly heard movement outside the window, and I woke up alertly, and immediately smelled a smell of incense. I hurriedly held my breath, but it was too late, I just felt that my abdomen was hot, and my whole body was a little soft, and even my yang shrinking skills were invalid. Soon, I started to breathe heavily, and even though I wanted to hold my breath in my head, my body didn't listen to me at all. As I inhaled more and more, the heat in my body became more and more severe. Even though I was new to the world, I immediately knew that I had been drugged.

I took out the dagger under my pillow and prepared to kill someone when I met him. But no one came in for a long time. It seems that I underestimated this person. It wasn't until I was already weak that the thief opened the window and entered the house leisurely. And at this moment, I have no killing intent in my mind at all. The mind is full of longing, longing to be embraced, longing to ...... Something I didn't understand, the flames inside me were already burning and shivering. His sanity had almost disappeared, and he couldn't help but start humming quietly in his mouth.

I looked at that person in a daze, it was none other than the man who had been following me recently, and I was still in his way after all. He approached me slowly, though I was already distracted. But there is still a trace of clarity in the mind that governs the body.

I clenched my fist and found that I still had strength in my hands. And the man's steps are heavy, and it seems that his martial arts are not high, maybe I still have a glimmer of life. But my only chance was to tap his acupoint the moment he approached me. If he misses this opportunity and drags it out a little longer, I'm afraid I'll be completely out of control. At that time, I thought that the moment he first approached me must be the moment when he was at his most vigilant, and if I let him take advantage of it first and then make a move, the odds of success should be high.

Sure enough, he was a veteran, and when he opened my bed curtain, he just looked at me with a wicked smile, licked his lips with his tongue, and said with a wicked smile: "I really read it right, it's really the best in the world, and tonight is really the luckiest night since my son entered the industry." Come to the beautiful girl and give the uncle a smile. As he spoke, he tapped the fan on the highest part of my chest, and I shuddered, let out a gasp of relief, and arched my body to meet the fan.

Some of these moves were instinctive, but more of them were performances of pushing the boat, and I wanted him to think that I had completely lost my mind. Sure enough, when he saw me like this, he dropped his fan and bowed down anxiously, ready to be lighter than me. Saying that it was too late, I was angry in my head, and my body was briefly controlled, and I seized this only opportunity to point at his acupuncture points. He was shocked, but it was too late to hide. It fell stiffly on top of me.

This night was the most incredible night of my life, and I will never forget what happened. But I never dared to recall the images that I couldn't look at. This night is also the unforgettable night of this flower thief, he never thought that he would hunt birds all day long, but today he was blinded by my swallow peck!

The next morning, as the drug's properties wore off, I began to slowly wake up, but he sadly remained awake, and at the moment he was lying on my stomach with his ass pouting, and his posture seemed to have explained which of the two of us was attacking and which was suffering......

On a silent day, we did not speak or move from morning until noon, as if time had stood still. In the end, I couldn't help but speak: "You...... You okay? Why don't I help you unlock the acupuncture points first? "I know very well that he wasn't dumb by me, because I was very impressed with his shouts last night, but now he is like a dumb man, he has no sound at all, so I have no choice but to take matters into my own hands, first put on my own clothes, and then turn him over and untie his hole.

He closed his eyes tightly, as if he didn't want to see the world, looking at his appearance, my heart was flooded with ripples, it was still very delicate, but it was a pity...... I don't know if it will leave any shadow in his heart. But I can't be blamed for this, after all, he was at fault in the first place.

So I didn't feel so guilty, cleared my throat and said to him, "You...... Don't be sad, none of us want this kind of thing to happen, it's a punishment for you, you go, we should treat it as if it didn't happen. Hearing this, the person on the bed suddenly jumped up, rushed over like a mad dog, startled me, and hurriedly took a few steps back.

He pushed me against the wall and reached out to choke my neck, but my hands grabbed him, his eyes were scarlet, and he roared at me angrily: "You talk and look like a horse...... But how do you have that thing? What the hell are you horsedaughters? I! ! Finish! Yes! With a roar, his saliva, snot, and tears sprayed everywhere.

I looked at him calmly and replied expressionlessly: "You were by me, thank you." ”

My voice, soft as the sound of a small stream, contrasted sharply with the content of the sentence, making him even more unbearable.

With a bang, he grabbed the clothes on the ground, smashed through the window and flew out, and immediately there was a woman's scream outside, although he took the clothes, but he didn't put them on, it seemed that he didn't want to stay for a moment, it was really pitiful.

After he left, I called Xiao Er, compensated for the window, changed the room, took a bath, had breakfast, last night I was tired, the all-night carnival is very physically demanding, so I ate a lot more than usual, after the wine and food were full, I made up for a sleep, woke up again It was already night, called for wine and food, and simply ate supper, and fell asleep again.

After a few days of rest, I left the town. This incident had a great impact on me, but I don't know what the impact is, anyway, I'm a person who can't remember if I don't want to, and I hypnotized myself that nothing happened that night, everything was a dream, and even if it happened, it was normal...... All sorts of excuses made me feel at ease to continue traveling. But there is an inexplicable sense of strangeness in my heart.

Men and women seemed to blur in my mind.

It seems that men can also be used for that, so what is the difference between men and women? As long as I'm better, then I can play with both men and women. So what does it matter if it's male or female? So what does I, a little yin-yang person, have to be inferior? Maybe I'm the most perfect person in the world. No, not maybe, but it must be, yes, I must be the most perfect person in the world, the only person, the most perfect person! From that night on, this terrible thought began to sprout in my mind, and it was doomed me to a path of no return.

I no longer hid my beauty, I began to wear women's clothes, no longer wearing hats and veils. I began to get used to and even like the direct gaze of others, admiration, envy, admiration, and admiration, and whatever look made me feel very useful.

I just have to go my own way, I can't dare to live an ordinary life because I'm too beautiful, I was born like this, this is a gift from God, I should be grateful, I should enjoy, why should I feel embarrassed? Why should I escape from reality? I began to understand that everything I have is not a disaster, my beauty is a God-given treasure, I don't have to work hard, and I should live a better life than others.