Chapter 19 It is said that life is like this

They talked to the boy for a long time that night, after all, it was rare to meet someone who had no resistance to them, of course nothing happened, and nothing would happen. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info

Later, I chatted intermittently, and asked him to help find a job because of livelihood problems, but unfortunately this job was destroyed by Xia Aya's parents, and I really hated them at the time, but now I think about it, I really shouldn't be angry with them, they are their parents after all, but they have different views on life.

The view is different, in fact, it is the legendary generation gap. In her previous life, Xia Aya basically didn't feel the generation gap in her interactions with her parents, but she didn't expect this appearance to be so irreparable......

In fact, Xia Aya doesn't understand it until now, it's just a very simple thing, why don't parents understand?

Did they give birth to themselves to make their lives better and happier, or did they just want to get ahead and win glory for them......

Xia Aya didn't understand......

Moreover, at that time, when the negotiations broke down, it was not already said that "since you insist on doing this, it will be like I don't have you as a son!" "What?

Why do you have to intervene in her current life? Why stop her from finding a job to earn money? Is it trying to force her to "turn back"?

Why don't they understand such a simple question...... She just wants to be herself......

Really, I just want to be myself.

Well, when I think about it, I think back to those sad things. Forget it, let's get back to business.

Later, he lived peacefully for a while, secretly working, going home to play games and hugging his little daughter-in-law Su Qing, although life was still very poor, but ...... It's been a pretty good and fulfilling life.

And the boy later chatted and said I'm good to be your brother, so Xia Aya inexplicably had a cheap brother, and he was also a restless brother, so he came to tease Xia Aya a few times when he had nothing to do, but after Xia Aya later gave up after all kinds of "high coldness".

Xia Aya didn't think about finding a boyfriend or anything, after all, it was enough to have a little daughter-in-law, and if she really found it, the little daughter-in-law Su Qing couldn't stand it, and Xia Aya actually didn't have the energy to look for it, or rather, she was a little afraid to find it from the bottom of her heart.

For the sake of love, don't want bread, this kind of thing, many friends in the circle have done it, although Xia Aya has not experienced it, but she has seen too much, and there is no good result. So it's good to live her and Su Qing's life. It is fate that others integrate in. You can't melt in, you don't force it.

Later, another month or two passed, and Xia's parents suddenly came to the house to see her, without any notice, and they were already at the door of the house when they called, Su Qing hid in the toilet in fear and didn't dare to come out, and secretly poked Xia Aya a lot of small windows.

Now that I think about it, her parents really love her, otherwise how could they know so well where she lives and come to see her? But if you love her, why......

Alas, it is really impossible for people to understand each other.

There was no way to ask Su Qing to go out to play for a while, her parents didn't know about her and Su Qing at that time, and Xia Aya didn't want to tell them, after all, this was the path they chose by themselves.

Later, her parents guessed that they lived together, and they quarreled again, and finally called Xia Aya to go back after a few days of silence, Xia Aya was still very happy when she went back, thinking that her parents had finally figured it out, but when she went back, she found that everything had not changed, what she thought, what she played, what she liked, what she did, everything was bound by her parents, like a caged bird, but it was not only her parents who imprisoned her, but also her body.

After not staying in the house for two days, and after negotiating with my parents again to no avail, I packed my things and went back to the hut.

Later, they quarreled many times one after another, and her parents deliberately provoked the relationship between her and Su Qing, and she really cried for a long time at that time, and for a long time, she relied on friends in the circle to contact her, and she owed a lot......

Later, Xia Aya and Su Qing finally decided to go away, and after leaving the last letter full of tears to their parents, Xia Aya and Tanuki left the city and went to another province, and found a job and life before slowly settling down......

Unconsciously, three years have passed, the people and things around have changed again and again, there are constantly new people in the circle into the pit and there are constantly old people leaving, changing batch after batch, time is like flowing water, counting the past days, in fact, every day is very fulfilling, every day feels that time flies so slowly, but when it really passes, I will only feel that life is really short.

They are still working hard for the money needed for certain surgeries, and although it seems like a long way for the two of them to save this amount of money on a daily basis, they always believe that everything will be okay and that those wishes will come true one day......

Did her parents really give her up? Xia Aya doesn't know, many times she will also think of her parents, and want to ask how her parents are doing without her unfilial son, and whether she has a younger brother or sister to inherit the family lineage?

Now that I think about it, she and Su Qing will definitely become negative teaching materials in the mouths of those relatives in the future, and even, as if they had forgotten them, they will cross out the family tree and never mention it again......

It can only be said that life is like this, if you want to gain some, you must give up some. Even just trying to be themselves seems so difficult for people like them......

Fortunately, no one here knows them before, as long as they don't speak for themselves, don't enter the public bathhouse, and protect themselves, no one will know that they are actually boys, and even once they participated in a comic convention, and an aunt with a child who passed by pointed at them and said, "Look, aren't the two young ladies over there beautiful?" "What about it......

At that time, I was really happy, because they felt that this was the first time that they were recognized by people outside the comic circle......

"Now, Aya, there's that huge crater ahead, hum, I'm not the road idiot I used to be! But Aaya, you used to keep talking about me, how can you do it now! ”

Su Qing turned her head and pointed ahead and smiled at Xia Aya, but found that Xia Aya was sluggish and didn't know what she was thinking, so she couldn't help but bow down slightly and walked forward with a frown and asked worriedly, "Ayan...... What's wrong with you, are you alright? ”

Xia Aya came back to her senses, shook her head and smiled: "No, there is no ......"

"I'm just thinking, now that we're here, how are those friends who are still suffering in that world, how are they doing now......

Su Qing was also silent, sighed slightly, and shook her head: "I don't know, but everyone has their own life." Whether it's Sister Tanuki or cute, or someone else, there must be a reason why you can't give up and work hard in that world...... That's life......"

"Well, it's like you're seventy or eighty." Xia Aya shook her head and smiled bitterly, "But who told us to go through so much." ”