"I said Russ, are you sure it's okay to do such a murderous thing?" Mu You pointed to the two little girls who were asleep on the sofa and asked with a grimace. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

"And you're telling me if there's anything you can do to calm them down quickly?" Russ gave a blank look.

"Then you don't need sleeping pills, do you? Half of it was also down. Mu You looked at the faces of the two little girls, as if they still had some sweet dreams, with a slight smile on their faces.

After a great battle in the village, the people fled with great difficulty. Although there were no injuries on his body, he was exhausted. In particular, the two little girls are still distressed, which makes everyone impatient. In the end, Russ had no choice but to coax them to drink the juice with sleeping pills.

"It's our chocolate prince's thing, and if you want to blame it, why do we have it......" Russ looked innocent.

"I didn't do it voluntarily." Zuston scratched his head and said helplessly.

Richter grabbed the hands of the two little girls and adjusted the little girls' dreams with his breath, the reality of what happened was too cruel and shocking for them, to see their loved ones, their most important people die in front of them, for a child, it is tantamount to the end of the world. So, Richter thought that at least, let them escape from their dreams.

"Alright." When he opened his eyes, Richter felt a little dizzy. It's too hard to run like this all the time, and no one else has tried it, except for Richter's occasional luck.

"I'm sorry for you." Richter tried to stand up, but suddenly his feet went limp, and he stumbled. Mu You hurriedly reached out to support Richter.

"Don't hold on." Mu You felt that Richter's qi was still very sufficient at this time, but because he consumed too much mental and physical strength, he was dizzy for a while, which also made Mu You feel a little relieved. Always, at this time, the situation outside is not optimistic.

If Richter had fallen at this point, something would have happened, and it would not have been a good thing for everyone.

"Leave it to Sonia." Sonia nodded, then picked up a little girl and walked to her room.

After the two little girls were carried back to the room by Sonia, Sonia stayed in the room to take care of them. No one is sure how long the sleeping pills will last, and if the little girls wake up suddenly, at least Sonia will take care of them.

"Okay, Xiaobai, come!" Zuston glanced down the hallway to make sure there was no one, and then said to the white dragon doll on the TV, with its wings spread and one foot standing on the TV in a funny pose.

The doll instantly seemed to be given life, rolled its eyes a little, and only flew up after making sure that it was a familiar person, circled in the air a few times, and slowly landed on Zuston's head, curled up, and whispered a few pitiful screams.

If there are some people who don't know about 'ironyoffate', it doesn't matter if the white dragon hides in the room, and if it's in the living room and there is no time to hide, it's usually like this, just find a place to put a doll so as not to be discovered.

All along, there are only legends in the world of mythical beasts like this, and not many people have really seen them with their own eyes, so as not to scare ordinary people. However, the originally majestic Phantom Beast Clan seems to have been taught bad by the people of 'ironyoffate', and has become humorous and funny.

It always poses in some very conspicuous funny gestures, as if it is afraid that others will not know about its existence, but it is motionless, as if it is a real doll.

Listening to Xiao Bailong's pitiful voice, although no one other than Zuston could accurately understand what Xiao Bai was saying, he could still guess the general meaning.

"It's nothing more than that it's pitiful to pretend to be a doll yourself......" and other complaints, everyone relaxed the nerves that were still tense just now and laughed.

However, when their eyes swept over Julia, who was cowering in the corner of the room, everyone couldn't help but be secretly worried.

After all, she is a pampered eldest lady on weekdays, and the first time she witnessed death, it was also the first time she really killed a life, and not just one, but countless lives.

Do you feel the fragility of life?

Everyone didn't have any choice, looking at Julia, who didn't react to everything around her, just staring at the front numbly, muttering something all the time.

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Julia felt as if she had fallen into an abyss, enveloped in endless darkness, as if even her senses had been eroded by the darkness.

"Are you talking?" Julia stood in the abyss, asking herself in her heart.

She didn't know if she had opened her mouth at this point, if there was a sound coming out of her mouth. Nothing could be heard, and the sound was eroded by the darkness.

I can't even feel if I raise my hand at this time, "What are you doing?" "I didn't even feel the slightest feeling of touching my face. The sense of touch is also stripped of by the darkness.

I can't even be sure if I'm moving forward, I'm deprived of all feelings, it's a world where there's no sound, there's no feeling, there's nothing at all.

Despair and fear occupy everything in Julia, it should be said, wrapped in despair and fear. Julia didn't know if she was cowering in place, moving forward, or backward. Julia didn't know.

Julia screamed in horror, holding her head, twisting her body all the time, her eyes were full of fear, as if there was something terrible or something, and her mouth kept saying, "Don't ......"

Rao is Zuston reacted quickly, and immediately used qi to isolate the living room and the corridor, and interrupted the sound in the atmosphere before it entered the corridor, so that Julia's voice did not reach Sonia's ears, so as not to worry Sonia.

Everyone looked at Julia worriedly, but there was nothing they could do. The only thing is that she can only untie the knot by overcoming the fear in her heart.

Gradually, Julia fell silent again, regaining her original emptiness and numbness.

"I'm gone!" Julia couldn't find her existence, she didn't feel it as proof of her existence, but for some reason, it seemed that there was a peace in her heart.

Julia couldn't feel herself raise her hand, nor could she see everything in front of her, but her heart was very peaceful.

"If that's the way you are...... It's okay if it's gone......" She was very satisfied with the disappearance of herself as an executioner.

At the very least, everything can be put aside, and there is no longer a need to feel guilty about the slaughter. From then on, there was no fear, and it was so peaceful......

Fear and tranquility are constantly repeating in the heart, and all of this is reflected in reality, in front of everyone's eyes.

Everyone really wanted to let Julia sleep and forget it, but everyone knew that letting Julia sleep at this time would only experience all this again in a dream, still entangled by fear and sin, and everyone could only pray.

Everyone who had no god in their hearts knelt down and prayed devoutly, hoping that Julia would be able to untie the knot sooner.

"It's just an abandoned child...... Julia began to make excuses for her own tranquility, she wished she would stay in it forever, she didn't want to be surrounded by sin and fear anymore.

I don't know that my biological parents are just adopted children, and I have been abandoned twice, and I am just a child that no one wants. It doesn't matter what you become, because no one cares.

"Does no one really care about you?" Deep down there seemed to be a voice questioning me.

"No ......" Julia was afraid, afraid. fear of confronting oneself; Fear of your own experience and past, and don't want to face it.

"Really, not?"

"No ......"

"Really, not?"

"I said there was no ......!"

Constantly wanting to escape, wanting to forget. However, the inner voice constantly forces itself to face it and face it.

It was torture, and Julia had a feeling of wanting to die in order to be freed. However, this is also reflected in reality.

Zuston hurriedly stepped forward to protect Julia, and Russ took over instantly, blocking out the sound with his breath.

Mu You put her hand on the wall, which was used to soften the resonance of Julia's impact on the power transmitted to the wall by shaking Zuston's body.

Zuston can't use his qi to protect himself, and Julia at this time is just an ordinary headbutt, and if he uses his own qi, he is afraid that Julia will be injured.

"Don't run away, don't run away from yourself by the thought that you can be saved by death!" Let Julia hit her abdomen, gritted her teeth and said.

Suddenly, Julia went limp again, cowered, and let out a cry.

"Is death scary? Is life fragile? The inner voice is still asking.

Julia couldn't answer, she didn't know, was death really scary? Perhaps, the guilt of witnessing life passing by in one's own hands is the truly terrifying thing. Death was a relief for Julia, but Julia couldn't answer. Because, she wasn't sure, she questioned herself, she doubted herself, she couldn't believe herself.

"Is it scary to face yourself? Is it scary to believe in yourself? ”

"Aren't we all the same?" Julia's heart replied, and at this time Julia seemed to have a feeling that she was standing up in the darkness, but she couldn't feel it. "Why face ourselves, we can also choose to escape!" Julia said these words in her heart, and her heart was in pain.

"yes, we're all the same." The voice in the heart identified with itself.

"It's because we're missing something." The inner voice continued: "That's what is truly terrifying. ”

"You're afraid of being alone." The inner voice seems to be very gentle at this time. "Fear that you will not be needed, that you will be abandoned."

Julia couldn't answer, she was really scared, she was more afraid of being alone than guilty, so, she was good to Sonia, she was afraid that if Sonia left her, she would be left alone.

That day, she saw Sonia go with Zuston without hesitation, and she already knew that day would soon come. Guilt is just a fuse.

But Julia didn't want to admit it, she was afraid to admit her cowardice.

"You can't survive alone, so I understand your fears." The voice is soft.

"I'm just afraid of loneliness!" Julia stubbornly did not want to admit her fears and defend herself.

"We're all vulnerable." The voice did not question as strongly as it did at the beginning, but began to guide Julia: "The heart is very fragile and empty, so there must be someone else to fill in our heart for us. ”

"Why ......" Julia froze in the dark: "Why can't one be strong......"

"Only in this way can we stay strong." The voice ignored Julia's questioning and told Julia gently. "It's because we have it that we feel happy."

Suddenly, in the dark abyss, Julia heard the sound of dripping water.

"Do you hate loneliness, so you want to escape it?"

Julia seemed to understand something, however, at this time, she doubted her heart all along: "Can't escape ......"

"Why can't you run away from it?"

"Running away will only make you more miserable."

"If you're in pain, it's okay to run away."

"But I've had enough, and I don't want to run away anymore." Julia seemed to regain her senses, feeling her hands, feeling herself still standing in one place.

"Because, there is no escape at all." Julia felt her head drop. "I ran away, and it would only make no one around me pay attention to me......"

"That's why you want people to remember you?"

"I just ask you not to leave me behind, and not to forget my ......"

"Do we really see reality clearly when we see it as bad?" The voice reverted to that skeptical attitude.

"Is there something wrong?" Julia had begun to lose her fear.

"Perhaps, it's just your heart that replaces what you think is true with reality, right?"

"Do you see the reality?" After speaking softly, he paused to question Julia again.

"I didn't ...... There is no ......" Julia hung her head again.

"In order to protect yourself, so reality is replaced." The voice continued to whisper softly: "Fear of losing, fear of loneliness, fear of abandonment." So don't want anyone to be able to walk into your world from the start. ”

"Don't want to bear the pain, so refuse everything, don't want to be hurt again, so run away from it from the beginning?" Speaking of which, there was a voice of doubt.

"No......" Julia felt pain, instinctively wanting to escape, but her heart didn't want to run away anymore. I...... I just don't want to let myself down! ”

"I don't want to be disappointed, so I don't dare to let myself hope in the first place, isn't this a way to escape?"

Julia fell silent.

"It's because of the avoidance that you're afraid to come into contact with reality. You hate being so despicable. ”

"Don't run away, don't run away from yourself by the thought that you can be saved by death!" A different voice came into Julia's ears.

"I don't want to run away anymore!" Julia finally knew her heart, and finally mustered up the courage to face her heart. "I thought I could die without pain, but I know I was wrong!"

"I want to stay in this world, I want to feel the real world, even if it's not good, but I don't want to run away from it anymore. I can live, I know, I believe! Julia replied in the affirmative of her inner voice.

"Congratulations." The voice is gentle, like a mother's gentle tone. Before the words fell, there was a dazzling light in front of her, and Julia felt as if she was being pulled and sucked in by the light.

When he opened his eyes again, everyone looked at him with a gentle face and said from the bottom of their hearts: "Congratulations!" ”

With tears in her eyes, Julia hugged Zuston, who was leaning against the wall, and whispered to herself, "Thank you...... Thank you very much......"

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