Chapter 47: Heart-to-Heart Talk
Gu Ya closed her mouth and was silent, looking down at Gu Wanru with pear blossoms and rain, her voice was full of regret and self-blame, Gu Ya looked at such a pitiful Gu Wanru, and wanted to hate, but she couldn't hate it. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
After all, Gu Wanru was also unintentional, after all, Gu Wanru had also blamed herself for many years.
After all, she is her own sister......
The truth is in front of her, what should she do? Gu Ya only felt that her eyes were swollen and hurt a little, and finally couldn't help crying.
Maybe this is the helplessness of fate......
I don't know how long it took for Gu Ya to close her eyes, squatted down and helped Gu Wanru, whose eyes were already swollen from crying, and said, "Second sister." ”
Gu Wanru looked at Gu Ya's face through those teary eyes, and asked with a sob, "Third sister, are you ...... Forgive me? ”
Gu Ya silently helped her to sit down in front of the chair, and after being silent for a while, Fang slowly said, "It's not your fault. ”
Gu Wanru looked at Gu Ya in surprise, and two huge tears flowed out of Gu Ya's face, slid down Gu Ya's fair and delicate skin, and fell on the placket of Gu Ya's green shirt.
Gu Wanru knew that the grief in Gu Ya's heart at this time was indescribable, so she had to regret at the moment: "Third sister, I'm sorry." ”
Gu Ya shook her head, smiled lightly, and said, "It's not my sister's fault. My sister can be honest with Ya'er, and Ya'er is already very moved. ”
Gu Wanru seemed to be a little unable to believe that Gu Ya forgave her like this, she looked at Gu Ya in a daze, and asked, "Third sister, do you really forgive me?" ”
At this time, Gu Wanru's eyes were crying like a peach pit, her face was full of tears, very pitiful, she was just unintentional about what happened back then, not to mention that she was still Gu Ya's sister, how could Gu Ya hate it? At that moment, Gu Ya shook her head, her face seemed to be sad, and she sighed: "Maybe it's fate." ”
Gu Wanru held Gu Ya's hand tightly again and asked, "What about ...... Third Sister...... You...... Don't you blame your mother either? ”
Gu Ya's brows furrowed slightly, but Gu Wanru stared at Gu Ya's expression nervously, until Gu Ya shook her head and said the word "not weird", Gu Wanru seemed to be relieved, and then choked up and said gratefully: "Ya'er, thank you." ”
Gu Ya only sighed in her heart, but she didn't expect that what had been worrying about her heart for three years would be the result. She also didn't expect that when this truth was revealed, Gu Ya might accept it so calmly......
Gu Ya called Zhenzhen in, dressed Gu Wanru's red and swollen eyes from crying, and left Gu Wanru to sit here for a while before letting Zhenzhen send Gu Wanru back to the embroidered apricot hall.
Gu Wanru didn't stay in the embroidered apricot hall for long, the carriage of the Runan Palace's mansion was still waiting outside, Gu Wanru changed her clothes and got on the carriage of the Runan Palace's mansion and went to the Runan Palace.
It seems that Gu Wanru came from Runan Wangfu to tell Gu Ya about this matter.
When Zhenzhen came back from outside, Gu Ya was sitting at the table of the rosewood carved piano, staring at the paulownia seven-stringed coketail piano stupidly, silently shedding tears.
Zhenzhen was slightly stunned, then took out her own silk, handed it to Gu Ya, who was crying silently, and asked tentatively, "Miss?" ”
Zhenzhen's voice pulled Gu Ya's mind back, Gu Ya looked back and saw that it was Zhenzhen, looked at the silk she handed over, reached out to take the handkerchief handed by Zhenzhen, and wiped the tears on her face. After Gu Ya's mood calmed down a bit, Zhenzhen asked, "Miss, the second lady came from Runan Palace, I don't know what I said to you?" ”
Thinking of Gu Wanru's words, Gu Ya's heart felt like a knife, but there was some helplessness and sighs in this pain, Gu Ya sighed, her voice was a little sad, and said: "Some facts that have been omitted." ”
"Oh?" Zhenzhen looked at Gu Ya's strong smile, and felt sorry for Gu Ya in her heart, Gu Ya looked at Zhen Zhen, Zhen Zhen's calm face had a trace of sincere concern and care, Gu Ya asked Zhen Zhen to sit down on the stool next to her, Zhen Zhen hesitated for a while, and finally sat down next to Gu Ya.
Gu Ya looked at Zhenzhen, Zhenzhen is indeed beautiful and lovely, but it is also a bad fate, from the official lady to a slave, and she is just the opposite of Zhenzhen, although she has always been the daughter of a famous family, but she lives a life that is not even as good as her subordinates.
Thinking of this, the quaint and a little bit of the same feeling that the end of the world has fallen into the world. She took Zhenzhen's hand affectionately, her voice was gentle, as if she was facing her own sister, and said: "Zhenzhen, although you and I don't get along much, I have always regarded you as a sister, and there are many things that have been hidden in my heart for many years, I really want to find someone to confide in, but over the years, I looked at the people around me, and suddenly found that there was not even a person to talk to." It's really lonely in my heart. ”
Zhenzhen looked at Gu Ya's quiet and slightly sad face, and her heart was a little moved. She knew that Miss San's words were very true, after the incident three years ago, Miss San was walking on thin ice in the house, although the old lady loved it, but what the old lady loved was just a shadow, if Gu Ya didn't grasp it well, then the old lady's love could quickly disappear without a trace.
Just like the last time the old lady was suspicious of Quay.
So although Gu Ya has something to say, to the old lady, she can't say it.
If you talk about Xiaoqiu, the girl in the past, Xiaoqiu's temperament is really not suitable to know too much, and Xiaoqiu is simple, it is obviously inappropriate to say these things and listen to simple Xiaoqiu. Only Zhenzhen, a person who has experienced great ups and downs, knows the helplessness and coldness of this world, and talks with Zhenzhen about his heart, so he has a sense of bosom friend.
"When I was a child, my mother told me that everything depends on fate. I think there is also a fate between me and Miss. Zhenzhen said slowly, as if immersed in memories, and said, "Among the many masters in this ancient mansion, I have some eyes on the young grandmother and the young lady, but at that time it was more difficult to be a girl next to the young lady, so I entered the big and young grandmother's room, but the young grandmother was too suspicious and refused to reuse me." At that time, I secretly paid attention to Miss, and finally felt that Miss was Zhenzhen's place to live. Today I heard the young lady say that I am a sister, Zhenzhen...... Thank you very much. With Miss's words, Zhenzhen is willing to serve Miss for the rest of her life. ”
Zhenzhen's tone was very sincere, and a trace of warmth flowed through Gu Ya's heart, knowing that someone was sincere to him, it would always be a happy thing. Gu Ya unconsciously clenched Zhenzhen's hand tightly, smiled at her with satisfaction, and said, "I understand." ”
At this time, it was already dark, the lights in the room had been lit, and there was a disc-like bright hanging outside the window, Gu Ya glanced at the bright moon outside the window again, and then retracted her gaze, and told Zhenzhen everything about her and her master, talking about how the master suddenly came to her back then, and talking about how the master taught Gu Ya a lot of things that she didn't know before, and said that the master had secretly taken her out of the ancient mansion and went to many interesting places. Zhenzhen listened attentively, and at the end, Zhenzhen said with some sadness: "It turned out that three years ago, there was such a misunderstanding. ”
Gu Ya nodded, and said what Gu Wanru said to Zhen Zhen before, Zhen Zhen was surprised, and asked Gu Ya, "So, did Miss really forgive the second miss?" Forgive Mrs. Zhou too? ”
Gu Ya sighed and said, "What is there to forgive or not, everything has happened, and the second sister is also unintentional." These days, they have suffered a lot. ”
Zhenzhen looked at Gu Ya, was silent for a while, and sighed: "Miss's heart is kinder after all. ”
Quaint smiled bitterly.
This can't be said to be kind, but in the end, it's a family, what else can she do?
Zhenzhen said again: "Then what is Miss going to do in the next few days?" ”
Gu Ya was silent for a long time, and Fang said: "Family, you should still be harmonious." What's more, now that the power of the ancient family is getting bigger and bigger, the high merit will shock the master, and the shock will be dangerous. Although my father doesn't say anything at home, I can also see that my father's pressure should be a lot. Let it pass, if you can, I still want to integrate into this family and live a good life. I used to think I hated my dad very much, but recently I feel very happy to talk to my dad calmly. The success of this incident also proves that my father treats me and has the love of father and daughter. That being the case, I'm somewhat satisfied. ”
Zhenzhen looked at Gu Ya, suddenly smiled slightly, and said, "I understand." ”
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Today is the day when Gu Weiyong promised to take Gu Ya out to hunt in Yuanxi.
Yuanxi is twenty miles outside the capital, where the forest is luxuriant, there are many birds and beasts, and there is a rather broad grassland, which is very suitable for riding and shooting.
This time he went hunting in Yuanxi, and Gu Weiyong only brought some reliable and brave subordinates. Gu Weiyong is now also a noble and powerful general, and he has military power, although it is just an ordinary hunting, but he still gathers many people.
On this day, she got up very early, she changed into a light lake-green narrow-sleeved heavy lotus silk dress, a jade-colored embroidered skirt with folded branches and flowers, and her thick hair was firmly tied up with a few hair pins, and she combed a simple bun, only pinned a crystal jasper hairpin.
After washing and combing, Gu Ya went to Yiyang Yuan to greet the old lady, who already knew that Gu Weiyong was going to take Gu Ya to ride a horse today. Seeing Gu Weiyong and Gu Ya's parents reconcile, the old lady was also quite pleased, and let Gu Ya go after a few words.
In fact, the children of Jiangmen often have riding and archery activities, and the Yu Dynasty attaches equal importance to civil and military, and the royal family often holds similar hunting competitions, and the dynasty has less restraint on women, so women can also go to such gatherings.
Today's weather is very good, there are a few white clouds like snow floating in the blue sky, the sun is not very strong, just soft and scattered from the sky, like a light golden gauze dress, the wind on the grass is particularly refreshing, under the bright sun, in the light smile, horseback riding is indeed a pleasant thing.
After arriving in Yuanxi, Gu Ya took a look, among the people who came to hunt this time, in addition to Gu Weiyong, there were Weiyuan General Chen Jiayong, the second young master Gu Feng, the third young master Gu Nan, and the prince of Runan, Yuwen Xi.
When Gu Ya looked over, his eyes stopped on a handsome and bright face, and his heart couldn't help jumping, the man in blue who was standing beside Yuwen Xiyan was talking and laughing...... Isn't it the month of Stone City?
Why did Shicheng Moon come too?