Chapter 159: The World Is Hard

The main color of the room full of pure white is overwhelming. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

It was like a scene from a nightmare, this cold and ubiquitous single color filled Yin Rongyu's field of vision, like ice and snow in the sky, taking away his body temperature little by little, and his heart and lungs were frozen and paralyzed, making him unable to beat and breathe normally.

Yin Rongyu couldn't stop choking, clutching Yu Youjia's mobile phone and covering her mouth with her hand.

He waited alone outside the emergency room door, feeling the fear of the whole world swarming towards him like a prey. There was no one to share this feeling of oppression, and he couldn't bear it anymore.

He knew that he was known by Yu Youjia like this, and he might be ridiculed by the other party with a faint and always without a trace of ridicule, but he really didn't know what to do, he was just afraid, he was afraid, he couldn't even stand the possibility that Yu Youjia might disappear into this world one day.

In front of Yu Youjia, Yin Rongyu, who seems to be so arrogant and presumptuous towards anyone, has actually always been very timid. It doesn't matter if others understand it or not, but Yin Rongyu is clear. As long as Yu Youjia is there, he himself can be like a rubber man with strong support, even if he is very weak and incompetent, he has a backbone to support, he can be willful and domineering, and he has no scruples.

Yu Youjia has long been worried about this, so he said to Yin Rongyu not to rely on him too much.

The person who knows the weakness of Yin Rongyu best is only Yu Youjia. And he knows better than anyone that the only person who can break this weakness is Yin Rongyu himself.

But no.

Yin Rongyu has become accustomed to this kind of spiritual dependence, and he has relied on this dependence for more than ten years to live carefree until now. He can't lose Yu Youjia, just as a person can't lose the spine on which he stands.

Therefore, once he realized that he might be lost, the sea of fear would silently surround Yin Rongyu, making him feel suffocating pain, helplessness, and confusion.

Now that Youjia is silently struggling to survive in the emergency room, Yin Rongyu desperately needs another person who can accompany him to share this fear, no matter who it is.

He couldn't call Yu Youjia's mother at this time, she would hate him to death, and maybe even drive him away immediately. He wants to find someone who loves Yu Youjia but will not bring Yu Youjia and himself any trouble.

Yin Rongyu quietly stared at a name in the mobile phone communication book, Gu Lian.

His fingers were cold, even a little numb, and with the impetus of the god of fear, he called the number.

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Gu Lian was busy in the night for a while before he regained his senses a little. Ever since she knew from Liu Ying that Pei Yueyue was at Chen Junhui's party, she had been calling Pei Yueyue, but she couldn't get through.

Pei Yueyue dressed like that and ran out, it should be very noticeable, but maybe she would deliberately avoid the crowded road. It was night again, and she wouldn't attract much attention when she walked down a secluded path.

I was so angry just now that I didn't even ask Pei Yueyue which direction she was leaving. Gu Lian ran aimlessly on the streets, anxious but unable to do anything.

Maybe Tianjiao will know something? Or, go to the vicinity of Chen Junhui's villa again? Maybe Pei Yueyue didn't run far. But Tianjiao just looked like he was ignoring it, and Gu Lian didn't know if he saw that Pei Yueyue was also at this party.

At this time, I can't care about the grievances and resentments with Tianjiao. Gu Lian took out his mobile phone and wanted to call Tianjiao to ask again.

The mobile phone rang suddenly in the night, which made Gu Lian involuntarily frightened.

At this time, Yu Youjia would call himself? Gu Lian's heart suddenly settled down a lot, although she knew that Yu Youjia couldn't help her, but this name had a kind of magic that could make her feel comforted and calm.

"Hey, Leo?" Gu Lian answered the phone and responded softly, revealing a little weak exhaustion and panic in his voice that he didn't even notice.

After a few seconds of silence, the other party did not answer, only a slight surprise breath. Gu Lian felt that something was wrong, and he didn't have the breath of a person he was familiar with and expected on the other end of the phone, so he was alert, "Hey, may I ask who you are?" Are you the owner of this number? ”

"It's me."

Gu Lian was even more shocked the moment he heard the voice, "Yin Rongyu? How would you use this number? After a brief startle, she realized that something was happening that made her heart tremble, her mouth suddenly became dry, and it was much more difficult to speak, "You, what's wrong with Yu Youjia?" ”

"Where are you now?" Yin Rongyu asked.

"Me? Did something happen to Yu Youjia? Gu Lian only felt that his heartbeat was rapidly speeding up within a second, his heart was like a drum, and the fear that he had barely suppressed because of Pei Yueyue seemed to have found a powerful impetus again, and it was so inflated that Gu Lian couldn't control it. Yin Rongyu, tell me quickly, say it quickly! Gu Lian couldn't help screaming.

"He's in the emergency room." Yin Rongyu's voice also sounded weak, "Shanghai, Huaihai Middle Road, Blood Disease Specialized Hospital." Doctors said there was a risk of recurrence. If you want to come, come here. ”

Yin Rongyu snapped and hung up the phone.

"Hey, hey, what's wrong? Feed! Gu Lian knocked on the phone hard, eager to smash it, but always maintained the last shred of sanity and firmly held the phone in his hand. What if Pei Yueyue calls and can't find herself?

Yu Youjia also had an accident? How so? Gu Lian stood stunned. I don't know where to go for a while.

Pei Yueyue's innocent smile flashed in her mind, and a gentle smile with Yu Youjia appeared for a while. At this moment, I was worried about Pei Yueyue's crying face, and the next moment I was sad for Yu Youjia's gentle frowning,......

Huaihai Middle Road, Huaihai Middle Road is not far. Gu Lian raised his leg and wanted to walk on the road to fight, but suddenly turned around and walked in the opposite direction.

She should have found Pei Yueyue first. She understood how sad Pei Yueyue was at this time, and how distressing it was. Pei Yueyue suffered such a grievance because of her own negligence, how could she ignore her? Think about the time they swore to be good friends for life. When he was the most difficult and almost gave up on life, it was no one, only Pei Yueyue found herself. In any case, she should have found a friend first. No matter how serious Yu Youjia's condition is, there is nothing she can do if she goes.

No, she should have gone to see Yu Youjia first, she loved him, she always thought she loved him. Now even Yin Rongyu has called him, and he doesn't know how bad Yu Youjia's condition is. She couldn't afford to miss any chance to meet him. Where Pei Yueyue is, I don't know, instead of looking for it like a headless fly, when should I find it? But she clearly knew where Yu Youjia was, if she missed it stubbornly, in case something happened, maybe, maybe...... In the future she will regret it for the rest of her life.

Gu Lian's heart had been split into two halves, half of them just wanted to find Pei Yueyue, and half of them just wanted to run to Yu Youjia regardless of it. How painful the pain of the torn heart was, Gu Lian felt that it would not hurt more than her current self, and the pain was so painful that she was willing to split her heart and find a place to return.

Walking and walking, I don't know how long it took, Gu Lian suddenly found that she was still spinning on the same road, and she walked back and forth countless times in front of those French plane trees. Gu Lian's legs were weak and he fell to the ground unconsciously.

Humanity is weak after all.

If you think you're strong enough, it's just because you're lucky and haven't encountered anything big enough to break you. And once you meet it, when you have nowhere to escape, you will find that all the strength and self-confidence are just self-deception that was once blind and ignorant.

In the face of impermanence of fate and life, as a member of all living beings in the world, how can we be qualified to talk about conquest? It's good to be able to live with it with difficulty.

Gu Lian finally understood how weak he was, and how ridiculous he once thought he was strong. She also finally understood that the mentality of burying her head in the sand like an ostrich, the kind of fear and fear, people who have not really experienced it will not understand. She understood, she really wanted to dig a pit and bury herself, hoping that everything was a dream, and hoped that after waking up from the dream, Pei Yueyue would still be standing beside her, and Yu Youjia was holding an umbrella and waiting to walk with her.

She can want nothing, think of nothing, and just pray that everything will be restored.

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Tianjiao looked at the back of the plane tree not far away, so lonely and helpless.

He has always followed Gu Lian and never stayed away. But for the sake of that stupid woman named Pei, is it necessary to be in a hurry like this? Tianjiao was very disdainful in her heart, but she still didn't stop, ran around with her, followed her around in circles, followed her and looked at her, and found that after she answered a call, her posture was even more staggering, and it seemed that she could no longer support it.

Besides Pei Yueyue, what else made her so devastated?

At the moment when Gu Lian fell, Tianjiao had the urge to rush over to help her.

But he only thought for a second, took the first step, and did not take the second step.

Why can she be so desperate and sad for others, and she has never cared so much about herself?

Tianjiao thought about it and felt some resentment, and wanted to turn around and leave, but he didn't take a step.

"Ahh When the mournful cry came, Tianjiao was startled, and she didn't hear it at first that it was Gu Lian's cry.

He has seen the crying methods of some actresses when filming, most of them are pear blossoms with rain, which is touching, or they are sobbing softly, crying and complaining. In short, they are all about the pursuit of artistic conception and beauty. He has also seen Gu Lian's tearful eyes, often a glimpse, and before he can see it clearly, he can only find Gu Lian's calm and normal appearance after wiping away his tears.

Tianjiao had never heard Gu Lian's cry, and it was such a presumptuous cry that was almost dry. A woman's heart-rending cry regardless of her face turned out to be so ugly, so unpleasant that Tianjiao's heart was entangled and curled up for no reason, unable to stretch her mood, and just wanted to walk over and hug her tightly, and tell her one thing loudly.

At this moment, he was willing to do anything for her. Only this moment.

As long as she could stop crying like this. (To be continued.) If you like this work, you are welcome to come to the starting point (qidian.com) to vote for recommendation, monthly pass, your support, is my biggest motivation. )