Chapter 119: The past is hard to trace

"I said I regretted letting you go, do you believe it?" Tianjiao looked at Gu Lian with deep expectation in her eyes. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

Gu Lian felt that this look was a little familiar, yes, that year she was left halfway by Tianjiao, and fainted in the heavy rain in the middle of the night in the wilderness, and when she woke up in the hospital, she saw Tianjiao's eyes.

From then on, she wanted to leave him. He said he didn't want him to leave, but as soon as Gu Lian got up from the hospital bed, he threw her a pile of dirty clothes for her to wash quickly, including his nightclub girlfriend who caught up with him out of nowhere.

There have been many times for a moment, Gu Lian thought that he could believe in Tianjiao's sincerity. However, it turned out that even if Tianjiao had such sincerity, it was not trustworthy, because Gu Lian could never be sure that sincerity could last for more than three days.

Tianjiao is essentially a ruthless child, and he always hides too much anger in his heart. Regardless of chance or personality, he has grown so long that it is difficult to change.

Therefore, Gu Lian is always accompanied by vigilance and undisguised use of him. Words like "If you are how, then we all have to drink the ...... of the Northwest Wind" are the most heard words in Tianjiao's career as an artist. She knows his weaknesses and knows how to use them, and she gradually learns more and is more comfortable in the circle.

You have to succeed so that I can succeed. Every time there is a major event or competition, Gu Lian's eyes looking at Tianjiao often only have this meaning.

Between the artist and the agent, there is not much emotion, and only with clear calculations can the cooperation be pleasant. This is obviously the truth that Gu Lian taught Tianjiao himself, and Tianjiao also thinks that his physical practice should make Gu Lian very satisfied.

"I believe it or not, anyway, it's impossible for me to cooperate with you anymore, what's the difference between the answer?" Gu Lian pushed away the shackles of Tianyao.

Tianjiao didn't resist anything.

"I don't think Xia Yi and Chenxing can be more valuable than me. You won't succeed on him. Tianjiao awkwardly tried the tone that Gu Lian was used to.

"Whether Xia Yi and Chenxing have any use value, and how valuable they are is is not up to you." Gu Lian turned around, "No matter how valuable you are, my choice is no longer yours, and it doesn't mean anything to me." ”

Tianjiao's hand slammed on the windowsill, and on the gauze wrapped in his right hand, the blood was a little heavier, so red that Gu Lian also felt shocked.

She looked up and saw Tianjiao's silent appearance, her young face was still full of youthful sharpness, and it didn't seem to have changed much from when she first met him, except that his height had become taller, his handsome silhouette had become more angular, and the childishness of the boy had gradually receded.

When Tianjiao was 16 years old, Gu Lian was only 21 years old, and he had just passed the make-up examination and toss, and not long after getting his college diploma. This is a shame for her, who skipped all the way from elementary school to junior high school, but compared to the experience of being in prison because she strayed into a pyramid scheme trap because she was looking for a job, this shame is nothing.

Although she had only been imprisoned for two months, her career aspirations of becoming a judicial civil servant had been shattered, and the school was on the verge of expelling her. In desperation, she went to Hengdian to do a group performance to escape reality, if Pei Yueyue hadn't found her later and asked her to go back to the university to retake the exam to get her graduation certificate, maybe she would have become a university dropout who everyone looks at.

It was during the experience of doing group performances that Gu Lian met a certain leader of Zhizhou TV who came here to inspect and plan to shoot a self-made drama, and was appreciated by him, and entered the TV station as a temporary worker who did miscellaneous work, and soon after the vigorous draft activities of Zhizhou TV Station, he served as the person responsible for the daily training and class inspection of draft players from all over the country, and became their life teacher, in fact, half a nanny.

When I first saw Tianjiao, the little guy was dressed very dirty, and a vest on the stall exuded a strange smell, and he hadn't taken a bath for a long time, but there were more sincere smiling faces than now. He followed Wu Fei and practiced singing very happily. At that time, in the players' dormitory, everyone also competed secretly, regarded each other as opponents, and some dirty things would happen from time to time in their private lives.

Since then, Tianjiao has often called Gu Lian "big sister" no matter how big or small, sometimes with a little intimate coquettishness, not with such deep vicious malice later.

When did you first discover the dangerous anger hidden in Tianjiao's body? It was probably from the moment Gu Lian told him that Wu Fei was engaged in a conspiracy behind his back. At first, he didn't believe Gu Lian, and after being silent for a long time, he said viciously to Gu Lian, if she lied to him, he would not let her go.

And when the facts in the bar were in front of him, Gu Lian and him were going to make plans, and when they saw Wu Fei being taken away by the police, Gu Lian, who thought that he had succeeded in his plan, turned his head and saw Tianjiao's tearful eyes with a fierce expression.

The entertainment industry is like this, don't trust anyone, and you don't need any feelings, everyone uses each other. Gu Lian used this to teach Tianjiao, making him unable to argue. At that time, Gu Lian saw that Tianjiao was becoming more and more popular, thinking that he had done a group performance for a while, and stayed in the TV station for a few days, thinking that he could change his fate by relying on Tianjiao, and he had more and more experience with him. In fact, what experience did Gu Lian have in the entertainment industry at that time? only thinks that he has seen enough darkness to help himself and Tianjiao rise in the entertainment industry.

"And you do the same to me?" Tianjiao, who was still young at the time, didn't have the stage name Tianjiao, he was just Dong Tianxue, listening to Gu Lian's analysis of the various disadvantages of signing a TV station contract to him, and instigating him to follow Gu Lian to go alone and let go to become a big star, such a sentence suddenly came out.

"Strictly speaking, of course, celebrities and agents also use each other, but the relationship is closer." At that time, Gu Lian was full of interest, planning the future that he could pin on Tianjiao, and didn't think much about anything else.

Now that I think about it, although Gu Lian is unwilling to admit it, perhaps, while blindly blaming Tianjiao, who is not really an adult, for being selfish, he is more or less responsible.

"It's all still young." Gu Lian suddenly remembered Chenxing's vague words last night, how tolerant and understanding he was sorry, but he didn't say any more superfluous words.

"Miss Gu, I've brought the medicine box." The bodyguard came over with a medicine box, put it by the door at Gu Lian's signal, and then closed the door and left.

Since it doesn't matter anymore, why put on a face that rejects people thousands of miles away, gathering and dispersing is the most unoffending way, isn't it? Gu Lian's eyes stared at Tianjiao's injured right hand, and the hatred he had always had for Tianjiao in his heart was much weaker. Actually, I'm not as smart as I thought.

Gu Lian took the medicine box, walked to Tianjiao, who was sitting on the edge of the bed, squatted down, took his right hand, gently spread the blood-soaked gauze, and prepared to change the gauze and bandage him again, with a gentle demeanor, as in the past. It's just a rare time, what she thinks about in her heart is Tianjiao's injury, and there is no urgent worry about the interests of what activities and performances will be delayed.

Tianjiao looked at her suspiciously, but did not refuse.

"Don't treat Sister Ming as me, and don't treat any of the little assistants around you as me. Sister Ming can only cover you in big things, and it's not her turn to take care of small things. Little assistants, they don't know you at all, and they can't control you. You're twenty years old, and you've got to learn to restrain yourself. Hurting in such a masochistic way will not help. Moreover, there will be no one to help you bandage your wounds in the future. These wounds are up to you to heal. Gu Lian carefully changed Tianjiao's dressing, and spoke calmly and gently, detached from the previous indifference and alienation.

Tianjiao felt the coldness even more.

"What are you doing here, last word of advice?"

The blood marks and bruises on the back of Tianjiao's hand were staggered, and they were still oozing blood, which was naturally caused by Tianjiao's hard blow just now. Originally, it was also a pair of hands with slender joints and very handsome. I'm afraid that after Tianjiao came back yesterday, he was locked up in this room, and there was nothing for him to smash and relieve his anger, so he relied on abusing himself to vent his frustration. In this way, the injury on this hand is naturally more serious.

Gu Lian didn't have the heart to talk back to Tianjiao at this time, "It's good to say it's advice, it's my last bit to you...... Even if it's so many years of friendship. You can start your life all over again now. You have to know how to cherish and don't give anyone a chance to hurt you, including me. ”

The sun shone on Gu Lian's body, making her expression appear rare in gentleness and tranquility, creating an illusion of indisputability. Tianjiao always called her "eldest sister, eldest sister", and when her youth gradually passed with the rise of her fame, he realized that he had never seen her so carefully and soberly.

If he hadn't become an agent in the entertainment industry, what would Gu Lian be like? Maybe I'm still professional, maybe I'll have a stable and peaceful job, but I shouldn't be used to a presumptuous life like I am now. At this time, the gentle and delicate face under the closer look is actually very suitable for doing some work that requires meticulous patience.

Tianjiao suddenly didn't have much anger.

"What do you think of me here," Tianjiao pointed to the empty room around him, referring to his own incarceration situation, "is that good for me?" ”

"If you are sensible, why did Sister Ming treat you like this?" Gu Lian smiled, half teasing and half consoling, "Very good, you have to think that many people can't even afford a house, and the sleeping place is not half the size of yours." ”

"Is it true that what everyone else wants, must be what I want?" Tianjiao grabbed Gu Lian's hand that was bandaging him, his eyes were suddenly sharp, and he just asked, without anger, "What you want, is it the same as everyone else?" ”

"And what do you want?" Gu Lian withdrew his hand, "You are no longer a child." Dong Tianxue, sooner or later you will know that you are no different from others. If you don't want these, the people who want them are. How you go in the future is your own choice, and no one will pull you desperately to let you choose which path. It's just that when you lose these, you are down, and when you hear the ridicule of others, you don't regret it. ”

Tianjiao shook her head and said confusedly, "I don't want to hear this. What if I say, I just want you back now, Gu Lian? ”

"Accept the reality, Dong Tianxue. Accepting reality is also the only way for you to grow up. Gu Lian bandaged Tianjiao, carefully put the injured right hand on the soft bed, looked at Tianjiao's dark eyes that revealed pain before, and said softly but firmly, "The truth is touchable, and the past is difficult to trace." ”

Tianjiao painfully realized that between him and Gu Lian, it was really over.