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28 Thousands of hearts are worried

Where, here? It doesn't seem to be there, and it still doesn't seem to be there when I look for it. The little girl sat down on the ground with some disappointment www.biquge.info feeling a little bored, silently in the air and quiet, resting, waiting, as if she was not waiting for anything, and she did not know what she was waiting for.

There will always be some unknowns, there will always be some things that can't be found, just like my childhood self, lost little things, small toys, in the future, no matter how much I want to find them, I can't find them.

And today's Yin Ling, as a white fox, doesn't want to become a human and become a human, but she, that Li Xianxian girl, seems to have asked her: "Do you still want to become a human again?" ”

Does she still want to be human again? Yin Ling kept asking herself in her heart many times, constantly asking herself, asking her heart, but her heart did not answer, she did not answer, she could not answer this question, although it was a simple answer, however, she still felt that it was difficult to answer.

"Is this it?" Slowly walking to the side of the woman in front of him, the white fox's spirit looked at the cloudy and misty town in the distance, and asked softly.

"Yes, it's here." Li Xianxian looked back and smiled confidently, she looked down at Yin Lingdao, "This is it, lock worry city." ”

"Lock the city?" The spirit muttered and repeated, some of the general clouds of trance whose hearts did not belong to him, "What kind of place is this? ”

"Lock the city of sorrows, as the name suggests, there are a lot of sorrows locked in it, and if you go in, you can ...... It's not possible, but it's possible. Li Xianxian thought for a while, then nodded to himself and affirmed, "Yin Ling, you have to have confidence in yourself." ”

"But, I don't even know what I'm doing in there." Yin Ling said abruptly, "I don't really want to. ”

"Are you like a fox like this all your life?" Li Xianxian said a little angrily, "Why are you so bad, you are originally a human, how can anyone be willing to be a fox!" ”

"Slender ......" Yin Ling didn't know how to reply to Li Xian Xian's anger, but he just lowered his head and was silent, but in his memory, it was the trivial thought of a group of elves: "Who is that girl Yin Ling?" ”

Yin Ling replied truthfully, "He is a new friend I made in the woods, her name is Li Xianxian. ”

"Another human being who doesn't have bad intentions." A little elf said in deep vigilance, "Yinling, she exudes a strange aura from her body, you have to watch out for her, just like you are careful to watch out for the man who has fallen into the sky, you have to watch out for this woman." She...... Won't be all**. ”

"Why?" Yin Ling was puzzled, "Slender looks pretty good, and besides, shouldn't you say that Ye Luokong, didn't Ye Luokong do nothing to me?" He didn't seem to want my fox skin, nor did he treat me as a pet. ”

"Oh, by the way, it's been a long time since I've seen that leaf fall into the air, how is he now?" Another elf pounced in front of the spirit and asked, "How has he been treating you lately?" ”

"He's been gone for a long time, and I probably forgot to tell you that he's been gone for a while." Yin Ling couldn't help but reply with a little loss and sadness.

"Did he say when he would be back?" The elf asked, unrelenting.

"This ......," the spirit hesitated, she couldn't answer. He didn't promise her anything, nor did he tell her when he would come back, and it was natural, what human would say goodbye to a fox, and when would he come back? This...... How could it be, how could he say such a thing to a fox?

"There is no need to have hope for this kind of thing, it is simply two worlds that are completely incompatible!" Another elf muttered dissatisfiedly, "No need to ask, toes know the answer." ”

"You ......" Just when an elf wanted to refute it and say that it was too much, another elf came to her side and said: "That's it, a chivalrous warrior like Ye Luokong has always been a prodigal son who has come and gone without a trace." He won't stay anywhere at all, he won't stay there for long. ”

"So, he's not coming back." An elf asked in a whispered voice looking at the back of the spirit.

"It's not a bad thing," said the other elf disdainfully, "I don't think he's like a good man, he's going as far away as possible, whether it's an animal or an elf, the farther away from humans the better, so as not to be hurt again." ”

"Everyone is gone, why do you still talk about him like that?" Yin Ling complained softly with some dissatisfaction, "Moreover, Li Xianxian, I don't think she is bad, why do you always suspect her?" The previous Ye Luowu was also because of your suspicions, which made me hesitate, no...... There is no ......"

"Yinling, you'd better forget about that." An elf patted the bard on the shoulder and sighed, "You didn't mean you were going to live your life, you were going to live your peaceful and peaceful life.

So, if you want peace, just like us, join us, guard our forest, don't let humans destroy it, protect this forest, you are guarding our home, Yinling, shouldn't you trust us? ”

"It's trust, but it seems to be two different things." Yin Ling said slowly, "I just don't understand, why you always can't look at it, I make friends, whether it's a coincidence, or design, I don't know very well, and I don't dare to make any promises easily.

It's just that...... Please don't feel free to belittle others, okay? Regardless of whether Ye Luokong and Li Xianxian are what you think, anyway, I treat them as friends.

Moreover, they didn't say anything excessive to me at the moment, anyway, they didn't have too many strange behaviors, so thank goodness. ”

"Yin Ling, you, you are really not deeply poisoned!" An elf sighed helplessly, "Aren't you really like that Li Xianxian said that you want to become a human?" Do you really want to be that human? Don't you feel unhappy as a fox living with us? ”

"Not really." Yin Ling shook his head vigorously, and said with some confusion, "What if, occasionally, I still want to be a person? May I? ”

"Yin Ling, you didn't care about your identity originally, but now, you want an identity so much, you won't be ......" A little elf looked at her with some surprised and inexplicable eyes, "It won't really be because the leaf that may be gone and never return will be empty." You want to become one, an ordinary human being, and then ...... with him Looks like a guard. ”

"No, it's not." In the midst of a cry of "ah", in a sigh of "I see", Yin Ling explained softly, "I didn't actually mean that, when Xian Xian asked me, I was also quite confused, but ......"

"But you said yes to her." An elf quickly picked up the words of the Spirit, "You clearly mean that. ”

"This ...... ......," the spirit couldn't answer, and in her desperation, she couldn't retort, "I'm a human being, don't you want me to become human again?" ”

"We don't welcome humans in this pleasant forest." Several elves said in unison, "We hate humans, they will set fire to forests, they will cut down trees in the forest, reclaim wasteland, kill animals, and many of our animals and elves have died innocently at the hands of humans." So...... We hate human beings. Whisper, if, you ...... If you become human......"

"Yinling, you are a traitor...... "One of the elves cried out a little uncontrollably, and was immediately hugged by a group of elves and covered its mouth, "Don't go too far. ”

An elf who looked a little old and composed, some years old, slowly looked at Yin Ling and said, "If you become a human, we will not welcome you in the Pleasant Forest, understand?" Yinling, if you really turn back into a human and return to your human life, even if I beg you, don't come back......"

"Not coming back?" The spirit trembled and repeated, not knowing what had become of everything, and everything began to panic again, like the sound of the wind rustling in the bamboo forest, and the air was suddenly so cold and quiet.

When staying in a group has warmth, the warm group will also have times when the outside world is excluded, and the warm small group becomes a bondage, just like the home of childhood, home is a warm world.

You can have no worries about food and clothing at home, you can enjoy warm and free activities at home, and you can get shelter, but it is also because it is warm and comfortable at home, so you don't have to worry too much.

The reason why the home is so peaceful is only because the home is isolated and diaphragm from the outside world, no matter how bad the outside world is, the home will still become a warm haven, but the home will also become a way to restrain the young mind to explore the outside world.

Whether it is a person who can go far, or how big is the heart, some people's hearts, their dreams and ideals, in that small home, can not be hidden, when the heart's desire exceeds the tolerance and capacity of the home, people with wishes will want to break through the original warm harbor and rush out to the outside world.

If you choose one path, you will definitely miss the other, and if you choose one, you will definitely lose the other. Perhaps, the journey of life is a journey of constant gain and constant loss.

"You're here?" Suddenly raised her head, seeing the smile of the familiar woman, Yin Ling thought that she had come to her again again and again before she knew it, and she raised her head as a white fox, looking at Li Xianxian, looking at a long skirt and green shirt in front of her, her black hair fluttering in the wind, Yin Ling looked a little stunned.

Thinking that he will become like her, and he will become a girl and become a girl again, if, one day, she will become his own person again, what will he look like.

How would he feel when he saw her transformed into a human, and what would he think? Will he be shocked? Or, if she hadn't told him she was a chantrin, would he have recognized a girl, a white fox that had been fed.

- Domestication? Whether it is just the feeding of food, or the domestication of feelings and hearts, a kind of domestication that uses one mind to irrigate another mind, it is an activity that requires the surrender of time and the heart to cultivate and nurture.

She misses him, she misses him. Only, he's gone. She was by his side when he was gone. She couldn't keep him, and her farewell could only watch him leave quietly and silently, watching his long clothes fluttering, and the Changhong sword in his hand clenched.

She seemed to be able to guess what he was going to do this time, and she seemed to be able to feel that once he left this time, it was far, far away, such a long absence, it was very likely that it would be forever, very likely, she would never meet him. …… At least, if he went to that forest again, he wouldn't find her, because the white fox there wanted to be a man, wanted to be a man for him, and left again, this departure, this departure, would be forever gone.

Do you have to leave? Yin Ling asked herself for a long time, asking if she still had some wandering trance, she seemed to be a little unimaginable, unbelievable, everything would come to this point, but every step she took, whether it was the road she had traveled in the past or the road she would continue to walk in the future, made her unable to turn back, could she never turn back?

Elves, none of them said anything to her. On the contrary, they have a frightened gaze, perhaps because they are afraid of people, and they are afraid of the souls that are about to become men; Others looked at her with angry eyes, and their behavior towards her ,...... Traitor...... Betrayal, would they really think of her actions as such?

But if they really felt that her decision was a betrayal, what could she say? If they think she's a betrayal, how can she stop their resentment and betrayal?

Yin Ling had to endure silently and silently, enduring the silent air, enduring those strange and even questioning and unfamiliar eyes, she endured silently...... Only the older elf pondered for a long time before he asked slowly and solemnly, "Yin Ling, have you really thought about it?" ”

Yin Ling thought about it, but nodded slightly: "I've thought about it." ”

"Then don't easily regret your choice." The elder-like elf nodded seriously and said, "Don't regret it, this is your choice, you have chosen it, and the rest is to go on strongly." You have to walk the road alone, and you have to go down strongly, Yinling, can you do it? ”

Yin Ling was a little relieved, but found that he was choked up and speechless, and only nodded, but it was a serious bow.

"Okay, you'll meet the master." The elder elf said this suddenly. Yin Ling listened for a while, some of the second monks were confused, and some of them felt very puzzled in a fog - Master, aren't you leaving? Is it possible that it will be a long time before you come back?

So, is the master back? But, no, doesn't it mean that she can't come back? She is about to become a human, and the animals and elves in the Yiran Forest are very afraid of people, so is the master still willing to see her? Why? What will the master explain?

Yin Ling couldn't help but ask, "Where is it?" When? What am I going to do? ”

Suddenly, a gust of wind rose, the bamboo shadow swayed, and the group of elves in front of him suddenly turned into stars and disappeared with the wind, looking at the swaying bamboo forest around, only the voice of the remaining elf echoed in the air: "Not here, not today, you just have to wait." ”

Empty and lost, empty and falling, is it hope, or the candle flame of hope jumped, and it had to be extinguished again, the candlelight was extinguished, and it was a dark shroud, when the sun took away the last glow, it was a dark shroud, and around her there was only this deep quiet, this darkness, this calm, there was no choice, there was no escape, that was the soul waiting, that was the soul on the lonely way, with their own soul and flesh and blood taste.

It was waiting and enduring in the midst of emptiness and falling, and this waiting and enduring left her only behavior, only her own strength, strong to admit the reality, to be strong and strive to rekindle the young and faint flame of hope in her heart. Even if the flame of hope is extinguished again, it will not be easy to give up.

People go, Jingkong, she is the last to leave, the last to leave the empty bamboo forest alone, and then leave the empty forest.

The taste at that time, the bad taste at that time, was the same as when he was sent away, the same sadness, who was sent away, and who was left alone...... And the only strong, right?