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Li Xianxian's grandmother is still an amiable grandmother, but sometimes, some words don't count,

Because my grandmother often forgets all kinds of trivial things about Li Xianxian because of some busyness,

But think about it carefully, although my grandmother also had times when she forgot about her,

But it is often re-mended, and Xian Xian still likes her grandmother very much. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

Although he lives in Slender Grandpa's house.

However, because my mother was worried that it would not be convenient for my grandmother to live alone in her old house, and because of my grandfather's death,

My mother was afraid that my grandmother would be too lonely and lonely, and I was worried that my grandmother would be really uncomfortable because she missed her grandfather and kept the rest of her time.

In addition, my grandmother was alone there, and the slender mother was really not at ease.

Therefore, Xian Xian's mother won the consent of Xian Xian's grandparents, so she brought Xian Xian's grandmother over, lived with the people on Xian Xian's side, and lived in Grandpa Xian Xian's mansion together.

In that childhood, with the company of her grandmother, Xian Xian still felt very satisfied and content.

However, sometimes, I still want to go there to play alone, or I want to find some children of the same age and play with them.

However, she hasn't met many girls, and most of the people who enter her Li family are men.

Although it is said that girls are not suitable to see outsiders, but the slender brother is there and generously brings his little friend to his sister's yard.

Then, over time, everyone got acquainted, and of course, these things were also secret,

It's usually a situation where adults don't know, and even if adults do, it's too late.

After all, it was their own children, and the adults only taught them a few words there, and there were not many harsher words. Sometimes, just a few random lessons, once or twice, maybe even make it, too many times, and you will feel that the tricks are not working.

That's where the children learned that there is one attitude in person and another attitude behind the scenes.

Although, sometimes I don't know what it's all about. But it's really changing too fast, too fast.

In that silent house, in that silent courtyard, if you want to recall the joys and naughtiness of the past,

It still seems so vivid, and it seems that it has been completely shattered and dead there.

It's as if there's something that can't be found there.

There's something that's been hard to find and keep there, but I'm surprised there.

Just stunned there, as if there was something unknown, those people, those who were,

The people in her memory were all people who had already died there, and it seemed that they had been resurrected there, as if they had been resurrected there in her mind.

There, I almost felt like my body was standing still and sluggish.

When his thoughts returned to reality, Li Xianxian was just gasping for breath, and then he really felt that he had been there for a long time.

Maybe it's because she's walking too slowly, and she's not going far, right?

However, Li Xianxian still felt extremely weak and powerless there, and she had to lean her back against the wall all over her body.

There she was leaning against the wall, just there gasping and resting.

Although, she herself is not very clear, what is wrong with herself?

How could you suddenly be so weak and weak?

It's as if you've lost some kind of power there, as if you've lost some kind of blood there.

It's just that there's something there, and it's like it's been flowing out of the body all the time.

Or maybe everything is just her Li Xianxian's physical exertion is too great, and she may still need to rest very much.

Maybe she shouldn't have been thinking about anything.

She should find a place to rest, a good rest, just stay outside all the time, stay in this alley, it's not the same thing,

Besides, she was cold and hungry, and her whole body was sore, but ...... She wanted to stay at the guest house for one night, but the problem was ...... She didn't have any money with her.

I didn't bring any money, but I still wanted to go to the guest house there, except for dreaming, maybe still dreaming, at most the difference between daydreaming and night dreaming, right?

There is always something that makes a difference, and there is always something that you haven't been able to find out there.

It was as if everything was completely dead and shattered in it.

Is there something that is still there to look back on?

Memories and memories keep flowing back into the river,

And there are some kind of gurgling rivers and rivers that seem to be flowing back to the mouth of the heart.

It's just that it belongs to time, to time.

There is something that cannot be recalled and looked back on there, just being cowardly there,

It's just that it's confused there, it's just that it's not clear there, and it seems that it's not possible to distinguish something clearly there.

It's as if there's something you can't tell the difference.

I can't tell what kind of good is bad, and it's also where I can't tell what kind of right and wrong, and what kind of right and wrong of those are.

There is a cloud of missed smoke, in the entanglement of right and wrong, as if everything is there like smoke and fog and disappears.

It also seems that there is still something in it that has been unreachable and unreachable.

It's just that it's there, it's just there, and after some kind of fault and past have disappeared,

Everything is already there and you can't look back, you can't look back there, and you can't look back on it, or you can't look for it again, will you still feel panicked there?

Or will it be shocked and surprised there?

What kind of realities and facts exist there, and they don't seem to exist.

In that real or fantasy life, there is always what kind of truth and falsehood, emptiness and reality,

When your heart is empty there, when your heart is filled with something,

The differences and gaps are still very big there.

I always feel haggard there, and I always feel like I'm dying there.

Sometimes, if you don't have a good struggle, you don't know what will happen on the road after that struggle or what will happen there.