Chapter 1396: How painful should she have been back then?
Indeed, Chang Bangs is right, a bigger part of the reason why he wants to kill me is because of Sister Xuanxuan.
The only woman he has ever loved deeply in his life was actually given by me, and he. But she still has to help Sister Xuanxuan hide all this, and even hide it for six or seven years.
Thinking that at the beginning, Sister Xuanxuan was almost given by Qin Li, so he gave Qin Li eight pieces. Revenge is gone, and a bastard like me, it's understandable that he wants to kill me.
I have always felt that long bangs are despicable and shameless, in order to avenge their family. is already mad, and what do you say to protect your love, I disdain him.
And now, look, the truly shameless person is myself.
I should have found out earlier, Sister Xuanxuan every time she looked at me and Xiao Lu laughing, her heart. How painful it is. Her heart was dripping with blood and tears, but she, for me and Xiao Lu to be together, didn't say anything, not even at all. Don't want to spoil us.
And I didn't keep my love with Xiao Lu. I also found other women, how can I be right for her hard work.
And she still kept it hidden and didn't say it, I can say that she has given everything she can for me.
I never thought that I would be so paid by a woman, and even, I feel that her dedication is more than Lulu. Or rather, it's not much like Lulu. Lulu was also for me back then, and would rather go to such a place to work and wash dishes for others, just so as not to marry Hua Shao.
And Sister Xuanxuan still likes me as much as she did back then, but I treat her like this.
I'm not human!!
I roared, cried, unconsciously, walked on the road, I felt a car hit me, my whole body hurt, but I found that my heart hurt even more, colic as uncomfortable, but I know that none of my theses can compare to Sister Xuanxuan's one-ten-thousandth pain.
She was pregnant with my child, and she could only knock it out, such a black clinic, in those days, the medical facilities of such a small clinic were not good, and there was no high-end technology like the current painless abortion, how painful was she, she must not even have anesthetic, how long did she cry in pain, before she got rid of that little life, how long did she suffer, and she hid it from everyone, even her mother, and Sister Xiaoyu.
She even went to class after the miscarriage, barely supporting herself, how painful it was.
I feel that my face and body are full of blood and tears, and I can't tell whether it is blood or tears, but what I owe Sister Xuanxuan will never be over.
And her feelings for me are so deep, at this last moment, she still hopes that I can live a good life, and she would rather bury her own affairs.
Mazi Face sent me a text message, and he said, this is Sister Xuanxuan's original words. Remember the handsome Yang brother.
"Sister Xuanxuan means that she doesn't want me to know about it, she doesn't want me to have a psychological burden, if once I know, Xiao Lu and I can't be together, then she will destroy the relationship between me and Xiao Lu, she doesn't want to do this, and she is a sterilized woman, she can't give birth, let alone fill me with a baby in the future, even if we are combined, there will be no good end. A woman who can't have children, in those TV series, isn't it a miserable end, she would rather admit all this silently, and when she waits for the future, she will find a child in a welfare home to raise and treat it as her own child. ”
Mazi face also told me, "Since you already know everything, go and see Sister Xuanxuan, if you can, if Lulu can't come back, I hope that you can take care of Sister Xuanxuan for a lifetime, otherwise, not only will I not let you go with long bangs, but I will not let you go with my pockmarked face, I treat you as a brother, so I tell you all this, I know, those who don't know are not guilty, so many years, you don't know all this, in fact, you can't blame you, but, Sister Xuanxuan is so pitiful. ”
After reading these two text messages, I cried again, and I felt like I was going crazy.
Yes, I'm going to find Sister Xuanxuan, I'm going to see her, I'm going to rescue her from the damn Ou Yangming's hands.
I think that Ou Yangming's purpose is nothing more than to control the long bangs, and he took Xuanxuan away together, obviously to control the long bangs and let the long bangs obey his orders.
Long bangs also cultivated the white tiger potential, for the sake of the queen, he also castrated himself, then, for the divine blood, long bangs must have a certain opportunity to destroy the white tiger clan's divine blood and those sacrifices, which is also the reason why Ou Yangming controls him.
I stayed in Jiefang County for a long time, I felt that my eyes were red, very uncomfortable, I don't know what was going on, this great grief made me devote my whole heart to Sister Xuanxuan, I want to see her, I want to take care of her for a lifetime, I want to compensate her for everything she has done for me.
She is like this, and she is willing to hide everything for me, hoping that I will live a happy life, such a woman cannot appear even in Korean dramas.
However, life is like a drama, it actually happened to me, if I still treat her badly, if I still abandon such feelings, then I Xu Mo is really a beast that is not as good as a beast!
I walked back to the provincial capital with tears, now that all the facts are known, I should also talk to Tao Ying and them, although they are also kind to me and block guns for me, I can't abandon them, but compared to Sister Xuanxuan, Sister Xuanxuan's love is too heavy.
After I returned to the gym, the crazy brother was all right, and I told Tao Ying and Huanhuan about me, and they cried breathlessly, Huanhuan also said, "I have never seen such love, and said, Sister Xuanxuan is so pitiful, Brother Mo, if you don't get her back, I won't let you go." ”
My eyes were red and I said, "Of course, don't worry." ”
And the scorpion seniors and the empty gate seniors, they were also injured, recuperating on Huashan, I have also seen them, they have become friends, this is unusual, they cooperate with each other to recuperate, it is not bad, and said, "Xu Mo, it is fate anyway, if you can't handle Ou Yangming's affairs, we will also help you." ”
Naturally, I am very grateful to both of them.
When Sister Xiaoyu questioned me, "Xuanxuan, have you found it back, have you rescued it?" What about long bangs, are they dead? ”
When I told her everything, her eyes and tears fell directly, yes, such a thing, no one can control their tear ducts, six or seven years, such a deep feeling, no matter who it is, will tremble and be moved.
"Xuanxuan, she, is she for you?"
She gave me a slap in the face, but fortunately, Uncle De and Uncle Zhuo were not there, only me and Sister Xiaoyu were there.
Xiaoyu cried directly, "It's so pitiful, Xuanxuan, this damn girl, she didn't say anything, she hid this matter by herself, how uncomfortable she was, after so many years, why didn't you notice it at all, damn it, I should have noticed it earlier." ”
Sister Xiaoyu was also beating her head, "I thought of Lulu, I didn't care about her feelings, they are all my good sisters, but they all like you, wronged, wronged." ”
After the grief, she glared at me fiercely and said to me, "Xu Mo, if you can't find Xiao Lu and can't save Xuanxuan, just when I don't know you, don't admit that I have a sister, what I said is true, don't take my words as a joke." ”
I nodded firmly, "Don't worry, you don't need to say it, I will kill myself myself, I am also thinking, why I didn't think of this, why didn't I see Sister Xuanxuan's hint, she actually wanted me to guess that it was her that night, but when she saw Lulu, she didn't dare to say it, she was so painful." ”
Sister Xiaoyu sighed and said, "No wonder, over the years, every time she gets seriously ill or something, she says that she can't afford to get sick and doesn't want to get up anymore, anyway, her life is like this." Every time I see her like this, I thought she was missing long bangs again, but I didn't expect it to be you!! ”
As she spoke, Sister Xiaoyu cried again, and I, too, walked out.
I only told Xiaoyu, Huanhuan and Tao Ying about this matter, the crazy brother is a man, and it is not good to tell them my secrets, Liang Qi just asked me casually, so I just said it casually, but I didn't say it all.
The main purpose now is to find the Maple Leaf organization.
Because, Ou Yangming alone is not easy to find, but what he mainly has to deal with is the White Tiger Family and the Maple Leaf Organization, so he will definitely appear where the Maple Leaf Organization appears.
And I and Ouyang Haichao and the Maple Leaf Organization still have a lot of grievances to be resolved, after all, the enmity of my three elder brothers cannot be reported by only Chang Liuhai alone.
After I told the madman everything to the madman, he nodded decisively and said, "I think so too, Ou Yangming and the Maple Leaf Organization, none of them can be spared, and now I have begun to look for their traces in the black market, localities, Jiangsu, Zhejiang, and Mongolia, once I find it, I must not let it go!" Even if they unite with the Sun family, they have to be dug out! ”
I nodded violently and said, "Kill Ou Yangming and the Maple Leaf Organization, and rescue Sister Xuanxuan!" ”
I can't wait to meet Sister Xuanxuan, I want to ask her, does she like me, does she already like me to this point, otherwise, why is she willing to pay so much for me, she has to bear so much pain, so much sadness, so much sorrow, is it worth it? And I'm sure I won't let her down!