The days did not continue to be peaceful, and my existential problems were scarred again. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

"You're running away." Father said to me.

Any rebuttal pales at this moment, and if I have the ability to survive, I don't have to be so reprimanded.

I decided to move out of the house and find a quiet place to paint on my own.

"Just cook for me." I said to my mother. Having said that, I still get my daily expenses from my mother, and I know that I am just supporting my mother's love for me.

I used borrowed money to pay the rent and deposit.

I became more and more silent, my head churned like mush.

In their eyes, I have become a coward who escapes life, and I am not willing to be angry for my dignity, but I swallow my knocked out teeth because of the current situation.

One day, I called Taihe Duan to my residence to play cards. The place is not big, only one bed, one table, and I am satisfied. At least it's clean and blameless.

"It's a really annoying day, thinking about making money, and there's no way to go." Tai began to complain, "The few dollars I saved like this have been almost spent, and if it doesn't work, I'll have to go back to Wuhan again." ”

"If you go back to Wuhan, isn't it the same if you work?" Duan said.

"For the same job, the salary here is two or three thousand lower, such a low salary is not enough for me to spend, what are you doing it?" Tai said disgustedly.

It's a city for life, but not for struggle.

"Don't mention this, does Boss Duan arrange any activities at night?" Tay didn't go any further, it would only tire everyone present.

"Call Brother Man out for draft beer, the roast leg of lamb over there is very good, I went to eat it a few days ago." Duan said.

"Okay, I haven't seen him for a long time." Tai nodded.

"Brother Man is not such a person, if you don't contact him, he will never contact your 。。。。。。" Duan muttered

I feel like I'm about to become a full brother, and I haven't opened my mouth after they talk for a long time. I used to be warm and sunny, and I gradually became cold and gloomy。。。。。。

"Be happy, Sen." At the table, Brother Man used a draft beer glass to catch the beer flowing out of the barrel, and encouraged me as he spoke.

Even Brother Man, who used to be gloomy, began to encourage me to try to be happy, at least now Brother Man has swept away the gloom of the past, and the smile on his face is also from the bottom of his heart. I think the problem that had been bothering him in the past was properly resolved.

I let go of my sorrows for a moment, and the coldness of the beer can paralyze me.

The atmosphere at the table also began to break the ice, and I gradually became warmer, probably because the alcohol gave me the courage to have a moment of happiness.

After drinking the last barrel of wine, we were full of wine and enthusiasm.

"Boss can't go, let's go to that and that together." Brother Man squeezed his eyebrows and expressed his desires.

"Which one?" Duan also asked knowingly.

"Fuck off, don't pretend to be a grandson with Lao Tzu." Brother Man looked disgusted, and then said, "Hydrotherapy." ”

"I don't care." As always, Duan pretended.

"There's no money, you can go." I say.

"I'll help you out first, come and pay me back, or invite me again next time." Tai drank too much, and he was righteous to death.

"Nope." I was ashamed, and my poverty kept me from committing debts.

"It's boring for you to do this, you want to go together, let's go, you don't go, it's a lot of fun." Brother Man meant to pull me up.

I'm not a tall, clean boy either, I'm as filthy as most men, and the only thing that keeps me in good character at the moment is poverty.

"I'll go with you, I'll wait at the door." I tried to take a step back.

"Okay, you follow us, you must open your mouth if it is pleasing to the eye." Brother Man said.

Brother Man and Tai are very enthusiastic and righteous, and they refuse to miss me in ****. Duan was out of the way, and he didn't say anything to persuade me to join me, and no longer maintain the same enthusiasm as Man and Tai as before. He may have been worried about my financial situation, but this is no longer a question for my friend to think about whether I can pay off the prostitution bills.

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