After Li Sa in the ward heard Yang Luo's footsteps and left, he spoke up again and said to the person in charge of taking care of him this time: "Except for the consultant, if anyone else comes to visit me...... All of them are rejected first. ”

"Mr. Li Sa, why do you have to do this?" This nurse couldn't help but feel pity in her heart when she saw Yang Luo leave the ward with a sad face just now, "Representative Yang can come and see you not long after your operation, which shows that she is really worried about your situation." ”

"That's because she's ...... That's why I can't let her come to see me again......" Li Sa frowned tightly that was not wrapped in bandages, and then replied in a very helpless tone.

He thought that after Yang Luo confessed to him, and then he deliberately alienated her, she would let her die. In this way, they may be able to be a pair of bosom friends who talk about everything as before.

And he is also trying to hypnotize himself, forgetting Yang Luo's confession, as if that incident never happened. Similarly, Yang Luo obviously meant the same, and never mentioned the confession again in the subsequent relationship. It's as if this has automatically been tacitly tacitly a taboo topic between them, and once it is exposed, it will put the two into an embarrassing situation that is difficult to repair.

But before Li Sa was going to go to country E to carry out this dangerous mission that seriously injured his eyes, Yang Luo once again put on that ambiguous attitude. This made him can't help but think in his heart at that time, it seems that he really can't let go of the good impression of Yang Luo in his heart anymore, and he can't let Yang Luo continue to approach him like this.

Otherwise, he felt that sooner or later he would no longer be able to stand firm in his beliefs, and that he might really be a murderer who hurt the feelings of others like his father and mother.

When I learned that my mother was a junior who destroyed other people's families, and my father was a man who betrayed his wife's feelings, this was simply a subversive blow to Li Sa, especially after learning that the biggest victim of these things was his neighbor and aunt who had always respected him the most, plus his favorite friend Cheng Jie, Li Sa really felt that his existence was simply full of filth.

Although he has now released his suspicions with Cheng Jie, he still keeps telling himself in his heart that he must not become a negative man like his biological father, nor can he wantonly destroy other people's feelings in order to satisfy his own feelings like his biological mother.

Therefore, when he was upset, he couldn't help but deliberately say such hurtful words to Yang Luo, in fact, God knows how sad he felt when he said those words.

Yang Luo is a woman he has always admired, and he couldn't help but help Yang Luo, who had just come here, to adapt to this base, also out of the appreciation and goodwill from his heart when he saw her at the beginning. So he really felt guilty when he saw the look on her face after hearing his hurtful words.

In fact, Yang Luo didn't need to hear him say these words at all, because he always knew that Yang Luo was very considerate of him, and he had always been very measured, and he had never done anything that made him feel embarrassed.

But it was precisely because Yang Luo was too good at being a person and doing things, so Li Sa didn't know what to do with her.

After seeing Li Sa's face full of entanglement, this caregiver was also able to understand his dilemma. After all, whether it is Yang Luo or Zhao Ying waiting outside the door, they all look very good girls, and it is normal for ordinary men to feel embarrassed about this.

"It seems that popularity is not a good thing." The caregiver could only sigh like this, "But Mr. Li Sa, even if you reject Representative Yang, your fiancée shouldn't refuse either, right?" ”

"No...... You don't want her to come in......" Li Sa continued to frown and said, "I can't see her yet......"

"But she really seems to want to see you." The caregiver patiently added, "I heard you haven't seen each other in years, don't you want to see her?" ”

"I don't want her to see me like this......" Li Sa could only find the most reasonable reason to prevaricate the caretaker. In fact, the main reason why he didn't want to see Zhao Ying was not because of this.

"Oh, yes, she should be very worried if she sees you like this." The caregiver didn't doubt anything else, so he accepted Li Sa's statement. After all, it is normal for Li Sa to have such concerns, and how many men can let their beloved women see their powerless and fragile side.

"Hmm." Li Sa immediately followed the caretaker's words.

After all, he couldn't directly say that he was unwilling to meet Zhao Ying now, one of the reasons was that he felt that he didn't have the face to see her at all, and the other reason was that he hoped that he could ruthlessly refuse her visit through Guò and make her give up this unfinished marriage relationship with him.

Although the two were indeed in a stable relationship before, and they had reached the point of talking about marriage, if it weren't for the outbreak of the zombie virus that made him only stay on the front line to fight, maybe he would have really married Zhao Ying like this at that time.

But before the outbreak of the zombie virus, he had already lacked contact and communication with Zhao Ying, and in the days after the outbreak of the zombie virus, he cut off contact with Zhao Ying.

From that time on, he felt that he was really not qualified to be with an excellent girl like Zhao Ying, because he did not accompany her when he was in the most danger, but chose national righteousness and ran to the front line and left her in the survivor concentration camp.

He thought that Zhao Ying would definitely be disheartened by such a self, and then find a man to start a new life. But he didn't expect that Zhao Ying would not hesitate to become a nurse in the preparation area of this base for him, and he also took the initiative to come to the door.

So he has always been cautious and serious, and he knows that he can't continue to leave Zhao Ying aside like this, and he really feels that he has to re-examine this relationship, and he can't let Zhao Ying wait for him for so many years, that would really be a beast's behavior.

After thinking about this, Li Sa felt that these two women who really liked him couldn't have them now, because he felt that he was really despicable in terms of feelings, so he didn't deserve them at all.

If such a choice can make them choose to give up and find a happier home, then he is willing to fight for it for the rest of his life.

Of course, at this time, Yang Luo and Zhao Ying still didn't understand Li Sa's entanglement and sadness, especially Yang Luo couldn't understand why Li Sa rejected Zhao Ying like this, after all, Li Sa's behavior would make her uncontrollable and hopeful, and make her feel that she might still have a chance.

After all, in her relationship with Li Sa, she could also feel that Li Sa actually did not reject her approach, especially after he came back from being seriously injured in country T before, she took care of him so dedicatedly, which made her feel as if she was closer to Li Sa again.

But no matter what, she sticks to her principles, she doesn't want to interfere with Li Sa's judgment of her emotional belonging, she wants Li Sa to make the truest choice in her heart.

Even if Li Sa still chooses to be with Zhao Ying, then she will hold the most sincere wishes. Because she feels that Li Sa's happiness is her happiness, so as long as Li Sa feels happy, it is enough.