176 sorrow and struggle

Still so sad, still so sad, but still there trying to struggle,

It's still vague, it's still chaotic, and everything you want to do is so difficult.

It's unimaginably difficult, and even so difficult that it's a little painful, a little tormented, and a little hard to find. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

Is it just lamenting there?

Just whining there? Just complaining there?

It was as if everything was completely empty there.

Everything was empty there, and everything was there as if it had completely disappeared and disappeared.

I don't know what else I should believe, and I don't know what else I should bear and endure.

Just there weeping, just there weeping and sobbing silently in that silence.

It's just that there's some powerlessness in the heart, it's a sense of powerlessness in the face of everything, it's a powerlessness that is so sad.

In that indifference and indifference, I felt a kind of confusion, a pain and pain, only in that I felt a very painful pain,

I was scared there, but I felt a hardship in my life there, and it seemed to be a blow in my life.

It's just that I don't know what's going on there.

It's just not clear what is going on there.

I just don't know what everything is going on.

Why is there that there is no longer anything to be pursued and found?

It's as if everything is completely shattered and dead there.

It's as if everything is in it and can no longer be traced, it's a kind of thing that can't be lazy anymore,

There is nothing in life that cannot be lazy, just as if you are a little lazy, you will be completely destroyed and die there.

It's just struggling there, although it's going to be difficult, it's going to be hard, but it's still there and not giving up,

Some things are not easy to give up, and you can give up so easily.

There is still something that is difficult there, there is still something that hurts, and there is still something that is always looking for and cannot be found,

Forgetting there, also not knowing there, there is always something wrong there. ，

She wanted to find and find her own way, but she found that she was still there, no matter how she was, she still couldn't find her own way.

It was an unknown path, as if it were a painful and torturous road that was there for no time.

I felt death in that pain, I felt something unbearable in that pain, but I still struggled there,

But he was still there trying his best, as if there was no other choice there, and what he had was always unclear there.

There is something that hurts and hurts there, as if it is there to twitch every nerve of oneself,

It's just that I forget there, and I just forget there, and suddenly I find a lot of things that I still can't find there.

It's as if everything is completely shattered and dead there.

It's just that there's something that can't be waited for, it's just that it's unknown, it's a painful torment,

But there is still no way to do it in that place, that is, there is no way there.

Will there be grief? Will it hurt there?

Or are there soft and silent convulsions?

I don't know what's going on with everything. I don't know exactly what's going on.

It's as if no matter what happens, you're always at fault there, as if no matter what you've done, you're always at fault there, and you shouldn't be.

It's as if I don't know what I'm doing wrong.

It's as if I don't know that I have to work so hard, so painfully struggling, struggling to the end, is it still a mistake?

Was he wrong all the way to the end?

Why is it that so hard and painful and painful efforts are still not enough,

It seems that it should not be there, and why is everything all about?

What should be done?

Feeling troubled there?

Do you feel the endless troubles there?

In that life, why is there always so many and a lot of troubles, why are there always feelings that the troubles are endlessly growing there?

It's as if hope is endlessly shattered and dying there.

It's just that there's not knowing, it's just that there's not knowing anything, but it's still waiting,

A lonely heart and a painful flesh that endures there, bears pressure there, and hardens there,

Everything has to be paid there, hard and very painful.

But in the pain and the price of pain, it is difficult to find, and it is also unknown there,

It was also there that I was sad and very painful and helpless to cry, sob, feel sadness, and feel the unknown.

struggling in that endless pain, as if there was no edge there,

He struggled in that sea of bitterness, resting, as if he could never reach the edge.

Just struggling on the edge of that endless pain, just there not knowing, just there inexplicable,

For a long time, I felt the depression there, and in the midst of that depression, I used my body and mind to bear the pressure there.

Waiting there.

Sometimes, waiting is just waiting, waiting is just waiting, lonely and helpless waiting there, and suffering there.

It's as if it's always unclear there, but it's just a very, very tormented there, and it's just a very, very much pain and pain there.

But I still can't find my own direction there, I work hard there, I work hard there,

It's almost like I'm going to rest, but I still can't feel the slightest bit of sweetness there.

It's just that I feel the pain there, some complain, and some when, I feel that I can't help but complain there, and I complain there, but there is no way to complain there.

In the end, I had no choice but to cry there silently?

Some times, I don't know what to do with myself, and sometimes I am there in pain and perseverance.

Spend time with your heart, but also feel and taste with your heart, and feel the life itself.

It was as if he was struggling in that and in that life itself.

There was a powerful backlash, and in the pain there, there was something that I couldn't hold on to.