177 Come to your senses, 3

3 He still needs to complete himself, a person who has completed himself, a person who can rely on himself, a person who can rely on himself,

To put it simply, it is to do your own things, solve your own problems, and find a way to solve your own troubles. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

He needs a self that can be independent, but sometimes he doesn't notice it, or he himself is still there with fear and fear.

He didn't properly look for and find a sense of sustenance and storage in this world, he was just there to need, and he only felt what kind of forgetting and forgetting there.

What is there is already in the invisible, more and more distant.

It's just that all of a sudden, I found myself as if I couldn't live and survive there.

Many, many things are still there and what kind of sustenance and reliance are needed, that is a kind of lack and defect,

It's just that I feel a sense of lack in life and life, a relatively heavy sense of loss,

It's just that there is nothing in it that I can't fill, but it's just something that can't be answered and explained.

It's just that it still can't be explained, and it can't be properly answered.

It's just that I feel that something is missing in my life, and it's like there's a big piece missing.

That kind of need is also a very terrible need, but there is still a period of time when you still need to rely on yourself to solve and complete it.

When I can't do it well,

When you can't finish yourself there, you resentful others there, which may also be a kind of immorality.

A kind of self-can't do yourself, you can't complete yourself, and you can't be strict with yourself.

But I still think about something there, and I still ask for and imagine something very unrealistically there.

Everything was too ridiculous there, and it was all vacant and blank and empty.

It's just that in that there is a countercurrent of what kind of impulse is surging in the world of the heart.

What is life, from the moment he lives, what is his life carried by,

And when his heart feels what kind of emptiness and emptiness there, what should he hold in that place to fill and fill his heart again and well?

He needs to fill his mind, he needs to fill a certain place where he feels empty, he needs to practice more tenaciously and stubbornly.

And still trying to rely on my own strength to renew my perception and feelings every day.

The summary of each day's harvest is to need its own update, and every day of my own is also very much in need of my own update.

Why can't he renew his world and his life properly?

If he himself can't do it there, and he can't do it well, then everything is his own fault and fault.

He just didn't weigh it properly, and he didn't think about a lot of things.

In this world, you still need to be responsible and take a responsible attitude, which is also a kind of responsibility for yourself.

Otherwise, everything will collapse and collapse like a catastrophe there, as if it would be there to feel complete death and silence.

In that dead silence of life and life, everything still became very, very terrible and terrifying there.

There is no unity in that, there is no harvest in it, there is no effort in it, there is no effort in it, there is no effort in it,

Just being silent and silent in it, you will lose all your power there, as if you would have lost all your power there,

It's just what kind of fear and horror I feel in it, and what kind of sadness and powerlessness I feel in it,

Everything has become so sad there, and it has become so powerless, but there is something missing,

It's just that in the absence and lack, what is empty, what is still dependent and cannot be relied on.

Why can't you be satisfied there?

Why can't we endure and endure there?

Always there to find and find what kind of shortcut,

But on the road that seems to be a shortcut, it is still so tortuous, what kind of road is there,

You can't stop there, and you can't give up and let go there.

It's like you're almost breaking down and breaking your heart there,

It seems that it is there as if his heart is also there and is about to die.

It's just that there's a bit of a trance, but I can't find any direction in it, and it's just in that trance,

I can't find my own sustenance and nostalgia, but I forget and forget in it, and I just wait slowly and numbly in it.

It's a kind of separation and separation, the distance from each other, always seems very, very far away there.

It's a kind of distancing and alienation of each other's hearts, it's a kind of thing that seems to be just there endlessly,

And the endless waiting and waiting, but what cannot be found in it, and what cannot be explained in it.

Why did you stop in that place, what stopped at that moment,

In that life, there is still something that cannot be stopped there,

You can't just be lazy. When the rhythm and frequency stops there, everything becomes very bad, very bad there.

Everything is going to be very difficult, very difficult there.

It's just that I just don't understand life in it, and for a while, it's as if I still don't understand the essence and origin of life there.

It's just that there is still something to get rid of in that dependence, a person who is really able to become independent should not need to rely on and rely on.

When what kind of mind exists there and what kind of dependent and dependent mind exists,

Maybe you should learn to change in it, and learn to try to change something in it.

What kind of lazy and powerless heart it was, as if it was about to feel and feel some kind of death and silence there.

What exists there becomes weaker and weaker, and what becomes weaker and weaker there.

It's as if the whole person has completely and completely evaporated from the world, is that a very worried and helpless heart, or is there something that can't be done there?

There are still some gaps there, and what kind of gaps are getting bigger and bigger in them.

It's as if it's going to die completely and completely.

But in it I felt a sorrow and sorrow of imminent coming and death, and in it I felt a kind of haggardness,

A feeling of weakness and emaciation, but what kind of pity and pity is felt in it,

But I don't know how to cherish and pity it there, maybe everything still needs to wait for something there.

Maybe there is still something in it, and I have to slowly find and seek what kind of solutions and solutions.

Or maybe in it, I unconsciously felt a kind of reality gap and difficulty,

Then, in the midst of that gap and difficulty, we have to learn to live again, in that life of striving to be self-reliant and self-reliant,

I feel a kind of hardship and pain in my own life and living alone, and suddenly I feel fear and horror there,

Suddenly, in the noisy environment that I was facing, what kind of discomfort I felt there,

It is a kind of discomfort with that group of people, only to suddenly find that you are missing and lacking a kind of ability to communicate and communicate in that group.

It is a general loss of social skills and communication skills.

That's a kind of reason to be alone for too long, too long, just to be there for too long, too long,

There will be a kind of loss that I am still unable to understand and understand for a while.

Sometimes, when a person is there to face his own problems, or when he is very worried,

Even there, I didn't properly understand and understand the problems and contradictions of others.

Suddenly, in my own life and life, after missing someone, what kind of difficulties will I feel there,

Maybe you will feel some kind of freshness there, but when the freshness is completely gone,

What kind of difficulties and contradictions will everything turn into there?

It's just worrying there, worrying there, but there's nothing to be found,

It's just that I feel a kind of ability that is lost in that ordinary life, and that is a loss of an independent ability in my own mind.

It's as if he lacks an independent soul of his own, and perhaps, he still needs to learn to adapt to something.

Maybe you still need to learn what to exercise, to exercise yourself well,

In that life, I have to constantly train and polish myself, not afraid of hardship, not afraid of hardship, everything is just to complete myself.