Chapter 190: Speak Up
After completing the design of the image, he was quite satisfied, and took Ye Feng to the private club. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info music sounded, but no one went to order songs, the four women's minds were all on Ye Feng's body, Ye Feng finished ordering snacks and sat on the sofa, he didn't like to be here, the four girls ordered a few songs with light music, and sat quietly next to Ye Feng, at this moment, only being by Ye Feng's side was the happiest, waiting for a long time, but I didn't know what to do.
"Sing two songs!" Ye Feng couldn't bear this silence, and the four girls seemed to have made an appointment.
Looking at Ye Feng, Li Jiyu broke the silence, "Ah Feng, we really want to know, what you think of us, I don't want to hear your vague answer, you just tell us, do you like us or Bai Jing." ”
Looking at the burning gaze of the four women, Ye Feng felt that he should run away, he had many chances to escape, but this time he was surrounded in the middle.
"Ye Feng, we hope to get an accurate answer from you, like it or not, don't perfunctory us. Your eyes don't deceive us, you look at us and say. Liu Shuqing was very dissatisfied with Ye Feng's dodge, he was not the ball god who responded on the court, nor was he the inventor who had a brain that no one else had, and designed the most advanced system and processing machine tool in the world, now I only want to know his answer as an ordinary person, this is feelings, just simple human feelings, and nothing else is involved.
Ye Feng's eyes kept dodging, but he couldn't escape the eyes of all the girls, when he needed to face it, Ye Feng found that he also lacked courage, emotionally, he had feelings for every girl, but intellectually, he had no feelings for these girls, he was a cultivator, he always felt that he didn't belong to this world, he couldn't give every girl a response and commitment, all this should not be had.
The music was still flowing slowly, but the whole private room felt that there was no sound, Ye Feng felt that the second hand seemed to be walking very slowly, one second was like the past life, Ye Feng's eyes lowered, what to do now, how to answer, there was no idea at all in his heart, he was no longer the ignorant teenager who didn't know anything, and now in the face of so many emotional disputes, he was actually in a hurry.
Seeing Ye Feng lower his head, the four women felt very sad, did he give Ye Feng a difficult problem that they couldn't choose, would he have other ideas, would he ignore them because of this, what was he thinking in his heart, what would he do if the answer he got today was not the answer they wanted or the news they didn't want to hear? The four girls began to suffer from gains and losses, afraid of the little by little.
Competition, this is a competition of willpower, the four women are very conflicted in their hearts, hoping to get a definite answer, but they are afraid to get the final answer, no matter which one it is, it may not be acceptable.
The second hand ticked in my heart and walked slowly, and a voice continued to oscillate for a long time, but it couldn't reach the length you wanted.
Ye Feng's head finally raised, with a trace of sadness in his eyes, this is a phenomenon that has never been seen before, in their eyes, Ye Feng is always so strong, always able to solve everything, there seems to be no sorrow in his heart, and there is nothing that makes him particularly sad, nothing in the world can change his mind, he is that idealist, and he is also a brave man, a person who walks according to his own ideas, and now there is sadness in his eyes, a sadness that people can feel, It was as if he was about to say an inconclusive sadness, as if he was going to leave everything, as if he wanted to leave everyone.
The heart of the fourth girl was pounding, as if it was about to stop beating, Ye Feng's lips started slightly, and the heart of the fourth girl was about to burst, afraid that a sad result would come out of Ye Feng's mouth, now Ye Feng is no longer a young boy in school, now he is a person who can influence the world, no longer the unknown teenager, from the moment he stepped on the football field, he was destined to be extraordinary.
"I don't know what to say, whatever I say, it's going to be my fault." Ye Feng's eyes did not flicker, but looked at the four girls, surrounded them, and said slowly, his voice was so low that people were about to cry, "You all have a very important position in my heart, Bai Jing is my junior sister, just like my sister, I have to take care of him, and you have been with me for so many days, I am not a piece of iron, but also a simple person, in the face of feelings, I will also have feelings, I want to try my best to compensate everyone, and I found that not only do I have no way to compensate everyone, But in this mud more and more deep, more and more difficult to extricate myself, I tried my best to break free from the shackles of this world, but I was entangled by strands of silk threads more and more tight, this may be my fate, let me meet such a good you. ”
Ye Feng slowed down, as if he had taken a breath, it seemed that this emotion had been suppressed in his heart for a long time, and he had been preparing for a long time, "I'm very happy to be able to say all the words in my heart today, I have been suppressed in my heart for a long time." I can't give you anything, it's even harder for me to face you now, I'm a weakling, I'm running away. Ye Feng seemed to have understood his heart, some words came out, and he wanted to open the gate like a floodgate, "I run away from everything now, I really don't understand feelings, and I don't understand what love is, it's my luck to be liked by you, I'm like a spoiled child, I can't find the right direction, you are constantly accommodating me, constantly warming me, my heart is full of emotion, I seem to understand that this is love." Ye Feng's eyes had a hint of sadness, "But it was this kind of emotion that made me choose to escape, because no matter where I am, there will be such warmth that wraps me, so that I can't get out, like drowning, I feel like I can't breathe, I can't breathe, so I can't return to the normal world normally, I want to live authentically, I want to find my own direction, and now I have lost my original dream." Ye Feng finally finished speaking, looked directly at the four girls, and his heart seemed to suddenly open up, as if he had found the feeling he had when he came to LZ City again, and returned to five years ago. Now you need the answer, how should I give you, I can only answer like this, now I am a drowning person, I need to learn to swim, and be able to overcome this mentality, and face everything bravely. That's what I really think, and that's what I need to do now, and I'm really busy with things during this time, and I'm also running away from what I'm really thinking in my heart, and I know what I'm going to do when I can say it today. ”
This kind of sudden enlightenment is like a thunderbolt in their hearts, as if the whole world has been darkened all of a sudden, not only the departure of people, but also the departure of the heart, after working hard for so long, the answer is indeed so cruel, this is not the result they want, nor is it what they want to hear. "I don't, I don't want to listen to your answer." Ou Yayi hugged Ye Feng tightly, "Now, now is the best, what I want is you now, no matter where your heart is, my heart is on you." ”
Ou Yayi, who hugged Ye Feng tightly, buried his head on Ye Feng's shoulder, stopping what he was about to say, "I don't want to listen to you, I just need to be able to have you like this." ”
The three girls looked at Ou Yayi, Ye Feng's intentions were already obvious, but did they really care about this answer now? No matter what the answer is, they won't let go, just like Ou Yayi, no matter what Ye Feng becomes, they will go on without hesitation, what Ye Feng is like now, his feelings, his personality has not changed in any way, he is still him, he is just a lonely individual, his heart will never fall on them, just like a wandering duckweed, there will never be a root in the water.
Ye Feng looked at Ou Yayi and seemed to understand a little, but at the same time seemed to be a little resistant to the current state, his heart became clearer and clearer, but people were sinking more and more into the quagmire, and it seemed that he would never be able to get out of this depressing emotional city.
"Yes, we don't want your answer, we just have to be by your side and keep doing it until you know where your heart is." Suddenly, he realized that neither Bai Jing nor they were just passers-by now, and they couldn't really enter his heart at all.
Although his heart is not a frozen castle, it is also a stone that is difficult to melt, and no matter how this fire burns, he will only throw himself into it without hesitation.
"Okay, let's not talk about it, let's sing! You have to sing with us today. Li Yuhua seems to hurry up and get everyone out of this depressed state.
The third girl nodded, agreeing with her words, Li Jiyu came to the jukebox as fast as possible, and ordered a couple's duet, occupying the most advantageous position. Ye Feng shrugged helplessly, thinking that today was the best time, it seemed that he could only struggle for a while longer.
The songs sung by couples are always so lingering, the people who sing are really very hard-working, but the people who should be with them are not in the mood, although the singing is still so magnetic, but there is no emotion, like a wooden man, being constantly tossed by the four girls, the four girls seem to have found the best way to entertain, Ye Feng feels that he is too much of a failure, like a puppet doll, maybe this problem will have to wait for a long time, or a lifetime.