The colorful pills have been changed several times, and the pain from time to time has given me more sensitive senses, and when my stomach hurts the most, I don't even dare to move my limbs, and it is like tearing my limbs apart, tears and sweat beads fall down in large pieces, the flow of air rushes to my body, and my hair is magnified into a forest, each of which is a different tree species, and is blown into a tree wave, stimulated over and over again, slapped over and over again, this power from the pores is like a typhoon raging on my body, From everywhere in, out of nowhere, they swelled and expanded more and more in my body, like a drunkard who drank the spirits of the north, inadvertently arrived at the exquisite garden, staggered and trampled, now I am a daughter made of water, a feather can draw traces, easily crush me. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

The pain is getting worse and worse, and my body is more seriously weak, now I can't run anymore, but I still insist on walking around the playground, my parents have come, and I went to the hospital for a check-up, and I got a lot of medicine back as usual, the doctor insisted on hospitalizing me, but I refused, my mother stayed to take care of me, rented a house, and had the taste of hometown every day, but unfortunately I couldn't eat much, the pain gave me quiet and tolerance, and the nagging of the professional teacher was not so annoying, but more like him to talk about his life, I don't know if I, a so-called college student, have changed a little in his eyes, whether he has felt the change in me, I have no way of knowing.

I know, now these nasty pills are the pillars of my life, I suddenly trance, I had no illusions at that time, I also used to stand in God's perspective to distribute my life, I didn't know there was a God before, until that summer I met Shu Zhong, I know how to divide a large part of life into pieces, send this piece to that piece, I always think that someone can take it in, and can protect it, I give the green piece to my young parents, They can find in me the power and meaning of their lives. I gave the red one to my lover, and I let him know that if he wanted to, he could really merge souls in this world. I gave the white one to my friends, and we spent time together, and told them that the warmth and coldness of this world are not blind people touching elephants, not soaking in wine. I'm going to give the blue one to my kid, I'm going to give him a doll, and the ocean paradise I had when I was a kid. I kept the black piece for myself, hoping that it would light a light for me when I was confused, lead me to the shore, and enable me to think about the meaning of existence in my old age.

There was another part of my life where I gave dreams, which took me to the places I always wanted to go, the days I always wanted to live, and most importantly, the lives I spent with those who were gone.

Ah Si left the company shortly after I quit, I didn't hear where he went to work again, his broken van never appeared in school again, I think Ah Si's life is really over for me. I also put down Haizi's poems, because I don't like the days when cars and horses are slow, and I'm really not a delicate lock now.

Every time I see Minghui helping my mother in the newly rented narrow kitchen, I have an inexplicable peace of mind, I believe that such a man will not leave me, he will always be reluctant to hurt me, he is so gentle to anyone, the first time I saw him, I saw distress and panic in his eyes, I will always remember the look in his eyes when he handed me a tissue, I have never found the panicked eyes he has ever had, you say; "I can't see a girl shed tears in front of me, especially a cute girl" Even though I was just an inconsequential stranger at that time, acquaintances were always ordinary, but memories were always so beautiful, even the sunshine that came in at that time I felt sweet, with the smell of grass.

Ming Hui; When I first saw Nian'er, I knew that my life was over, I couldn't escape his heart, she sat there, as if she had been there from the past to now, the originally quiet reading room, when I saw her, I became silent, her temperament harmonized all my contradictions, blew away all the houses built on my heart, you overbearingly put all your luggage on the ruins, and then said to me; "Classmate, please let me go, I will live here from now on, I will build the most beautiful house here, wrap the roof and fence with golden leaves, I will raise a dog and three rabbits here, plant camphor trees in front of the door, and I will see the leaves falling all over the ground in all seasons." Then my heart weathered and became soil for you to grow, and time slowed down until you cried.

I handed over the tissue and said; "Novels are all fake, you shouldn't cry for it" You opened your already big eyes, and you were close to bringing Haicheng's tear ducts to the distance.

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