Chapter XVIII Confession IV

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"You...... Do you want to give it to me? An Fengyi asked.

"Drink less," Mo asked, "a drunk woman is not good-looking." With that, he let go of his hand.

An Fengyi didn't drink immediately, but just held the wine bottle in her palm and shook it gently, as if she was smelling the wine.

She drank, and after a few sips, she didn't drink it quickly, and she didn't drink the last sip quickly, but left it in her mouth for a while to stimulate her tongue as much as possible, and then swallowed it - she drank not to escape and forget, but to stimulate herself and give herself the courage to continue talking.

She didn't return the wine bottle to Mo Wen, but kept holding it to prevent it from being able to say more, so that she could stimulate herself again.

Mo Wen had been waiting silently, waiting for her to say, and at the same time thinking about something.

An Fengyi finally said: "When Qiao Ye appeared in front of me again, and in that very miserable, pitiful posture...... Do you remember how scrawny she looked? ”

"Of course I do...... Always remember! Mo Wen couldn't help but clench his fists.

An Fengyi bit her lower lip with her front teeth and closed her eyes, she was speechless again.

Mo asked: "Seventeen years ago, you ......" His eyes narrowed slightly, he really couldn't think of that adjective to describe what An Fengyi did back then.

An Fengyi said: "Ruthless...... Do you want to use that word? ”

Mo Wen nodded.

An Fengyi said: "You are right, I have been in the seventeenth year, and I have used Qiaoye and Fan Yao to ...... These two innocent souls were exchanged for a future at ease. And it's expressionless...... The heart is unwavering. ”

Mo asked: "My heart is a little fluctuating, after all, the other party of the transaction is your daughter - Feng Tiantong." ”

An Fengyi said bitterly: "The two children who were traded are also my daughters!" ”

Mo Wen looked at her, if it was a few years ago, he would definitely smile mockingly, but he definitely won't now. Because in the past five years, he has not only seen An Fengyi's painful expression and lonely back once or twice.

Why does An Fengyi have a lonely back? Why is that loneliness so different, Mo Wen can't understand, he has also had extremely lonely times, so he is extremely puzzled.

But now he understood - there was a sin, a ...... in that loneliness The sin she deserves, that's what she should bear, and only she deserves, but ...... The haggard face...... It's really heart-wrenching inexplicably.

Mo asked, "You...... Go on......"

An Fengyi said: "I ...... I can't say no, I can't say no, I can't say no, and I can't say no. ”

"Well......" Mo asked, "it was from the moment you accepted Qiao Ye to become a member of our family, that I, Hongxuewei, and Bai Junlan really discovered that you have changed, and it will never be reversed!" ”

He looked at An Fengyi, was silent for a while, and said, "You have become emotional, and you are no longer cold-blooded." ”

An Fengyi said: "But you always look like you don't believe it. ”

"It's hard to believe!" Mo asked, "As far as I'm concerned, it's been more than 700 years since I've known you, I've always been ruthless and cold-blooded, absolutely rational, and I have recovered my emotions, who would believe it!" ”

"Regained your emotions?" An Fengyi said abruptly, "Ah...... I just hid my feelings for too long, and then I forgot that I still had feelings. She added: "Actually, I didn't suddenly recover my feelings, I have been with Xiaoyao for seven years and Linling for five years...... Slowly, unconsciously...... Just ......"

Mo Wen sighed: "Child...... It's really amazing, isn't it? ”

An Fengyi couldn't help but smile and nodded.

Mo Wen sighed and said, "But you will adopt Qiaoye, but it is against the agreement with Feng Tiantong, and then ......"

An Fengyi asked bitterly: "Do you have to say it?" ”

Mo asked, "You can only say it!" Only you know what kind of agreement you made with Feng Tiantong that day! ”

An Fengyi said: "I ...... Will...... The secret technique was used on Fan Yao's body......"

"Secret arts!?" Mo Wen exclaimed, "The secret technique of creating personality!?" ”

An Fengyi nodded.

"You ......," Mo Wen roared in a low voice, "Isn't this a forbidden technique?" Even when you are buried in a deep relationship, you feel that it should not exist! ”

An Fengyi's lips trembled and said, "I don't know either...... I thought it was unbelievable that I would agree to Tiantong's request back then......"

"Do Red Blood Wei and Bai Junlan know?"

"They don't know."

Mo Wen was silent for a long time and said, "So...... Although it is said that when you saw Qiao Ye again ten years ago and Fan Yao again five years ago, both times were extremely guilty and heartache, but the latter was countless times stronger than the former. ”

An Fengyi nodded. The reason why she felt more guilty and heartache for Fan Yao than for Qiao Ye was not just because she had cast a forbidden spell on Fan Yao.

-- The return of emotions brings about a resurgence of guilt.

-- Time makes the guilt more and more tormenting.

An Fengyi trembled and said: "During that time five years ago, I was really very conflicted, and at the same time I couldn't control myself. ”

"Say," Mo asked, "I'm listening." ”

An Fengyi said: "I told her that you can be our family for a while, and I will spend the night together with her." ”

Mo Wen was listening, listening silently.

An Fengyi laughed at herself: "I even really thought about letting this child become a member of our family." Ridiculous, isn't it? She is not an orphan without a father or mother, she has a family. ”

Mo asked, "It's not funny......"

"Thank you," An Fengyi said, "but...... I also knew that she couldn't be our family, and she had to be disconnected from our family and everyone in the family. ”

Don't ask, don't speak, just listen.

An Fengyi said: "Red Blood Wei and Bai Junlan are very cooperative with me, and the three children also show their affection for the three of us innocently and unreservedly. Let Liu Mengfanyao know that she will always be far away from us, and our family and her are just passers-by. It was also on the night I carried her to sleep that I said it was broken. ”

Mo Wen said with a heavy face: "...... It's excessive, it's ruthless, and it's helpless. ”

An Fengyi said bitterly: "She is my daughter, the same clan of me, Red Blood Wei, Bai Junlan, and Qiao Ye...... She was born with a sense of intimacy with us, and at the same time the friendship of Leisure, Qiaoye, and Linling, both of which were like driftwood in a flood for her, who lived in endless pain.

Mo asked, "But you used a very excessive method to get her out of the driftwood. ”

An Fengyi let out a long sigh and said, "But I didn't expect that we would go to Fan Yao's house to live for a month!" She showed a painful look again, "In that month, the friendship of the four children has become deeper, but Fan Yao has kept her distance from me, she should hate me a little." ”

Mo asked, "Tell me about yourself." ”

An Fengyi was silent.

Mo asked, "If you don't want to say it, just say it." ”

An Fengyi said even more painfully: "Then ...... I encountered one thing, and then I almost collapsed! ”

Mo Wen said heavily: "The children have been kidnapped, and Xiaoyao's left ring finger has been broken!" ”

An Fengyi nodded and said, "I realized that it didn't work, and it still didn't work!" For the sake of leisure, for the good night, for the Linling! I have to abandon Fan Yao, I have to ignore her! On the morning of the day I left, I went to find Fan Yao and directly asked her to forget about us! ”

"What did the kid say?" Mo asked.

She said calmly...... She will. It seems that it is because she has a lot of apologies for what happened to Xiaoyao. An Fengyi said.

Mo asked, "Obviously, she didn't. ”

An Fengyi said gloomily: "I haven't forgotten her......"