I remember that at the age of about sixteen, at that time, the technical school was an adult after graduating in two years, so there was also some innocence and all kinds of chaotic aspirations in those two years. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info inexplicable stuff and so on. There are two points to say here, plus a little embellishment, etc.

The first point is that there was a classmate in school, who was weak and half-serious and half-jokingly expressed to me the rhythm of kindness and love together, and my mood at that time was actually very simple, on the one hand, no one had ever expressed me so kindly, on the other hand, she was weak and not so firm for two reasons, on the one hand, she was not so good, on the other hand, she was just very simple and slightly attracted by my brilliance. It's not so persistent to like and love. And so it was gone.

At that time, when playing between several friends, she slowly expressed her certain mood and feelings, and I was also surprised at the time, but on the other hand, because of the teasing of my friends and I really didn't have too many thoughts about her, so what I meant at the time was that I could try to understand the communication, and slowly see if it was suitable and could be together, but on the one hand, because of the courage to take the initiative and not enough firm confidence, she was more vulnerable. After I didn't give a particularly positive answer, naturally I was not so firm and strong, plus other factors, and there was no more time to get to know each other and understand.

After that, I don't remember too much about the specific things.,I just remember.,Maybe I'm going to graduate at that time.,And then there's nothing too impressive.,Just remember a little.,One day at home rest.,Received a call from her.,Not very enthusiastic chat.,Plus I don't know how to talk.,And what to talk about.,So,Because the weak side of the mood can't be responded.,So it's decisively ended.,After a long time.,There's no communication.。。 However, on the one hand, they don't know enough, and on the other hand, their respective needs are different.

And today's situation is that they can maintain a network contact a little indifferently, and occasionally see a little information about each other, there is not too much unnecessary communication. Time flies, time passes, there are many things, but there are always some things missing, so as to get a kind of incomplete and faint beauty. People have their own aspirations, everyone's pursuits and needs are different, in the slow understanding and the passage of time, to slowly grow and receive.

In addition to the classmate at school, it is a little sister-in-law who is by his side. Because the original mind is simple and not so pure, hehe. So,During the holidays outside of school,,Occasionally, I met the sister-in-law who often played with my cousin.。 So, she seemed to be attracted to me, who belonged to her big brother, and I was attracted to her slightly beautiful appearance.

In the habit of being simple-minded, when playing with younger brothers and sisters, there is also time and space to contact each other, and slowly there is such ignorant youthful restlessness and emotional germination. Ya, I was five or six years older than him, and she looked like she was ten years old when she was about sixteen, hahaha.

And a lot of not, are everyone's very casual rhythm of life slowly play and communicate, a little special a few pictures I will tell the various moods and scene choices at that time.

I remember one because the children first understood the emotional troubles and the fun of playing, once the children drank a bar, or played outside at night, I remember one time I don't know if I read too many books, and habitually inherited the domineering mentality and arrogant posture of the protagonist.

So in an inexplicable situation, sitting on a step, with the children, because of the budding love mentality, so, I blurted out a sentence, saying to be my woman, so I stretched out my hand, to Xiaogu Liang, at that time Xiaoliang was stunned, so I woke up again. withdrew his hand, slowly pondered to himself, and understood that there is always a gap, the age difference, the degree of emotion, and the latitude of thoughts, followed by the problem that you know a lot of suitors after your sister-in-law is cool and beautiful, and so on. Then self-realization. There are some things that require restraint and the responsibility of all aspects that are understood after slowly growing up, and the confidence and self-confidence that are difficult to bear.

Well, the most important thing is that I am a passive type, so many times, I can't reflect the difference between people at all, unless others have made a certain decision to me, otherwise, I will always be shy not to do many things, arrogant not to do many things. Always silently waiting.

I remember a few times, once I asked my sister-in-law to go to the park to play, and I did it all morning and chatted, but after slowly getting to know it, I naturally understood the gap, because after all, I am not small, and secondly, I understand people, and my little heart also has very complex emotional fluctuations.

On the other hand, there was a big night when I didn't remember what the situation was, and I took my sister-in-law to a place on the runway, and looked at the scenery blankly, and then my sister-in-law said excitedly, didn't you say, pay attention to safety at night, go home early, why did you bring me here, so, arrogant me。。。。。 silently went home with mushroom coolness.

The others are the slow growth of their own, the slow discovery of their own shortcomings, the slow loss of the dominance of the doll's head, but the slow self-confidence, and the slow being bound and imprisoned by the pressure of all aspects of life and society.

In today's day, it is natural to face everything calmly, for the sister-in-law's emotions, after careful analysis, I get my own answer, and understand that on the one hand, it is a lack of other people's attention, on the other hand, it is the throbbing of the ignorant period of youth, and finally it is the play between each other. And so on after a detailed analysis. Get an answer, casually, she has her life, I have mine, the communication is not very big, although I understand why and how to do it, but the heart is too big. The dream is too far away. It's better to work hard, so as to pursue what you need, and as for the relationship between each other, it's naturally as friends, a little closer. When you have time, self-confidence, ability and time, you can naturally get together occasionally, and you really don't need to care about anything else.

As far as I'm concerned, after all, I won't and don't dare, take the initiative to do something, and always respond passively. Because he is too sensitive, sensitive, and has a deep understanding of many things, he is too afraid of hurt and too timid. So, I need, to try to get the strength to sustain me, with something.

As for the embellishment, it was the sudden appearance of another sister-in-law.,I remember playing at my grandfather's house.,Inexplicably, a sister-in-law suddenly came to play with me.,And my sister is at a level.,And then after slowly getting to know each other.,I found that it seems to be my sister's friend.,But inexplicably a little bit of a good impression of me.。 So he came to play with me, but at the time, he really didn't feel anything, and he was shy and arrogant and stupid and overwhelmed. How to face it, naturally, invite her to play together, but she naturally has her own life.

Slowly getting no response, coupled with growing up slowly and meeting more friends, it is natural that you will be indifferent to some of your childhood love for older children. So naturally slowly indifferent, slightly became a friend, although still not very familiar with and understand why, but to be a good person to me, at least a friend is no problem, secondly, do not interfere too much and disturb each other's lives, everything is casual, casual can be.

I remember a picture related to her is that when I grew up, my cousin and another little friend who appeared were having a good time, and the three of them were naturally slightly unharmonious as my elder brother. The two of them were more harmonious, so, in a habitual outing to play, I followed lazily in the back alone, and the mushroom suddenly appeared and passed by. So, out of a faint advantage and arrogant pretending to be a model, greeting others, inviting them to play together or something, they responded lightly that they had gone to bye bye ha beforehand. So, it's a little embarrassing.

And a touch of innocence once been. Review slowly. When I think about it slowly, I naturally understand some of the meanings of many things and the root of the problem. There are also the roots of various things in the past, as for whether to cherish it or not, whether it is a pity, but it no longer has meaning. Because it's normal to think about all kinds of choices

And for me now. It's still the same, lacking a lot of things. It takes effort. So these things are the only things I have left. The only thing that sustains me. Ten years of hard work. The various feelings I got were inexplicable.

Well, in addition to this, there are some friends of the little sister-in-law, two. It's still a little sister level.,One belongs to a slightly neglected playmate.,The other is a little outside the circle.,The two of them are very familiar.,I remember that my cousin likes the little sister-in-law outside the other circle.,But it doesn't seem that people are interested.,So,Slowly because of this problem and gradually collapsed and drifted away.,And the other is habitually out of the circle and playing with her little friends.。 The same faint connection.

As for some speculations about the sister-in-law outside the circle, there is also a faint sense of understanding,,, of course, the habitual thinking of the protagonist may affect the feeling, so I won't say much,. Anyway, it's actually a pretty little sister-in-law, but it's not a person from the same world, so it's natural to go away

Jul 18, 2016 18:15:01.

Ten years of life and death. hehe

Ten years. Grow slowly.

Although a lot of things, a lot of regrets.

However, the growing self is still very satisfied.

All that's left is to keep working hard and find whatever you need. It's mine. hehe

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