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3. What are some of them, and why are they like this?

Where you feel something you can understand, or where you feel something you can't understand,

Why do seemingly simple things end up being very difficult and very complicated there?

Is it complicated? Is it difficult?

There will always be some people who don't like her very much, or don't look at her very well, right?

But how can everything be good?

Li Xianxian just felt a very sad feeling there, so sad that she seemed to want to cry and mourn there. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

It's just that on that long road, she just feels that there is a person walking there, a person who belongs to her own way,

It's been a long time, it's been a long time, and it's a long and lonely road, as if it's far away.

It's as if there's nothing to be found there to understand and explain.

What is there will be there will be there to feel isolated, and will there be something that is already there to be isolated.

Or the pain and forgetfulness of being isolated there.

Looking for something?

Or is there something you want to forget and forget?

There struggling, struggling hard to pain and pain,

Sometimes, she is not understood there, and maybe everything is just her own fault and fault.

Maybe everything is just not good enough for her,

It's just that she Li Xianxian is not very good, everything is her fault,

It's like, she hasn't adjusted something yet, what she has is just what she wants to find there,

I still feel my heart floating and floating there.

What you have is no longer important there, as if it is no longer there.

What kind of loneliness and loneliness do you feel there, and what kind of sadness and sadness you feel there that are not understood and recognized by others.

In the midst of the pain and pain that is not understood, is there still a struggle there?

Will there be tears? Are you still numb from tears there?

Still there weeping and forgetting and forgetting, just feeling something incredible there,

It's just that I feel a kind of oppression in the collective, and I feel a very lonely and lonely feeling.

It's just ignored there, and for a while, it's going to be there.

It's something that needs to feel like it's very, very hard to get through there.

Li Xianxian didn't know what was wrong with her.

I just feel that I am in that collective, in the collective of that country, especially in that group of women,

For a long, long time, she felt like she couldn't fit in.

It's just that it feels very, very difficult to even merge in the ordinary.

It's just a time when I feel incomprehensible there.

Maybe everyone has a period of difficulty and hardship to reintegrate into a collective and a group, right?

It's just that there's a sense of difficulty in communicating and getting along with others, it's just that there's a sense of incompatibility between being alone and being a whole and that collective,

Even the ordinary has to be fused into it, and it has become a very, very difficult thing there.

What we had was already something incredible there.

There is something that seems to be dying there, and there is something that still wants to wait for a long time,

It's just that there, unknown and hesitantly waiting and searching.

There are some things that feel very pitiful and sympathetic there, but, at some point,

Li Xianxian felt very realistically that sometimes, instead of sympathizing with the pain of others, she should sympathize with her own pain.

Sympathize with the suffering of others, sometimes it will still be very incomprehensible, and what kind of thankless work will be felt there,

However, even if he had to do so, it was already thankless, and his pain did not improve at all, and it was only increased there.

Everything is for what, and some of it seems that what kind of hesitation and unknown have been felt there,

Some of the things are becoming too realistic there, and the reality seems to be very, very scary there.

There is nothing to follow and what can not be found, what is there is that cannot be found there,

Something far away, like a cloud of mist around the clouds, but in the world of fog,

Everything is not to be found there, and it is there that it feels difficult to find.

It seems that it is very difficult and painful to find one.

Everything seems like a dream, like a dream or so unreal.

Some things are not real there, and some things are things that you want to adapt to and conform to.

Some of the things overlap there.

In the midst of that multitude, the multitude of afflictions, as if in the midst of that pain and pain,

If you don't laugh now, it's like you'll never have a chance again.

There is no longer an opportunity to seek and look for anything.

It's as if if you don't have to be happy now, you can't be happy anymore.

And it seems that in that world and in the world, everything is already there and there is no happiness,

It's as if it's just something that needs to be paid there, but it's still there that needs to be paid hard and painfully,

Pay on that endless road, but also on the road of forgetting and forgetting to give,

Some of the things are not good there, and some of the things are not quite able there.

Something is there, dripping with tears and tears, forgetting and forgetting and forgetting.

It's just that what kind of understanding and waiting is there, and maybe what kind of understanding is still very much wanted to find and find there.

There I felt as if even ordinary understanding was a very, very difficult and impossible thing.

There is always something that is impossible there, and there is something that seems to be very, very small there.

What seems to be there is very simple, and what there seems to be is not simple and easy there.

I felt very unsatisfactory and unhappy there, and I just felt the need to find something.

It is also necessary to understand, but the road to understanding is also a very tortuous road, and perhaps Li Xianxian's efforts are not enough.

Li Xianxian was just there to think about it, and in the end, he was still there to make sure that everything really belonged to him, and it was not enough to understand.

Many, many things, or what I don't do very well or enough.

It's almost something that I'm about to forget there, and it's almost something that I feel about to die and die.

What kind of retrospective is it, or what kind of retrospective and loneliness that cannot be found and pursued in the past life and this life,

It's just that no matter how hard it is there, no matter how hard it is, when it is painful and painful, it is still lonely there.

Sometimes, there is loneliness and painful suffering, there is hard work, hard work,

But it still doesn't seem to be understood,

What kind of hardship and hardship, but it is still not understood and accepted there,

Everything is still very confused and uneasy there.

It's just that I feel the hardships of life there, and I still feel the hardships of life there,

It's as if you're missing your strength there.

What is there is already there to lose any strength in general,

Everything was there again, and I felt a kind of fear and panic that I was bound to.

There I felt a great sense of resentment, a kind of repressed resentment.

It's a kind of thing that I still seem to be searching for, something that I can't explain, just like a lot of things that can't be explained anymore.

It's as if the more you explain it, the more confusing it becomes.

There are things that need to be explained, and some things seem to hold a kind of thing that has come to this,

It's better not to explain, some can't be explained clearly in a few words, again

Plus I still can't understand and explain it there,

If it is not explained well, it may just be what kind of annoyance and confusion will be added there,

Just feel something difficult and unknown there,

It's just going to increase there, and it just seems to be going to continue there, lingering and forgetful and unknown.

There is something that is no longer possible there, and it is already difficult to find there.

It's as if everything is completely empty and empty there.

There are things that can't be done there, and there are things that can't be done there.

And then I hope that everything doesn't get so bad again,

I also hope that everything will not continue to become so trance and uneasy.

I just hope that I won't have to suffer so much anymore and it will be difficult to endure and suffer alone.

What kind of difficulties and confusions and hardships are there, maybe a person's torment and a person's depression,

It's just that there's a lonely heart that's suffocating.

However, sometimes, especially when there were some grievances in the collective, Li Xianxian would still run away there alone.

Then, there is a loneliness, and there is still a loneliness,

It is still there that a person is very painful and forgetful and forgetful.

Sometimes, when a person is not doing well, he wants to make some friends and partners.

But I'm still there, but I just find that I haven't had some possibilities for going there for a long time.

Sometimes, I just feel very bored there, although the boredom and annoyance are very pitiful.

And Li Xianxian only knows that when she is troubled, no one can sympathize with her.

If someone really sympathizes with her and cares about her, it will only become a vent for her bad mood.

When kindness may be treated unkindly,

is still there, and in the end, it is a kind of helplessness, so I have to stop choosing to care about others there, and ask for my own suffering.

It's as if self-preservation has become her last road without a road to continue on.

Some of the things, just because they can't do it, just because they can't do it well, for whose pain and loneliness,

It's just that I feel sympathy there, but it's still a kind of heart that is more than enough and not enough.

Add to that my own pain and loneliness, and I can't solve it.

Her own pain has not been solved, so why should she Li Xianxian care about others in this way?

Is this selfishness?

Or is it a kind of helplessness?

Anyway, it's enough for her to comfort herself, and sometimes, there are some things, maybe it's good to have a clear conscience.

If she really wants to conform to other people's wishes all the time, it is likely that she will never be able to do so.

Xian Xian has a grievance that she is not understood......