As I grew up and entered a new environment, I gradually felt more things, and I became more overwhelmed during the renewal period. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

First of all, the road is a little far away and needs to use the bicycle, and my bicycle was very dilapidated at the time, so I left a little bit of unconfidence, a kind of inferiority complex for my not so good things, a kind of cover and worry, but because of the simplicity, I don't care very much, and secondly, it is a little low-key or has no sense of existence, and no one cares. So I didn't have a lot of feelings and experiences.

The only bicycle story is that there is a friend in the same village who is not very familiar, but the elders are more familiar, and I want to give him a ride after school. Usually nothing happened or he waited for nature to take him home with him, but because he didn't pay attention to whether the wheels of the bicycle were enough to bring people, so after going home, the tire burst, so that the grandfather repaired it, and after meeting this partner again, of course, he didn't want to take him, afraid of pricking the tire. Let grandpa go busy again, a little worried.

But he had already bought snacks with the money he paid for the car, so he was very angry that I didn't take him. so that he could not go home early,. I had no choice but to say that I walked back with him, and met his friend halfway through, I immediately told him that you let your classmates take you, I left, and rode away, at that time, for me as a good child, I usually go home very regularly, so I am worried that my family will be worried, so I feel that I can't waste too much time, and let my family worry.

And the fact is true, if you don't worry, and, maybe you think you've grown up, so it's a little late to go back, but you don't care, and I don't know how to think, so I don't take it seriously, although I think it's not very good to leave that partner away, but, after thinking about it, I feel that he is also wrong, and after meeting again, he is not very friendly to me and reprimands, so people who are not familiar with it are naturally even more unsociable. , which is the only photo about the bike. It is also another cognition of the basic interaction between people. with thinking

In addition, there is also the desire to meet new people, but because of the difference between luck and personal opportunities, it is sad that I met new friends for the first time, and it is very proactive and very good moves, but because I met someone unladylike, it caused another impact, maybe.

Because I came to a new school and dismissed new classmates, I longed for friends when I was bored, and at that time, maybe it was simple, maybe there was no shyness and worry, I found a classmate's home, very close to where I lived, and occasionally saw him return when I was out of school.

So on a Sunday, I rode my bicycle to his neighborhood, calling his name and playing with him. After playing slowly for a short time, he once went to his house, he may have developed better, plus he was a little urban, and he was exposed to some adult information early, and he was very precocious, and he had an impulse and bad taste early. At that time, playing at his house, he wanted to press me and kiss my rhythm, and he instinctively resisted at that time. Repel.

Finally, during a play at school, a classmate's umbrella was broken because of play. As a result, I was caught after school and cried in fear, but the new friend turned around and left without hesitation, not caring at all about the sadness after I was caught. Then my self-protection was weak crying, and finally the classmate who grabbed me slowly let go of me, and the matter was over. Finally I walked out crying.

And on the road, I kept crying inexplicably, and was teased by a female hooligan student in the back, saying what to do if I walked so slowly. Quickly looked around me and said, it turned out to be crying. Then he walked away in disgust, seemingly...

And about the first friend I took the initiative to look for, it just ended up without a problem, so as to think about some problems on my own, maybe I learned that his essence was not a good and suitable friend, and secondly, the long memory, I don't know how it was at that time,

Anyway, no one needs anyone very much,,, and when there are all kinds of contradictions and problems, they will naturally be indifferent.

And for me now, I am biased towards evil, if someone invades me and hurts me, hehe, I will fight back evilly. No matter what the situation, with the possibility, fight back as you like. The slow growth of people and various encounters. Who knows right or wrong, and there is no right or wrong, as long as you like it and feel right for yourself, it's fine.

July 10, 2016 23:25:36.

When I first entered middle school, I met new friends, but unfortunately it was the beginning and end of a failure.

I don't know if it's my bad luck. Or I don't have that opportunity.

In short, I am already introverted and cowardly and inferior. Didn't meet a good friend.

I guess I lost a kind of courage even more. Who knows.

In short, the past is gone, look forward, cherish the present... Feel good about yourself. I like myself very much now. Hehe.

Success or failure

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