Chapter 12: The Distinction Between Possession and Giving
"Student Yuan, I heard that you are collecting classic sentences, right?"
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"Can you show me Yuan's collection? Most exchanged, I have a sentence, how about adding it to your collection? β
"Okay, what's that sentence?"
"Yes......"
Right now, we're waiting outside the women's restroom door. Before, Yuka's sister suddenly wanted to go to the roadside to pick flowers (go to the toilet), so Yugu and Mitsuki went to accompany her, and Kurosaki and Tetsushi were taking care of the sleeping Mori Shigeru.
As for me and Mortal...... We're chatting happily around the corner.
"I really envy Yuan Jun, there are so many brothers and sisters."
"It's nothing, they're all naughty tricksters."
"Well, so, you should die."
"Ahaha, you really like to watch jokes, how can you be happy."
Engaged in a dangerous conversation in a cheerful tone, making even more dangerous movements in his handsβthe sharp knife stabbed hard at the stick I was using to block, and the two of us were in a stalemate.
It all started a few minutes ago.
"Keming-kun, you seem to like Koyuka very much." From the time they met, the eyes of the list were always on Yuka, and the kind of possessiveness shown made people can't help but feel creepy. Now it's just trying to hide his true emotions, but I guess if he really gets alone with Yuka Ko like in the original book, I can't imagine how crazy he will be.
However, there are too many people to solve this problem at the root, and if the patience of the moment exceeds the critical point, I guess all of us present will be killed.
So I must resolve this crisis as soon as possible!
Now I'm going to try to reduce my attachment to the concept of "sister" as much as possible.
After listening to my words, a trace of panic flashed in his eyes, but he still calmly responded to me, "This...... After all, my family is older than me, and they are all older brothers and sisters, so I really want to have a sister or something that I can protect. β
"Ah, my family is the opposite of you, there are a bunch of younger brothers and sisters in the family, I have been brought up since I was a child, and sometimes I can die of a headache when I make a fuss. If you cry, you have to coax, and if you make trouble, you have to endure it, but you can't scold it, and if you cause trouble, you have to bear it on me, the elder brother. β
"Now they are all grown up, and they are even better than me, and some of them can go to other places to study. It makes me, a former brother, feel a lot of pressure. I don't know why, although I talk about the hard work of bringing my younger brothers and sisters, I am very reluctant in my heart, after all, no matter which one is brought up together from childhood, although the time to play together is very noisy, but it is more laughter. Now that they are all going their separate ways, everything has become a memory, and it is impossible not to miss those times......
I don't know if they will be able to think of my unsuccessful brother if they talk about their childhood in the future?
"Ahh......h I quickly pulled out the wooden stick on the table leg that I had prepared for the morning just in case and blocked it in front of me, and the next second, a delicate hunting knife was stuck in the table leg.
This should be the knife brought by Kurosaki's classmate.,The bad boy named Shimada Kuaida in White Sandalwood High School.,That guy is said to want to fight the evil spirits with the knife when he finally collapsed.,But it's still hard to escape.γ The knife fell into the hands of the mortal, indicating that the guy had been killed.
Now you want to kill me with this knife!
This guy is laughing, but there is no half smile in his eyes, only full of killing intent!
It seems that the conversation just now has completely stimulated him!
If you look closely, it's really dangerous, the trajectory of the knife is straight to the top of my lower abdomen, and this place is completely fatal (it is the place where the Japanese samurai cut the abdomen). If I hadn't blocked this blow with a stick, I would have died!
"I really envy Yuan Jun, there are so many brothers and sisters."
"It's nothing, they're all naughty tricksters."
"That's it, so you should die!"
"Ahaha, you really like to watch jokes, how can you be happy!"
The two of us are evenly matched (obviously I'm a college student!). Just like this, the knife and the stick are at an impasse.
At this moment, a leg kicked at me, but I fought a lot in high school, and I would have defended against this move a long time ago, and I also raised my leg to prevent his kick! But I had an advantage over me, I had two hands against the stick, and he was holding a knife in his right hand, but his left hand was free.
By the time I realized this, it was too late, and I was punched in the stomach. The force was so strong that it knocked me flying, and the knife and stick separated instantly. My body flew straight into a room behind me, and then I followed with a sinister smile, and it seemed that I would not give up if I would not take my life!
The moment I was knocked away, I thought: the blow that hit me in the stomach was really heavy, and I should be able to shrink in pain...... But why didn't I feel pain? I didn't feel happy about it, but I didn't want to have a stronger premonition.
"Your name is Yuan Xingfu, right? You've been an eyesore since the beginning. Are you trying to save everyone? Let me tell you, there is no point in you doing this! He stared at me with a strange smile, but he didn't notice that the door behind him was actually closed by itself!
It's no accident that the door closes on its own! I'm afraid Sachiko is playing tricks! She wanted me and Ticker to kill each other, and this room was turned into a Colosseum for me and Tick, until one of us and Ticker was completely killed by the other at the end!
Damn it! Now it's a never-ending crisis!
"Anyway, it doesn't make a difference here whether you're killed by a wraith, or me, everyone is going to die anyway! Even you, Yuan Xingfu! "The smile of the moment is a little crazy, and he does not hide the collapse of his heart." Because life doesn't have any meaning in the first place!! β
I stood up again, picked up the stick, and retorted, "You're wrong! Every life since its birth will definitely have its meaning! The motivation to live depends on our own will!! β
As soon as I said this, my expression suddenly distorted and I said loudly, "Don't preach to me like my brother!" "Is this also a minefield!? Although I complained like this in my heart, I didn't stop my body movements, instead of being passive all the time, it was better to take the initiative! Use the stick in his hand to meet the carving, and try to knock the hunting knife in his hand away.
During the time I was fighting with Enther, Momenti said what he was thinking, "Tenjin Elementary School...... It's amazing that I can live on my own terms without my long-winded siblings here! And...... And ......" The more he talked, the more excited he became, and the strength in his hand became much greater, and even a few knives scratched me.
Yuka Mochida...... I finally found it....my ...... It's just my sister!! β
"You...... Look at Yuka Koda like this? Hearing him say this, I still have some difficulty accepting it: "You are completely deformed feelings! I was indignant and stabbed the wooden stick into the abdomen, but he picked it open, "Yes, my brother...... How much I love my sister, and when I kill you, I'll snatch her from Tetsushi Mochida's hands and give her my love...... Grant her a liberation called [Death]!! β
The further back he went, the more goosebumps I got on me: I couldn't help but shout: "You are not [love] at all, at most you are like the kind of toy you find interesting, and you are the very sick kind of trying to play badly!" β
I remembered that a classmate once gave me a philosophical sentence:
[Like: In his eyes, she is the best.
And with that comes β possessiveness.
Love: It's in his|her eyes, she|he's not good enough,
But he wants her to be good,
In the end, there is a willingness to give. γ
"Love is gratuitous...... Love is wishing for the happiness of the person you love...... I hope that person is good! This is true love! It's like Tetsushi to Yuka Koko! , and even your older siblings treat you!! β
"No nonsense! Babbling guys, you give me death!! "Tick was completely insane, stabbing me directly in the heart with a knife, but he was already wide open.
"Let me break your deformed dreams! It's time to wake up! Engraved!! "I slashed the stick with all my might, striking him in the head with a hard blow, knocking him down, and then kicking the knife out of his hand and disarming him.
I'm glad that my stick is longer than his knife, otherwise I'd be the first to die. To be honest, my physical strength is already at the limit, but I was the fiercest in high school (although it was forced to do it), and now it seems that my strength is still there.
"It's over...... "I pointed my stick at ...... and said, "Now I'm going to correct a few of your cognitive mistakes. β
"First: you said before that 'life is completely meaningless', and I still say that: life has its meaning from the moment it is born, it depends on whether you grasp your own life, if you give up yourself, it does not mean that it has no meaning, but you yourself give up the opportunity to create meaning."
"Damn...... Are you still going to preach to me!? Grimace gritted his teeth like a beast and roared at me, but I ignored him.
"Second, your understanding of [love] is one-sided. [Love] can be the possession of someone or something, but more is giving, like lover love, but there is also gratuitous love, such as parental love, husband and wife love, brother and sister love or something......"
"What the hell are you trying to say?" The voice of the moment was low, maybe it was too much to calm down, or maybe it was about to be ready to go, so I had to be vigilant.
"It's true that you like Yuka-chan, a little sister like her who looks cute and weak will be protective. But maybe your family situation has become very extreme, so you subconsciously want a sister. β
"Enough, don't say any more!!"
"Don't want to hear it? The next words are important. "I poked the carved chest with a wooden stick (it always felt like something was about to wake up)" Your brother and sister sometimes speak in a tone that you may not be able to accept, but every word is for you, and I hope you will go on the right path! This is their love for you. β
"How is that possible!? They're ignoring me!! Especially my sister is in charge of this and that all day long, and she looks like she is amazing. Griml roared, but this was the last.
"I've felt this way with my younger siblings, but they're all better than me now, and the little ghosts who used to follow me have grown up, and if you can be better than them, you can get along with them with your head high."
After listening to my words, he fell into deep thought, and only after a while did he say, "Can I really be better than them?" β
How unconscious is this guy? In Baitan High School, he is a first-class excellent, and there are more girls who like him, which is really jealous. But now is not the time to talk about that.
"At least you won't hold back your urine for the sake of face like your sister did, and finally pee your pants."
"Hahaha, yes. But then again, you're a funny guy, okay, you win! Win very thoroughly...... Yuan Jun. β
Hearing him say this, I am much relieved, it seems that he has finally overcome his own demons, the others are safe, and the crisis is over, which is gratifying.
"So, what are you going to do next?"
"Survive, only by staying alive will I have a chance to escape from here and see my younger brothers and sisters again. This requires a strong enough awareness on our part. "Haha, it's shameless, but the feeling of being able to pretend to be the best in the game makes me feel very happy.
"But how do you know my sister peed her pants when she was a child?"
"It's a secret." I can't say that this world is a game, I don't know everything here.
"And Yuan Jun, since just now, your neck has been black."
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