3. The touch of beauty
In the course of the class life, there were some subtle changes, and I began to know how to observe some wonderful things, such as appreciating a kind of beauty. Pen %Fun %Pavilion www.biquge.info a kind of attraction of the opposite sex. There is both the attraction of classmates and the attraction of teachers.
In ordinary life classes, there is no difference, but occasionally there is a certain sense of liking and attraction for little girls. I remember cleaning that day, and a group of classmates ran to a stairwell room to get a broom, because it was a small room, it was dark, and after a group of dolls went in, they were making trouble, and I was born with a unique talent. When I was faced with this dark environment, I suddenly felt a little excited, and I didn't know if it was everyone like this, or just me, but I somehow had the ability to use the topic to play, and in the dark, I constantly approached those ladies who were interested in me. But usually I seem to be very shy to say.
The darkness gave me a kind of shyness and unconfidence that I put aside the appearance, so that I had more confidence and greed in the darkness, or the obscenity of doing whatever I wanted, hehe, in the darkness, there was a kind of impulsiveness, at that time, I just wanted to get close, those girls I was interested in, well, that's all. hehe
And after we entered the small room at that time, in fact, I was a weak introverted and well-behaved child, don't question it, but there are still a few naughty bad students outside, as we all know, sister-in-law and children are afraid of the dark, at that time, they badly locked us inside, and the feeling at that time was that I slightly liked the rhythm of the little darkness, and then, in the dark, I comforted a little anxious sister-in-law, and said that I seemed to be a little happy in my heart. Then, in the midst of the fighting, we ran out, but it seemed to be a little regretful. It's not that clear though. It's just a subtle feeling of hazy and hazy. In retrospect.
In addition, there is a glamorous feeling for the teacher. I used to think that the teacher who attracted me very beautifully, yes, the Chinese teacher, she taught us a little story about memorizing Chinese characters, I still remember, that is, Wang Damiang and Bai Damiang sat side by side on the stone, and this word was naturally remembered, of course, the story of a sentence is remembered very clearly. And the feeling of being very close to the Chinese teacher, although not very familiar, but I was impressed by her beauty. There is also an art teacher, although it is not very beautiful, but for me as a child, the art teacher who was young and beautiful at that time was still a little beautiful. When I handed it to the teacher after I finished painting, I somehow went back to appreciate her beauty. Finally, the music teacher, very beautiful, at that time, it seemed to be an exam, to sing, at that time I was singing, while secretly observing the teacher's beautiful face, now I think about it seems to really have some feelings, not so many complicated thoughts, just a basic appreciation of beauty. What a beautiful past.
And for now. Hehe, the mind is getting more and more complicated, and there are all kinds of changes. And about the beauty of a simple, fresh touch is basically so, one is for the classmates there are always a few you can feel beautiful and like the sister-in-law, on the other hand, for the teacher's feelings, as long as there is a little bit of charm, or in line with your feelings of some innocent and simple beauty, it can also leave some strange feelings. Silently reminiscent.
As for the beautiful teacher, I only knew that the Chinese teacher's home was nearby, but I didn't know where it was, and I occasionally saw one or two sides, but I basically didn't know each other. And the music teacher, I only know that she married a stranger from the neighboring village hehe, and then it seems that she is also on CCTV, which is very beautiful, but slowly the years are ruthless, hehe,.
It's very peculiar, I like to dream, strange dreams, I dreamed in a dream, the Chinese teacher, maybe occasionally saw her outside the library, so, inexplicably some of the inner feelings, in the dream presented a little bit of contact.
Time flies. Many things are changing, but the beauty of the past will not fade, so we must learn to cherish the present we have. And not like I am now. To remember those good things again, and to get more of those good things, no matter what kind of good things it is, they are all in the past.
Jul 8, 2016 23:26:27,
The feeling of the past is beautiful.
However, now we need to face a new life to take our life seriously, with less regrets and more beauty.
Hehe, it seems that the burden I carry on my own is very heavy. Hehe, inexplicably very mature. And very...
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