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left freely, and Fan Yao was slowly entangled by loneliness again. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

- Mother, father, and grandfather are all right, if I hadn't taken them into the slums for the sake of getting closer, how would we have been caught by the bad guys?

――If you don't get caught by the bad guys, how can your left hand be disabled?

Fan Yao had already attributed Xiaoyao's broken fingers and injuries to her own fault.

Her heart was already full of apologies for Xiaoyao.

But she didn't dare to apologize to Xiaoyao.

Because she was afraid, afraid that if she apologized, Xiaoyao would hate herself, really blame her for her mistakes, and hate her, ignore her anymore, and no longer be friends with her.

But Xiaoyao is always warm, and Xiaoyao has no intention of blaming her at all, and resenting her.

In the afternoon, when Xiaoyao said that she wanted to go to the garden, she instinctively said that she wanted to go with her.

At that time, she was actually very embarrassed, because she was the only one, and she was the only one who made such a request.

Qiaoye and Linling both wanted to go back to their respective rooms to sleep on the grounds of sleepiness and exhaustion.

Just when Fan Yao felt embarrassed and remorseful for her actions, Xiaoyao just smiled faintly and then agreed.

――At any given time, a smile is as warm as the sun.

After coming to the garden, Xiaoyao just sat quietly, without the liveliness of the past, listening to the wind, birdsong, looking at flowers and plants, insects, I don't know what I was thinking.

Fan Yao knew that he needed to rest, in a windless, warm room.

But Xiaoyao didn't, he chose to sit outside. Although his body was exhausted from the outburst of cold and the mental damage caused by the severed finger, his heart was undulating, and he had too many feelings, too many thoughts, and reflections because of this abduction.

He wants to think, he is thinking, he is reflecting.

Fan Yao also knew that he was the last thing he wanted to be in a closed room when he was thinking, so the more he thought about it, the more upset he became.

-- Being upset is not good for rest.

So Xiaoyao chose to come out and sit down, which is actually a kind of rest.

As time passed, Fan Yao found that she shouldn't be by Xiaoyao's side, and he shouldn't be by Xiaoyao's side privately because of his loneliness and fear.

But Xiaoyao didn't care at all, but thanked her for being willing to accompany her, but was ashamed that she didn't protect her.

This made Fan Yao feel even more warm.

Xiaoyao was the first man to bring her warmth, to give her friendship, to give her ......

Always, Fan Yao doesn't want to leave her!

But!

-- I'm going to be alone again.

- Not true!

-- I'm not alone.

Fan Yao suddenly came back to her senses - I still have my brother.

Her heart warmed up again.

-- We only saw the sight of an older brother caring for his younger sister.

Others saw that she really felt the love of her brother for her sister.

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In the garden wrapped in dusk, Liu Xuan hurriedly walked by, his eyes full of concern and worry for his sister.

At that time, Fan Yao really felt the love of her family.

This was the first time she had felt family affection so violently.

At that time, she couldn't wait to hug the arms of this family who loved her.

She ended up hugging the family and really loved her family.

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Fan Yao finally knew the truth about her male phobia.

She fears men because of self-preservation.

Since she was a child, her father has never given her love; Since she was a child, her grandfather never gave her love.

Since childhood, she has not been protected by men.

Then she also met - Mo Ming.

This demon from hell.

This brutal man...... Child.

This one...... The boy who shouldn't have appeared in anyone's life appeared in Fan Yao's life.

There will be no man to give her love—whether it be affection, friendship, or anything else. They will only hurt her.

Always, all men should be rejected.

I don't know when, this thought suddenly popped into her heart, and then, she had a phobia of men, distancing herself from all men and rejecting all men.

But Mo Ming, Mo Ming is someone she will never be able to keep her distance!

Thinking of Mo Ming, Fan Yao shook her head frantically.

Shaking her head enough, she thought of Xiaoyao and her brother.

Xiaoyao is an incredible boy, a boy who is completely in mind with Mo Ming.

For Mo Ming, Fan Yao can be said to be willing to sacrifice everything to stay away from him, but no.

But what about the Getaway? Fan Yao was willing to sacrifice everything to keep him, but he couldn't.

The last is my brother - Liu Xuan.

Liu Xuan has always loved her, loved his sister, and loved Fan Yao.

Fan Yao hadn't noticed it before. Even she felt stupid.

Now I have noticed that there is a man who can give her love, and it is family affection!

Fan Yao couldn't be excited.

In the final analysis, Fan Yao's male phobia is a psychological effect, which is caused by the heart because of rejection.

As long as she is willing to accept it, then naturally there will be no androphobia, at least now she will not have androphobia towards her brother Liu Xuan!

She was lying on her back in bed - and her loved ones loved me. The corners of her mouth curled up unconsciously.

At this time, a figure rushed in, it was Xiu'er.

When Fan Yao saw Xiu'er, her smile disappeared immediately.

Xiu'er didn't care about anything, sat next to her, and for a while was like a porcelain doll that couldn't speak, just sitting.

Fan Yao knew that Xiu'er had a relationship with Mo Ming, and it had something to do with the organization behind Mo Ming.

- Xiu'er was arranged to monitor her at home.

Fan Yao knew and knew it clearly.

But what's the use?

Fan Yao was passive in this regard, and she almost gave up resistance.

She looked at Xiu'er, "What are you doing here?" ”

"Happy!"

"Happy what?"

Xiu'er suddenly collapsed and lay in the same direction as Fan Yao. "I'm glad they're finally leaving!"

Fan Yao stopped looking at her, "You shouldn't have come all the way to tell me that you were happy." ”

Xiu'er actually nodded, "Mo Ming asked me to tell you that he misses you." ”

Fan Yao suddenly showed a look of fear.

Xiu'er continued, "He said that he hoped you would return to the Bixue Sect soon. ”

Fan Yao took a few deep breaths and said, "The reason why you are happy to let them go is because I have no reason to stay at home, right?" ”

Xiu'er nodded.

"You're wrong," Fan Yao said, "and the reason why I'm staying at home is because Luoshendu is locked down and I can't go back." ”

Xiu'er sat up, then stood up and looked at Fan Yao. "Stop lying!" She said, "Don't lie to yourself! ”

Then she said the last sentence: "Mo Ming misses you very much!" ”

Then it was as if you had walked out of an empty house with nothing, and then disappeared into the darkness.

Only Fan Yao lay down stupidly.