Nothing is difficult to hold on to is a person's ten years of attack and tempering against him, although Bin knows that his dead second brother has a lot of things in this time when he is still alive and there are more things that he has not experienced, he will never be able to understand what kind of real pain is anything in this world, and it will be difficult to understand what the so-called happiness in this world will be, His inner world will always be filled with him, the entire human world, and the animal world, why does this world exist. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 Talking about the survival of creatures in this world, they are all biological populations produced by qualitative changes in natural conditions, this did not make him spend too much time thinking, and the most important thing he thought about in his life was what was the meaning of a person's existence in this world. This mentality of living in the meaning of self-existence is that he has been moving a face all day long since he understood things, making people look like they owe him eight lifetimes, and almost everyone who knows him is unwilling to associate with him. As long as they stand in front of him, they will unconsciously feel how aggrieved they are to live in this world, and many weaknesses in their lives seem to be completely reflected at that moment. At this moment, a strange phenomenon centered on Bin's second brother Wu Yuan occurred in the world, on the one hand, he chose to escape from this world all the time because of his dissatisfaction with this world in his heart, and on the other hand, this world chose to escape from him all the time, and at the same time that he abandoned this world, it was also the whole world's escape from him. In Bin's view, no matter how his second brother escapes, he will never be able to exist independently from this world, what he has not been able to understand is that his second brother can not grow old and decay, his mission has come to an end before he is forty years old, and the result of the hospital diagnosis is a natural death, he spent two years studying all the text content left by his second brother to save money, and the most he found in it turned out to be sentences and words that conform to the mandate of heaven, He had not read any words about any illness in his writings, and as for the words of future decay, he mentioned it hundreds of times, and the corresponding verses mentioned most in his philosophy of life were Li Shangyin's two sentences: "The spring silkworm dies to the end, and the wax torch turns to ashes and tears begin to dry." When Bin saw his second brother's countless descriptions of this verse, he suddenly felt that it must have been caused by his excessive consumption of his own life. From the moment he saw Wu Yuan's dead body enter the crematorium, he could completely feel how close to him was his brother at that moment, suddenly from a living life to a passing cloud, from that moment on, if you want to find the traces of his life again, maybe you can only find it from his inner world, but he is not too sad because of this time, he understands that maybe such an ending will be the final destination of his life, Eventually, he was finally able to truly escape from this world. Of course, this is also the world's choice to flee from him. In this world, bin may be the only one who has seen his posthumous work. At that moment, he suddenly decided to give up all the fantasies of his life on his homepage, and in all his free time, he devoted all his free time to his study, and after he got his second brother's more than 10,000 books, he hid in his own study for a day, and after reading his second brother's posthumous works, when he came back to read them, he found that the words that he had left for him suddenly became clearer, Bin also understood more thoroughly at that moment what he didn't know from whom he heard: Anything, as long as you can look at it with an understanding mind, you will suddenly find that what you thought was abnormal before suddenly became normal at that moment. Just after he found out the origin of his second brother's escape from the real world, he suddenly understood him.

Just when Bin saw his second brother at that time describe Ming's eldest daughter at that time, at that time he had officially entered the palace of his marriage according to his mother's wishes for a long time, when he looked back at his own life process, he thought with a heart-to-heart mentality that Fei at that time could probably only live in her own wonderful fantasy life of infinite longing for the future like he had before, She is also full of fantasies about the future all the time, she longs for the future married life to give her infinite joy and happiness, probably because of the desire for that infinite happiness and happy life, she feels that she entered such a new family when she was still in a daze, that is, in which night, before his parents and all his relatives and friends knew it, she suddenly became a daughter-in-law from a daughter, just when he was going to give himself a reward, Secretly told himself silently that he would take himself seriously when his relatives and friends on his side had not yet imagined it, and in less than a year, when his first child had an accident, he had already begun to fall into the long torturous life process of thirty years of toiling for his own children. It wasn't until later that Bin discovered that the only secret to not being able to persist in this long life course for thirty years was that her husband had always chosen to never abandon him during these thirty years, whether it was in the joy or pain of his life, whether he chose to stay at home or choose to go out to work to make money, his choice to her would never leave her. What Ling Fei never thought of in his life was that his heart would be so firmly grasped by a person invisibly, and he followed her closely behind her so that she never had any escape from this kind of life that was contrary to her previous fantasy life, of course, this was probably what his heart longed for and imagined, and even she herself didn't expect that this was the happy life that many women have been particularly eager for since they were sensible, It's just that what they didn't expect and never thought of was that when everyone fantasized about their happy life before, they didn't think that a happy life would also be accompanied by so many painful pains that were difficult for them to accept in a happy life state. Because the more people live in their own happy life, the more difficult it is to accept that men are afraid that it is just a trace of unhappiness or pain mixed with their still infinite happy life, if that is the case, in a sentence in the words of the Chinese people, it is possible to damage a pot of soup, even if it is just a trace of not existing in their happy inner world, it is possible that so their happy life will directly disappear at that moment, All the feelings of happiness will no longer find any traces at that moment, and not only that, but it will make people forget all their previous happiness in their inner world at that moment, and then return happiness and live in their own pain. In addition to the fact that most people can obtain their own happiness in their fantasy life, they probably find some clues of a happy life from their past lives, because in the current life, all the painful life and the happy life are in parallel, when a person's happy time has not completely come to his senses, perhaps people feel that the painful life will suddenly come to his inner world, people are always in the time when the happy time has not been perfected, Pain comes suddenly, and after the shadow of pain is not completely over, maybe suddenly something happy happens. In this cyclical state of life, it is often more difficult for many people to understand whether they are living in the present moment in happiness or pain. Only those who have come through alive, when they recall their past life course, there are already some things in their inner world that will be straightened out into a straight line like the cause and effect, and the things in the whole world will suddenly have a larger outline and pattern in their inner world. Whenever they see that everything has become what has been done, they suddenly begin to understand all the truths in this world directly like saints, their thinking suddenly becomes agile, and the outline of their brains suddenly begins to become clear, because they have completely failed in this area or have unintentionally succeeded in their own way. Of course, in Bin's view, more people in this world, including himself, will only see more of the side of their achievements, as if at that moment they can regain their own sense of achievement in their forgotten lives, but what makes it difficult for more people to escape is that all this is only their own sense of achievement, and the sense of achievement of everyone in this world is like their own fingerprints of the world system they have. Only the older ones can tell at a glance that the younger generation has experienced something similar to that of Yuguo in the past, so their inner world suddenly finds all the logical thinking that they have already experienced and already existed in their inner world, and then guesses the answer that they have already experienced as if the whole thing was already doomed. However, this manifestation does not mean that it will not exist, if this phenomenon does not exist, the predecessors can guess the results of the development of some things that still exist in the future, if there is no one in this world who still has a certain guess and grasp of the existence of some understanding in the inner world of another person, if this grasp and speculation is not true, then there is a certain degree of prediction, and then let the speculation that they already have in their inner world can be confirmed or denied in the real world. Then people will invisibly transmit and communicate more information, so that is to say, when everyone exists in this world, there will be an unreasonable side when others look at him, and this unreasonable expression will also hurt their wishful self-esteem, if it is in the case of people, in the case of both feeling unreasonable to each other, then people will have conflicts for a long time because both sides do not understand themselves, If it is between nations, probably because there are many people and people are driven by common interests, it is possible to maximize the contradictions and eventually lead to the outbreak of war. In Bin's space, he left such remarks:

People should believe in some superstitions,

But don't just say it

People must believe in superstition,

The purpose is just to get one person

can maintain a certain space for imagination,

Then exert your own initiative

And rationally to prove

The world is not true

There is such a way

Or there is such a thing.

In the West at the end of the nineteenth century,

There is such a man who resounded all over the world,

His name is "Alfred?" Bernhard? Nobel",

He founded the world-famous Nobel Prize,

Among them is literature,

The purpose is because he turned it on

Countless like Nobel

The infinite space imagination of the great scientist,

With its presence,

It's like giving it to the world

The dark side of the original,

opened its navigation to the light,

And then let them be in the bright space world,

The utopia that is so beautiful today was built.

And so man should be,

Through your own inner world,

to establish your own spatial imagination,

It's like people are doing experiments on physicochemistry,

can have a vision of life,

Talent can burn more

The reason to live in this world

With the hope of more life,

At the same time, it is also a kind of understanding of the world

An unprecedented creation of infinite space.

It wasn't until Fei finally survived her thirty long years of experience, when he looked at her married life again from her proper perspective again, that he suddenly found his emotional home, and he could feel that his thirty years of married life were undoubtedly worth it, until that time, the five children she had spent thirty years fighting for slowly grew up. In the memories, people seem to be able to instinctively abandon the unpleasant things that were originally in life in their inner world, knowing that after the thirty years of time have inadvertently slipped away from their fingertips and cheeks from the alternating process of those who have passed and suffered, they can suddenly and clearly feel that life in this world is so fleeting and so fast. Life on this day seems to be like all the people in the past have felt so much. Almost most people are pessimistic about time, in the process of the rapid passage of time, when they see the future but are still in the patient's future life can be infinitely happy, they can clearly feel as if they have become a trainee in this world, in the past 30 years, all the life scenes in the past seem to be like yesterday, but when you think about it, people have experienced a lot of things in these 30 years, Bin saw from his dead second brother that he had a memory of his own written records, probably since he stepped into college, but in less than twenty years, he actually created tens of millions of words silently. People have always only found that in the process of practicing the rapid experience, they have invisibly become victims in the process of the rapid passage of time, but they have not found that everyone in this world is only surviving for their own lives, but they still make their due contribution to the development of this world and the progress of the whole human race. In this world, life has become a battlefield for people who are still alive in this world, on the surface they are running for the creation and toiling of their own living conditions and living environment, but in fact they are also fighting for the whole human race to achieve a common prosperous life. In this ancient battlefield of the society that has not changed since ancient times and will continue to work for survival and will continue forever, Yu privately they just create their due and create the living conditions they want to have for their own survival and create the living conditions they want to have in order to create the living conditions they want. In this common social environment of mankind, no matter how selfish a person is, no matter how much or more he wants to create social wealth that he thinks he has surpassed in this world, no matter how much he talks about and shows off how powerful his economic strength is in the whole process of mankind and what kind of social class he can be in in this society, although there are always so many people who re-report the wealth and social status of this world in the whole human time, But the whole society still has the most powerful tolerance for them, he looks at everything that happens in this world like God, as if for him all this is what it should be, as if in the whole human world, the development of the individual is also a part of the whole world that can develop and break through, it takes it for granted that the whole human world whether it should have or should not have all the progress or decline, Even if nothing has changed for decades, he will always watch all this happen silently with one eye closed, but the achievements of the whole world are the same as the achievements and foils his identity and status. In the written records of his second brother that Bin knows, for him personally, the development of the material field in the whole world has become the source of all the spiritual resources for his existence in this world, and the common development and progress of the entire human world is the common development and progress of even if he exists in this world. On the contrary, if the society that has developed to such an era suddenly loses its conditions for progress, not only does it not develop, but goes to regression, in the eyes of his second brother, it also gains its own spiritual progress, and the happy life in his eyes has completely separated from the material conditions of this society on the basis of the relationship between people's compulsory happiness and material living conditions. The pursuit of his concept of happiness lies in the expansion and improvement of what is contained in his inner world on the basis of the original. Even he, the eldest brother, couldn't help but smile when he saw this, he felt that his second brother's thoughts, who only lived in the world of books, had already surpassed him and detached from the real world, and his will to life and fighting spirit lived in his own spiritual world, almost separated from the material world in the real world, how could he understand that most of the people in this world who lived in the material world were happy, angry and loved because of the gains and losses of the material world? How could he understand when Fei had survived his thirty long and difficult years, when he recalled the happiness of having someone who had stayed with her for most of her life. In this world, there are many things that need to be formed by accumulation, when Fei slowly survived the long marriage years of the thirty years, many things in the long years of the thirty years were slowly accumulated like wealth, when a person finds that some things in his life are accumulated more and more, he will suddenly find more happiness and a sense of accomplishment that only belongs to him in this matter. In turn, their inner world will be more cherished by this sense of happiness and accomplishment from their body, and no matter who wants to have as much of their own wealth as possible, the more this wealth is reflected in their body, the more they will find that their inner world will feel more secure. By the time the long years of the past thirty years had passed, fortunately, they had not only raised their own children, but finally built a spacious two-story house with their strong will. This is not to say that there is much spare money in her stuffy family, but that the two of them share a common desire to build a house for all five of their Western Xia children. I don't know why, as long as it is a living person in this world, on the one hand, their pursuit of self-happiness and a sense of accomplishment can prompt them to achieve a wealth that can find a sense of self-security, people call this thing the pursuit of curiosity and interest, and no one should underestimate this curiosity and interest, and I don't know how many people can create their own huge career in this, such as Bill, who has promoted the development of the entire Internet before? Gates, Apple's Steve Jobs, these world-famous achievements are completely based on their own sense of achievement; On the other hand, they are particularly eager to be able to build a room for their children to belong only to them, and this strong desire has become a goal in their minds to move forward, and those who have a goal of their own in this world also have great power, and under the strong drive of this goal, in the end they are all trying to save money, and finally before their children grow up one by one, they also create the house they most desire to obtainAnyone who is talking about the inside of their home has to admire the greatness of dreams in one's life, the power of which he can make another person feel like they are flying, as if the person living in the dream has suddenly created everything out of thin air that only their brains can have, almost under the neglect of people. Although there are many people who always ignore their due role in living in the ideal world, everyone always takes the most importance when looking at their own ideals, but when they hear others describe the ideals in their inner world, they always ignore their great power driven by ideals, and at that moment they suddenly don't know why their eyes suddenly become realistic, and everything is looking at the world with a realistic eye. It seems that there is a common trait in the human world that when they look at others with their own eyes, they suddenly rely more on the evidence they have, but when they return home and treat themselves with the same mentality, they suddenly become more ideal than ever. I don't know why, when everyone is facing themselves, when they are facing themselves, they will always be selfish, so they will think about the better side of themselves. When a person faces himself, probably because he wants to instinctively defend himself, they will suddenly switch from the real rational world to the self-centered emotional world, but all this does not hinder the pursuit of the common goal under their common ideals, when they have raised all their children in these thirty long years, and the house has reached their ideal perfection under their hard work, in those thirty years, Even if her father Ming and mother Li Cuixian offended most of the people in the village, every time as long as she had something to do, she would do her best to give their daughter enough face, until this moment, Ming's grandfather as a village is willing to be the landlord spirit that prevailed in the old society until the new 21st century is still circulating in the village. It was not until this time that many people found that the things that circulated in the village in the twentieth century are still circulating in the village, and the influence of gathering in the village is still circulating, and the spirit he created in the village still affects the generation of Bin's father who worshiped him when he was a child. Later, the spirit of the country has always affected the three sons under his knees, but his second son died young, but in his body is also vividly reflected in what their father handed down to them, and there is still a situation where it is too late, Bin can clearly feel that his second brother lives everything in his spiritual world, probably because of the inheritance of their father's character.

While Ming was feasting on his daughter for an infinite number of happy events, his frequent excavation of his connections also aroused a lot of resentment in the inner world of most of the people in the entire village to a certain extent. Just when he didn't realize it, the relationship between the people in the son and him had slowly developed a contradiction between the interests of the relationship, and people slowly developed resentment towards him as a person, and even Bin's father, a friend who had been friends with him for decades, couldn't stand everything from her character, as if the people in the whole village had a trace of inexplicable anger at his boasting after he was drunk and inaugurated. In the end, all the contradictions also gathered in the two people with special personalities in the village, and in an unintentional quarrel, this contradiction broke out like never before. Bin's father was a witness to the incident, and he was also the one who knew the character of his friend best, and Bin only got the cause and effect of this incident from his father's mouth.

At that time, the annual Chinese traditional Spring Festival is about to arrive, this time is also the most lively and jubilant time in the whole village, almost all the people who go out to work in the village are also rushing back to the village at this time, only to spend the eve of the Spring Festival together, and half of the joy in the rural world is also hidden in the process of killing the pigs in the year ago, each family is like a banquet to do their best to feast the guests who come to the house, and the men get together to make a fist and drink, Every year at this time, there will be more than ten days of joy in a house, almost the entire village of people can fully reflect their own style at this time, and the whole village has recently been reflected as a harmonious society. And it was during the period when they were in the midst of their revelry that the mission thoroughly understood that his former position in the stockade was still changing like never before, and his wine was still in his drunken rhetoric, and it had lost its original breeze and status in the stockade. It was just that on the night when his second brother Gang's house was killing pigs and setting up a banquet, several people were sitting together and carnivaling, and at this time, Ming Hetao, who was sitting together drinking, inadvertently made a joke in the banquet. As soon as he finished speaking, he soon didn't know why he was stimulated by his inner world, he stood up, and casually lifted the chair he was still sitting on just now and was about to smash Ming's body, and the people present saw that the situation was not right, and quickly stood up and persuaded both sides as much as possible, which was just that the situation where both sides wanted to do it was temporarily suppressed. After such a fuss, the people present originally had some unfinished carnival feelings also disappeared in that instant, and they were almost carried away by alcohol, and the people present persuaded the people to fight, chatting and chatting, after such an unexpected change in the middle of the way, it was soon suddenly sobered up on the wine, and everyone saw that the wine was almost drunk, so they were ready to disperse, and those who had a date again went on a date in groups to go to which one to drink again, but just after walking out of the house, In the case that everyone is not paying attention, Tao still seems to be angry, and his inner world has rekindled the strong fighting spirit of the name, fortunately, all the people have not been too far away, Bin's father has also been standing together, and hurriedly stepped forward while holding on to persuade the two of them once, and the bad thing was finally stopped. Since then, Ming has been hiding alone in his own home and rarely goes out, sometimes even for a few months he is too lazy to go to the village again, his wife Li has long been called by his second son to take his grandson, and his house happens to be far away from the whole village, from that moment on she seems to have become a self-supporting hermit hidden in the mountains, and from then on no longer ask about anyone in this world. Of course, there is still a time when this situation has to be broken, and the final break of this situation is the wedding of his youngest son, which is also the last time in his life that he is within the scope of his responsibility, after this great event, almost no matter what kind of changes in the whole world no matter what he has to do with it, until this time even he himself has to admit that he is nearly sixty years old, and others want to be like his father back day by day. He could clearly remember the specific times of his other fathers on the eve of his birth and death Chinese New Year's Eve, and whenever he got closer to the age that her father had achieved in his lifetime, his nostalgia for his father suddenly became stronger. While he was measuring and predicting his own lifeline against his father's lifeline, he was like a child who had just learned to count numbers: 1, 2, 3...... In his inner world, he silently erected his life to survive in this world for the rest of his time, and every time he did this, he silently 1, 2, 3 in his inner world...... As he counts, his inner world will become more and more calm. After reading the works left by his second brother, Bin found that he also had such a record in it: life is like this, if you count from the short aspect, but it is so hurried for decades, even if it is written as a number of numbers, there are rarely more than a hundred, but from the long aspect, the number also has its own side, there are twelve months in a year, there are three hundred and sixty-five days, in these more than twenty years, although it is always so easy to rush by, but there is always a lot to do, At least he expected that there should be no big problem for a person to slowly mow his land for twenty years. Just as he felt that all the human feelings and sophistication in his area of responsibility had been completed, he quickly gave up the goals of the remaining decades of his life, and lived only in the hedonism of the last decades of his life, otherwise even if he was still nearly sixty years old, he believed that he could still create his own world in the range of digital memories, and that there would still be juice without remembering that the strength was discovered. However, at this time, what he did not expect finally came, at the beginning of the 21st century, the entire socialism with Chinese characteristics full of communist beliefs was promoting the increase and development of the urbanization rate in the steamer country in a national way. In the entire county town, it is inevitable that the 320 National Highway connecting Vietnam directly to the Internet in one day, this national highway was originally jointly built by the Chinese and the United States during World War II, and it is difficult to sleep in this county, in fact, it is a long cliff. During World War II, the United States military and the Chinese military combined, in order to ensure the sufficient supply of strategic materials in the local county, on the side of this cliff designed and built a 24-turn road through the mountain, which has been listed as a national cultural relics and monuments, and the historical value he carries can be destroyed, but it is also because of such historical conditions, he also hindered the expansion of the entire county to the south from the front. The west side of the county seat is also a city gate cave that has been built since the creation of the current position during the Ming Dynasty, and is still well preserved. At the end of the twentieth century and the beginning of the nineteenth century, in China, which was already developing rapidly, the city gate cave that had been built 600 years ago could no longer be satisfied with the development of contemporary society, but the other three city gates in the county town were no longer known to have been completely demolished by that era, and there is no trace of them today. To this day, the county town is still left with a city gate hole has also created his indelible role in history in the county, and the county-level leaders who come to power in each section will unanimously and involuntarily avoid destroying the historical buildings and antiquities from the ancient period in the process of development in the entire county, but it also limits the expansion of the entire county to the west. It's just that the west side of this county town has slowly turned into an old deep house alley that has gradually become a whole whole of tidying up.

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