Chapter 17: Guarding
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"Cheng Mo, why did you choose this world?"
For what? When I was first forced to be separated from my mother, I was very scared, and my father said to himself, "Don't be afraid, Daddy is here, Mom is still waiting for us, and we have to go home and be reunited with Mom." Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. biqUgE。 "Later, my father was taken away and had to hide in this world himself. A person is very lonely, although he no longer has to face those who hold him, but in this new environment, he has to face death at any time. There can be no trust here, and anyone can become an enemy.
For what? Why do you want to live so desperately, desperately want to become stronger, and are always on the verge of life and death.
For what? Probably so that after becoming stronger, I can rescue my father, and then the family will be reunited, and then I will have the strength to protect this family.
Time flies so fast that it has been six years since I came to my senses, although one of those years was spent in this city. Watching that woman bear the pressure of life alone, learn to be strong, and suddenly lose the courage to meet that woman. I just thought, hurry up, hurry up and get stronger, and then bring my father safely to her, so that she doesn't have to be so tired anymore.
Later, after so many years, I still came back alone, alone. It's not that I didn't see the loss in the woman's eyes, but I just didn't know how to explain it, explain the disappearance for so many years, and explain why my father didn't come back together. After so many years, the woman actually has gray hair, although it is inconspicuous and carefully covered by the woman, but Cheng Mo still found out. He didn't dare to ask how the woman had been doing over the years, so he could only try not to let the woman worry about it. He knew that he didn't have many days to stay with women, so he didn't dare to be too intimate with women.
It's not that he didn't think about it, just don't go to his father, it's okay to accompany a woman like this, but he is unwilling, he doesn't know what he is unwilling to do.
Arguing with a woman is thinking that a woman no longer needs herself, and it turns out that at some point, the woman has started to organize another family without telling herself. In this case, I won't worry about women being lonely. It's just that I'm still unwilling.
Remember when someone asked themselves, hated your father?
Hate, why don't you hate, hate why he left his mother alone, hate why he brought himself to that world, hate why he wants to abandon himself, but also hate his mother, hate why his mother can not know anything, hate why his mother can hate his father as a matter of course, and hate the child back then, why should he let himself bear the fate of two people, the most hated thing is himself after all, why is he so weak, and he wants his father to sacrifice himself to protect him. But what's the use of hate, if hatred can reunite the family, Cheng Mo would rather bear all the hatred alone.
"Chen'er, you go and persuade Mo'er, okay? It's my fault that you go and persuade him, I shouldn't hide it from him, I really don't want to lose him anymore, please, he has the best relationship with you, can you help me persuade him? Auntie, please. ”
As soon as Bai Yu entered the door, he saw that Cheng Mo's mother was about to kneel, Shen Chen supported her, and answered again and again.
"Ah, I'm sorry to bother, Auntie." Bai Yu exclaimed embarrassedly, she didn't expect to encounter this situation as soon as she entered the door.
"I told you a long time ago, now is not the time." Anzel counted behind her.
"The time is almost up." Bai Yu complained in a dissatisfied whisper.
"It's okay, it's okay." Cheng Mo's mother, Cheng Yuan, stood up, wiped her tears, and smiled. "Xiao Yu is here to find Mo'er, in Mo'er's house. Who is this? ”
Bai Yu would come once a month, or Cheng Mo would go to her, it had been like this for the past few years, Shen Chen had laughed at him, no wonder he didn't look down on He You, it turned out that he had such a beautiful girlfriend. Cheng Mo has not denied it, nor has he admitted it. Bai Yu once secretly told Shen Chen that Cheng Mo had someone he liked.
"Hello Auntie, my name is Ansel, Auntie will call me Xiao An, safe Ann." Anzel himself is very handsome, but he is not the kind of male and female, like the boy next door who tends to give people a sense of tranquility when he laughs.
"Xiao An, let you see and laugh, Mo'er is in the house, you go, if Mo'er loses his temper with you, don't be angry, he's been in a bad mood recently." Cheng Yuan tried to make herself look fine.
"Then bother." Bai Yu smiled slightly, and pulled Anzel to Cheng Mo's room.
"Auntie, I won't go in now anyway. You tell me about Cheng Mo, I heard that my father said that Amer disappeared when he was a child. Shen Chen wanted to divert the topic. He didn't want to be kneeling again by this future mother,
"Mo'er." Cheng Yuan was really led over, and couldn't help but smile. "Mo'er was naughty when she was a child, she lived in a courtyard at that time, there was a big tree in the middle of the yard, about three stories high, the trunk was divided into many branches, at that time the children of the same age as Mo'er liked to climb on those branches, but they didn't dare to climb too high, Mo'er was the tallest one in the group of children, he began to climb trees at the age of four, and when he was five years old, he secretly climbed to the top of the tree, which scared me so much that my face was white, and his father was so good that he said that he was worthy of his son, and he would climb trees at such a young age. I didn't wrestle, or I would have killed that ruthless guy. ”
Cheng Yuan paused for a moment before remembering that Shen Chen wanted to let him say that Cheng Mo was missing, so he continued: "Mo'er disappeared when he was six years old, and it can't be regarded as missing, that day was his sixth birthday, and he chose to be in the wild, and their father and son were waiting for me first, but when I went with the cake, the place was all arranged, but only those two people were missing." I called the police and looked elsewhere, but they disappeared like they had disappeared into thin air, and I couldn't find them. Six years after their disappearance, Mer came back, and he looked at me from a distance like that, he probably thought that I didn't know him anymore, and didn't come to recognize me, I thought he had some troubles, and I didn't dare to expose it, so I secretly looked at him, and in order to reassure him, I tried to pretend to be very good, and it lasted like this for about a year, and when I couldn't help but look for him, he disappeared again. I lived alone for another three years, and Mer finally came back, still alone, her appearance has changed a lot, she used to be a baby face, but now she is not, I don't dare to ask, because Mo Er finally recognized me. ”
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"Don't talk about this, I'll find out, Chen'er, I'll go to Mo'er's aunt to persuade Mo'er later, Auntie doesn't want to lose it anymore."
"Oh, okay, okay, I know Auntie, I will." Shen Chen responded.
The sad Cheng Yuan didn't notice Shen Chen's strange appearance, she was a strong person, and after she went out, she was the strong woman in the past.
"Babyface? Missing, changing appearance, transfiguration. ”
Most people will go through a period of middle and second periods, and Shen Chen is no exception.
"I thought you were going to catch up with your grandfather at home, what? Isn't this the day you will inherit the throne of the head of your family? Cheng Mo half-lowered his head, and asked without looking at anyone, squinting his eyes and not knowing what he was looking at, his ten fingers moved slightly, and he wrote something on the white paper from time to time.
"I'm worried that you'll be exposed, and I'll come to you just after I finish it. What, got into a fight with your mom? Your mom just cried outside. Bai Yu put down the drawing board and prepared something strange.
"Well, but that's fine, after all, I'm going to get out of here soon, isn't it? Ghosts, where you are, there must be a leader, why isn't the leader with you? Cheng Mo raised his head and asked with his fingers moving slightly.
"After the separation, we also separated, originally at the remnant spirit, but there was something wrong on the way, so I had to come with the remnant spirit. You're not staying with your mother anymore? Anzel pulled out a chair and sat down by the door.
"I think she has found the most suitable life for herself, I am not in the same world as her, my father is still waiting for me, you know, I can't refuse." Cheng Mo pressed the white paper under the book, turned the chair to the side, and faced Bai Yu. "Let's get started."
"Okay." Bai Yu glanced at Anzel, who shrugged innocently and disappeared in front of the two. It was as if separated by a special glass that Anzel could see them, but they couldn't see him.
Bai Yu began to apply some slurry to Cheng Mo's face, kneading it gently. Cheng Mo also closed his eyes and let her tinker. Bai Yu's initial experiment was Cheng Mo, and Cheng Mo had long been used to it, anyway, after a long time, the effect of the experiment would fade.
Anzel watched them boredly, there was no way, the remnants of the experiment could not be disturbed. The door on the side was gently pushed open, and a black head poked in, and when he saw Cheng Mo, he was about to scream, but his mouth was covered by a hand from nowhere.
"Shhhhhh Anzel pulled Shen Chen in, closed the door, and whispered.
"What are they doing?" Shen Chen also asked in a low voice.
"Just look at it, I'm bored anyway." Anzel shifted his ass and said with a little room to speak. He has always been afraid that the world will not be chaotic, just to see Shen Chen's next reaction. When the time comes, just erase Shen Chen's memory.
"No, I'll just stand." Shen Chen was also very curious about what Cheng Mo was doing.
Bai Yu smeared a kind of slurry on Cheng Mo's face again, looking very serious.
"I haven't asked you what the relationship between that Shen Chen and you is, anyway, you're about to leave, so I don't want to talk about it."
Cheng Mo opened his eyes slit, glanced at where Anzel was, and then looked at Bai Yu before closing his eyes and saying, "I knew you would ask, and after enduring it for more than a year, you still asked." ”
Bai Yu didn't answer, waiting for him to continue.
"More than twenty years ago, there was a man who ran away from the family and went to another place and fell in love with a woman who was about to get married. In order to be with a man, the woman cut off contact with her fiancé who grew up at home and her childhood sweetheart. The two hid in a courtyard, and it didn't take long for them to give birth to a pair of twin twins. The man suddenly realized that he could not stay with the woman forever, and the family would not let him have children, so he hid from the woman and sent his brother to the person who was supposed to marry the woman, and kept the younger brother. The man thought that when he was gone, the man who had always loved the woman would definitely take care of the woman and take their children with him. The man cannot leave both children behind, because this is likely to harm the woman, and he must take one of them away in order to save the life of the other child and the woman, and he must do his best to protect the younger brother of the two children. It's just that he didn't expect it to come so soon, when his younger brother was six years old, the three of them went to the suburbs for a picnic, the woman went to get the cake, and the father and son stayed in place to decorate. Then it was time to flee, and after four years of escape, he was still caught, and the man could only do his last bit to send the child to a place where the family would not enter. ”
"Why should a man choose a younger brother, shouldn't the elder brother be better?" Bai Yu asked the questions of the three people, Shen Chen just regarded this as a story, and sighed how he could never know that facial paralysis could also tell stories, and he couldn't wait to know Cheng Mo's answer.
"The man had done an experiment, he put the things he had brought out of the family in front of the double fetus, and he saw that the elder brother was looking at the thing with his hands clenched and his eyes blazing, while the younger brother was still expressionless, and his ten fingers were moving slightly. He already knew that the owner of that thing was his youngest son. Cheng Mo said slowly.
"I really don't understand your father's thoughts, but his thoughts are right, and now you have become stronger." Bai Yu moistened the towel with water and handed it to Cheng Mo.
Cheng Mo took the towel and slowly wiped his face, revealing a pale and immature face. He wants to give his eldest son a stable life and his younger son a real identity. But forgot to leave a woman's life ten years late. ”
Shen Chen was speechless by the face in front of him, this face was exactly the same as his own. I just wanted to think deeply, and I just wanted to ask something, when I suddenly felt a pain in the back of my neck, and I fainted. Anzel touched his hand, "I almost forgot, I can't erase my memory for a while, but it's good that what you heard wasn't about there." ”
"If the leader doesn't come to you, do you want to stay with your mother all the time?" Bai Yu asked.
"Probably, but it's also possible that it's a person who goes there, after all, there is no such person in this world, and I'm so close to the truth." Cheng Mo smiled, just a little bitter.
"You're here to do me a favor, man of this weight." Anzel suddenly appeared, holding Shen Chen.
"How could he fall?" Cheng Mo hugged Shen Chen to the bed.
"You go out like this, he sees it, and you have to explain again." Anzel couldn't help but feel a little weak when he spoke.
Cheng Mo thought about it, but he couldn't refute his words, in fact, he thought, he knew, it was nothing.
"Then let's go." Bai Yu packed up his things and shouted.
"Oh." Anzel immediately arrived, opened the door and walked out.
"Ah, Auntie." Anzel's feet were in front of goal.
"Hey, Xiao An, why did you come out, did Mo'er lose her temper?" Cheng Yuan, who had just returned, asked, followed by a man.
"Auntie, Mo'er didn't lose her temper, I'll send the two of them back first, don't go to Mo'er's room now, let him be quiet." Cheng Mo walked out from behind Anzel, took his hand, and without looking at the man behind Cheng Yuan, he bypassed them and walked out of the house, Bai Yu followed behind him, carrying the easel on his back, and closed the door with his hand.
"It must be that Mo'er has lost her temper, so Chen'er will be like this." Cheng Yuan's swollen eyes were even redder, and she was sad, she didn't notice that Shen Chen's clothes seemed to have changed.
"It's okay, it's okay, listen to Chen'er, let Mo'er be quiet." The man behind Cheng Yuan patted her on the back and comforted her softly. He is Cheng Yuan's childhood sweetheart's fiancé, but they are about to get married. Although this marriage was more than twenty years late.
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