11. Confusion and confusion, 6
As a result of looking back......
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What kind of grievances are there?
It was the disappearance and confusion of youth.
It's as if there's nothing to be cherished.
There's no time to fight for anything anymore,
It's going to be something that seems good,
It doesn't seem good,
The ...... that is pushed all over a person
Disappointment and loss.
She was under the care of a doctor,
Slowly from his own groping,
To find again,
It's as if she knows what's possible.
And as a result of all this,
It's like a life-and-death contest,
It's a struggle other than life and death,
What kind of melancholy is that?
And what kind of forgetting?
What kind of separation?
How is it untrustworthy?
- The doctor saved her.
The doctor saved He Yinling's life?
Is that a good thing for her?
- She didn't die......
It's as if it's so hard to do.
In the midst of searching and seeking,
It's as if there's something breaking there,
There's something to look for again,
Fleeing and fleeing in the roar again.
She was afraid.
All of this she feared......
In the midst of this catastrophic pain......
It's hard for her to get back into a good place,
ended up in a consolation,
A deep breath of restful sleep.
- Can't she sleep peacefully?
Can't sleep forever?
Suddenly, she seemed to have a ......
It seems to have a breath.
Just in the past few days when I was nervous about my students,
Those teachers also seem to be considerate and good teachers.
It's just that the teachers ......
I don't know everything at the end......
Teachers, don't know ...... children
It's for a fruitless confession.
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It's a kind of warm memory of distance.
And within the range of what he can feel,
But he felt deeply: "Everything is his own suffering." ”
It's to forget the memory,
Forget the words,
The result of that heavy something.
And to the end,
It seems to be so far away and deep to let go,
The intoxication of leaving,
It's the intoxication of memory,
Dissociation from memory.
"Spirit, don't move!"
Beside him, he admonished,
"Let the doctor take a good look."
- What about him?
Didn't it fall short?
Be...... No death.
She had to say no more.
There's no more superfluous action......
She bowed her head silently.
But she saw it in that silence......
The one that's bubbling with water.
-- the needle,
Approaching her?
He Yinling couldn't help but twitch all over his body.
Is it such a step-by-step relaxation and letting go?
Who is in the sunshine of such a real and real wandering and caring......
She didn't know anything anymore.
She just wanted to escape.
She was so crazy that she wanted to run away.
- She doesn't want injections!
She doesn't want it!