Chapter 22 My name is Ye Xiaoshuai
Liu Binghui hurriedly ran to Ye Xiaoshuai's side, bent down and hugged Ye Xiaoshuai, choked with tears in his eyes and said, "Okay! Good grandson, good! ”
Ye Xiaoshuai looked at Liu Binghui's eyes and said with a serious expression: "Dad, I won't be able to go with you until a few days, can you wait for me?" ”
Liu Binghui nodded again and again: "Well, of course!" Of course! ”
"Dad, let me come down, I want to talk to Uncle. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info" Ye Xiaoshuai said that he was going down, and Liu Binghui had to put Ye Xiaoshuai down.
Seeing Ye Xiaoshuai moving with some difficulty, Ye Xingbang immediately stood up and ran to Ye Xiaoshuai's side, hugged Ye Xiaoshuai in his arms like Liu Binghui, and asked lovingly: "Xiaohuazi, what do you have to tell uncle?" ”
Ye Xiaoshuai did not answer Ye Xingbang directly, but said, "Uncle, you can put me down first." ”
Ye Xingbang said: "Let's just say it! Xiao Huazi. ”
"Nope! I'm coming down. Ye Xiaoshuai looked very resolute.
Ye Xingbang stretched out his hand and pulled a small square stool, he wanted to put Ye Xiaoshuai on the small square stool to sit, but as soon as he put Ye Xiaoshuai down, Ye Xiaoshuai knelt on the ground again, and kowtowed three times to Ye Xingbang, Ye Xingbang hurriedly bent down and wanted to help Ye Xiaoshuai up, Ye Xiaoshuai did not speak, but resolutely used gestures to stop Ye Xingbang.
Then he turned to Ye Hehua and kowtowed three times, and then knelt and moved to Huang Yuxin and Wang Zhiwen's faces and kowtowed three times.
These heads knocked on all the people in the room, and their hearts hurt, so uncomfortable! The eyes are astringent, so uncomfortable! Everyone's tears kept pouring out, and the air in the whole room was so heavy, so stuffy, so dull that people couldn't kick it.
Zhang Hua couldn't help crying, his nose kept pumping out, and while sobbing, he walked over and knelt next to Ye Xiaoshuai, hugging Ye Xiaoshuai tightly: "Huazi! Younger sister! There's a brother! ”
Ye Xiaoshuai had no tears, but his eyes were very hollow and hollow, without any brilliance, Zhang Hua felt so sour: "Alas, this is a child?" ”
Ye Xiaoshuai looked at Zhang Hua: "Senior brother, brother, get up!" ”
Ye Xiaoshuai pressed Zhang Hua's kneeling thigh, stood up leisurely with his strength, and said softly and coldly: "Uncle, take me back!" ”
Xing Tao said on the side: "Take Xiao Huazi back." ”
At this time, everyone knows that there is no need to say anything, and they don't know what to say, and the smart little Huazi may have known everything a long time ago.
With Xing Tao's words, everyone stood up and walked out of the door, Zhang Hua walked in front with Ye Xiaoshuai on his back, Liu Binghui and Xing Tao followed, and then Ye Xingbang, Ye Hehua, and Huang Yuxin walked out in turn, Wang Zhiwen walked at the back, and said to Zhen Hongbing as he walked: "Let's take Xiaohuazi and go first." ”
Zhen Hongbing nodded: "Well, I'll go after school." ”
No one said a word again, just remained silent, quietly all the way back to the Huilong production team.
Although there has been no heavy rain in the past few days, it has not been sunny much, occasionally a few rays of sunshine shine through the cracks in the clouds, but it is also a hot moxibustion person, and the clouds in the sky are no longer closely and seamlessly spread in the sky, but gray and white, or jet black color, in clusters and piles crowded with each other, clustered, running wildly, moving fiercely, stacking up quickly, collapsing quickly, and collapsing quickly, showing extreme restlessness and restlessness, confusion and confusion.
When Ye Xiaoshuai came back, he was accompanied by Liu Binghui, Xing Tao, Ye Xingbang, Ye Hehua, Zhang Hua, Huang Yuxin, Wang Zhiwen and a group of children, and came to the grandmother and his parents to bow and kowtow in front of the foundation, and he resolutely refused anyone's follow, no matter who it was, as long as he was ready to follow or approach, Ye Xiaoshuai was like crazy, unable to spit out a word and yelled, until his voice was hoarse and couldn't make a sound.
Our custom here is that after a person dies, he is not immediately cremated or buried, but placed in a coffin and placed on the ground, and the coffin is surrounded by adobe bricks, covered with earthen tiles, or the whole is surrounded by straw, tied tightly with wooden and bamboo strips, and cannot be penetrated by rainwater, and generally has to be placed on the ground for three years before it can be buried, of course, it is another thing after the reform of the funeral system.
Ye Xiaoshuai sat in front of the roof of his house every day, or sat in front of the foundation of his grandmother and parents, without saying a word, crying or complaining, and without talking to anyone.
This appearance made Xing Guizhi and Ye Xingbang very worried, but they could only secretly watch from a distance, because Liu Binghui and Xing Tao repeatedly warned: "This child is very different from other children, he knows how to release the sadness and pain in his heart, he is healing himself!" The bitterness in his heart, the pain in his heart, the sorrow in his heart, and the wound in his heart, he needs to be lonely very, very much, he needs to think in loneliness, solve it in loneliness, and digest it in loneliness. However, at this time, the inner emotions are also very, very fragile, which is the same as the feeling of our soldiers coming back after facing death on the battlefield, this kind of loneliness and tranquility, the most afraid of being broken. ”
On the first seven days of Ye Xiaoshuai's parents, the weather finally cleared, the sun was mild, and the wind was relatively refreshing.
The Huilong production team also stopped working for half a day as usual, and the men, women and children of the whole production team also participated in the memorial ceremony of Ye Xiaoshuai's parents to do the first seven, under the auspices of Ye Xingbang, but also for Ye Xingguo, Miao Cuihua tied paper people, paper horses, paper sedan chairs and spirit houses, and placed three chickens, dried fish and bacon in front of the two bases side by side, three small bowls of rice, three bowls of tea, and three cups of rice wine.
Ye Xiaoshuai wore a filial piety robe made of white old cloth, saying that it was a filial piety robe, but in fact it was a piece of white old cloth wrapped from his head, dragged to his back, and tied to his body with a straw rope. It's heartbreaking, poignant, and heart-wrenching to watch.
Ye Xingbang beckoned everyone to set up the paper people, paper horses, paper sedan chairs and paper spirit houses, and was about to start lighting the fire to Ye Xingguo and Miao Cuihua, Ye Xiaoshuai, who had not spoken for five or six days, suddenly opened his mouth and said, "Uncle, wait a minute, I still have a sacrificial text to read." "Everyone is surprised, this kid is still preparing a sacrifice?
Ye Xingbang immediately replied: "Oh, then everyone will wait." ”
Ye Xiaoshuai began to recite the sacrificial text:
"The desolation of the heavens, the vastness of the earth; Guanghua knelt on the ground and cried for his father! If there is justice in heaven, why not have mercy? If there is peace on the earth, how can there be sorrow? Crying my strict father, the young man is the best, the young man is tormented, the middle-aged is tormented, the caution is keen, the sun and the moon are tormented; Crying my loving mother, delicate and delicate, weak and weak, declining and declining, pious, tired and weak; My father and my mother are docile and virtuous, have no anger in the world, do not fight with others, love each other, care for the young and respect the elderly, self-denial and public service, frugality and diligence, help people when they are suffering, and help others in difficulty; Wailing and hissing, the heavens have no mercy, mourning and howling, the earth has no mercy; I weep for my father, but my father has no mercy, I cry for my mother, but my mother has no mercy; How innocent is Guanghua? What's wrong with Guanghua? What is Guanghua's crime? What is the evil of Guanghua? Guanghua asks the sky, the sky should not be me! Guanghua asks the earth, the land should not be me! Woohoo and mourn, tears and rain! Worship your parents, and kowtow to Guanghua. ”
After Ye Xiaoshuai finished reading the memorial text, he was already in tears, and there was a sound of sobbing in the entire base.
That night, Liu Binghui and Xing Tao, Zhen Hongbing, and Zhang Hua all came to Ye Xingbang's house to discuss Ye Xiaoshuai's departure with Liu Binghui.
Since Ye Xiaoshuai insisted on leaving, Ye Xingbang was not easy to use, and he had to keep Ye Xiaoshuai, which would have a bad psychological impact on Ye Xiaoshuai.
Therefore, Ye Xingbang and the others also reached an agreement with the whole family surnamed Ye through the form of a family meeting: "The new society and new things, as long as Ye Xiaoshuai will not think that it is abandoned by the Ye family." Of course, it was mainly Ye Xiaoshuai's words that left everyone speechless.
Ye Xiaoshuai also proposed to Ye Xingbang to attend the family meeting, thinking that everyone must be more willing to listen to Ye Xiaoshuai's own opinions, Ye Xingbang took Ye Xiaoshuai with him, at that time, Ye Xiaoshuai knelt down to bow to the relatives of the whole family, and said something like this to everyone:
"Daddy, big, uncle, aunt, big, aunt, brother. Sister! I, Ye Guanghua, would like to thank my clansmen for their care when I encountered great sorrow, secondly, I would like to thank my clansmen for all the hard work and hardship when my grandmother and my parents were taboo, and third, I would like to thank my clansmen for their arrangements for my future life and their genuine love and affection. But I don't want to look at my old foundation, I don't want to know all the time that I'm the only one left in the house. Please allow me to leave and agree to live in another place. ”
In the past few days, Ye Xiaoshuai, except for occasionally going to his godfather Wang Genwang's house to be with his godfather Xing Guizhi, has lived in Ye Xingbang's house most of the time.
So he wants to put these books into this bookcase as much as possible, the box is not big, according to the dry milk Xing Guizhi, this is still used by the godfather when he reads, but there is still no damage, the bookbox does not know what leather is made of, it is very lightweight, strong and durable.
Ye Xiaoshuai was sorting out the books, and at the same time, he occasionally flipped through them, tidied up and smoothed out the wrinkled corners of the books before putting them in the box. When he turned to the Book of Changes, he found that there was a folded white paper in the book, Ye Xiaoshuai opened it with some curiosity, thinking that it was his master's own things, but he forgot to take it out, who knew that this opening was actually a letter left by his teacher.
Ye Xiaoshuai took it to the kerosene lamp and looked at it carefully.
"Apprentice Qingqing, don't be unpredictable, I and you, the fate is not over, we will meet. Again: I look at it, and the calamity is not over. Suddenly, don't mess with your mind, if you are strong, you will be calm, and if your heart is strong, you will be stable. Then, abandon your home and travel far away to the world! Again: Abandon the name and change the number to get the handsomeness of the spirit! After the crown, adult affairs, the world is out, things are chaotic, and people are mixed, and it is appropriate to be close and distant, and it is clear that it is far away; With wisdom with things, with people with sincerity, faith and righteousness are also the best; Fight evil with good and good, fight evil with evil, and pay equal attention to grace and power; Don't act rashly, don't discuss, don't bully the weak, don't fear evil, and cultivate yourself; The benefit of the world is wide, the heart is greedy and evil, the poor are private and the public is respected by the world! Remember! ”
After Ye Xiaoshuai finished reading, his eyes were a little hot and moist, and he muttered again and again in his mouth: "Don't mess with your mind, if you are strong, you will be calm, and if your heart is strong, you will be stable." Then, abandon your home and travel far away to the world! Again: Abandon the name and change the number to get the handsomeness of the spirit! I thought to myself: "Well, the teacher is really powerful and transparent, this abandonment of home and travel is inevitable, so give up the name and change the name?" ”
Ye Xiaoshuai thought about it carefully: "Just use the handsome word in the teacher's letter, people's spirit is the most important." Bright and handsome? Hua Shuai? Not good! Well, don't take big as big, don't take small as small, I'll call Ye Xiaoshuai. ”
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