96 Forgotten Emptiness, 2

2 But what is in it,

and as if something had disappeared in it,

There are many, many things that cannot be pursued and remembered there. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. biqUgE怂 ļ½‰ļ½Žļ½†ļ½

Many, many troubles, when all kinds of troubles and boredoms are so tired of the moment that arises in them,

Everything will be chaotic there again, and chaotic again in there.

There will be a lot of uneasiness, and there will be a lot of unbearability.

There will be something in it, so quietly that it seems to have disappeared in it.

There's something to follow there,

There are also things that want to go there, so and so on, they have to depend on each other.

And in the company of the place, what there was disappeared there,

It's as if something that exists is disappearing there and getting more and more empty.

Empty as the heart dies there,

Empty as the heart is haggard there,

It's as empty as the heart is in a trance and at a loss,

There's so much more to be found.

There's a lot of unclear, and there's a lot of what.

That's beyond the body's reach, and it's beyond the body's reach.

It is also irreplaceable by the body, a kind of perception and perception that only belongs to the soul.

It's just a kind of heart-to-heart, a kind of exchanging one's own heart for the other's heart,

Between heart-to-heart communication and communication,

In there, you will unconsciously find your own heart and wrap the other person's heart,

The blending of two hearts,

It's a kind of integration and understanding of each other,

Instead of, and not ...... You, close at hand, are so far away.

It's a kind of warmth that can't be obtained by throwing yourself into your arms,

It is a sad and regretful sadness and sorrow.

There is a feeling of wanting to cry,

But her natural strength and self-esteem still made her not cry.

She was there all the time without shedding a single tear.

She could give everything she could for the man she wanted,

Even if you take the initiative to run up, you take the initiative to ** him,

And still succeeded there.

She really thought she had succeeded,

Unexpectedly, in the end, she seemed to lose,

It's as if you lost badly in it,

It's as if you've lost nothing there.

It was a kind of sorrow, as if it belonged to her as a human being.

When everyone has reached such a cruel, ridiculous and lowly state,

She felt the difficulty of her own survival,

That's not money and material difficulties,

But even in the life of material abundance there,

I still feel a kind of want, or I feel a kind of emptiness in it,

A deep, deep, painful emptiness.

She still lingered there, and she hesitated there,

She was teetering on the edge of whether she wanted to live or not.

She felt as if she didn't want to live.

When he was gone, when he was so cruel and cold to her,

She felt as if she didn't have to live.

Will she threaten him with her own death, to threaten him,

Or threaten him with suicide,

Let's have a final ** with deception.

She thought about doing so.

But what is the use and meaning of all this?

If she did.

He might also be dismissive,

Even have long seen through her tricks,

Then, just laugh at her.

For from the time she first asked him to marry her,

He had already seen her thoughts and thoughts.

No matter how smart she thinks she is, how smart she is,

But what she did,

All the things she did for him, whether it was a trick or a dangerous trick,

He's all going to be there to understate,

He might be able to pretend to be stupid there, pretend not to know,

He can also be there to be with her, with her,

However, he did so...... It's just to take advantage of her.

He was taking advantage of her feelings.

She's really giving,

And his reward is false and true,

Until the final rupture,

Everything in the end,

While she was still there in pain and agony trying to keep him again,

He just shook his head there gently: "Why are you doing this?

You're just playing with yourself like this, you're just not paying attention to yourself.

Don't you think it's cheap for a girl to make herself like this? ā€

"Cheap? Is that how you see me?

Is that the truest way you think about me? ā€

She felt grief-stricken, and more of an anger,

It's like a fire burning in your face,

It was as if the light of shame and disgust was burning in a certain part of the heart.

It looks like it's going to explode.