"Why did my father, who had always been healthy, suddenly fall ill in 2003?

The doctor said it was overworked

It seems that you need to recuperate for a long time, so the only source of income for the family is my mother?

It would be nice if I could make money, so Mom and Dad wouldn't have to work so hard."

"Today in 2004 was a really good day, my father's health seemed to be much better, and he said he was going to go out and look for a job

But I knew that he was just feeling sorry for his mother

I really envy them, I don't know if my husband in the future will be so good to me?

Forget it, don't think about things so far, let's concentrate on doing homework, since you can't make money to help your parents share their worries now, then strive to make a lot of money in the future

But the math is so hard."

Different from the naïve tsundere in 2002, through these diaries, Li Shenglin found that from the middle of 2003, the cheerful and narcissistic naughty girl gradually disappeared, and was replaced by a filial and self-motivated little girl

"In 2004, I regret that I didn't study hard at the beginning, and I couldn't even get into college, what should I do now?

It's impossible to repeat my studies, in that case, the burden on my family is too heavy to let my parents worry about me anymore."

"Today in 2004 was the graduation ceremony, and the head teacher talked to me for a long time, and then I realized that she had been criticizing me and was also very concerned about me. She said that it doesn't matter if you go to a junior college, as long as the major is suitable

Hee-hee, she also said that I am the most beautiful student she has taught over the years, and I should go to do IDOL in the future, and she hopes that she can proudly tell others in the future that Li Zhixian is her student

Do IDOL?

I really can, I can't sing or dance

But it turns out that the teacher loves me so much, then I will definitely become IDOL, and I will definitely live up to her expectations

But. What should be done? ”

See here. Li Shenglin's mind is a little complicated:

Dream?

Sometimes it's really not a one-person carry

The content of the next diary is relatively plain.,It's that the little girl has nothing to do with a part-time job.,And studying acting in the drama department of Mingzhi University.,But you can see between the lines.。 The little girl has found her purpose in life. Every day is very positive. Of course, he has returned to arrogance and narcissism, but he has a little more maturity and calmness

Sure enough, society is the place where a person grows

"In 2005, I was paid today, so I'm so happy. The pink dress I've been looking for for a long time is finally ready to buy

Uh, but forget it!

Dad's waist has been bad lately, and Mom's look is getting more and more haggard, so let's buy them some supplements

But I seem to be a little sorry for the head teacher.,It seems that I'm getting farther and farther away from the goal of becoming an IDOL.,After all, I'm twenty-one years old.,I'm not a trainee yet.

But I can't help it, going to school and working part-time is too late, and I really don't have the energy

Hey, I've wasted all the pretty faces that the teachers have praised, and I don't know how she's doing now, how are she doing, but I'm embarrassed to see her."

Hehe, it's really the same as an autobiographical novel, Li Shenglin obviously knows that now Li Juli has realized her dream and become a qualified IDOL, but when she sees this, she still can't help but worry about Li Zhixian, the other party was at a low ebb in life at that time, and he was getting farther and farther away from his dream

So how did she get on the road of being an artist?

thereupon

Here comes the turning point:

"On December 25, 2005, the weather was snowy, and it was another Christmas

But inexplicably a little sad, I'm twenty-one years old, I haven't had a boyfriend yet, I spend my birthday alone, I still spend Christmas alone, hum, I hope all lovers in the world are brothers and sisters who have been separated for many years

But I really want to have a hug for me to rely on, I'm really tired, and I don't know what the future will look like."

"On December 26, 2005, the weather was fine, the annoying Christmas, I was tired to death, and I still have pain all over my body, so I naturally resigned decisively, and I will find whoever I want to go, Miss Ben is gone, think about the stunned look of the stingy boss and be happy, is there a happy heart?

Hehe, of course, Miss Ben is not such a high-spirited person, mainly because she went out today and met a nobleman

There was a talent scout who found me and wanted to sign me as a model, although it wasn't IDOL, but it was barely an artist, right?

It's really natural and beautiful, if I'm not mistaken, I was wearing a mask at the time, this can be discovered

Well, tomorrow, it's tomorrow, I can go to see the head teacher, at least on the road to realizing my dream, I finally took a solid step"

The two diaries are almost finished, and Li Zhixian is finally about to embark on the road that Li Shenglin is familiar with, probably looking at the remaining pages of the second diary, he is really a little surprised, the time has reached the end of 05, how can there be so many diaries marked as "2005"?

However, he resisted his curiosity and did not continue to read

On the one hand, there is not enough time, and the reason why I will continue filming immediately

And on the other hand

It's just that Li Shenglin is a little cowardly, after all, it's 2006 next, the first half of the year is okay, you can still continue to read as a novel, but from the second half of the year, there should be a lot of stories related to him

And that's what he wants to know, the same thing, what other people think

"Brother Yu Zhe, I'm going to film!"

Closing the diary, Li Shenglin nodded at Han Yuzhe

And then

As he walked, Li Shenglin turned his head again and said uneasily, "Remember to lock the car door, and no one is allowed to touch my things."

"Don't worry, Katsubayashi!"

Looking at Li Shenglin, who was still behind three steps, Han Yuzhe smiled helplessly, what the hell has this guy been looking at lately, he is so fascinated, he is almost stunned

So he, the spy, took out his phone and sent a text message to someone:

"Shenglin seems to be reading some book recently, smirking or sighing at every turn, do you need me to help you see what kind of book it is, and when the time comes, you will add a common language with a little bit of a heart?"

"No thanks!" (To be continued......)