CHAPTER XLIV
Just in the end of April of the solar calendar, May has just begun to warm and cold early summer, the flowers have been in the rare time full of sunshine in the short period of good weather to gain time to get their own bloom, although there are still some difficulties, but the flowers still strive for the opportunity to show their beautiful side in different times, so take the waiting beautiful flowers and finally want to dress up like a girl. Exposing their beautiful little colorful faces on the branches of the fruit trees attracted the favor of the bees, so they got married, tasted their own happy life, and finally had a haggard appearance on their beautiful faces. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info They are all pregnant, and all the nutrients in their bodies have been provided to slowly replace their figures, revealing their round heads, bare with their mother's remnants that have gradually turned into burnt fruit, and then the strong cold wind has gone, and then the hot wind suddenly turns, and the hot wind can't last long, and then the cold wind takes away their happy smiling faces again, under the strong wind and rain and the hot sun, Those fruits that could not withstand the cold, heat, wind and rain finally lost their lives, and with the blowing of the wind, a group of withered fruits fell to the earth that sustained the life of all things and re-entered the life cycle of the earth, followed by the co-supply of nutrients in the earth. The fruits that have endured the wind and rain will continue to live healthily, and under the support of the strong bones of their father's tree, they will gain their own vigorous life, and finally accept the wind and rain, accept the nutrients that his father absorbed from the earth and the gentle sunlight emanating from the sky, and obtain their own growth. In this world, as long as it is a life that lives stronger than any other of its kind, it has become accustomed to life and death in the process of its own tenacious life, because there are always companions around him who have passed away after they can not withstand the torment of time, and the reasons of various names have prompted their lives to come to an end early, and in this natural world, it is self-evident that the life that can survive and walk to the end must be a great life course. After three months of countless winds and rains, the surviving lives in nature can basically get their own bloom, and the first to ripen in one kind of fruit is cherry. April had just ended, and May had just begun, and their lives had finally blossomed with the dazzling and alluring brilliance that had come from their mother, and the red-red fruit had finally boiled on its own dazzling branch, and the pine nuts had returned. It's just that anyone who sees the dazzling color of that healthy fruit will salivate, talk, dance, and be ecstatic. They climbed to the cherry tree and picked its tempting fruit, and even the branches were picked, the branches of the branches were still covered with bright red cherry fruits, Wu Yuan got a total of three such branches after returning from shopping for vegetables, and he casually handed them to a person standing next to him, for him, it was with a strong sense of guilt that he had so many enviable fruits alone in front of so many relatives and friends, The reason is that it still can't overcome the evil that the shy feeling that comes from his inner world to her body, and reason overcomes him to give up the small fortune that makes people look at him, which will affect his personality in the eyes of others in the whole living society, and from the eyes of others he sees the threat to his life and reputation from their eyes. This kind of public morality discovered and put forward by Freud, the father of psychology of the great Western philosopher, is still a strong fighter in the inner world of the individual, and he has been sitting in his inner world in order to maintain his own reputation in the society in which he lives and the psychology that everyone wants to obtain the embodiment of self-worth. In the end, it was just that he gave up his material self-possession and distributed it to the crowd, and then he gave a string to the cousin who belonged to Ben's distant guests, and the rest was also the best string, half of them were given to Zhao, the second mother who went shopping with him in the morning, and the other half he went directly to the second floor and handed it to his sister-in-law, who was holding their youngest son, Lang's daughter-in-law. I don't know why, since the moment Lang walked into the house with his wife and youngest son, his youngest son was always afraid of Wu Yuan, as long as he saw Wu Yuan's eyes, he would panic and choose to hide in his mother's arms, and a few times he was directly scared to cry.
Wu Yuan and Lang's wife first met at that time, he had just entered college and started his freshman year, until that time he was still wearing the black jacket that he had worn in high school, which seemed to have become his life characteristics and habits of Wu Yuan, who did not care about food and clothing but was thrifty all the time, even in college, his only goal was to hope that he could read a lot of useful books, and then create three million words of text. Of course, in the end, he continued to work his own, and when he persevered intermittently, he finally achieved his goal. At that time, although Wu Yuan had the prototype of the pursuit of such a college goal in his inner world, he had not yet started to act, he automatically took on the work of a class committee member in the university, and was busy with the boring class work arranged by the school all day long. At that time, Lang had already started the internship stage of the university, and after the internship, he was ready to rush back to the school to start his final thesis defense father-in-law and receive the graduation certificate and bachelor's degree certificate of the school method. After hearing that his brother was coming to see him and had already walked into the gate of their school, he ran down from his dormitory upstairs, just facing Lang and his girlfriend, just like this, Wu Yuan, who was full of black colors all over his body, and with a thin student characteristic, came into their eyes, this was the first time Lang saw the image of Wu Yuan who had entered the university, he had hardly changed much from before the university, and even the dress was almost the same, There is no high-spirited feeling in college life that people yearn for, but his overly mature and independent thinking makes him unwilling to bring more burdens and burdens to his parents, his relatives and Xiu when he is a student without any income, and he chooses a thrift in life that exceeds the envy of ordinary people. Almost everyone can feel the shivering feeling of the cold wind hitting his body, so Wu Yuan generally chooses to exercise and run in the coldest winter to cover up the shabby feeling on his body, but since high school, he has rarely been sick, and the yang fire in his body that belongs to the winter in his body has also been released in his continuous running and movement, and his body has also formed a way to get along with external things. This is the way of life after he left his parents and lived independently, which prompted him to quickly recall the youth when he was at home in the cold winter hiding in the dark room and reading his books through the glimmer of light through the large window, life was too happy, he was afraid of forgetting the good memories and wishes of his childhood, and perhaps only Xueze would not lose himself in that kind of living environment that was almost the same as her youth. Then he bravely stood up and continued to fight.
Lang's girlfriend's first feeling to Wu Yuan was that she was not as beautiful as he imagined, but when he found that he was staring at a woman in his eyes, he quickly withdrew his gaze as if he was afraid that others would find out, he could feel that the eyes of reality with strong enthusiasm were also sluggish for a while, he couldn't see from the eyes of his boyfriend's brother that he really hated her or praised her, At that moment, infinite ripples were instantly aroused in her inner world, but it was no longer possible to know whether her current position was noble or low. However, Wu Yuan also suddenly found that he was out of shape in front of his future sister-in-law-to-be, and then in the continuous conversation with Lang, with some self-characteristic humor, he quickly made fun of her enthusiastically, and all the deadlocks were broken in the slow conversation. And then when we met again, it was already when Lang got married, and when he returned to his hometown for the holidays, it was obvious that after that meeting, he became the most familiar person in the family in the new environment, except for Lang and the son born later, plus Wu Yuan resolutely gave up the boring class life after the second semester of college, and re-chose the regular reading and creative career that belonged to his life. Many of his articles and creative ideas were also read by the wolf and transmitted to her, and he was even more impressed by this person who was still immersed in it with a strong idealism even after graduating from college. I don't know why, many people always guess the proximity of the other party to the whole real world from the other party's words and behaviors when they talk, and subjectively judge what kind of achievements the person will achieve in the future, and even whether the results he has achieved are worth it, so that the current self invests time in exchange for some mutual friendship in exchange for future emergencies. But they are still in their own inner world unconsciously themselves and those with a strong idealism with the spiritual communication and connection, people in this world may only have fewer people will look at the process of a person's life, but they are very eager to see a person who is working hard in the ideal world to live or white results, whether the final result is successful or failed will bring them do not know the excitement in the inner world. A person who is constantly realizing his dreams always cares about himself as the center, constantly attracting people's attention to him, and there is another hidden reason in the depths, that is, everyone is instinctively hilarious, others can surpass themselves in a short period of time, in order to attract the original status and rights that belong to themselves, and people with great dreams are really more than ever eager to surpass everything that can be surpassed or even can not be surpassed. Only when people clearly analyze and see that they finally have some places to dismantle and other places can they find a sense of accomplishment that belongs to their own lives, which is the natural psychology of human nature to treat their opponents to bring them a happy and gratifying feeling, once a person feels that he has completely surpassed others, all people are unlikely to hurt themselves, this deformed psychology of treating others will be weakened more than his weaker people. But the evil nature of his inner world will manifest a stronger desire in front of people who are stronger than them, and will not stop until a person rushes directly to the first place in the world. This kind of abusive psychology in people's inner world is also proving that the animal nature of people in this world has not completely disappeared, or can never disappear, although human beings have obtained a certain common civilization in this world, but they are still very strong about thorough civilization, and even things with animal nature in themselves. Those truths, goodness, and beauty that only survive in the minds of individual human beings, who are truly detached from the animal side of the whole world, and reach the most thorough civilization that human beings truly worship, are still very far away from them. No one is anyone, and there is still in their inner world the strong inner essence of animal nature that triumphs over all other human beings and makes themselves king of the world. This is also enough to prove that the reason why a person can get the attention of others is that in addition to the true truth, goodness and beauty of human beings who have been fortunate to have been present and concerned about them, or which originally came from the truth, goodness and beauty that were originally hidden in their inner world, the competitive evil treatment of human nature has still not received its essential change, but if the existence of the evil animal nature of those angry lives is deleted in this world, how boring will human beings be in this world. In the words of Wu Yuan's record in his own writing, all these things that human beings have at the moment are tantamount to having their own happiness after being excavated, in the words of philosophers, "existence is truth". The sages of the ancients all said: "The insight of the world is learning, and the practice of human feelings is the article". As long as someone is willing to use their own mind to dissect many things, people can also obtain their own knowledge at any time. The changes and developments over the years, which no one in the entire universe can calculate and measure, are a rare treasure for everyone. Whether human beings are still in the low-level animal stage of truth, goodness and beauty in civilization, those uncivilized manifestations set off the ideals of truth, goodness and beauty that have been constantly pursued since human beings have had their own art, and they all together constitute this beautiful landscape and wealth in the entire universe, and after all, they have always won the interest of people who have studied this aspect and have made great contributions to the entire universe, which is already one of the great achievements for the whole world. It is already a remarkable achievement that mankind has been able to achieve such great scientific research results and deeply excavate the entire universe in such a short period of time in the universe.
Every time he met after that, that is, in addition to Lang's marriage, Wu Yuan almost every time he saw Lang's daughter-in-law was joking with her casually with self-humor, and Wu Yuan's inner world was also full of curiosity about Wu Yuan, who was still living in the ideal world, and there was no direct interest relationship during the period, just friends with each other, and such a relationship naturally developed in the direction of inhumanity and any extreme.
Then Ben's group of friends and classmates who had a better time with him also rushed over in the afternoon, and the real wedding celebration also became more and more intense with the arrival of his group of friends, and under the appeal of Ben and Lang to their brothers to mutual friends, they soon formed a convoy of six or seven cars, and they chose one of the highest and most expensive cars to wash the dirt on the spot and become the team leader. On the roof and the engine cover in front of the driver's seat, there were big red roses and lilies embracing men and women embracing each other on the wedding union, and then all the cars in the convoy tied big red flowers on the guard pole in front of the car, the reflector of the car was tied with colorful balloons, and the handle of the car was tied with ribbons, and the whole convoy of relatives was formed in this way, and the new house upstairs was organized by the mother of the mother, and the new house was started to be angry with the new house. For this reason, Wu Yuan also took the trouble to blow a lot of colorful balloons for them, and after doing all this, he spent the afternoon in a busy way, but Wu Yuan found some free time to sit on a high place and watch and learn the cooking method of a few home-cooked dishes fried by those chefs, which is a person who has a strong desire for progress in his inner world, and it is one thing that can make his soul chat in those free time. Randomness also dispelled the boring empty sitting state in his inner world. When all the convoys were ready, the time for dinner came, and when the kitchen stated that the meal could be opened at any time, the chief steward Xiao Lin also came out to organize the opening of dinner, and the men in the village had begun to gather on the unknown iron stove the day before, and then pushed the wine utensils aside, put the dishes and chopsticks, and served the soup and stir-fry for dinner. The whole crowd has almost reached a state of intoxication, everyone is red and drunk, and the eyes are drunk, which also forms a true portrayal of the life of Wu Yuan's father's generation in the rural world, and the wine they have drunk in their lives can already form a river, which can drown dozens of people who don't understand water nature.
When the other tables were announced by the general manager that it was time to eat, they were also full, and the kitchen began to serve food, and Sichuan Caiyuan, including Wu Yuan and his father, also immediately took the position that he had arranged in advance, which was one of the life achievements of his father country since his brother Qiang was admitted to the university and went to work, and the three brothers were admitted to the big exam. The sense of accomplishment he can have in his life is that his alcohol consumption has reached the point of excellence, and it is also because of his efforts that he has built two new-style small bungalows on the basis of his father Rong's original family business, and he read many martial arts novels when he was young, and then he has been a food waiter in this village for decades, revealing his toned and majestic body and developed skeletal muscles. Until many years later, Wu Yuan still thinks that it is not a shame to be able to do a Sichuan cuisine far away in life, and he can also reflect the value of his own life while doing a good job, everyone has their own leisurely and leisurely life when they live their own life, and the mentality can completely determine that a person lives a better life in life, and when the heart is too good, people can also have a better life than others in any work.
As the dinner gradually ended, the convoy that should be prepared over there had been arranged and arranged, and then Mr. Jiang and Mr. Ben's brother-in-law, who was Mr. Li's escort, also arrived at the scene of the convoy, and as soon as they arrived, they immediately began to arrange the personnel who needed to pick up their relatives, and Ben young people they brought a few, and then they arranged a group of people who would draw fists and drink, and finally those who did not drink also brought a few, and the whole welcoming team was formed in their continuous deliberations, and many people also had their own pleasures. On the contrary, Wu Yuan, who has never liked the excitement, did not have much enthusiasm for this matter, but in the end, he was not spared, and was also found by Jiang in the crowd, and randomly stuffed into the ranks of the welcoming team, and when the personnel who should be ready were ready, the people who stayed at home crawled out of the house with a ninety-nine-eighty-one sky-high salute and a bundle of sieve-sized firecrackers, waiting for the welcoming team to announce the departure. Immediately someone stepped forward and lit the lead of the cupola and the firecracker with the cigarette butt they shouted in their mouths, and when the bundle of firecrackers had just touched the lead in the spark of the cigarette, when they saw that the lead had just started to smoke, the person who was now lighting the fire directly between his fingers quickly withdrew the hand that he stretched out to light the lead like an electric shock at that moment, and at the same time quickly turned his face to the direction of the open flame to light the firecracker before his body had time to leave. Immediately, with the cooperation of his two arms, both shoulders were raised as far as possible, and then instinctively wanted to bury his deadliest neck and head deep in his shoulder sockets, and then let his two arms be the protective shield of his life. As soon as his head and face had turned, and it didn't take more than a minute for him to go back and forth, the bundle of watches lit by cigarette butts rang out, and he kept the lovely movement he had before and walked away quickly. Compared to the person who lit the lead of the firecracker, the person who went to light the lead of the cupola flower seemed to be much luckier and calmer. In contrast, the lead of the cupola salute is generally much longer than the lead of the firecracker, and the burning speed is much slower after being ignited by the fire, and the gunpowder of the barrel of cupola is completely ignited when the person who has lit the lead has gone far away. Then under the effect of gunpowder, it was advanced from the ground to a high altitude of twenty or thirty meters, and the pear blossom was quickly ignited in the air and then exploded, with colorful sparks at the moment of the explosion quickly expanded in all directions, and then disappeared in the sky that was slowly darkening, just at the moment when all the sparks were about to disappear, another ceremonial flower then rose from the ground, and after being washed into the air, there was already the same explosion sound as before, and then Mars began to light up the entire sky. The ninety-nine eighty-one fireworks accumulate all the gunpowder in it, which is equivalent to a miniature bomb, so after the fire is ignited, as long as the person with a little safety knowledge will be far away from the moment the fuse is ignited, and every fireflower shot out of the paper tube is equivalent to a bullet fired by a human from a gunpowder gun. When gunpowder, invented by the Chinese Taoist practitioner Lian Danjia, was later improved by humans to become one of the irreplaceable killing weapons at present, its speed and lethality have exceeded the reaction time and boundaries of human eyes, brains and even bodies in the process of launching, and it is only a matter of extremely seconds in the blink of an eye from launch to hitting the target, and can be used at both long distances and close ranges. Just when the three brothers were still young, at that time their uncle Qiang had graduated from college and joined the work, and every year when he returned home for the New Year, he would buy some fireworks and set them off at home on the night of the Chinese New Year's Eve, which is a Chinese custom, and it is said that setting off fireworks on the night of the Chinese New Year's Eve can scare off the monster "Nian" attacking humans in this field. Later, in the Chinese world, this method of using fireworks to drive away the "year" was used to continue a major traditional Chinese culture. Wu Yuan can clearly remember that his eldest brother Bin was also naughty at that time, he peeled off the paper shell on the surface of the fireworks that had been set off the night before but for the fireworks that had been fully set off the next night, and he soon found an unknown object in the shape of a cylinder like black chocolate inside, when he first got the black chocolate thing, he just felt that his shape was neat, which was just in line with her personal aesthetic concept of objects in her inner world, So he couldn't put it down, put the little cylinder thing in his own hand to play, playing, he suddenly became more curious about what kind of effect the fireworks put that thing back to, so he didn't think about it, and then he reluctantly cut off the cylinder that he was playing with in his hand and threw it in their kitchen in the firewood that was rising for everyone to sit together in the winter to keep warm. Their father, Guoye, happened to be sitting next to the fire, and while getting his energy from the firewood, which had been diluted by the cold of the whole winter, he was holding a wonderful historical novel "Qin Ying's Expedition to the West" in his hand, where he was reading intently. The neatly shaped cylindrical black chakri had just fallen into the firewood and touched the spark after being thrown into the firewood with great curiosity, and in the blink of an eye, it rushed in the direction where their father was reading, and the trouser leg on the slit of his father's foot sitting on the small stool instantly went out beyond his father's body and went out in the corner where he usually used to pile firewood. Seeing that scene, Bin, who didn't react for a while, stared at the corner where Mars flew away in a daze, and he hadn't come to his senses about what happened just now. When his father was looking at the book in his hand, he seemed to have overheard some unusual sound, and when he took his eyes off the book he was reading to see what was going on, he happened to see the black chocolate that Bin threw in the firewood at that moment lit the fire and suddenly rushed over in the direction he was doing, and for a while he couldn't avoid it, and when he got the spark, he passed by the trouser leg under his crotch in an instant, and suddenly his face changed, and his anger rushed up, and he shouted to Bin in a loud voice: "Lao Tzu." Slow down....... Looking at Bin's pitiful face, the anger on his face disappeared immediately, and he turned his head and eyes back to the page of the book he was reading, and no longer opened his eyes to look at Bin.
Wu Yuan and the others immediately saw his eldest brother cool down from their father's angry face, and when they saw that his father did not directly pursue it, the expression on his face immediately recovered from the daze and fear, and turned back into the face of a vibrant carefree teenager, and shouted excitedly: "Gunpowder, this thing can be gunpowder?" That thing, prompted by his curiosity, actually made him discover, that is, he had only heard from his grandfather Rong and his uncle Qiang that charcoal powder could burn violently at the moment when the flames were lit when saltpeter powder and sulfur powder were mixed together in a certain proportion, and he suddenly understood that the principle of the cupola was to turn black gunpowder. This gunpowder is probably higher than the composition of other ordinary gunpowder Hantan, and its purpose is not to cause or be able to reach the focus of the big bang, but only to be able to replace the effect of propulsion within the specified range. Therefore, Wu Yuan's eldest brother never understood the difference and difference between the cylindrical gunpowder in his hand and the explosive gunpowder they found in the firecrackers, and knew that after the fierce reaction after the spark ignited, he reopened his heart and completely explained the doubts in his inner world, which was also one of the gunpowder he had heard before. When the mystery was revealed in his mind, he quickly forgot the anger that his father had just shown at him, because it was tantamount to another lesson in his life. Later, when he would think about it, he felt that even if he loved his father's beating and scolding that time, it was worth it, but he thought of the anger that suddenly appeared on his father's face in front of them and then suddenly disappeared, and from his father's character, his father's inner world did not really get the step of anger, he had spent a lot of books, and he was still full of curiosity about the black chocolate ball in Bin's hand with his innocence. Probably at that moment, like Bin, he suddenly understood, and he was able to react like that in the effect of open flames, it was probably gunpowder, but he didn't show it in front of Bin, and he was also full of curiosity and excitement about it.
When it comes to gunpowder, the thing that Wu Yuan can't forget the most is that at the end of the twentieth century when they were young, China's economy has been significantly restored, improved and developed in the more than ten years after China's reform and opening up. Compared with any previous era, after China completely eliminated the slave owners and landlord class, the grain in the peasants' land and the pigs, cattle and horses raised in the pen were not exploited and seized by anyone, although they were still far from the people in Western society, their living standards were quickly improved, which was also the reason why China returned power to the people after Deng Xiaoping. It's just that after China truly moved towards a democratic society, it has achieved the most effective political and economic results that have shocked the entire Western world.
However, at the moment when the people's living standards have been improved and the economy has been developed higher, the thief profession, which has been repeatedly banned in the Chinese world and even in the world, has suddenly developed and prevailed in the new economic world that has been developed. The economic situation that has just developed in the Chinese world and his speed of development not only make the economic countries in the Western world that are gradually regressing, but also make another group of people in China who want to get something for nothing also begin to blush, so that in China, the situation of stealing and stealing in China has also developed rapidly in China, a rising country, and the eldest brother ** after the cow was stolen to provoke the madness in his inner world, and finally to go mad and kill people and set fire, his whole figure does not know what to do, Later, in order to fulfill some of his filial duties to his brother, and finally he could not find his missing body, and he could not find his body for a long time, and finally he could only set up a well-dressed grave for his brother who was a fellow mother. In the Cheng family's daughter-in-law Wang's description of the burning of the village in the entire village and finally developed to the point of killing people with knives, it probably happened when China had entered the reform and opening up, the economy had achieved certain results, and the living standards of the people had been improved, and the time of the incident was probably a few years before Wu Yuan was born in 1900 and before the eldest brother was born. Finally from the communization of public ownership during the impoverished Chinese Cultural Revolution, Deng Xiaoping gradually broke away from the reform and opening up, and under the urging of the dream of money and wealth, he finally raised a ploughing ox that finally belonged to him. In addition, which brother of He had inherited his father's descendant of Wu as a member of Shaujitian, as a family under the protection of his parents and four other elder brothers, he rarely received a blow from others, and suddenly received such a heavy stimulation and blow, so that his inner world could no longer bear it, and finally reached the crazy step, after he set fire in the whole village, Probably because he was not used to seeing that when he was a child, because there were many brothers in the family, there was little left of the wealth accumulated by his great-grandfather in the family and distributed it to their hands, so he was probably also treated by the stingy treatment of the unique eyes of the great-grandmother of the landlord Po Lang before the founding of New China as a woman when she lived in wealth and nobility, and when things were at the highest peak, he suddenly turned back and what people didn't expect was to launch his revenge on Lang's great-grandmother. He picked up the pig-killing knife and stabbed Lang's great-grandmother's calf, and although there was a strong sharp pain from his calf in the process of running, he didn't dare to stop a step, but forced to run desperately towards the place where his old house was located, probably knowing that after the murder happened, Ha's doll i bear paw thought of the seriousness of the matter, and since then it has completely disappeared from the sight of the people in the entire village, Until his brother was already old, and even walked to know each other, when he dozed off, it was not because his brother had met once, and the people in the whole village had slowly forgotten that there was such a number one person in the village at the moment when his brother erected a mound for him. Bin only accidentally caused a fire in his tiled house in the village, that is, Jun's mother, although the fire was immediately extinguished by some people who went to the old goods, but just a few days after it was extinguished, Jun's mother suddenly talked about the possible consequences of the fire, and if she didn't find it in time, when the whole or began to spread, she might burn down several houses next to his house. When Pentax's father heard these words, a sentence suddenly came out of his mouth: "In that case, there may be a second fire in the Shibanpo village." At that time, when Bin personally heard his father Guo say this, he asked his mother what was called the second fire in the village, and his father said that the brother who did not say the specific date and the time that his brother had done in the village and then disappeared, and then as Bin continued to listen to other people talk about the continuous in-depth understanding of the matter, he turned back to the specific process of the problem of his grandfather's incident. His grandfather warned him in his eyes that he should rot this matter in his stomach, and let the painful things that had happened to him pass like this, and then just told him that it happened to He's brother, and that with their relationship in the family, they should not talk about it everywhere. After receiving the warning from his grandfather Rong, Bin was afraid of the unnecessary consequences of the seriousness of the matter, so he did not ask any more questions, but as he learned more and more about the past and future in the village, he made almost reasonable speculations and understandings about the beginning and end of this incident except for the specific time of occurrence. And these are all things that Wu Yuan learned from his eldest brother Bin.