Panda City No. 1 Senior Experimental Middle School, Class 3 of the second grade. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

"Students, go to class."

"Stand up."

"Old ~ teacher ~ good!"

"Hello students, please be seated." After seeing that the students who were sitting back in their seats had all sat down, An Ruodao, the teacher of this class, started his lesson today, which was the first class after he took a month off.

"Okay, students, what we are going to talk about today is the ideology and culture of the Spring and Autumn Period and the Warring States Period, a splendid era in which a hundred schools of thought contended......"

"The first representative of Taoism is Lao Tzu's real name Lao Dan, also known as Li Er, the surname Li was originally from the old surname, the teacher I and my classmates formed a team to conduct a national investigation, in Lao Tzu's hometown of Henan I have seen several villages, the villagers are surnamed Li, but the name of the village is called 'Lao Village' or 'Lao Zhuang'. Lao Tzu wrote a book, the name is "Lao Tzu", the name is quite convenient, but this is also the practice of naming books at that time, and most of the other people's book titles are also like this. Lao Tzu himself is a nobleman, who served as the keeper of the Tibetan history of the Zhou Kingdom, which is equivalent to the current director of the Central Library, and has books to read every day, and has read more books, and his thoughts naturally surpass ordinary people, and as a result, Lao Tzu has become the most respected ancient thinker in China so far. It is said that Taizu of this dynasty also served as a librarian back then, and later led the team to conquer the country. It can be seen that reading more books is beneficial, and you must not believe in any 'reading is useless'......"

The first representative of Confucianism was Confucius, who was the equivalent of a ministerial-level cadre at the highest level of government at the highest level, but was soon deposed because of a power struggle, and then he traveled around the world to promote his political ideas, but for various reasons he was not appointed. But Confucius was a very powerful teacher, and he produced many powerful disciples, such as the most famous Youzigong, who once served as the minister of Lu and Wei, and was also good at business, and was the richest man at that time. Confucius's theories of 'teaching students according to their aptitude' and 'teaching without class' are still worth learning from those of us who are teachers today......"

……

An Ruodao is 25 years old this year, a handsome man with black-rimmed glasses, he has been a history teacher in Bocai High School in City A for 3 years, he likes his current job very much, and has put a lot of effort into doing this job well.

In the experimental high school, An Ruodao's history class was liked by many students, not only because the history class itself was relatively relaxed, but also because An Ruodao's own charm also played a great role. Although the content of his lectures was close to the textbook, by interspersing the knowledge and experience he had accumulated over the years, the originally boring content became vivid and vivid, and the students under the podium were fascinated by it.

“…… Let's swing the oars, little boat......"

With the song of the end of class playing on the loudspeaker, the history lesson finally ended, and An Ruodao walked out of the classroom.

"Teacher An, are you unhappy today?" As soon as he walked out, a delicate female voice sounded behind An Ruodao.

An Ruodao looked back, but it turned out to be Wang Xiaomeng, the representative of the history class in her class, this girl often asked An Ruodao some historical questions, and she was a person who was very interested in history.

An Ruodao smiled faintly and asked Wang Xiaomeng, "Little girl, why do you think I'm unhappy today?" ”

"Because Mr. An, you didn't smile in the whole class today, and you usually like to ask questions about what we learned in the last history class, but you didn't ask anyone today." Wang Xiaomeng replied honestly.

An Ruodao's eyes flickered, and there seemed to be a little tear flashing, but then he forced himself to show a gentle smile, hid his emotions, stretched out his hand and touched Wang Xiaomeng's little head, and said, "Don't think about it, the teacher is a little tired today, just go back and take a rest." ”

"Well, then I know, teacher, let's go."

"Well, goodbye!"

……

An Ruodao walked out of the school gate, and on the empty boulevard outside the school, he finally couldn't stop the tears in his eyes and let it flow down in an uproar. Wang Xiaomeng is not wrong, An Ruodao is indeed very unhappy today, no, he can no longer use "unhappy" to describe him, the correct description should be "extremely sad", but he forcibly suppressed his emotions.

An Ruodao couldn't help but grieve because his fiancée died on the eve of their marriage.

An Ruodao's relationship was not easy to come by, and at the beginning, the relationship between the two of them was opposed by all the other members of his family, because An Ruodao was talking about a sibling relationship, and his girlfriend Ruth. Lin is a 42-year-old American poetess in China.

The son talked about a foreign girlfriend who was 17 years older than him and had to marry her, which was something that An Ruodao's parents initially said they could not accept no matter what. But after half a year of tug-of-war, An Ruodao finally succeeded in forcing her parents to accept the marriage with the news of Ruth's pregnancy.

Unfortunately, everything is already a floating cloud.

It turned out that just three days ago, when Ruth went to the supermarket to buy something, she saw a man and a woman secretly taking away the child in the stroller pulled by a careless mother.

Seeing that the young mother who had stolen the child let out a scream like waking up from a dream, some of the customers who were shopping in the supermarket had already begun to surround the two traffickers, who knew that the ruthless male trafficker actually threw the baby in his hand into the air in order to escape!

It's too late, it's too soon. Ruth was the first to react at this time, ran towards the place where the child was about to fall, stretched out her arms, and caught the child at once!

When everyone was distracted by the baby in mid-air, the male trafficker took the female trafficker's hand and started running. After Ruth handed over the child to the child's mother, she beckoned everyone to chase them, and she herself was once again at the forefront.

In the pursuit and interception all the way, everyone finally blocked the two traffickers in a corner of the supermarket. But after all, everyone still underestimated the ferocity of the male trafficker, and the male trafficker who was cornered actually took out a dagger from his waist!

Human beings will always be afraid of death, because life is so fragile, so fragile that a short piece of steel can be easily taken away, and there is no one warrior who can face life and death. When the gangsters showed their knives, most of the citizens who had been soaked in the stable and comfortable urban life suddenly let out an exclamation, and then most of them flinched, turned around, and fled, daring to continue to the former......

In the end, this "supermarket incident" eventually led to 17 casualties, and Ruth was unfortunately stabbed in the heart by the gangsters in this incident, but at the last moment of her life, she also successfully spilled a handful of flour from the rice and noodle counter next to her into the eyes of the gangsters, causing the gangsters to be subdued by others because of temporary blindness.

The dead are gone, but the living mourn forever.

After the loss of his beloved, An Ruodao's whole person fell into a situation of extreme sadness, crying and fainting three times in a row, and after waking up, he couldn't eat water for a long time, and his heart looked like ashes. When he was finally able to eat a little, he began to drink and smoke again, a habit that he had never been tainted with, and his own family was worried about it, and it disrupted all the rules of life. When An Ruodao realized that his self-abandonment had caused great distress to his family, in order not to make his parents sad, he suppressed his sadness in the depths of his heart, and cheered up on the surface and made a reinvigorated appearance. However, even though he tried his best to hide it, the attentive schoolgirl could easily see that he was different from before, and the painful memories of being touched gushed out of his heart again, making the man who had not known what tears were since he was 9 years old burst into tears again.

People often say that love is like a ghost, and many people believe in its existence, but no one has ever seen it.

The person who said this sentence was probably heartbroken, so he refused to believe in love. In fact, there is nothing wrong with being a person who does not believe in love, men and women evaluate each other's net worth and habits after meeting, and live together after feeling suitable.

But for those beautiful things, what everyone is most afraid of is not having, but losing after having them, such as childhood, such as love.

After being with Ruth, An Ruodao enjoyed the happiest time in his life, and unlike the two girlfriends An Ruodao had talked about before that could give him the passion of life and the joy of the flesh, Ruth was able to give An Ruodao more things. Ruth has a wealth of experience without losing her innocence, full of justice but never demanding of others, super-talented but still modest and studious, An Ruodao not only gained passion, joy and happiness in the process of interacting with Ruth, but also gained calm, comfort and enlightenment.

If An Ruodao's previous two short relationships were like raging fires that suddenly burned but were extinguished in an instant, the love between An Ruodao and Ruth was more like an undercurrent turbulent and deep and boundless sea.

It's a pity, it's a pity, it's a pity

Hiding in an uninhabited corner of the park near the school, An Ruodao sat quietly on the ground, leaning against the wall, letting his face be constantly washed by tears.

I don't know how long it took, the sun was completely out of sight, only the sunlight that passed through the steel jungle of the city was still announcing that the night was still in the future, but judging from the long shadow on the ground, today's day was about to pass again, for An Ruodao, who has never had any nightlife, the day passed, which means that the day has passed.

At this time, An Ruodao's mobile phone ringtone, the music set by the ringtone is "Mississippi River", this mobile phone ringtone was set by Ruth for him, and Ruth's mobile phone ringtone is "My Motherland" set by An Ruodao.

Listening to the low and majestic voice of the mobile phone ringtone, An Ruodao's heart was about to be torn apart! He quickly pressed the answer button, and the sound of the music stopped abruptly, which eased his heartache a little.

"Hey, Knife, where are you?" A young man's voice came from the phone.

As soon as he heard this voice, An Ruodao knew who it was.

"Lattice, what's the matter?" An Ruodao replied.

The lattice is An Ruodao's hair small, and only a few people who play from childhood to adulthood will call An Ruodao a "knife".

"It's okay, come out and drink."

"Where are you going?"

"Huadu Bar, how's it going?"

"Okay, can you pick me up? I'm in xx park. ”

"OK, there's something wrong with the wood."

An hour later, the Flower Bar.

An Ruodao had already drunk a full bottle of vodka, and he sat on the sofa on his back, carefully feeling the various miraculous reactions of alcohol in his body.

"Under normal circumstances, drinking only a moderate amount of alcohol is OK, less there is no feeling, more is easy to have accidents, and the feeling of being slightly drunk is just right, but today is different, I came to you to get drunk with you. Knives, do you remember the days when my buddies were at school? What a nostalgia for my lost childhood! Plaid said with a grin. I saw that Gezi was a sturdy and burly masculine man, and he was dressed in high-end casual clothes, looking free and easy, full of charm.

"Huh." An Ruodao just smiled, he already felt his face start to heat up, and a dizzy feeling floated to his head.

"Hehe, knife, don't keep talking, buddy knows that you are bitter, but this is really not a solution, I am also very sad about the death of my brother and sister, after all, I have never had a brother and sister who is 16 years older than me, and people are really beautiful. But there are so many good girls in the world, why would you hang yourself on a tree? Gezi finally couldn't hold back, and said the purpose of his day about An Ruo.

"Gezi, we are friends from childhood to adulthood, you know best who I am, and I also know who you are. I'll be my infatuation seed, and you'll be your best girl, that's enough. A cat can't become a dog, and even if a cat can become a dog, it won't necessarily be much happier than when it was a cat. An Ruodao smiled when he heard this, although he didn't like Grid's evaluation of Ruth was just a "beautiful", Ruth was by no means just a vain woman who could be summed up by "beautiful", but he could really feel the care of his old friend about him, so he held back his unhappiness and avoided the topic of Grid's words more tactfully.

"Alas, you reminded me of when I broke up with my first love, I was as sad as you for a while, if it wasn't for that time I hurt too hard, I wouldn't have become the 'sister master' in your mouth, in fact, love is like a ghost, everyone has heard of it, but where is it true? You just take women too seriously and treat them too well, and warming men is a disease that must be cured. Gezi didn't listen to An Ruodao's words, and continued to persuade. His first love was hooked up by a second-generation official in the same class in college, and after a sad heartbreak, the lattice began to play a life of flowers and never serious about love.

"Hehe, a warm man is a disease? Straight men are still a kind of cancer! If you could continue to walk with your first love back then, would you still say that love is like a ghost? An Ruodao sat up straight, poured himself another glass of wine, and then said again.

Gezi's eyes dimmed instantly, and it was obvious that An Ruodao's words had touched a certain sore spot in his heart, but he quickly continued: "There is no if, the fact has been determined." ”

An Ruodao felt that his drunkenness was becoming more and more obvious, and his brain could no longer control the words that were about to come out of his mouth: "Do you really think that I don't understand the vanity of love?" I'm a history student! In fact, in the long history of the evolution of the universe, where is there any love? Even in the history of mankind, love is something that only appeared in the last few thousand years when civilization has developed! In fact, love, like religion, is just a 'tool' created by human beings to live a better life! Religion makes people live a down-to-earth life, love makes people live happily, they are created out of thin air by human beings, and then in turn completely subvert the lives of human beings themselves! You say love is not real, and I don't want to contradict you at all. But I want to say, Gezi, even if you have countless sisters, you can only enjoy the physical pleasures that men in primitive society and feudal times can enjoy, and the love that can only appear in civilized society is not blessed to enjoy. It is a wonderful feeling that as long as you have had such a pure love, you will prefer to be single rather than to be reluctant to be provoked by simple physical needs or other 'love' that is mixed with transaction, calculation or premeditation, if that 'love' is also love. I'm not someone who hasn't been in love, but only Ruth is a woman who can satisfy all my beautiful fantasies about women, a lovely sister, a gentle sister, a kind mother-in-law, a pure girl, a steadfast wife, a fiery lover...... I can get all my good fantasies about women from her, and I've always tried to be a man who can satisfy all her good fantasies about men. However, I didn't have a chance......"

Speaking of this, An Ruodao covered his eyes with one hand, and he burst into tears again. And Gezi was also silent, he felt that what An Ruodao had just said needed him to digest with his brain.

After a moment of silence, Gezi finally spoke again: "Since you also said that love is created by human beings to benefit their own lives instead of making themselves bad, then what are you sad about now, isn't your love not making you happy but making you miserable?" ”

An Ruodao took out a tissue to wipe away his tears, and a bitter smile appeared on the corner of his mouth: "If human beings can control what they have created at will, then now we don't have to worry about the existing nuclear weapons destroying the earth!" When a thing is created by humans, it forms its own independence, which in turn affects the person who created it. For example, you like to take care of your sister all over now, but do you know whether you want to take your sister yourself, or is your concept of revenge against women and your experience of taking care of your sister constantly forcing you to keep taking care of your sister? You persuade me not to be sad and sad because of broken love, then you try to stop hooking up with beautiful women! ”

"Uh......" Gezi was speechless, and he didn't know what to say, and he took a drink from his glass.

"Huh." An Ruodao looked at Gezi's depressed face, and his originally extremely painful and tangled mood couldn't help but relax, laughed, and drank a glass of wine again.

"Knives!" But at this time, a resolute look appeared on Gezi's face, "I believe what you say, but I don't accept it, I want to make a bet with you!" From tomorrow onwards, I will no longer play with my love life, and you will not be able to look sad like this anymore. My attitude towards love will become serious in the future, I hope you will also take a little responsibility for your own life, at least do not let your parents be sad for you, the old people are old, don't let them worry about our lives anymore. Do you dare to bet? ”

The person who fell silent this time was An Ruodao, who took out a cigarette and put it to his mouth and lit it.

"You didn't smoke all the time."

"I'm going to have to do something that I didn't often do to distract me, or I'd have been martyred."

An Ruodao once again felt a strong friendship from Gezi's words, this is a friendship condensed after more than 20 years of time test, although this kind of friendship between brothers is not as romantic as the love between him and Ruth, but its preciousness is not inferior to the former. The promise made by Gezi is not simple, although it seems that he is just saying that he is not going to pick up girls, but not picking up girls is small, and the chain reaction caused by not picking up girls is big, which represents a big adjustment of his entire life structure and relationships, and Gezi is just doing this to be able to let An Ruodao come out of the shadow of broken love.

True love is like the sea, good friends are like mountains!

After a long time, An Ruodao finally spoke: "I don't have a class tomorrow morning, I'm going to go to the cemetery to see Ruth, talk to her, and when I come out of the cemetery, I'll make this bet with you." ”

Lattice smiled, "OK." ”

But at this time, a foreign man in his thirties suddenly rushed into the bar, and after he entered the bar, he walked directly to the seat where An Ruodao was.

"Boy, I'm Ruth's suitor, I traveled all the way from the United States to China to pursue her, but I didn't expect her to be snatched away by you! I didn't expect you to protect her! If you really love her, then the most important thing you should do now is to accompany her! "Accompanied by the angry voice of the white man, it was a pistol.

"Bang!" Blood spill bar.

"Ruth, am I finally going to see you?" This was An Ruodao's last thought.