Chapter 64: Emotional Awakening

That year was the last winter for Zhao Meimei to follow her brother in the small western-style building. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info

On the twentieth day of the lunar calendar, Shi Yang's father brought a few workers to help Shi Yang's mother and son move their home to the city, and the small western-style building was returned to the factory and turned into a warehouse.

Shi Yang's father specially invited Zhao Meimei's family to go to the city to recognize the door, and he really regarded their family as close friends.

Zhao Dazhuang carried two boxes of drinks, Liu Xiu'e held a bag of fruits, Zhao Meimei wore newly bought clothes for the New Year, and a family of three came to visit, which can be regarded as an early visit in advance.

The new home that Shi Yang moved to was the house distributed by Shi Yang's father's factory.

The house is located in the middle of the community, on the third floor, with a two-bedroom and two-hall layout, and the decoration style is quite similar to the small western-style building, which can be seen to be also from the hand of Shi Yangma.

Zhao Dazhuang followed Shi Yang's father to sit in the living room and chat, Liu Xiu'e accompanied Shi Yang's mother to the kitchen to have dinner, and Zhao Meimei was led back to her bedroom by her Yangyang brother.

Shi Yang's new room is very bright and spacious, with a single bed against the wall, a window opposite the bed, a study desk under the window, and a half-person-high bookshelf standing in the corner of the wall, which is full of Shi Yang's books, many of which Zhao Meimei has read.

Zhao Meimei took a look around, took a closer look, admired enough, walked back to the bed, and sat down next to her brother.

Zhao Meimei asked: "Brother, won't you go back to the small western-style building in the future?" ”

Shi Yang nodded, with a faint expression on his face: "Well, the previous house has been taken back by the factory." ”

Zhao Meimei was stunned for a moment, she always thought that Shi Yang's mother and son would always live there, she wanted to find her Yangyang brother, as long as he came home from vacation, she could see him every day.

At this time, Zhao Meimei realized for the first time that she might no longer be able to be as intimate with her Yangyang brother as before, nor could she rush to send it to her Yangyang brother whenever her mother made something delicious, and she couldn't even see her Yangyang brother anytime and anywhere.

Zhao Meimei's heart swelled with an extremely strange and heavy emotion, which made her a little breathless.

Zhao Meimei threw herself on the bed on her back and sighed heavily.

Shi Yang looked at her old-fashioned, pretending to be an adult, and reached out to pinch her face funny.

Zhao Meimei's baby fat, which she has been born with since childhood, has faded little by little with the passage of time.

Shi Yang looked at Zhao Meimei carefully, and felt that the little girl in his memory was indeed growing up little by little, and this feeling made him feel very relieved inexplicably.

Shi Yang asked Zhao Meimei with a smile: "What are you doing?" ”

Zhao Meimei lay down and didn't move, tilted her head, drooped her thin eyelids, and squinted at people: "Brother, I don't think it's as good as home here." ”

Zhao Meimei has always called the small western-style building home, saying that it is Shi Yang's home, that is, her home.

The smile on Shi Yang's face faded a little.

Since the year Shi Yang was admitted to college, Shi Yang's father held a student banquet with Zhang Luo, the relationship between Shi Yang and his father began to break the ice quickly, not broken, Shi Yang went to the provincial capital to study in college, his mother stayed here alone, his father simply packed people and took them over, and the two officially lived an ordinary married life.

Shi Yang's father untied the knot in his heart, and he no longer avoided outsiders as before, and outsiders hindered his identity, so he cooperated and slowly recognized their relationship.

Shi Yang still has a deep grudge against his father, and the deep-rooted rift from childhood to adulthood cannot be smoothed out at once, but now that he is older, he knows how to suppress and hide his emotions, and he will not show it on the surface.

Zhao Meimei always seems to be able to accurately say a word or an action from childhood to adulthood, and easily poke her brother's heart.

Shi Yang's heart hurt fiercely, and all the reluctance that had been suppressed before surged out at this time.

Zhao Meimei's words, in a sense, were also an enlightenment to Shi Yang's feelings, which made him clearly realize one thing, that is, he seemed to be really reluctant to give up on Xiao Yanglou.

Shi Yang has moved with his mother several times since he was a child, and in his opinion, the house is just a place to shelter from the wind and rain and sleep and rest.

In the past, no matter where he moved with his mother, he didn't have any special feelings, but this time, when he moved out of a small western-style building, he suddenly felt extremely depressed and reluctant.

Shi Yang didn't reject living in his father's house, he used to eat and spend his father's money since he was a child, he clearly knew this, and he also knew that he and his mother were not yet independent, and they could only survive well by relying on his father.

So no matter how good the small western-style building is, in his eyes, it is nothing more than a house, a borrowed residence, and the same monthly rent has to be paid, which is not really something that belongs to their mother and son.

Shi Yang couldn't help but ask himself, just living for a few years, can he really have such a deep reluctance?

When Shi Yang was distracted, his eyes were fixed on a certain point in the air, thinking to himself.

Zhao Meimei looked at her Yangyang brother's clenched teeth and deep eyes, and suddenly learned to recognize her Yangyang brother's mood without a teacher, she felt that her Yangyang brother was desperately suppressing and restraining a certain emotion at this time.

Zhao Meimei thought that it was because of what she said just now, which made her brother Yangyang unhappy, and hurriedly went back to remedy: "I'm not saying that this place is bad, it's just that after you move here, I can't find you as convenient as before." You say, what if I suddenly miss you and want to see you? If my mother makes something delicious again, I want you to taste it, how can I give it to you。。。。。。 ”

Zhao Meimei said with a strong reluctance in her tone.

Shi Yang silently turned around, looked at Zhao Meimei's face lying on the bed and turned up, listening to her muttering and whining, the hot blood in his heart seemed to flow backwards suddenly, and the warmth flowed through his entire chest, soaking his heart crisp and soft.

At that time, Zhao Meimei was wearing a brand new dress, lying on a single bed with a stone blue checkered, tilting her head obliquely, revealing her narrow eyebrows and eyes, her whole body was pursed at the corners of her mouth, and when she spoke, her lips did not open and close much.

Shi Yang sat on the edge of the bed half-sideways, glanced sideways at Zhao Meimei, who was pouting and chattering, and suddenly understood what he was really reluctant to worry about.

What firmly tied his heart to him was not the house he had lived in for a few years, but the person who had been with him in the house for several years.