Chapter 846: What I Think, Not What I Can

Zhang Shidong never thought that the program arranged by Meng Lei for him would be to go to a group of seventeen or eighteen-year-old young people, clubbing with them, playing together, and racing in the suburbs at midnight.

The age gap has created an unimaginable generation gap, and he has always felt that he is very young and a young man of the new era, but when he is really with the current generation of seventeen or eighteen-year-olds, he realizes that he is really old.

It turns out that girls nowadays can be so crazy!

It turns out that the current second generation can consume like this!

It turns out that the owners of luxury sports cars actually don't have a driver's license!

It turns out that there are so many sake that you don't even know the name of!

It turns out that there are so many Internet slang now!

Shipping this shijie has progressed so far!

Xiao Yuer accompanied him to finish eating and threw the person to Meng Lei, and under his leadership, Zhang Shidong followed him to a very ordinary bar, where you can basically spend dozens of yuan per capita to play here for a night.

In the card bag, a group of young people were drinking and chatting happily, Zhang Shidong was solemnly introduced by Meng Lei, but no one was interested in him, and he was very self-interested and happy, as if Zhang Shidong was an ordinary person brought by a friend.

I'm not interested in knowing what your identity is, Lao Tzu (Lao Niang) is not yet old enough to manage interpersonal relationships, my parents have just started to struggle, I can still play for more than ten years, they will leave me countless resources, it doesn't matter to me whether you break the cow or not, if I don't mess with you, it's over, and you will come to me because I didn't pay attention to you?

Those interpersonal relationships in society have nothing to do with me. When you come, sit down and play together, they are all friends and friends, drink together when you are happy, and break up if you are not happy, as for who treats and who pays, in such a place to consume, everyone here has the ability to pay for continuously, and does not blink without hesitation, and no one cares which one has brought how many friends over, many times everyone plays together and finds that they don't even know each other's names. But they have already strung together several scenes.

"Come on. Uncle, what are you doing sitting, drinking, and being happy when you come out to play. There is wine today, and there is drunkenness today. The problem can't be solved by frowning. A refreshing voice burped and appeared beside Zhang Shidong. The girl with heavy makeup and smoky makeup held up a bottle of beer and handed it to Zhang Shidong.

"Am I frowning?" Zhang Shidong took the beer, bumped into the other party, and took a big sip. Later, when he saw that the other party was sucking down, he raised it again and drank it down.

"Cut, look at your age, you still come out to play at night, there are no girls around, if it weren't for the social pressure on you too much, as for? Forget it, don't mention it so much, come, drink. ”

Zhang Shidong and this bold girl drank eight beers in a row, although it was a small bottle in the bar, but it also attracted the attention of the people around them, everyone began to coax wildly, and treated Zhang Shidong with a smile, and he could be recognized only if he could integrate into it, but he didn't expect to feel the most profound truth in the simplest circle, he was not recognized by Yanjing and Modu, in the final analysis, it was not because he was young, but because he was never recognized by them, In their hearts, they have never integrated into their shijie, how can they recognize it.

Laughing and shaking his head, seeing that the girl was drunk and still raised the wine bottle after a few wine burps in a row, Zhang Shidong raised his hand and grabbed two bottles from the coffee table, and gestured around The screams immediately sounded more violently, one against two.

"Dude, enough man."

"Kaoru-chan, you've met your opponent today."

The girl who was called Xiao Xun looked at Zhang Shidong with a wine burp, smiled suddenly, her teeth were very white, she reached out again and pulled over a bottle of wine, and the look was one on one if she didn't admit defeat.

Zhang Shidong is as steady as Mount Tai, sitting there easily and killing six bottles in a row, Xiao Xun couldn't stand it, he didn't squirt out on the spot because he was young, and he was helped into the bathroom by his sisters before he began to vomit, and no one would blame Zhang Shidong, everyone came out to play just to have fun, there are no rules for men to let women let the big ones let the small ones, just be happy, Hi Pi is the best.

It's a very common thing to happen, Xiao Xun and a few other girls were surrounded, it was nothing more than a few drunks who had a lustful heart, plus Xiao Xun who drank too much didn't pay attention to stepping on each other's feet, Meng Lei came to Zhang Shidong's side, picked up a beer bottle and smashed it, and then saw that nearly 20 men and women in the entire card pack were all throwing something, the girls looked more tough than the boys, and the other party was completely stunned by a beer bottle, and he didn't react to what was going on. A large group of people here hula all ran out of the bar, shouting as they ran, not afraid of the other party's retaliation at all, but they felt that this way was more exciting and the fun was more hilarious.

Running out of one street, everyone looked at each other hahadaxiao, stretched out their hands to stop a taxi on another street, and the four people who hooked their shoulders squeezed into a taxi, and no one knew where to go, following the car in front, and the people in the car in front wanted to play wherever they wanted, and the people behind followed.

"No wonder you let the crystal go back." Zhang Shidong was thoughtful, Meng Lei smirked, took out a stack of money in his trouser pocket, there were more than 2,000 yuan, and a card and a blank piece of paper, on which was written the address of his home: "Everyone is almost in this state, and when you go to zuihou, you must be completely dizzy, thinking about taking out the paper and leaving a hundred yuan in your pocket, you don't have anything on your body, you can throw away your love like cigarettes, lighters, mobile phones, etc., as long as people can go home." ”

Zhang Shidong nodded: "It's a little interesting." Seeing the cleanliness of these people, the schoolbag in their hands seemed a little redundant, no wonder they always felt that something strange was after sitting down, these girls didn't even have a backpack, all of them carried a stack of money, a card and a piece of paper in their pockets.

High-end bars, mid-range bars, ordinary barbecue city hot pot restaurants, KTV performing arts plazas for mass consumption, this group of people has no fixed consumption level, anyway, as long as someone proposes it, then go, when you get there, you buy a bunch of I'll buy a bunch of things, these twenty people add up to seventy or eighty thousand yuan After consumption, if you are sober, you will go to the ATM to withdraw some money and then play, so that everyone has no money, and they will go home.

A very simple and simple kind of happiness, based on the strong economic pillar given to them by their parents, do not pretend, do not be arrogant, do not be afraid, and are not afraid of things, they come out completely for fun, and everything that is opposite to happiness is insulated from them and is not accepted by them.

There is no scheming, because no one has in-depth communication with you, and it does not give you the opportunity to play tricks, no one cares if you follow the whole year to eat and drink, if you want to pull down that face, you will rub, and the people who can be understood by each other and leave a phone number to come out to play and contact are not that kind of people, occasionally come to eat and drink, they don't care at all, and the money is regarded as a meal.

There is no fighting, just drinking and having fun, fighting for anything, no one comes with you, you have to do it with outsiders, there is really any trouble behind running after the fight, and the next day it will be settled with their family background at most spending a little money.

Zhang Shidong is sure that few people here know Meng Lei's true identity, and everyone never seems to be interested in someone's family, except for the phone number directly stored in the notes of Little Penguin's friends, the name is often wrong, for them who have to lose their mobile phones an average of five or six times a month, the phone numbers stored in the mobile phone and card are far better than stored in the network software that can log in.

This night, Zhang Shidong gradually let go and followed them all the way to play, and also spent 1,800 yuan, left a hundred in the wallet, and another 100 bought a box of cigarettes and a lighter, until dawn, they zuihou a drinking place is a driver fast food, a group of people rushed in, one person carried a bottle of liquor in his hand, almost did not scare the owner of the fast food restaurant, except for those who drank too much and still got into the car to go home, there were five people left, in addition to Zhang Shidong and Meng Lei are a man and two women, Xiao Xun is also among them, The five of them vomited several times except for Zhang Shidong, they were quite sober, and the rest of the money left a hundred yuan in their pockets was taken out, including Zhang Shidong, who only took out a little more than 200, so they asked the boss to serve the food according to the money, and a few people got a plate of peanuts and continued to drink, with a strong smell of wine all over the body, giving people the feeling of being soaked in a wine vat, and the two girls also had no image, and they drank the bottle with the liquor, jiashi was very fierce, in fact, they couldn't drink much at all. Looking at them, Jiashi thought that this big gulp could drink one, two, two, two.

I didn't eat much food, taking advantage of Xiao Xun and the girl's vomiting again, the five of them left the fast food restaurant, one got into a taxi, waved Zaijian and returned home, the money was spent and the wine was drunk until they began to lose their minds, and went home to sleep.

Compared with them, Zhang Shidong felt that he had misunderstood the concept of drunken life and dream of death before, Meng Lei was right, because he was not them, so he never understood the lifestyle of such a group of second-generation people, he had a golden key in his mouth since he was a child, but he also suffered from the huge pressure that ordinary children did not have to bear, the aura of parents always wanted to put on your body and constantly become bigger and brighter, but they didn't know that the children were extremely rebellious in their hearts, so they didn't want to live according to your arrangement, so they wanted to tell them in a decadent state- You don't have the power to dictate my life.

The rebellion never stopped.

Will I be able to fit in with such a group?

When the taxi asked for the address, Zhang Shidong reported the address of the small courtyard in passing, and in the car, he asked himself if he was given the opportunity to integrate into them, would he be?

The morning sun rose, and when the taxi arrived, the door of the small courtyard opened, and Uncle Liuli walked out, and the moment he saw her, Zhang Shidong had an answer......

What I think, not what I can; This shijie is only what I want to do, and no one can dictate what I want to interfere with what I do.

Only I don't want to integrate, if I don't want to integrate, why should I be wronged, do I have to be forced to compromise by this society and be forced to integrate?

No, I will do what I want to do, I will do what I don't want to do, even if I can, I will not do it. (To be continued......)