Chapter 43: Selflessness and Selfishness
The atmosphere in the hilltop villa today is obviously very different from usual, and there are no servants in the huge living room. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
Renbo looked nervously at Wang Zi, who was dressed in a white shirt in front of the black light curtain, and didn't dare to blink his eyes.
Wang Zi has been standing here all morning, and after getting up in the morning, Wang Zi has been standing here.
Bell bell bell ......
PHS's bell rang again, and Renbo glanced at the word Sister Tong on the screen, and sighed secretly, but he didn't say anything to remind him. Because even reminders are useless, the phone has been ringing 23 times this morning.
The moment the bell rang again, Wang Zi's hand trembled slightly.
He knew who was calling, but he didn't dare to answer it, because he didn't know what to say.
It's not that he wants to alienate Hu Xintong, but he doesn't want Hu Xintong to alienate himself.
Even if the whole world abandoned him, Hu Xintong was the only one...... Wang Zi hopes that she can be by her side.
Being able to play together, be able to communicate together, and be able to laugh together, even Wang Zi knows that this is very selfish, but he also hopes to be able to walk the streets under the dark night with Hu Xintong.
This selfish emotion...... It's love!
Wang Zi finally understood what the so-called love was, but the son of the moon fell in love with the daughter of the sun...... That's really true.
Looking at the pitch-black light barrier curtain in front of him, Wang Zi's heart suddenly had the idea of opening the light barrier curtain and letting the daylight shine into the villa.
He...... I wanted to drag my bruised body to Sister Tong in that daylight.
Then...... Will Sister Tong be able to stretch out her hands to him and smile brightly at his most painful moments, without shying away from his identity as an albinist?
Just like the annotation under Sleeping Beauty's fairy tale, everything outside is tribulus terrestris to him!
Perhaps a long, long time ago, when Wang Zi annotated this passage, he was already longing for someone's salvation, and the urge to step into the sunlight was born in his heart.
But that is only the sprout, and now this weak and petite sprout, after being watered by 'love', has begun to grow.
Wang Zi also understood a fact at this moment of budding growth.
He...... I have fallen in love with Sister Tong, I can't extricate myself from my love, I can't withdraw from my love, I want to be willful once, and I love ...... I want to make myself more selfish.
But he found that he couldn't do it, he couldn't be selfish enough to pull Sister Tong into the night, which would make Sister Tong lose a lot of joy.
Is such a self really qualified to make friends? Are you really qualified to fall in love with Sister Tong?
No matter how many times you ask yourself, you will get only one answer, and that is...... Not eligible!
He doesn't qualify!
The maid led Huang Wen quietly into the living room, Ren Bo turned to Huang Wenjing and nodded with a forehead, Huang Wenjing still smiled and nodded like a lady, but when she saw Wang Zi's back.
She couldn't help but feel a touch of loss in her heart, the reason why Wang Zi would become like this, Steward Ren had already told her.
"Steward Ren, let me talk to Wang Zi alone!" After a long groan, Huang Wenjing said to the butler Ren on the side.
"Hmm!"
Ren Bo nodded and quietly walked out of the hall.
After Renbo left, Huang Wenjing did not speak, but quietly looked at Wang Zi's back.
A hint of bitterness gradually flashed on her delicate cheeks, but in an instant it was calm, and for a counselor, controlling one's emotions is the most basic and the most important.
"Wang Zi!" Huang Wenjing took two steps forward, called Wang Zi's name softly, and looked at Wang Zi's slightly moving back, Huang Wenjing shook her head: "That's fine, don't turn your head." ”
Wang Zi nodded slightly when he heard this.
Sure enough, Ren Bo invited Dr. Huang here?
"I'm nothing, Dr. Wong!" Wang Zi said with a touch of apology: "I'm really sorry to trouble you to run again!" ”
When Huang Wenjing heard this, a different color flashed in her eyes, and then a sweet smile bloomed on her pretty face, and the only remaining unwillingness in her heart completely dissipated at this moment.
She lost, completely lost.
Shaking her head and waving away the distracting thoughts in her mind, Huang Wenjing looked at Wang Zi's back and smiled: "It's different to have friends, I'm curious about that Miss Hu now!" ”
"Friends?" Wang Zi, who was facing away from Huang Wenjing, had a trace of bitterness on his face: "Where am I qualified to make so-called friends......
"No, you're qualified!" Huang Wenjing directly interrupted Wang Zi's words, and said in an extremely serious tone: "Anyone is qualified to make friends, because every human being has feelings. ”
"What about albinism, isn't it just human!" Huang Wenjing looked at Wang Zi's back: "Since you have made changes for that Miss Huang, then continue to change, don't feel that you are very selfish, because human emotions are selfish!" ”
"Feelings, in some cases are selfless, but more often than not, they are selfish, and when the other person is able to bear your selfishness, this selfishness can also be said to be a kind of selflessness!"
Selfish? Unselfish?
Wang Zi was stunned when he heard this, and gradually turned around with his back to Huang Wenjing's body.
Finally face me?
Huang Wenjing smiled slightly, but there was a little loss in her heart, because it was too late, and it was too late to take this step!
"For example, there are a lot of women who, before they get married, are strongmen in various fields, even workaholics. But after getting married, after having a family, they often obey their husband's selfishness and stay at home to become a housewife, which is a kind of selflessness, selflessness of love! ”
So don't think that you are so selfish, it is everyone's right to make friends, as long as your friends can accept you, you don't unilaterally choose to give up. Otherwise, her selfless acceptance will be hurt by your selfishness. ”
Wang Zi was stunned when he heard this.
Yes, friends are a matter of both parties!
"That's right, making friends is a matter of two people!" Huang Wenjing seemed to see Wang Zi's thoughts, and said with a smile: "Your choice now is a kind of selfishness, unilateral self-talk, completely ignoring the feelings of your friends. ”
Bell bell bell -
The phone rang just in time, causing both of their eyes to focus on PHS.
Huang Wenjing looked at the fleeting longing in Wang Zi's pupils: "Go, don't think about anything, be willful and selfish as much as you want, so that you can not regret it!" ”
As she spoke, she slowly turned around and prepared to leave, but she only took two steps, and her steps were the same: "If I had a choice, I would probably choose the same way." But...... I don't seem to have the slightest chance of winning now! ”
Huang Wen sighed quietly and left the hall.
Wang Zi on the other side involuntarily walked to the coffee table and looked at his PHS mobile phone.
Sister Tong...... You must be worried about me now, right?
I'm still being selfish......