Chapter 51: Worthy and Unworthy 2
Xiao Meow broke the silence and said, "Nasty ghost, have you ever thought about leaving your own master?" Although the Lun family is very selfish when he says this~" Ning Zixing chuckled nonchalantly: "I thought about it." Pen~Fun~Ge www.biquge.info My case is very special, because that kind of disease is generally not caused by young people like me. So it won't be life-threatening for a long time, as long as I'm strong-willed. The disease often recurs, often once every two years. Every time I felt that I couldn't be with her, I had to be reluctant to leave her. Because, I can't live without her, and sometimes I have to leave. I can't even give her stability, what else can I do? I don't know when I'm going to leave...... It's selfish, right? But I can't think of any other way than that. Xiao Meow looked up at Ning Zixing and found that he was so beautiful at this time that it was distressing. The world in his mind was constantly running everything about Lin Qianqian.
"Don't look at Qianqian's many friends, but she is sometimes very stubborn. will only tell the pain in her heart to someone she can't live without. And I, I don't know if I'm lucky, became someone she couldn't live without. The more I did this, the more scared I became...... I'm afraid that one day I'll leave, what will she do...... With her temperament, I'm afraid she has to wash her face with tears every day... I don't know what I should ....... Ning Zixing paused and continued: "So sometimes I suppress the desire in my heart and alienate her. Although for me, it is happiness to quietly guard her. She can't live without me, I can't live without her. What scared me the most happened happened...... I can suppress my intense love for her, but what about Qianqian? For her, who is dependent and ignorant of the world, when I leave, her world will be dark... I'm trying to train her to be independent, but every time I see her suffering and crying, I feel like my heart is about to break. If I watched her suffer, I felt that it was dark. I can only think about helping her again, and next time I must exercise her independence. But next time, I still can't bear to see her cry. I don't think I really can live without her because I can't imagine her alone. If one day, the angel loses the wings he can rely on, then the angel will end up as a mortal. I don't want my beautiful angel to lose her wings and degenerate into mortals. If I could, how I would like to be her for the rest of her life, no! It is the wings of eternal life, helping her to shelter her from the wind and rain, so that she will only be a simple and lovely angel in her life..."
Every step he took was accompanied by fragments of the world in his mind. In the clip, there is Lin Qianqian's sweet smile, Lin Qianqian's nest crying in the corner, Lin Qianqian's jumping, and Lin Qianqian's helplessness......
It turns out that in just a few years, I have accumulated so many memories of you. Ning Zixing let out a long sigh. He turned back to Xiao Meow and smiled: "Xiao Meow, I'm much more relieved to have you." I'm sure you'll take good care of Qianqian. I'm sure you'll be her good support. I thought, left me...... She must be happy......"
Xiao Meow looked at Ning Zixing's dark eyes. At this moment, it suddenly felt that Ning Zixing was as beautiful as an elf who had strayed into the world.
Why does Meow feel so sorry for him?
Xiao Meow looked at the long figure that was gradually moving away, and suddenly felt very uncomfortable. He wanted to stop Ning Zixing, his mouth was open, but he didn't open his mouth.
He doesn't even know when he will leave, so what qualifications does he have to protect the Lun family's own master, Meow? Don't be soft-hearted! Don't be soft-hearted! If they are allowed to look at each other at this time, then one day they will return to the future, how should the master face meow? It's better not to give them a chance now. Dear master, this is for your good! Am I going to be so selfish as to find this reason: this is for your good?