You say maybe we shouldn't have met, otherwise we wouldn't have all this......

I think, the protagonist thinks the same way, perhaps, without me, he would be the protagonist of other novels, thus reaching the top, but here, I am sorry for him, put him in a eunuch, it's a pity, who made me have no motivation to persevere? Is there anything that can change my mind? I don't know, but it's all pointless, isn't it? What is the meaning of everything that is not brought by life and not taken away by death? I don't know, just for some material pleasures? Or maybe I don't know if I can continue the descendants of the bloodline? I don't know, everything is doubtful to me, I don't know why, I don't know how to be a real life? I think a lot of people have this question, and I'm just more intense, so strong that it has affected my life. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

In fact, I think a lot of the time, if I didn't get in touch with the Internet, I should still be in school now, instead of doing some menial work, although I don't mean to look down on these jobs, but it's really a pity, isn't it? For me, the online article just disrupted my life, I liked to read books, it was those serious classics, not the current online articles, I still remember when I was a child, my dad's joke, gave me a hundred yuan, I didn't choose to play games, surf the Internet, and didn't eat, drink and have fun, I took it to buy books, a bunch of thick books, idiom dictionaries, word dictionaries, Uncle Tom's Cabin, the Wizard of Oz, etc., in the midst of it, my mind traveled through the world, let me experience the exotic, but now, Most of the articles I read are nonsense, that is, I have read them and I can't absorb nutrients, as for those books that are really beneficial to me? I really want to spit on the web article loudly! Because of these nonsense texts, I basically read books at a glance and ten lines, and I now read famous books and other books basically in a rough way, and I can't really read it, and the online text has affected my reading.

Again, the complicated online articles have also constructed a chaotic worldview for me, if it weren't for the constraints of my parents, maybe I wouldn't be here now, but in a prison. There is no distinction between good and bad, right and wrong are unknown, these are all characters formed under the influence of certain online articles. If others hadn't been taught by someone who was clear about right and wrong, maybe everything would have been even more confusing...

I don't know what I'm talking about, maybe, I don't even know what kind of person I am, no, not perhaps, in fact, I just never knew myself.