Chapter 19: The Goddess's Smile
In the mirror of the dresser is a lovely person. Pen, Fun, Pavilion www.biquge.info Nina looked at the various cosmetics and was a little overwhelmed.
Despite a slight flaw in her makeup, Nina is indeed a lovely person. With a round face with a little baby fat, the childish face that does not match the age looks particularly cute.
Is it like the delicate heavy makeup that you wear at work on weekdays? Or normal light makeup? Nina really didn't know what to choose.
As a woman, it is almost natural to wear makeup. Originally, makeup was not a difficult task for Nina, however, there were less than 2 hours left before the agreed 8 o'clock in the morning, and Nina woke up early to think about what kind of dress she should appear in today?
Nina fiddled with the various cosmetic boxes on the table, as if she had chosen, but then put it down, picked up another, and put it down again.
Looking at the false eyelashes and the colored contact lenses, I thought that I would only worry about makeup when I was going to attend some important occasions, but this time, it reminded Nina of why she wanted to wear makeup.
As if entangled in an unrelieved tension, time flew by in a hurry, and suddenly, the alarm clock set by the phone went off.
"Ah......h
Only people who are in urgent need of time will feel that the time is short, and the alarm of the mobile phone rings, which means that it is about to reach the appointed time.
7:55, an anxious time, only 5 minutes, what can you do?
At this time, Nina suddenly saw a khaki sunhat on the cabinet next to the bed, Nina was stunned, and then smiled bitterly.
The second hand had just made a full turn, the minute hand and the aim were all on 12, and at the same time, Zuston knocked lightly on the door of a single room.
The door opened, and I saw Nina wearing a khaki visor and a mask on her face.
Zuston took a closer look at Nina's outfit. Printed dresses match the colors of the small coat perfectly, and dresses with high waists flatter the waist perfectly.
There are no bulky accessories on the neck, and the white and delicate skin is perfectly matched with the simple and cute dress.
"It's a lovely day." Zuston smiled and said, "However, the existence of some things is too redundant. With that, Zuston reached out in offense and took off his mask.
"Ah......" Nina hurriedly covered her face with her hands, and there seemed to be some fear in her eyes.
"Today, you are just an ordinary girl, you don't have to think about other people's eyes, everything will be fine." Zuston handed the mask back to Nina and said softly.
Nina looked down at the white mask in Zuston's hand, feeling a little apprehensive.
Since she became an erotic actress, no matter where she goes, as long as there are many people, she will definitely be recognized, and then, she will cast strange eyes at herself.
The woman's disgust made Nina, who was also a woman, feel very uncomfortable, but Nina knew very well that she was not qualified to say anything.
However, what is really intimidating is the gaze of men.
Most men stared at various parts of their bodies without concealment, as if they could see through the clothing, giving Nina the feeling of being naked in the eyes of others.
So when Nina saw the hat, she remembered her usual disguise, and used all seemingly natural means to cover herself.
So, Nina smiled bitterly.
After thinking about what makeup to wear for a long time, I was so nervous like a child that I forgot that I didn't need to think about things.
Nina slowly let go of the hand covering her face, slowly stretched out, and took the white mask.
Zuston didn't say anything, he thought that if Nina herself really didn't have confidence, it would be better to let Nina choose for herself than to forcibly take off the mask and ban it.
Zuston turned around and said softly, "The car is right down there, I'll lead the way." ”
Nina replied with a low "um", still holding the mask in her hands, her eyes still staring, and her heart was struggling.
Nina has always hated this kind of day, she can't be her own life, Nina really doesn't know who she is after disguise, maybe, she is the actress named 'Nina'.
However, what about yourself? What about the real name? What about the original soul of this body? Nina didn't know.
If she could, Nina really wanted to one day abandon all this pretense and be herself openly.
"It's just, is it really possible?" Nina thought so, still hesitating inwardly.
Zuston sighed secretly, he was not in a hurry to leave, Zuston was not in a hurry, he wanted to give Nina enough time to think it through.
Perhaps Zuston could have taken a step at this time to help a hesitant Nina make a decision, but was it really a decision that Nina would not regret after much thought?
Zuston wants Nina to make a decision that she will never regret from the start, whether it is right, as long as Nina thinks it is right for her.
Nina thought about it for a long time, only to realize that she was just wasting her time here.
There are too many concerns, but there is a desire to find back to the original self, and the heart and brain seem to be pulling on themselves. Nina knew that she couldn't make a decision based on reason alone.
"Since you can't make a decision, let the heavens make the decisions for yourself." Nina whispered to herself, took out her purse from her bag, and chose a 10 yuan coin, and was about to toss it, Nina was stunned again.
He then smiled and put the coins back in his wallet, along with his mask.
In fact, I have already made a decision. Just as she was about to toss a coin, Nina suddenly realized.
If he really didn't want to, he wouldn't have let Zuston take off his mask so easily.
I guess I had that hope. It really makes me want to laugh.
Yes, there are countless decisions to make in a person's life, however, most of the decisions are actually made before they are made, and they are just hoping that someone will support them.
Zuston has already shown his support with practical actions, so why is he still lingering here?
Zuston suddenly felt that Nina's aura had changed, and his body, which had been slightly curled up, was now puffing up his chest, and he was walking briskly with a hearty step, and he felt that his whole person had changed.
Although Zuston had thought about such a scene, Zuston was secretly taken aback by such a huge change.
Standing in front of the elevator, Nina pressed the button indicating 'down', turned her head and smiled, "How long do you want me to wait?" If I accept the commission like this, I won't pay the commission fee. ”
Zuston was stunned for a moment, then smiled: "Since we have accepted the commission, we will definitely satisfy the guests." Zuston stepped forward, just in time, the elevator door opened.
Zuston politely gestured for Nina to come in, and Nina covered her mouth and smiled and entered the elevator, followed by Zuston.
In the elevator, Nina had the heart to look at Zuston's costume.
A set of ill-fitting tuxedos, with a white collar and gloves, a bit like the impression of a butler.
"Your clothes don't fit well, they feel weird to wear." Nina joked.
"Today, I am your butler." Zuston smiled slightly and said, "Clothes are not easy to find, though." As he spoke, he showed off his slender body and said with a wry smile: "If it's not tailor-made, it's more suitable to wear casual clothes like me." ”
"You...... You're not kidding......" Nina was a little surprised to hear Zuston say that he was his butler today.
"Nope." Zuston smiled and shook his head, "Seriously. It started from the moment I got out of the elevator. ”
Just then, the elevator door opened, and Zuston took the first step, holding the elevator door with one hand and gesturing with the other, as if he had entered the scene in an instant.
Both the eyes and expressions were so sincere, giving Nina an illusion.
Nina couldn't say what kind of feeling it was at this time, but she could only say that it was wonderful, a feeling formed by the convergence of so many originally incompatible emotions that I couldn't describe in words.
At 8 a.m., there were no people in the hotel. Nina took a deep breath and stepped out of the elevator, the crisp and loud sound of her high heels touching the floor echoed through the hall, attracting the gazes of countless hotel workers and scattered guests.
Zuston followed at the right time, following Nina at the same pace, keeping an appropriate distance.
Although Nina didn't wear makeup, under the perfect match, the already cute no-makeup didn't make people feel like they were missing anything.
Lovely people, and calm servants, all this shows the identity.
Originally, when she stepped out of the elevator, Nina's heart was still a little conflicted, but now, every time Nina took an extra step, her confidence increased even more.
Maybe people are like this, what you have, what kind of illusion will be created for others.
Yes, today's Nina may be just a daughter with a face similar to that actress, and her noble identity may attract the attention of others, but no one will question it.
This is a director's good, a girl's dream exclusive to Nina.
Walking out of the door, a handsome man in a formal suit and tie walked over with a rose in his hand.
"I hope you take it." The man's tender gaze and gentle tone caught Nina off guard, and Zuston coughed twice in time to calm Nina down.
Nina took the rose and looked at the man in front of her carefully, always feeling a little familiar, searching for impressions in her mind.
Suddenly, Nina was a little shocked. "That pervert...... It's you......? Nina lowered her voice.
"Shhhh......h ”
Nina looked back at Zuston and saw Zuston smiling and nodding, so Nina mustered up the courage to step forward.
Closing the car door for Nina, Zuston pulled the man's clothes and said, "I can't drive......"
Yes, the man was Russ, closed the door, and the two of them went back to their 'ironyoffate' form.
"If you don't drive as a housekeeper, do you want me to drive?" Russ squinted.
"Then let's play it instead?" Zuston teased.
"I'll open, I'll open." Russ replied hurriedly.
"Hey." Zuston was about to reach out and open the door of the back seat, when he suddenly remembered something: "This car was borrowed in the name of Sister Yakumo, you have to be careful." ”
"Got it, got it." Russ waved his hand perfunctorily as he walked around the front of the car to the driver's seat.
Russ drove very smoothly, and the car was already very comfortable, and Nina felt the calm.
"Well, Miss Nina......" Las said hesitantly, "today, it may be a little too much......
Today, I wanted to abandon the identity of 'Nina', but I heard Russ shout, which broke the peace in Nina's heart.
"Today, I will play your boyfriend......" Russ was a little nervous, and when he didn't pay attention, he pressed his feet, and everyone's bodies instantly leaned forward.
Russ quickly adjusted her state and relaxed, and then she regained her composure.
Nina's original good mood has been ruined by Russ, and at this time, she just said coldly, "Do you want to go to bed?" ”
If you answer 'yes', for Nina, this person is just like many ordinary people, thinking that she is a random woman.
If the answer is 'don't', Nina can give two answers, one can be said to be false. And the other is to forcibly label the other party as an insult to himself.
Whether Russ answered yes or no, Nina had the answer so that Russ didn't have to say any more.
Zuston understands, and so does Russ. For Nina, the name and identity of 'Nina' have brought her the possibility to realize her ideals, but also brought her many misfortunes.
In this world, there is no absolute luck or absolute misfortune. Maybe you think that the death of a friend can never compare to the death of a loved one.
However, it all depends on how deep your feelings are. Russ was clear, so Russ didn't answer immediately.
"You are a 'goddess' in my mind." Russ was silent for a long time, and then said slowly: "I don't want to insult you, let alone yourself. ”
"I want you to understand that I've only known you through images, and I don't know the real you." After a pause, Russ took a deep breath. "Whatever you really are, what I want to tell you is that I like you, who you are, and everything about you."
"Please devote yourself to it today and finish this dream." Russ gritted her teeth and uttered the request.
After hearing this, Nina was a little overwhelmed. Although she thinks that her heart is very strong, Nina is still just a girl who is full of longing for love.
Nina was indeed touched by Russ's words, but Nina didn't know how credible they were.
It's not because there is anything false in these words, Russ is very consistent with the performance of a confession, both in terms of emotional expression and all aspects.
However, Zuston's flawless performance forced Nina to wonder if it was true, but Nina couldn't open her mouth to ask anything.
There was silence again in the car.
It was getting dark, most of the playground was about to close, and Russ had to wait in line to get to the last Ferris wheel.
Nina sat on the Ferris wheel and thought about what happened today, and Zuston was indeed like a caring butler.
However, in front of Russ, Nina had no idea how she should face him.
If it's just playing, Nina will feel very satisfied. However, Russ's words in the car let Nina know how to deal with this person.
Not being able to devote himself to the role at all is a taboo for an actor. However, as an actress, Nina is unable to devote herself to the role she should play today.
Every time, as long as you are alone, the atmosphere will be dull. Nina knows that this and it is all her own responsibility, all because of her own heart, and she can't treat the other party as her boyfriend.
If it's really a couple, I'm afraid that the other party has already complained, and even left a long time ago.
"Look, the sunset is beautiful." Suddenly, Russ's voice reached Nina's ears, pulling Nina back to reality from her mind.
Nina looked sideways, and indeed, the orange of the setting sun shone on the earth, and the happy smiling faces of the children in the playground, everything seemed so happy.
"Thank you for being with me all day today." For Russ, being able to get along with the 'goddess' in her mind is very sufficient.
"I should have said that......" Nina hurriedly said, and before she could finish her words, she saw Russ shake her head and look at herself tenderly.
"What did you say...... Is it true......" Nina thought for a moment, and finally gritted her teeth and asked the question that had plagued her for a day. "Even if I ......"
"Don't think about it, you're no different from others." Russ nodded earnestly and said softly, "Don't question yourself because of the ideas imposed on you, you are just as good." A girl who can seriously pursue her dreams is very beautiful. ”
At this point, the Ferris wheel began to slow down, and Nina knew that it was already the last moment: "If, I want to ......"
"You shouldn't think about it, because you still have dreams and happiness to chase." Russ smiled and said softly, "I just hope you can understand that there will always be someone who knows how to cherish you." ”
Hearing this, Nina felt a little lost. However, Russ continued: "If you can't find your happiness in your limited time, then I'll be responsible for your happiness. ”
With that, Russ stepped forward and approached Nina, looking directly at Nina with affectionate eyes: "Okay?" ”
Nina felt that her eyes were a little moist, and she smiled and nodded vigorously, this was the first time she had smiled in front of Russ.
"Okay, commission fee, I've received it." Seeing Nina's smile, Russ smiled with satisfaction.
The two got off the Ferris wheel, and the day at the playground was over, however, for Nina, 'Nina's life had just begun.