Chapter 430: A Sense of Crisis
Peng Hui said: "I will definitely live well in the future, at least better than my sister." Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info"
Peng Hui hung up the phone, she didn't know that on the other end, Zhao Meimei's whole person froze, sat in a daze, and didn't move for a long time.
Peng Hui's words, although they were just confiding, were no less than Bodhi empowerment, which smashed Zhao Meimei's lazy and casual life state.
That night, Zhao Meimei had insomnia, and she began to reflect on herself thoroughly, and even remembered what her father had said to her back then.
She reached out and pinched her belly, which was not yet stacked on her waist, and her head shook violently.
The idea that she swore to be self-reliant and self-reliant was wiped out little by little as she lived a relaxed and comfortable life day after day, but she never thought that all these things were given to her by Shi Yang.
Her food and clothing, and even their family's source of livelihood all come from Shi Yang.
What is the difference between her and Peng Rui, and how is she not a drag oil bottle, Peng Hui said, her way, she walks by herself.
Zhao Meimei thought to herself, my way, how should I go?
Zhao Meimei never thought about what would happen in the future, she lived a step-by-step life since she was a child, finishing elementary school, junior high school, high school, college, and even thinking about what to do next and what she should do.
Peng Hui is right, the third and fourth years of her freshman year have passed in a blink of an eye, and when she actually graduates from school, what is she going to do?
Being a teacher? The previous experience in foreign language school and the heavy workload made her a little reluctant to do this profession, but she couldn't do anything else.
Zhao Meimei was entangled in the question of what she knew and what she could do all night, until it was dawn, and she fell asleep in a daze.
In mid-August, when the weather was at its hottest, Zhao Meimei took out a chilled watermelon from the refrigerator at home and went to school to find Peng Hui.
The bedroom is a slender pattern, facing south, and in the morning, when the sun is full, it is hot and direct through the window, and even a wind cannot blow in.
Peng Hui followed Zhao Meimei and the two directly spread paper on the ground, sat on the ground face to face, holding half a watermelon and eating it in front of each other.
Peng Hui took a bite of watermelon, tilted her neck and hummed: "Oh, it's cool, it's cool, I felt like I was going to be sunburned before." ”
Zhao Meimei said: "Hehe, it's okay, anyway, women are made of water, you melt, I'll stuff you in the refrigerator and freeze it again, and it will recover." ”
Peng Hui kicked Zhao Meimei with her foot: "You lack virtue, you!" ”
The two laughed, shook their shoulders, and the watermelon they held in their laps swayed.
After laughing for a while, Zhao Meimei suddenly asked, "Peng Hui, have you figured out what to do after graduating from college?" ”
Peng Hui paused as she dug watermelons, and looked up at Zhao Meimei: "Think about it." ”
Zhao Meimei immediately became interested: "What do you want to do?" ”
Peng Hui said seriously: "I don't plan to be a teacher, I don't have a family member, even if I apply, that is, a supernumerary, I don't even have a formal position, I plan to run a cram school to tutor primary school students in foreign languages." ”
Peng Hui told Zhao Meimei that the two students she is making up classes now are very generous to their parents because of their good teaching, and if she doesn't have enough time, she can recruit two more students.
Zhao Meimei didn't know much about this aspect, and asked, "Do you make money for students to make up classes?" ”
Peng Hui said: "Of course I make money, now the make-up classes are charged according to the class hours, one hour per class, thirty yuan, I have two children a week and one person has five classes, if I can add classes for two days on the weekend, it would be better, and I am now one-on-one tutoring, and in the future I will save some money, rent a house, and tutor several children at the same time, I will definitely earn more." ”
Zhao Meimei silently calculated in her heart, and was quite surprised: "Is the student easy to recruit?" ”
Peng Hui nodded: "I think it's okay, you see that I have only spent half a month, and I have already found two tutoring jobs, and now there is generally one child in the family, as long as your level is enough, parents will not be ambiguous when they take out the money." ”
Zhao Meimei nodded, digging watermelon and eating it.
After Peng Hui finished speaking, she realized that something was wrong, and asked Zhao Meimei: "Why did you suddenly remember to ask me about this?" ”
Zhao Meimei said: "It's not sudden, it's just that after I called you last night, I was quite emotional." ”
Peng Hui was stunned: "What do you feel?" ”
Zhao Meimei hugged the watermelon and leaned on the study table behind her: "I feel that I am actually useless, from childhood to adulthood, all my things are arranged by my parents and my brother, I study step by step, I don't have to worry about anything else, I have food when I am hungry, I have something to drink when I am thirsty, I am not afraid of your jokes, when I graduated from elementary school, I always thought that the house would be natural when I grew up, and I never knew that I needed to spend money to buy it." ”
Peng Hui said: "I am similar to you. ”
Zhao Meimei's thin eyelids drooped down: "Without my parents and my brother, I am actually nothing, nothing." At least you've planned your future, and I don't even have the slightest idea, and I didn't even think about it until I called you yesterday. ”
Peng Hui said: "Actually, I just thought about it, and I didn't think about what to do after I really put it into action." ”
Zhao Meimei laughed at herself: "That's better than me, I don't even have a goal." ”
Zhao Meimei was really frustrated, this blow from the sky made her feel lost for the first time, she couldn't help but think of the two job fairs held in the school before the holiday, the senior students held printed resumes, hovering in front of the company's recruitment booth, trying to sell themselves.
At that time, she passed by, only feeling embarrassed and terrifying, but she never thought that sooner or later she would have such a day.
Zhao Meimei began to become silent, silent, and pondered her thoughts.
Shi Yang's newly rented three classrooms are also about to be renovated, he began to be busy recruiting personnel, discussing various issues with his mother Guangping about the upgrading of teaching courses, the company's affairs are too busy, and naturally he has not noticed Zhao Meimei's recent changes, mainly because Zhao Meimei's time at home has begun to decrease.
Zhao Meimei went to the talent market several times, watched the application process of others, sometimes stayed for a day, she found that the foreign language industry is still relatively tight, at least the recruitment requirements are in addition to a bachelor's degree or above, foreign language has passed level 4, compared with other industries less internship experience.
But in the same way, because of the demand, there are a lot of people who want to apply for jobs, not only bachelor's degrees, but also many graduate students, masters, Zhao Meimei even saw a doctoral student lined up, and the inconspicuous ones followed to apply.