183. Start with yourself

Some things still want to be pinned on others, and they want others to do it for themselves.

However, in many cases, it is better to solve and complete some things by yourself. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

Or will you face some difficulties and very hesitation and confusion there.

Still feeling what kind of fear and trepidation there, also in the intertwining and chaos of fear and fear,

There is something wrong there, and there is something that seems to be confused and confused there.

What kind of path is lost, what is so far away there,

Far away, as if it could no longer reach out, as if it had fallen into a bottomless abyss there.

The white fox's spirit also thought that he was dreaming there again, and he was having a terrible nightmare there.

However, she didn't know why she was only afraid there, just scared there, but she couldn't get rid of it.

She has never been able to wake up, and she is always lonely and terrifying in that terrifying abyssal world.

There will be a period of emptiness, and there will be a time when there will be a very small and untouched sense of what is difficult to find and find.

There's something that's very, very far away, very far away, and out of reach.

How far and far the road and the road, and how deep and deep the heart is,

It is like a dead end of the mind, just as there is a dead end of the mind that you can't see.

Like one's own gaze, without the help of outside things,

You can never see yourself, so sometimes, if the mind doesn't rely on some kind of dependency,

It is also there that the mind will never find its own heart.

Sometimes, I will feel a very empty and empty feeling of powerlessness.

It's like a huge sense of spiritual loss, a very helpless and powerless feeling,

Sometimes, I just feel a kind of absence there, and I only feel a kind of blur there.

It's just that she feels a kind of mistake and confusion there, she wants to look back, she wants to look back,

But I still found that I was already there and couldn't do anything,

It's also impossible to do. Some of them are already impossible there.

That little girl, who is it, she seems to be a little reluctant to admit who she is,

She just curled up, just crouched in that corner, and then, just there convulsed and cried,

She was hiding in that very lonely and lonely corner, and then, many, many things, became very, very frightened and scared there.

She was afraid of something, she was afraid of something, she was trembling there, trembling, she was just there not knowing how to face all this.

"Mommy, Mommy, don't go, don't go! Mom, don't abandon the Spirit, okay? ”

The little girl cried in that confused dream, "Mommy......"

Then she woke up from the dream, and the little girl seemed to be awake, so who was really in the dream?

Who is in the dream, who is in the dream, and what is there in the circle,

I just felt a very dizzy feeling there, a faint pain and a sense of confusion.

It seemed that the next second, just the next second, she had an urge to get something,

It's as if there's something there that can't wait patiently every minute or second.

She was just there feeling a rush and a nervousness, an anxiety that she herself seemed to be unable to quite understand very well.

Sometimes, how anxious and anxious her own heart is, she herself is still there very, very unclear and incomprehensible.

Sometimes, you will feel sleepy there, and you will feel pain and pain there as if you were dying there.

It's just that there's a feeling of your own mistakes, just a feeling there, something that you can't quite avoid and be satisfied with.

I always feel something I can't understand there, as if I suddenly found something there.

In that sudden discovery and searching, there seems to be something there that cannot be understood and discovered.

Sometimes, there will be such an impulse that you want to tear yourself apart.

Sometimes, it's there that the impulsive crocodile meat is so sad that it wants to take everything into eight pieces.

It's just that what kind of troubles you have, where you feel troubled, where you feel blank, where you feel a very unreasonable self,

Sometimes, when I grow up, I will have a kind of self where I want to beat up or be a child.

It was an impulse, but also a force, although it was in that confused dream, but there was still an incorrigible impulse,

An impulse and desire that I am not quite able to understand and explain.

Is that a kind of anxiety and anger, or what kind of pain and pain that hasn't fully erupted and vented there,

And then, just feel a kind of pain and hurt in it, just hurt there,

It's a very stoic and painful injury, just there to be hurt, just there to suffer,

But I still don't know where it is, how long and how long all this will last, how long and how long all the pain and pain will still exist there.

She wished she was still a child, and then, she had to hold her mother completely,

She has to snuggle up to her mother completely, and maybe she can stop thinking about anything.

She doesn't have to feel all kinds of troubles there all the time, she hates to always be there to worry and helpless about all kinds of trivial things in life.

However, sometimes, those troubles and helplessness still belong there, and they can't be avoided and get rid of.

What is there is something that has been there for a long time, and what has been there seems to be something that has been there for a long time,

It's confused, vague, like a dream, it's a very vague dream,

In that dream-like ambiguity, in the midst of confusion, she just felt a kind of melancholy and pain in it,

What endured in it, what endured in it,

What kind of heart wants to grow and grow, it's just that it wants to understand something.

Sometimes, there is a fear that it will be rejected, and there is a fear that it will be impossible.

It's also there that you worry about being ridiculed and ridiculed, and it's also there that you worry that it's still useless.