All qiē is because of her, and his resentment and hatred all originate from her.

It was she who harmed Gu Yan and the emperor, and led their brothers to kill each other.

It wasn't the emperor who was wrong, nor Gu Yan, but her.

She is unforgivable.

"Yes, the person I should hate the most is you, but I can't hate you......"

Gu Yan's eyes flashed with the most painful light.

"It was you who raised me and raised me as an adult, before I knew the truth, I always thought you were my biological mother, even if you cared about me and took care of me, it was with a purpose, it was fake, but you are still my mother, I can't do it."

Haven't you had any feelings for these twenty years?

How is it possible, even if the stones are boiled out, not to mention the heart, the grace of nurturing is greater than the blood and family affection for him after all.

After all, the mother who gave birth to him, he never knew what she looked like, nor did he know what kind of person she was, and in his heart she was a very vague and unfamiliar being.

And she has been a real mother in his life for more than 20 years.

The only thing he couldn't really hate was her.

I never thought of hurting her, so I could only take revenge on Jun Sanshao, probably he was also jealous, jealous that Jun Sanshao was her biological son, but fate was unfair to him, nothing.

Mrs. Gu's expression was miserable, and she finally understood the resentment and hatred in his heart.

But it is impossible to do it all over again, all the mistakes have been cast, and only the powerlessness that makes people sigh is left in vain.

"My care and love for you is not fake, even if you don't believe it, I have never failed to treat you as a son, and even I love you more than the emperor."

The emperor's son was taken away by Jun Shi, which made her very sad, so all her feelings were pinned on Gu Yan and she loved this child even more.

To say that as a mother, she owes the most to the emperor, she loves her adopted son more than her own son, so the emperor has always hated her.

In the end, she was neither a good adoptive mother nor a good mother.

"yes, then why did you break my leg?" Gu Yan didn't believe it at all.

Mrs. Gu was silent for a long time, raised her head, and looked at Gu Yan gloomily:

"I've been trying hard to hide it, thinking that this will be good for you and the emperor, and it will make you both hurt less. But instead you hate each other and take revenge on each other, and in the end you end up at such a point that no one gets happiness, but is even more unhappy. ”

"Conceal a qiē?" Gu Yan's pupils suddenly shrank, and he asked in surprise, "What do you mean by this?" What are you hiding? ”

"Do you know how your mother Lin Yue died?" Mrs. Gu asked suddenly.

Gu Yan's face turned cold, and he turned his head: "I don't know." ”

"You should have checked, but you didn't find it, right?" Mrs. Gu looked at his cold and hateful face and smiled bitterly, "Although you haven't found out the truth, your psychological failure has always been that your mother's death has something to do with me." ”

Gu Yan's fingers spasmed, and his breath was suppressed, revealing his excited feelings.

"Isn't it? You and her were friends at the beginning, but both of you were waiting for a man and were pregnant at the same time, aren't you afraid that you will fall out of favor? Two women who have the same man cannot be friends at all, but see each other as sworn enemies. ”

He knew this feeling too well, just like he and the emperor would never be good brothers, because they both loved the same woman, and as long as there was love, they only wanted to be exclusive and did not want to share it with others.